Prologue

"Let's all cheers to death!!!" I yelled while holding a shot glass in my right hand. 

Me and my close friends are here in BGC just to make some fun, I'm too bored at the house so we decided to hang out just for tonight. 

Everybody is so happy around me, there's someone who is making out at the near table but I just ignore them. All of us are here to make some fun and I don't want to be the person who ruins the whole mood of this place. 

I'm just dancing like a drunk guy, well I'm already drunk so I think it's okay. 

"I'll pay for all of your drink tonight!" I shouted and took the shot again, crowds are cheering all over the event place. 

This night will be the bat night for me. 

I lean on the counter table for a while to hold my head, it's kinda hurt but I choose to ignore this. 

"Congratulations." A hot girl approaches me, but I don't know what she's talking about so my brows furrowed as I looked in her direction. 

"For what?" I ask with a mess smile on my face, "For having a girlfriend." She said with a wide smile making me nagged. 

I suddenly tilt my head, thinking if I have a girlfriend or I'm just too drunk to remember anything. 

"I- I don't have a girlfriend?" I answered in a confused look at this girl in front of me, "May I ask why did you say that?" I nagged while massaging my head, it's fucking hurt by this moment. 

"I can be your girlfriend." She directly cheered in front of me making my whole soul confused, "What? No." I said immediately and walked away from him. 

She's weird, I mean she's hot but no. I don't need a girlfriend, I want to enjoy my existence cause I know my days are counted. 

"Aruuuuu!!!!!!" A loud yelled of my name causing me to look for the one who called me, I saw my best friend walking in my direction as I raise my middle finger at him. 

He's the one who invites and picked me up but then he disappeared, well I expect that cause he's a celebrity everyone wants to take a picture with him so he always hooked up. 

"Are you sure you'll be the one paying all of the drink this night?" He asks worriedly make me smirk and put my hand on his shoulder. 

"Do you think, I can't do that?" I ask while smiling without my eyes, "You're drunk." He hissed and was about to guide me back to his car when I pulled my arms away from him. 

"It's too early, let me enjoy this nigh-" 

"Oh really?" A girl pinches my ears causing me to growl, "A-aw!!!!!" I yelled but she didn't let me go. She looked at me with dead eyes, "Is this what you get about Klirro?" She asks making my brows furrowed.

I immediately revoked my ear and faced her properly, I'm drunk but I can talk to her. I don't want her to talk shit to my best friend. 

"I don't like your words." I ranted calmly, I saw her raising her brows as an amused look.

"And what words do you want me to use Maru?" She nagged, Klirro is just on my side holding my arm I know he knows what will happen so he's trying to stop me. 

"Can you please leave me alone just for one night?! Just this fcking night!!" I yelled in frustration, my head is hurting like hell.

She's always doing this, I know she just wants to protect me but I can't handle this! She'll show up in this kind of situation saying that I need to stop and go home. 

I'm fucking suffocated in that house. 

"Aru, just listen to her I'll be the one who's paying for all the drink this night let's talk tomorr-"

"No! You know Iro, that my days are counted! Why just I can't be happy?!" I said, but now this girl in front of me is starting to form tears in her eyes but her expression was still the same as earlier. 

"I know Maru, you're fcking days is counted but don't waste those days drinking this fucking liquor. Live a life you dreamed of, not this kind of shit." She said before walking away from me. 

I took a deep breath before leaning my back at one of the tables. 

I only have 1 more year to live and my sister knows that.