Hey guys! This is Black Banter, and welcome back to my blog. See what I did there? Haha! I’m thinking about changing my intro, so you’ll probably be reading weirder intros moving forward. Speaking of something new, I’m again on the hunt for new songs for my playlist, “Emotional Banana”. Please don’t ask about the name – it is what it is and I love it. I haven’t talked to you guys in a while. How are you? What have you guys been up to? I hope y’all are doing well. As for me, well, still moving on from heartbreak, as you all know. After being almost a mom to my kids and almost four years of being together, she decided to end our journey. Time doesn’t make a person the right one for you, I guess.Anyways, I can’t wait to listen to your song suggestions again. Let’s help each other embrace the pain we’re all currently enduring. Let’s revive this joint. And maybe - just maybe - we’ll be able to let go.I’m finally back on track with my blog. It feels so familiar to be writing ag
Hola! Hope you guys are having a wonderful time unlike me.I have been constantly checking out the new girl at work, but I can’t seem to really talk to her. Something in me just pushes back, and I really don’t know how to initiate a conversation. At that time, I really didn’t want to botch up my chance in getting to know her better. But time is running out. Seeing that she is so beautiful, I am not the only one who’s attracted to her. I wanted to make a move — but I’d simply let fate determine if she was to notice me.I had been working with the company for quite a while, so much so that they had picked me up to do support for other employees. I was going about my day when lo and behold, a message popped up and – you already know whose name came along with it. “Hi! Uhm, I’m trying to figure out how to fix an issue with a customer. Can you help me, please?” said Audrey. In my mind, I was like, Oh my god! This is it! What should I do? “Hello, Audrey! Sure
I was under her spell but I was not alone. A lot of guys have also been constantly flocking around her like vultures. She had that effect – the “Audrey” effect. But I was determined. I also didn’t want to have anything in common with these guys. I’m trying to simply utilize proper timing. “Paul, you really have to make a move. I’ve heard that Albert is being pushed by his teammates to pursue Audrey,” said Liana while shaking both my arms. “Wait a freaking second! First of all, I am not deaf. Second of all, I can hear you and lastly, I can hear his teammates wooing from here.” “What are you gonna do about it?” “I don’t know. Although it makes me grind my teeth.” A habit of mine which Audrey hates. “Well, you better get a move on, boy.” “I know, and I am just taking my time. I did tell you about my conversation with her a couple of weeks ago. Haven’t I?” “Yes. But Albert isn’t the only one trying to get her attention.” “I also know that he’s not the only o
It has been almost 6 months since I met Audrey, and my heart still flutters when she laughs, when she smiles. We got to dance to her favorite songs on a rainy morning. Eventually, we were having our first “breakfast” together. And yes, it’s just the two of us. Sitting in front of me, her hair has grown longer but still frames her face well. When she smiles and her round eyes squint, it feels like McDonald’s served more than McMuffins and coffees, but a shot of romance too.“The world's not forgiving of everyone's fears... The days turn into months, the months turn into years... So just for the moment, let's be still...”McDonald’s does know how to set the mood. “Why are you looking at me like that?” she asked shyly. “Oh, uhm, nothing. Your hair looks good on you,” I replied. “Uhm, thanks!” she said smiling. “Hey, Paul. Why don’t we play a game?” she asked. “What game?” I asked, confused with what game she had in mind. “It’s an easy one! We’re just gon
Days and weeks have passed, and we continued to have wonderful conversations after every shift. And I started looking forward to each time our shift ended because it would mean that I’d get to spend time with her. Being the person that I am, I sometimes tend to lose interest in talking. Although it may seem awkward, the fact is that I just tend to get lost in her eyes. Luckily, there’s Liana to always make the save whenever that happens.Liana is the type of friend I never knew that I’ll be having for life. She’s a little skinny woman who tends to be loud and awkward but is brutally honest. She’s like the sister I never had. There are times I would just meet up with her to talk about whatever the hell I’m doing with my life, what my plans are, and what I will do about my feelings for Audrey. “So, Liana. Thanks for seeing me even on such short notice,” I said as I invited her to see me one night. Or morning. It was a little past midnight in January. I couldn’t stop thinking
One day, I suddenly remembered a plan I had when I was a little kid. A plan that I wanted to do for so long – with the right person. I had a gut feeling that I wouldn’t want to do it with anyone else but her. I remember that she mentioned “beach” when we hung out last time. So I collected the courage I had that day and sent Audrey a message. “Hey, Audrey. I was wondering if you had plans over the weekend?” To which she responded, “No, Paul. Why?” “I was wondering, have you ever been to Baler?” I asked nervously. “No. But I’d love to go there!” she said. “I’m planning to go and spend the weekend there. Would you like to tag along?” I continued. “Oh my! Sure! I just need to finish some household chores and let my father know. That would be awesome!” she exclaimed. “Cool! Now I don’t have anything planned. You’re okay with doing things there on-the-fly?” I replied. “Yesss!” she said.Surprised with what just transpired, I couldn’t contain my happiness and jump
Audrey and I had been dating for months. We continued our after-shift breakfast dates; we watched every single Marvel Cinematic Universe film, as I’ve convinced her to be a fan of the movie franchise as well. We were having the time of our lives.And after some time, we planned on going to Baguio for our anniversary. The cool breeze, strawberries, and nature will definitely be nice. Another plan coming up at that time was me meeting her parents. Audrey hadn’t told them about the kids yet, and we were planning on doing so when I met them.Everything’s great, wonderful, and amazing!Last week was the company’s anniversary. The hall looked a little smaller with all the balloons on the ceiling and colorful wall decorations. As the night shifters’ work was almost ending, the day shifters started coming in to replace them. “Hey guys! How was your weekend?” asked Liana. “Great! I spent time with Paul’s kids last Sunday. They were really nice kids,” said Audrey. “Yeah, th
It’s the day I get to meet Audrey’s family. I don’t know how they’re going to like me after seeing their daughter come home with a red left cheek because of my ex-girlfriend. I don’t even know how they’re going to react when I tell them that I have kids to begin with.Audrey and I headed out for our usual after-shift date. The sun was shining and the atmosphere felt great, but I couldn’t stop worrying about our lunch with Audrey’s family later. At McDonald’s, “One Call Away” was playing when we came in.Audrey ordered her usual 2-piece pancakes, and I ordered a sausage McMuffin with egg and iced coffee. “So, are you ready for later?” Audrey asked. “Not really. I’m really worried. I don’t think that they’re going to like me,” I answered. “Relax. My dad is a bit opinionated, but he’s a good person,” she reassured me. “Okay, okay. I won’t think much about it. Should we bring a cake for later?” I asked. “Sure, they’d love a simple chocolate cake,” she answered.Audrey