Maru's POV
A large deep amount of sigh came out from my system, I'm just walking around the campus with this girl behind me who's holding my sleeve.
I looked back at her but she's still holding it, she's really crying because she's lost. I don't know why I agree to help her find someone she's looking for even though I don't know her.
What a thoughtful guy Maru, I compliment myself.
"What's your name?" I ask her to break the silence between us. I'm helping her but I don't know her name. What an Idiot of mine.
"D-deene," She muttered that I almost couldn't hear but good thing I heard it loud enough.
"Deene?" I repeat and she just nods at me, "So Deene, where is the last exact place you saw the guy you're looking?" I asked.
She stops walking as I also stopped because she's holding my sleeve. She dresses normally but I can't really understand how a girl her age is crying because she just lost in our school?
"C-circle." She shuttered, I already know what she's talking about so we decided to go to our school circle to find the guy.
I was just looking around analyzing the people around us. Maybe I can tell based on their facial expressions that they're looking for someone.
"D-do you like butterflies?" She asked me to look in her direction, my brows raised as well as my confused look.
Why the heck she's asking about butterflies?
"W-what?" I asked her back, her eyes look so innocent.
She's so familiar for some reason, did I meet her before?
"I-I'm curious if everybody likes butterflies or n-no." She shuttered for me to know that she ain't shuttering because she's shy or what but because that is how she normally speaks.
Everything was clear for me, the way she walked, talked, and even her expression was different from others. As a psychology student, I can tell that she was born that way but I'm kinda shocked by how she dresses, or maybe she was dressed by someone.
"Y-your in pain." She said while smiling at me, my brows are completely furrowed by this moment. "What?" I ask in confusion.
I saw her glancing at my whole personality before staring right into my eyes. This is the moment I realized that she has grey eyes, her nose bridge is high with an elegant lip of rosy pink and chubby cheeks she has. She's beautiful- WHAT THE FCK?!
Maru! What the fck are you thinking?! Obviously, she is a girl with special needs, and the heck are you thinking?!
Is this unstable mind of mine a symptom of my cancer? Cause if it is, I'm thankful- WHAT FCK IS WRONG WITH YOU MARU?!
"Y-you're weird." She commented, she's now sitting on a bench near me. "Y-you're talking to yourself." She added, I took a deep sigh before completely facing her.
"I'm not talking to myself, okay?" I said as I glared at her. I don't know how she knows that I'm talking to myself or I was just too obvious, damn.
A chilly cold breeze smeared my skin, I looked up when I saw a bunch of dark clouds everywhere. I assume that it will rain sooner or later. I need to help her to find what she's looking Immediately before the rains start to fall.
"D-do you think M-maru's loves butterflies?" A sturdy question from her made my whole human system confused.
Who the hell is she?
"Maru?" I asked back while looking at her, she was smiling out of nowhere while holding her necklace.
My eyes were focused on her expression, "M-maru is always wearing white." She added making my whole brows furrowed.
I don't know what I'm thinking, who is this girl in front of me. Why does she know me? Or I am the Maru she's been talking to?
Hoshi's POV
"Did you find her?" I asked Deene's butler as long as we meet again after an hour of finding Deene.
He shook his head as a deep sigh came out from mine. I don't know where she went, I thought she was right behind me.
Someone called me but I didn't bother to look back and run towards somewhere to continue finding Deene. In this situation, I know that she's scared right now.
This is my fault!!! If I didn't respond to someone who's greeting me I won't lose sight of Deene! Damn you Hoshi!
I didn't know what to do, I'm just running around the school complex praying that I could find her as soon as possible.
If something happens on Deene I swear to god, I'll go crazy! She wasn't just a friend or a best friend for me, she was something special that I needed to protect like how she protected me before!
"Hey!" I shout of respect to someone.
"Hey?" He replied with a smirk on his face, I'm about to turn back when I realized who that was but he had already blocked my way.
"Hmm? You just approached me first?" He asks in a confused tone, I raise a brow to him to commend what I'm saying.
I noticed that his outfit change from earlier, he was now wearing a black long sleeve polo that been fold into his elbow partnered with a grey slacks and mens belt in his waist.
"Do you know where Deene is?" I ask out of nowhere, I don't know what to do by this moment. I don't care about my pride, I just want to find Deene.
"Deene?" He asked back, making him touch his chin and start thinking. "Who's Deene?" He added making my blood boil but good to say I managed to control myself, cause If I'm not this fcking asshole should be on our school floor.
"Nevermind." I said before walking away from him, "Call me if you see Maru!" He shouted but I didn't bother to look back.
Why do I need to call him? And why the fck did I ask him in the first place? I know I'm desperate to find Deene but I'm not that- Damn!
I shook my head and started looking for her again. I checked every corner of our school but I couldn't find her for the fck sake!
I ran towards the school circle for me to start finding her again in that area for the 3 time. I was exhausted but still doing this thing.
A call from my phone is the reason for me to stop for a second and saw Deene's butler name on my screen.
"Our lady is coming." A word from another kine make my whole system goes cold, why?!
It's our school fair, so why? Fck! Fck!
"I'm doing everything, so please do your part too." The last words I said before hanging up the call.
A large amount of breath came out from mine when I felt something uneasy falling from this great sky above me.
"What great timing Mr. Rain huh?" I muttered and Immediately ran towards some shelter. I saw students are starting to seek a roof too so I think I might start searching again from this crowd.
"Hey, have you seen Deene?" I ask one of my familiar classmates but she just shook her head, making me feel down.
I'm about to take a seat for a minute before finding Deene again when I saw a guy and a familiar feature of a girl in the corner of the room.
My brows raised when I realized who that girl was, my feet started to walk by it's own and I was just like following my footsteps.
I immediately grab my phone from my pocket to contact Deene's Butler and inform him that I already find her, as I walk towards their direction my brows furrowed when I saw the guy making a move that ain''t really good.
My fist threw a punch to this guy in front of me, I saw the thickness in Deene's eyes as I grabbed her and made her stay behind me.
"What do you think you're doing?!" I hissed while he was feeling his face that I punched. My blood started to boil when I saw him trying to kiss Deene without her consent!
"What the fck- did you just punch me?" He replied before looking at his thumb with a bit of blood from his lips, I just raised my brow at him.
"H-hoshi.." Renee mutterd from my back her eyes are starting to tear up and immediately lead the way for us to make a distance to that asshole.
I can't believe that he was doing that to someone like Deene! What the fck is wrong with me?! I know that Deene was beautiful but- what the fck!
"Ya!!!" Someone shouts and anger but I choose to ignore that and walk with Deene's while holding her hands.
"He was M-Maru." Deene muttered and made me look so confused as I saw the tears from her eyes start to fall.
Maru? From her Dream?!
"Let's all cheers to death!!!" I yelled while holding a shot glass in my right hand.Me and my close friends are here in BGC just to make some fun, I'm too bored at the house so we decided to hang out just for tonight.Everybody is so happy around me, there's someone who is making out at the near table but I just ignore them. All of us are here to make some fun and I don't want to be the person who ruins the whole mood of this place.I'm just dancing like a drunk guy, well I'm already drunk so I think it's okay."I'll pay for all of your drink tonight!" I shouted and took the shot again, crowds are cheering all over the event place.This night will be the bat night for me.I lean on the counter table for a while to hold my head, it's kinda hurt but I choose to ignore this."Congratulations." A hot girl approaches me, but I don't know what she's talking about so my brows furrowed as I looked in
CHAPTER 1"Wake up you piece of shit!" A loud voice yelled directly on my face, I didn't bother to open my eyes and turn to the other side of my bed."G-get out there, you can't see that I was sleeping?" I said in an annoyed tone and covered my eyes with a pillow.Ackk! She was so annoying she couldn't see that I was resting?! When she's the one sleeping, I can't make any noise but when I was sleeping she can fucking do anything she wants."What, aren't you getting up ?!" She shouted as he hit me with a pillow, causing me to stand up on the bed. I looked at him badly, and I don't think she lost."Get up! You're gonna miss school Maru !!" Annoyed, she said, I saw that she was still holding the spoon in his hand, so I got my eyebrows close in no time.Is she cooking?"What is that?" I asked her while looking at his hand, "Enormous spoon, so I can hit the fuck off you!
"Good morning, Maru." The muse from the other section greeted me, I was just smiling at her.I don't usually talk when I'm not in the mood but I can't stop smiling at them when they greet or talk to me. It's a good thing that I cleaned my shoes properly, even though I was 15 minutes late in my first class on my first day.The professor wasn't angry because I made an excuse which is a lie but she believes that it's a white lie because if I didn't clean it properly I might be embarrassed that I even existed in this world."Hey, Mr. Dashel? Can you properly introduce yourself in class?" She called me so even though I'm not in the mood I can't let them see that. I walked in our prof's direction, she smiled at me too I gave it back to her. Everybody was looking at me and giving all their attention."Hi everyone, my name is Maru Kane Dashel. I do love playing volleyball and do some advanced readings, if you want to talk to me about any m
Deene's POV"I-i don't w-want that!" I shout making myself cry and stick myself on the nearest sofa that I saw. They always want me to take that nasty tablet, and it tastes awful.I'm crying while covering my mouth, anything can happen but I won't take that piece of thing!"Please, young lady. You need to take your medicine." One of our servants said but I ignored her and crawled under the sofa. This place was too spacious so I can go in here whenever I like."No!" I yelled again as I covered my ears, this time they are all doing their best to make me eat that thing!They are monsters! They want me to get out of here and drag m
"Hi, miss-""Sorry, but you can't come near her." A tall guy blocked my position as I attempted to come near the girl that I bumped into earlier.My brows furrowed as I looked at him in confusion, "Why?" I ask. He looks back at the girl who's now typing something on her iPad, the man's gaze turned back at mine."I'm just following orders." He answered, making me sign in disbelief before turning back at our position, where Klirro and I are sitting.I saw him trying to hide his laughter but I just ignored him and sip the watermelon shake that I ordered.My brows were still creased as I looked at that girl's position, the guy who
Clay's POV"We need just need to observe any more further-""FURTHER?! ARE YOU SURE THAT YOU'RE AN LICENSED DOCTOR?!" I hissed out of frustration."Ma'am I know you're upset but can you please watch your words?" One of the nurses complained. I am no longer in the right frame of my mind! I'm worried about my brother!It's been days but they can't give any diagnosis about my brothers' condition, I know it's normal to feel this way!"I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I'M ACTING BUT CAN YOU PLEASE DO YOUR JOB, AND GIVE THE RIGHT DIAGNOSIS FOR MY BROTHER?! HE'S STILL UNCONSCIOUS AND YOU DON'T HAVE ANY DIAGNOSIS ABOUT HIM?!" I continued.&n
Maru's POV"You should eat." Someone's voice is commanding me but I don't have any energy to do anything for this day.It's been a week since I got home from the hospital, I don't know but I feel okay despite the condition they were saying about my health."Maru, please?" I looked in my sister's direction, her eyes were swollen again. I took a deep breath before walking towards her and get the food that she was handing.I know that I'm the reason why she is always crying but I can't help feeling this way. All of the diagnosis and tests that they performed to me were all accurate, more thinking that it was true that my days are counted and I'll die sooner or later.
Maru's POV A cold wind was caressing my skin as I looked at the whole view in front of me from my room balcony. It's already midnight but I'm still awake, I can't sleep as far as I can remember. I've been like this since that day. I took a deep sigh and looked back in front of me, it was a city view in the night time. Lights all over the city, everything seems alive. I'm sure some of them are still awake because of work and some of them are already snoring because of a tiring day for them, they are tired but it makes them feel alive. Every time I think about my condition I was hopeless, I feel so hopeless. I'm a sinner and maybe this is one of my punishments, a punishment that can mak
Maru's POVA large deep amount of sigh came out from my system, I'm just walking around the campus with this girl behind me who's holding my sleeve.I looked back at her but she's still holding it, she's really crying because she's lost. I don't know why I agree to help her find someone she's looking for even though I don't know her.What a thoughtful guy Maru, I compliment myself."What's your name?" I ask her to break the silence between us. I'm helping her but I don't know her name. What an Idiot of mine."D-deene," She muttered that I almost couldn't hear but good thing I heard it loud enough.
Someone's POV"She's not pretty at all?" A girl with a high pitch tone gossips those words to her bitch friend."She's pretty, what do you mean?" The girl replied to her, a moment of silence filled the whole room."She's pretty but she loses some screws." The same girl added her bullshit comment to someone I know.I was just standing near the classroom door waiting for them to get out and smash their head till it bled. What the fuck are they saying? Deene's outfit was so fashionable and cute, maybe they were just funky jealous monkeys."For real! I was about to say that-""W
Maru's POV A cold wind was caressing my skin as I looked at the whole view in front of me from my room balcony. It's already midnight but I'm still awake, I can't sleep as far as I can remember. I've been like this since that day. I took a deep sigh and looked back in front of me, it was a city view in the night time. Lights all over the city, everything seems alive. I'm sure some of them are still awake because of work and some of them are already snoring because of a tiring day for them, they are tired but it makes them feel alive. Every time I think about my condition I was hopeless, I feel so hopeless. I'm a sinner and maybe this is one of my punishments, a punishment that can mak
Maru's POV"You should eat." Someone's voice is commanding me but I don't have any energy to do anything for this day.It's been a week since I got home from the hospital, I don't know but I feel okay despite the condition they were saying about my health."Maru, please?" I looked in my sister's direction, her eyes were swollen again. I took a deep breath before walking towards her and get the food that she was handing.I know that I'm the reason why she is always crying but I can't help feeling this way. All of the diagnosis and tests that they performed to me were all accurate, more thinking that it was true that my days are counted and I'll die sooner or later.
Clay's POV"We need just need to observe any more further-""FURTHER?! ARE YOU SURE THAT YOU'RE AN LICENSED DOCTOR?!" I hissed out of frustration."Ma'am I know you're upset but can you please watch your words?" One of the nurses complained. I am no longer in the right frame of my mind! I'm worried about my brother!It's been days but they can't give any diagnosis about my brothers' condition, I know it's normal to feel this way!"I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I'M ACTING BUT CAN YOU PLEASE DO YOUR JOB, AND GIVE THE RIGHT DIAGNOSIS FOR MY BROTHER?! HE'S STILL UNCONSCIOUS AND YOU DON'T HAVE ANY DIAGNOSIS ABOUT HIM?!" I continued.&n
"Hi, miss-""Sorry, but you can't come near her." A tall guy blocked my position as I attempted to come near the girl that I bumped into earlier.My brows furrowed as I looked at him in confusion, "Why?" I ask. He looks back at the girl who's now typing something on her iPad, the man's gaze turned back at mine."I'm just following orders." He answered, making me sign in disbelief before turning back at our position, where Klirro and I are sitting.I saw him trying to hide his laughter but I just ignored him and sip the watermelon shake that I ordered.My brows were still creased as I looked at that girl's position, the guy who
Deene's POV"I-i don't w-want that!" I shout making myself cry and stick myself on the nearest sofa that I saw. They always want me to take that nasty tablet, and it tastes awful.I'm crying while covering my mouth, anything can happen but I won't take that piece of thing!"Please, young lady. You need to take your medicine." One of our servants said but I ignored her and crawled under the sofa. This place was too spacious so I can go in here whenever I like."No!" I yelled again as I covered my ears, this time they are all doing their best to make me eat that thing!They are monsters! They want me to get out of here and drag m
"Good morning, Maru." The muse from the other section greeted me, I was just smiling at her.I don't usually talk when I'm not in the mood but I can't stop smiling at them when they greet or talk to me. It's a good thing that I cleaned my shoes properly, even though I was 15 minutes late in my first class on my first day.The professor wasn't angry because I made an excuse which is a lie but she believes that it's a white lie because if I didn't clean it properly I might be embarrassed that I even existed in this world."Hey, Mr. Dashel? Can you properly introduce yourself in class?" She called me so even though I'm not in the mood I can't let them see that. I walked in our prof's direction, she smiled at me too I gave it back to her. Everybody was looking at me and giving all their attention."Hi everyone, my name is Maru Kane Dashel. I do love playing volleyball and do some advanced readings, if you want to talk to me about any m
CHAPTER 1"Wake up you piece of shit!" A loud voice yelled directly on my face, I didn't bother to open my eyes and turn to the other side of my bed."G-get out there, you can't see that I was sleeping?" I said in an annoyed tone and covered my eyes with a pillow.Ackk! She was so annoying she couldn't see that I was resting?! When she's the one sleeping, I can't make any noise but when I was sleeping she can fucking do anything she wants."What, aren't you getting up ?!" She shouted as he hit me with a pillow, causing me to stand up on the bed. I looked at him badly, and I don't think she lost."Get up! You're gonna miss school Maru !!" Annoyed, she said, I saw that she was still holding the spoon in his hand, so I got my eyebrows close in no time.Is she cooking?"What is that?" I asked her while looking at his hand, "Enormous spoon, so I can hit the fuck off you!