FEYRE CAMPBELL.
My eyes widened at the declaration I’d just made, I couldn’t believe my ears or what I was feeling but my wolf’s excitement was more than enough confirmation. No. No. There’s no way. A sense of urgency drove me as a vaguely sensuous light passed between me and the quadruplets and I felt wrapped in an invisible warmth as my emotions slowly threatened to melt my resolve. I can’t be mated to them. This definitely can’t be real. They closed in on me and a very strange feeling came rushing to me, the kind of feeling that suppresses the hatred I had for them and replaces it with an even stronger feeling. My insides jangled with involuntary excitement and I found myself suddenly conscious of their virile appeal, one I’m too powerless to resist. The very air around us seemed electrified and my heart ached under my breast as I felt a curious swooping pull at my innards. My wolf stirred even more and it wasn’t the usual stir of discomfort whenever they were around, it was something else. My heart pounded in my chest and my breathing hitched as I lifted my gaze to see their ocean blue eyes gazing intently at me. The heart rending tenderness of their gazes made me angry but overcoming that anger was my erratic pulse, sweats broke out of my forehead and my pussy throbbed at the sight of them. I felt weak to my bones, they haven’t done anything but make my life miserable but I could already feel my wolf getting submissive as he got closer. My teeth gritted and anger tightened my throat as I stood to my feet. Mate! Mate! Mate! I tried as hard as I could to make myself oblivious to the obvious attraction but doing that was impossible, they scanned me critically and I saw their eyes beam with something I’ve never seen in them before. Approval. They all smelled enticing and I felt an intense urge to bury my face in their chests but I immediately shook the thought out of my head as I struggled against those feelings. “Where were you going?” Rafael asked as he got closer to me than his brothers. I searched my mind for answers, telling them I wanted to run away will attract a great punishment but at the same time, it’s already obvious what I was doing. My heart clenched in my chest and my stomach tightened when I saw his eyes suddenly light up with fierce sparkling. There was no hint of shock in those eyes. He knew. They knew. How long have they known? Was that why they’ve been extra ruthless to me? Because they’re mad at me for being their mate? “Were you trying to run away?” Rhys asked, his lips curling as if at the verge of laughter and my breath caught in my throat. This is bad. Really bad. Everything they were doing was having such a great effect on me but being mated to them is the last thing I would have ever expected. Being mated to not one but all four of the people that had made life unbearable for me, being mated to the people that had caused me to have so many scars on not just my body but also embedded in my heart will be over my dead body. My blood boiled and flames of anger licked through me as it threatened to scald me to my death. Shaking my head, I tried to throttle the dizzying current of desire I felt towards them but it was impossible. The more I tried to ignore the magnetic pull, the harder resisting it became and the more entranced by them I was but this feeling is one that I do not approve of. I would rather walk through hell barefooted before I agree to this force of a matebond. I would agree to be trapped in the valley of the shadow of death before accepting them as my mate. My blood boiled at the thought and my teeth gritted as I shifted back and with one last attempt and a determination like I’ve never had before, I took that one leap that would’ve freed me from this hell of a pack but like I’d predicted, they were faster. I was tackled to the ground once again with Rhys holding me down and pinning me into the floor like I had no strength in me. All of my attempts to fight him came to nought but giving up was my last resort. “Shh,” he hushed, his voice was soothing and I hated it even more as I tried to wiggle out of his hold but he was stronger, “calm down, Feyre, I’m not going to hurt you.” He assured me. Looking up at him, his expression had softened and the usual disgust I was used to seeing in them was completely gone and replaced with a look of….. pity? “You have every right to want to run away, every right to want to escape monsters like us but just calm down and hear us out.” He added as he stroked my hair, he spoke in an odd, yet gentle tone. I was taken aback by the sudden tenderness of his voice, his fingers ran through my hair and I hated that it felt so good that I never want to pull away from him. Instead, I wanted him to touch me more, I felt like curling up like a homeless cat against his chest but I shook the thought right out of my head almost immediately. My heart raced as my eyes searched my surroundings for a possible route of escape but there was none, his huge body trapped me and had me overpowered. Did he just say he’s not going to hurt me or I just heard him wrong? I looked to see the brothers standing by and watching as Rhys held me so close to his chest that I could hear his heart beating and I hated that I sought solace in his embrace. His muscles tightened before relaxing and I felt my heart stop beating at once when he kissed my hair, it was as though time had stopped as my eyes widened in shock. Why is he being so nice to me? Why are they being nice? “Let…. let me go— let me go, please, I’ll never trouble you anymore, I promise I’ll never try to show my face to you anymore, just let me go, please.” I resorted to begging as hot exultant tears trickled down my cheeks. “I can’t stay here any longer, I need to leave, I want to leave, let me go, Alphas, please.” I pleaded desperately as if my life depended on it and indeed, my life depended on it. I wanted to be anywhere else but here, anywhere else but with the quadruplets. I wanted the opportunity to start my life all over, the opportunity to start things all over. Pulling away from Rhys, I looked up at the other three and my heart raced with a crazy mixture of hope and panic. I looked into their eyes and saw their expressions softening. Reid came closer and I shuddered as I tried to pull away, nothing good ever came out of him trying to get close to me. Whenever he came this close, it’s usually because he wants to pull my hair so hard that they’d come off in his hand or because he wanted to hit me but tonight felt different. It was almost as if neither of them had the intention of bullying or even hurting me, their dark, earnest eyes bore holes into my skin and I was enthralled by what I saw in them, it shook me to my very core and looked similar to…. …… Desire. “We can’t do that, Feyre,” Reid spoke and my stomach tightened even more, his eyes raked over me boldly and I couldn’t help but notice that both Rhys and Reid had just referred to me by my name. It was usually freak, witch, two-eyed witch, bitch and all. What changed? The change scared me and fear, stark and so vivid that I’m sure they could see in my eyes assailed me as I searched anxiously for the meaning behind those words. “You’ll be fine as long as you let us take care of you.” He added and I felt anger like an erupting volcano starting to take over me from my insides. Take care of me? There’s no way he just said that. Realizing that the brothers had no intention of letting me go, I managed to kick Rhys so hard in the groin that his grip around me loosened and I mustered all of my strength to push Reid out of the way, giving myself the opportunity of scampering out of their traps. I rushed, vowing to show them just how strong and fast I could also be even though I’m nothing but a lowlife omega. Determined, I leapt again, knowing fully well that I was going to make it this time. ‘Don’t think about anything else, Feyre, just don’t.’ I kept muttering to myself as I waited for the moment my feet were going to touch the ground, outside the border but they never did. Why did I forget there are two others waiting to see what I’ll do? The scent hit me like a wrecking ball, the force pulled me even harder and I opened my eyes to see that I was on Rafael’s shoulder and not just that, he was racing back to the mansion. “NO! NO! I don’t want to go back there!” I cried but everything I said was all falling on deaf ears as they took me back to the mansion I’d dreaded all my life. Taking me to the council room, I wasn’t surprised to see their parents there. Mara and Daniel’s eyes burned with anger as Daniel jumped out of his seat and headed towards me. I could feel his anger with each step he took, I could hear the sound of his groans and I knew just what to expect from him at this moment. Closing my eyes, I waited for the moment it was going to happen but it never did and by the time I opened my eyes Ronan was standing in front of me, holding his father’s hands up. “What do you think you’re doing, Ronan?!” Daniel thundered while Mara’s mouth opened as anger and confusion glazed her eyes. “I will not stand here and let you hit her right in front of me.” Ronan responded, his voice was void of any emotion whatsoever as he stood between his father and I. What? My eyes blinked with bafflement and I listened with bewilderment as Ronan got into a fight with his father because of me while I just stood there, blank, amazed and utterly confused. “What are—” “Feyre is our mate.”FEYRE CAMPBELL.“WHAT?!” Mara and Daniel thundered. I stood there blank, confused and more shaken than usual as I only stared, my tongue tied and my mind conflicted as I looked at Rhys and looked behind me at his brothers.“You must be joking, there’s no way you’re mated to this freak!” Mara was quick to condemn me, an action that didn’t surprise me but it angered me even more than usual.My knees felt weak, flames of anger licked through me and I had no idea where to direct that anger because right now I’m not just mad at everyone in this room, I’m mad at the moon goddess too.I thought the same thing too, I thought that there’s no way the moon goddess would intentionally want me to be mated to the four people that made my life miserable.I’d thought that this was just some sick joke from the moon goddess but I knew it wasn’t.My wolf danced around in happiness, rejoicing that she had finally found her mate or mates. Their scents were also growing stronger by the minutes, so strong t
RONAN FENRIR“If you reject Amber Campbell, you would forever remain mateless and Alphas with no mate can never rule the pack.”The moon goddess’ words resounded in my head more times than I could count and the more I remembered that we could never reject Amber, the angrier I became.All my life, I have harbored no other feeling but hatred for her, my brothers and I have made her life nothing but miserable and now, she’s the only one the moon goddess is binding us to forever.“What are we going to do about this?” Reid’s voice jolted me out of thoughts and I turned to face him, my entire being blazing with anger.“We all had the same dream, we can’t let her go, she’s our only shot.” He added like I didn’t already know that.My stomach clenched tight as I thought of what to do, being the eldest of the quadruplets means I get to make a decision first and the rest could jump on the bandwagon.“Where is she right now?” I asked and felt myself get even more irritated, how could the moon god
AMBER CAMPBELL.The sound of the dungeon gate clinging made me wince, causing me to open my eyes to see the guards already by the opened door.“Do you need us to spell out why we’re here for you?” One of them sneered and I shuddered as I sneezed. My eyes felt heavy and my body ached so badly that it took me more time than usual to get to my feet. My whole body was engulfed in tides of despair and curses fell out of my mouth as I stood to my feet.“The Alphas have come to a conclusion and we’ve been ordered to set you free.” Another of the guards said and I rolled my eyes as my teeth gritted.Anger washed through me even as my head pounded. I could still feel my hatred for them rocking and settling down in the pit of my stomach.If they hadn’t come for me. If the moon goddess hadn’t thought it would be a good idea to get me mated to them, all of this wouldn’t have happened.I would have escaped, I almost made it out. Why did this have to happen? Why did they find me?“Just because you
AMBER CAMPBELL.I watched with blurry vision as Agatha walked away from me, laughing maniacally at her achievement to get me immobilized while still exercising her power.Helping myself up even though it felt like I was going to fall right back down, I bit my tongue so hard that I could taste my own blood and could feel it taking over my mouth.Sickened and with my spirits sunken even lower and my body achy all over, I dragged myself to the kitchen because as much as I wanted to be defiant, I didn’t want to put myself through any of this anymore for today.I’ll just bury myself in my chores like I usually do.My face was still swollen, sore and it hurts but I managed to keep all of the pain swept under the rug as I focused on the chore I needed to do and it didn’t take long for me to finish with the main building before making my way to the kitchen.There were heaps of dishes that I needed to wash and coupled with the pain that I was still feeling because my body was taking its sweet
REID FENRIR.“Amber? Are you okay?” I called, wanting to take another step closer to her but I couldn’t, my legs could barely move as I stared at her.My wolf stirred, anger settling inside my stomach and my blood boiling so hot that all I wanted to do was go to whoever had done these things to her and kill all of them.I watched as she staggered, my internal thoughts were all messed up and conflicted. She’s not the kind of person I want to be involved with, I don’t even want to be near her.But yet—Yet, I couldn’t find it in me to turn away from her. I didn’t want to get dangerously close to her and when I’d called her name earlier too, I only did that because I wanted to tease her and not because I wanted to react to the force of the pull.But seeing those scars on her face and arm, seeing her face looking like life had been drained from her body got me angrier than I wanted to be.Her clothes were drenched with blood that I knew was hers because the scent was so tantalizing that i
AMBER CAMPBELL.“Where am I?” I muttered to myself when I woke up in the unfamiliar room. The comfort of the bed immediately told me what I needed to know and I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me that this wasn’t my room.The Air conditioning was in a good condition and although the lights were dimly-lit, I struggled to get my eyes to adapt to them.My body still aches but all the pain I felt last night was completely gone. Taking in my surroundings, I tried to recall whether I’d stumbled into the wrong room but nothing was coming to me.I could vividly recall that Reid had stopped me when I was going to my room and I’d asked him to stay away from me but anything after that was a total blur.“How did I get in here?” I asked myself like I knew the answer to the question. Wincing, my head still pounded as if I was hungover and I pressed my palm against it as I sat up.I looked around and my eyes landed on the figure sleeping peacefully beside me, the duvet was covering the both of us a
RONAN FENRIR.“What the—” I watched as she ran without even caring about what she had bumped into. She didn’t look back at me and when my eyes followed where she had been running away from, it was Reid’s room.What was Amber doing in Reid’s room?I didn’t want to care but I could feel something crawling under my skin, I could feel my anger mounting and the thought that Reid was hiding something from our brothers and I only angered me more.Trying to shake the thought out of my head, it was difficult to do that because my wolf wouldn’t settle down, something tore at my chest and I hated that I knew what that feeling was.I’d gotten to Reid’s room before I could think, it was almost as if my legs had a mind of their own.“I just saw Amber leaving your room,” I pointed out as I made my way into his room but he didn’t pay me any heed and only went on dressing up.My fist clenched as I tried to bite down my anger even though doing that was difficult because I’ve always hated how unbothered
AMBER CAMPBELL.“Shouldn’t we just kill her?” A voice asked and it rang incessantly in my head as I prayed for them to kill me, to relieve me of this pain but they weren’t doing anything.“Her being alive causes so much problem for us.” Another voice said and I shuddered internally.My being alive doesn’t only cause problems for them but it causes problems for me too. I do things and immediately end up on the blacklist of people I try to impress.It hurts so much.My throat hurts so much that I couldn’t breathe and it felt as if air was draining out of my lungs. I tried to fight back but my body wasn’t willing. I was weak and they all knew that.I breathed in shallow, quick gasps and even as I did so, it still hurt so bad that it felt as though I was about to die. I felt like I was staying in the doorway between life and death.My body shook violently and my teeth gritted as my heart thumped loudly. My body was engulfed in tides of weariness and I’d lost the will to want to stay alive
RHYS FENRIR.“Alright, let’s do this.” Rafael said. He was the one who carried Amber this time, walking around the house silently at night to keep our parents from knowing about any of this was hard but we did it.We were able to discreetly make our way out of the mansion but Ronan did most of the work from threatening every guard and maids we came across, to sending his most trusted guard to check around.Driving out of the building with all of us in the jeep, I knew that our parents would probably hear us but it’s not the first time we’d go out of the house at night except this time we weren’t going to the club.We were taking Amber to the hospital.The tension in the car thickened, neither of us said a word to each other and the doctor knew better than to try and start up a conversation.It was a silent ride and soon we got to the hospital where three nurses came to help us because the doctor had already paged them.We followed the doctor and nurses until they got to the ward and w
RONAN FENRIR.“S— She dies? What do you mean she dies?” I asked, my body shaking and my muscles felt like they were in spasm as I stared at the doctor and awaited an answer.The thought of Amber dying was more terrifying than I thought it would ever be and when the realization settled, my stomach was clenched tight.A feeling like I’ve never felt before settled within me and it was as if I was scared which is stupid because fear is the one thing I haven’t felt ever since I was smart enough to put words on my feelings.Even when my father had locked us up in a den with multiple wild animals, my brothers and I didn’t feel anything as flimsy as fear so how come?How come I’m scared of Amber dying? How come seeing her in that state, not moving a single muscle, unable to say a single word and her body paler than a paper was scaring me?We’ve done worse things to her, we’ve bullied her because of her condition, Heterochromia, and my brothers and I are the reason she wouldn’t look anyone in
REID FENRIR.Rage ran red through my brain when I saw the situation that Amber was in. Fury overtook me and my wolf as I rushed towards her before I could even think about it.How long has this been going on for? I know we started it but who told them they could treat her like this without hearing anything from us.My claws had already gotten elongated already and my fangs were out as my wolf was dying to take control and turn this place to a bloodbath.“Alpha Rei—” I rushed towards the maid with a knife before she could talk and for the first time in a really long time, I didn’t care about the fact that any of them were women.Who the fuck gave them the audacity to do this to Amber?!“HOW. DARE. YOU?!” I gritted as my hand fisted into her hair and grabbed her head. I pushed her head to the side and hit it against the wall before I could think.My breathing paced and my wolf was out, I knew that he wouldn’t calm down until all of them who had dared to hurt Amber were dead.Resentment
AMBER CAMPBELL.“Shouldn’t we just kill her?” A voice asked and it rang incessantly in my head as I prayed for them to kill me, to relieve me of this pain but they weren’t doing anything.“Her being alive causes so much problem for us.” Another voice said and I shuddered internally.My being alive doesn’t only cause problems for them but it causes problems for me too. I do things and immediately end up on the blacklist of people I try to impress.It hurts so much.My throat hurts so much that I couldn’t breathe and it felt as if air was draining out of my lungs. I tried to fight back but my body wasn’t willing. I was weak and they all knew that.I breathed in shallow, quick gasps and even as I did so, it still hurt so bad that it felt as though I was about to die. I felt like I was staying in the doorway between life and death.My body shook violently and my teeth gritted as my heart thumped loudly. My body was engulfed in tides of weariness and I’d lost the will to want to stay alive
RONAN FENRIR.“What the—” I watched as she ran without even caring about what she had bumped into. She didn’t look back at me and when my eyes followed where she had been running away from, it was Reid’s room.What was Amber doing in Reid’s room?I didn’t want to care but I could feel something crawling under my skin, I could feel my anger mounting and the thought that Reid was hiding something from our brothers and I only angered me more.Trying to shake the thought out of my head, it was difficult to do that because my wolf wouldn’t settle down, something tore at my chest and I hated that I knew what that feeling was.I’d gotten to Reid’s room before I could think, it was almost as if my legs had a mind of their own.“I just saw Amber leaving your room,” I pointed out as I made my way into his room but he didn’t pay me any heed and only went on dressing up.My fist clenched as I tried to bite down my anger even though doing that was difficult because I’ve always hated how unbothered
AMBER CAMPBELL.“Where am I?” I muttered to myself when I woke up in the unfamiliar room. The comfort of the bed immediately told me what I needed to know and I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me that this wasn’t my room.The Air conditioning was in a good condition and although the lights were dimly-lit, I struggled to get my eyes to adapt to them.My body still aches but all the pain I felt last night was completely gone. Taking in my surroundings, I tried to recall whether I’d stumbled into the wrong room but nothing was coming to me.I could vividly recall that Reid had stopped me when I was going to my room and I’d asked him to stay away from me but anything after that was a total blur.“How did I get in here?” I asked myself like I knew the answer to the question. Wincing, my head still pounded as if I was hungover and I pressed my palm against it as I sat up.I looked around and my eyes landed on the figure sleeping peacefully beside me, the duvet was covering the both of us a
REID FENRIR.“Amber? Are you okay?” I called, wanting to take another step closer to her but I couldn’t, my legs could barely move as I stared at her.My wolf stirred, anger settling inside my stomach and my blood boiling so hot that all I wanted to do was go to whoever had done these things to her and kill all of them.I watched as she staggered, my internal thoughts were all messed up and conflicted. She’s not the kind of person I want to be involved with, I don’t even want to be near her.But yet—Yet, I couldn’t find it in me to turn away from her. I didn’t want to get dangerously close to her and when I’d called her name earlier too, I only did that because I wanted to tease her and not because I wanted to react to the force of the pull.But seeing those scars on her face and arm, seeing her face looking like life had been drained from her body got me angrier than I wanted to be.Her clothes were drenched with blood that I knew was hers because the scent was so tantalizing that i
AMBER CAMPBELL.I watched with blurry vision as Agatha walked away from me, laughing maniacally at her achievement to get me immobilized while still exercising her power.Helping myself up even though it felt like I was going to fall right back down, I bit my tongue so hard that I could taste my own blood and could feel it taking over my mouth.Sickened and with my spirits sunken even lower and my body achy all over, I dragged myself to the kitchen because as much as I wanted to be defiant, I didn’t want to put myself through any of this anymore for today.I’ll just bury myself in my chores like I usually do.My face was still swollen, sore and it hurts but I managed to keep all of the pain swept under the rug as I focused on the chore I needed to do and it didn’t take long for me to finish with the main building before making my way to the kitchen.There were heaps of dishes that I needed to wash and coupled with the pain that I was still feeling because my body was taking its sweet
AMBER CAMPBELL.The sound of the dungeon gate clinging made me wince, causing me to open my eyes to see the guards already by the opened door.“Do you need us to spell out why we’re here for you?” One of them sneered and I shuddered as I sneezed. My eyes felt heavy and my body ached so badly that it took me more time than usual to get to my feet. My whole body was engulfed in tides of despair and curses fell out of my mouth as I stood to my feet.“The Alphas have come to a conclusion and we’ve been ordered to set you free.” Another of the guards said and I rolled my eyes as my teeth gritted.Anger washed through me even as my head pounded. I could still feel my hatred for them rocking and settling down in the pit of my stomach.If they hadn’t come for me. If the moon goddess hadn’t thought it would be a good idea to get me mated to them, all of this wouldn’t have happened.I would have escaped, I almost made it out. Why did this have to happen? Why did they find me?“Just because you