FEYRE CAMPBELL.
“WHAT?!” Mara and Daniel thundered. I stood there blank, confused and more shaken than usual as I only stared, my tongue tied and my mind conflicted as I looked at Rhys and looked behind me at his brothers. “You must be joking, there’s no way you’re mated to this freak!” Mara was quick to condemn me, an action that didn’t surprise me but it angered me even more than usual. My knees felt weak, flames of anger licked through me and I had no idea where to direct that anger because right now I’m not just mad at everyone in this room, I’m mad at the moon goddess too. I thought the same thing too, I thought that there’s no way the moon goddess would intentionally want me to be mated to the four people that made my life miserable. I’d thought that this was just some sick joke from the moon goddess but I knew it wasn’t. My wolf danced around in happiness, rejoicing that she had finally found her mate or mates. Their scents were also growing stronger by the minutes, so strong that I felt like I was going to barf but at the same time, I wanted to sniff it all in. I felt a ripple of excitement and I couldn’t help but drink in the comfort of having them as my mates. It felt nice to finally meet my mate but it was utterly devastating to see that I’m mated to these four. I can’t accept this, all of the feelings I’ve felt towards them surged through me all over again, anger, irritation, annoyance, fury, all of them flooded me. Not one of those feelings was of admiration or gratitude, I waited eighteen years of my life to finally get a hold of my own freedom and this is what I get in return? I waited eighteen years to finally meet my mate, someone that’s said to put an end to all of my misery and all I’m going to get are these four men, the cause of my misery? A war of emotion raged me and I got sick with the struggle within me as strange and disquieting thoughts began to race through my mind. “Goddess forbid I accept them as my mate.” I yelled out in anger, spitting the words out with my fury coating them and I felt the quadruplets blue eyes clawing at me like talons. Breathing heavily, my chest heaved as anger overwhelmed me. My eyes burned with tears that I couldn’t hold back as I clutched my chest before looking up at Rhys with burning, reproachful eyes. I glared at him, making sure that he could see the anger in my eyes, hot tears trickled down my cheeks and it wasn’t because I was sad, it was because I was annoyed and partly satisfied that I was going to have the opportunity to reject these egotistical pricks. “I, Feyre Campbell, reject you, Reid, Ronan, Rafael, R—" “WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!” Ronan thundered as his palm covered my mouth, the terror was obvious in his voice and I couldn’t shake off the laughter that racked at my insides. I tried to go on with the rejection but not only was Ronan covering my mouth to stop me from talking, he was also holding my nose to drain the air right out of my lungs. I saw the look in their eyes and there was nothing more satisfying than that. I wanted to cause them just as much pain as they’ve caused me even though I knew my rejection would have little to no effect on them. My eyes rolled as I hit Ronan’s hand multiple times so that he was going to let go of me but he didn’t and resorting to my last form of defense, I bit him so hard that I could feel the metallic taste of his blood on my tongue but Ronan didn’t budge. “Think about what you’re about to do, Feyre,” Rafael’s voice sounded as he stood in front of me, “don’t do anything stupid.” He added and the flames of anger burned even hotter as Ronan finally let go of me. I took in deep breaths to restore my air to my lungs as I looked up at Rafael, he had just told me not to do anything stupid, how dare he?! Fighting against Ronan with every ounce of strength I had in me, I didn’t want to give up but Ronan hit my knee, causing it to buckle forward as I fell to the ground and he pinned me down. “What do you think you’re about to do? Reject us?! Doing that would kill you!” Ronan said, even in a situation like this, a situation where they all desperately want me to accept them, he’s still so arrogant. His arrogance was irritating and everything about the situation right now was making me feel like a volcano on the verge of erupting. “I DON’T CARE!” I barked, “I would rather die than be mated to all of you!” I retorted in anger, not caring about being disrespectful to them at all and damning all the consequences. “You can’t do that,” Reid countered and I looked up at him with burning, reproachful eyes, “you have to stay!” He finished and I couldn’t believe they’re all trying to get me to stay when they’ve done nothing but cause me pain. “Let me go right now!” I bellowed, standing my ground and making sure they could feel my anger, “because if you don’t, not only am I not going to accept you as my mates but I swear that I’ll never stop trying to run away!” I gritted. “I don’t care what punishment that would incur, I will stop at nothing to get away from you monsters!” I gritted, the words grounded between my teeth and my breathing paced as my chest heaved. “I shouldn’t do anything stupid? You want me to stay?” I scoffed as I forced down the bile in my throat, “you’ve all done nothing but make me despondent and yet you want me to stay?!” I barked out in anger. The hall fell silent but it didn’t take long for it to be filled back up with the sound of their parents mocking laughter. “You tried to run away, really?” Mara asked amidst laughter as she got closer to me, “we had no intention of keeping your wretched self here but they asked us to let you stay.” She added, referring to the quadruplets. “We would have tossed you out after your eighteenth birthday but they begged us to let you stay and you want to take that for granted?!” Daniel roared and I shuddered in fear. “You’re nothing but a useless, wretched, worthless piece of crap and you’re trying to be stubborn just because they want you to STAY?!” He bellowed, his eyes glistening with red hot anger. “I’ll have the guards whip y—” “Mother! Father! We want her to remain in the pack, no, in this house until we’ve decided what to do with her and until then no one can do anything to her.” Ronan interrupted as he said assertively. I still couldn’t believe it, I couldn’t believe they had begged their parents to not let me go just when I was starting to fantasize about my freedom. Why would they do that? So that they can keep making my life hell? “I don’t—” “GUARDS!” My words were cut short by Ronan’s yell as two guards came rushing in, ready to do whatever he asked them to. “Lock her up, we’re trying to make an important decision here.” He added and despite my protest, the guards dragged me out of the council room and to the dungeon, locking me up in there like Ronan had ordered while the brothers decide what to do with me. But, whatever conclusion they reach, I AM NEVER GOING TO ACCEPT THEM AS MY MATE. EVER!RONAN FENRIR“If you reject Amber Campbell, you would forever remain mateless and Alphas with no mate can never rule the pack.”The moon goddess’ words resounded in my head more times than I could count and the more I remembered that we could never reject Amber, the angrier I became.All my life, I have harbored no other feeling but hatred for her, my brothers and I have made her life nothing but miserable and now, she’s the only one the moon goddess is binding us to forever.“What are we going to do about this?” Reid’s voice jolted me out of thoughts and I turned to face him, my entire being blazing with anger.“We all had the same dream, we can’t let her go, she’s our only shot.” He added like I didn’t already know that.My stomach clenched tight as I thought of what to do, being the eldest of the quadruplets means I get to make a decision first and the rest could jump on the bandwagon.“Where is she right now?” I asked and felt myself get even more irritated, how could the moon god
AMBER CAMPBELL.The sound of the dungeon gate clinging made me wince, causing me to open my eyes to see the guards already by the opened door.“Do you need us to spell out why we’re here for you?” One of them sneered and I shuddered as I sneezed. My eyes felt heavy and my body ached so badly that it took me more time than usual to get to my feet. My whole body was engulfed in tides of despair and curses fell out of my mouth as I stood to my feet.“The Alphas have come to a conclusion and we’ve been ordered to set you free.” Another of the guards said and I rolled my eyes as my teeth gritted.Anger washed through me even as my head pounded. I could still feel my hatred for them rocking and settling down in the pit of my stomach.If they hadn’t come for me. If the moon goddess hadn’t thought it would be a good idea to get me mated to them, all of this wouldn’t have happened.I would have escaped, I almost made it out. Why did this have to happen? Why did they find me?“Just because you
AMBER CAMPBELL.I watched with blurry vision as Agatha walked away from me, laughing maniacally at her achievement to get me immobilized while still exercising her power.Helping myself up even though it felt like I was going to fall right back down, I bit my tongue so hard that I could taste my own blood and could feel it taking over my mouth.Sickened and with my spirits sunken even lower and my body achy all over, I dragged myself to the kitchen because as much as I wanted to be defiant, I didn’t want to put myself through any of this anymore for today.I’ll just bury myself in my chores like I usually do.My face was still swollen, sore and it hurts but I managed to keep all of the pain swept under the rug as I focused on the chore I needed to do and it didn’t take long for me to finish with the main building before making my way to the kitchen.There were heaps of dishes that I needed to wash and coupled with the pain that I was still feeling because my body was taking its sweet
REID FENRIR.“Amber? Are you okay?” I called, wanting to take another step closer to her but I couldn’t, my legs could barely move as I stared at her.My wolf stirred, anger settling inside my stomach and my blood boiling so hot that all I wanted to do was go to whoever had done these things to her and kill all of them.I watched as she staggered, my internal thoughts were all messed up and conflicted. She’s not the kind of person I want to be involved with, I don’t even want to be near her.But yet—Yet, I couldn’t find it in me to turn away from her. I didn’t want to get dangerously close to her and when I’d called her name earlier too, I only did that because I wanted to tease her and not because I wanted to react to the force of the pull.But seeing those scars on her face and arm, seeing her face looking like life had been drained from her body got me angrier than I wanted to be.Her clothes were drenched with blood that I knew was hers because the scent was so tantalizing that i
AMBER CAMPBELL.“Where am I?” I muttered to myself when I woke up in the unfamiliar room. The comfort of the bed immediately told me what I needed to know and I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me that this wasn’t my room.The Air conditioning was in a good condition and although the lights were dimly-lit, I struggled to get my eyes to adapt to them.My body still aches but all the pain I felt last night was completely gone. Taking in my surroundings, I tried to recall whether I’d stumbled into the wrong room but nothing was coming to me.I could vividly recall that Reid had stopped me when I was going to my room and I’d asked him to stay away from me but anything after that was a total blur.“How did I get in here?” I asked myself like I knew the answer to the question. Wincing, my head still pounded as if I was hungover and I pressed my palm against it as I sat up.I looked around and my eyes landed on the figure sleeping peacefully beside me, the duvet was covering the both of us a
RONAN FENRIR.“What the—” I watched as she ran without even caring about what she had bumped into. She didn’t look back at me and when my eyes followed where she had been running away from, it was Reid’s room.What was Amber doing in Reid’s room?I didn’t want to care but I could feel something crawling under my skin, I could feel my anger mounting and the thought that Reid was hiding something from our brothers and I only angered me more.Trying to shake the thought out of my head, it was difficult to do that because my wolf wouldn’t settle down, something tore at my chest and I hated that I knew what that feeling was.I’d gotten to Reid’s room before I could think, it was almost as if my legs had a mind of their own.“I just saw Amber leaving your room,” I pointed out as I made my way into his room but he didn’t pay me any heed and only went on dressing up.My fist clenched as I tried to bite down my anger even though doing that was difficult because I’ve always hated how unbothered
AMBER CAMPBELL.“Shouldn’t we just kill her?” A voice asked and it rang incessantly in my head as I prayed for them to kill me, to relieve me of this pain but they weren’t doing anything.“Her being alive causes so much problem for us.” Another voice said and I shuddered internally.My being alive doesn’t only cause problems for them but it causes problems for me too. I do things and immediately end up on the blacklist of people I try to impress.It hurts so much.My throat hurts so much that I couldn’t breathe and it felt as if air was draining out of my lungs. I tried to fight back but my body wasn’t willing. I was weak and they all knew that.I breathed in shallow, quick gasps and even as I did so, it still hurt so bad that it felt as though I was about to die. I felt like I was staying in the doorway between life and death.My body shook violently and my teeth gritted as my heart thumped loudly. My body was engulfed in tides of weariness and I’d lost the will to want to stay alive
REID FENRIR.Rage ran red through my brain when I saw the situation that Amber was in. Fury overtook me and my wolf as I rushed towards her before I could even think about it.How long has this been going on for? I know we started it but who told them they could treat her like this without hearing anything from us.My claws had already gotten elongated already and my fangs were out as my wolf was dying to take control and turn this place to a bloodbath.“Alpha Rei—” I rushed towards the maid with a knife before she could talk and for the first time in a really long time, I didn’t care about the fact that any of them were women.Who the fuck gave them the audacity to do this to Amber?!“HOW. DARE. YOU?!” I gritted as my hand fisted into her hair and grabbed her head. I pushed her head to the side and hit it against the wall before I could think.My breathing paced and my wolf was out, I knew that he wouldn’t calm down until all of them who had dared to hurt Amber were dead.Resentment
RHYS FENRIR.“Alright, let’s do this.” Rafael said. He was the one who carried Amber this time, walking around the house silently at night to keep our parents from knowing about any of this was hard but we did it.We were able to discreetly make our way out of the mansion but Ronan did most of the work from threatening every guard and maids we came across, to sending his most trusted guard to check around.Driving out of the building with all of us in the jeep, I knew that our parents would probably hear us but it’s not the first time we’d go out of the house at night except this time we weren’t going to the club.We were taking Amber to the hospital.The tension in the car thickened, neither of us said a word to each other and the doctor knew better than to try and start up a conversation.It was a silent ride and soon we got to the hospital where three nurses came to help us because the doctor had already paged them.We followed the doctor and nurses until they got to the ward and w
RONAN FENRIR.“S— She dies? What do you mean she dies?” I asked, my body shaking and my muscles felt like they were in spasm as I stared at the doctor and awaited an answer.The thought of Amber dying was more terrifying than I thought it would ever be and when the realization settled, my stomach was clenched tight.A feeling like I’ve never felt before settled within me and it was as if I was scared which is stupid because fear is the one thing I haven’t felt ever since I was smart enough to put words on my feelings.Even when my father had locked us up in a den with multiple wild animals, my brothers and I didn’t feel anything as flimsy as fear so how come?How come I’m scared of Amber dying? How come seeing her in that state, not moving a single muscle, unable to say a single word and her body paler than a paper was scaring me?We’ve done worse things to her, we’ve bullied her because of her condition, Heterochromia, and my brothers and I are the reason she wouldn’t look anyone in
REID FENRIR.Rage ran red through my brain when I saw the situation that Amber was in. Fury overtook me and my wolf as I rushed towards her before I could even think about it.How long has this been going on for? I know we started it but who told them they could treat her like this without hearing anything from us.My claws had already gotten elongated already and my fangs were out as my wolf was dying to take control and turn this place to a bloodbath.“Alpha Rei—” I rushed towards the maid with a knife before she could talk and for the first time in a really long time, I didn’t care about the fact that any of them were women.Who the fuck gave them the audacity to do this to Amber?!“HOW. DARE. YOU?!” I gritted as my hand fisted into her hair and grabbed her head. I pushed her head to the side and hit it against the wall before I could think.My breathing paced and my wolf was out, I knew that he wouldn’t calm down until all of them who had dared to hurt Amber were dead.Resentment
AMBER CAMPBELL.“Shouldn’t we just kill her?” A voice asked and it rang incessantly in my head as I prayed for them to kill me, to relieve me of this pain but they weren’t doing anything.“Her being alive causes so much problem for us.” Another voice said and I shuddered internally.My being alive doesn’t only cause problems for them but it causes problems for me too. I do things and immediately end up on the blacklist of people I try to impress.It hurts so much.My throat hurts so much that I couldn’t breathe and it felt as if air was draining out of my lungs. I tried to fight back but my body wasn’t willing. I was weak and they all knew that.I breathed in shallow, quick gasps and even as I did so, it still hurt so bad that it felt as though I was about to die. I felt like I was staying in the doorway between life and death.My body shook violently and my teeth gritted as my heart thumped loudly. My body was engulfed in tides of weariness and I’d lost the will to want to stay alive
RONAN FENRIR.“What the—” I watched as she ran without even caring about what she had bumped into. She didn’t look back at me and when my eyes followed where she had been running away from, it was Reid’s room.What was Amber doing in Reid’s room?I didn’t want to care but I could feel something crawling under my skin, I could feel my anger mounting and the thought that Reid was hiding something from our brothers and I only angered me more.Trying to shake the thought out of my head, it was difficult to do that because my wolf wouldn’t settle down, something tore at my chest and I hated that I knew what that feeling was.I’d gotten to Reid’s room before I could think, it was almost as if my legs had a mind of their own.“I just saw Amber leaving your room,” I pointed out as I made my way into his room but he didn’t pay me any heed and only went on dressing up.My fist clenched as I tried to bite down my anger even though doing that was difficult because I’ve always hated how unbothered
AMBER CAMPBELL.“Where am I?” I muttered to myself when I woke up in the unfamiliar room. The comfort of the bed immediately told me what I needed to know and I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me that this wasn’t my room.The Air conditioning was in a good condition and although the lights were dimly-lit, I struggled to get my eyes to adapt to them.My body still aches but all the pain I felt last night was completely gone. Taking in my surroundings, I tried to recall whether I’d stumbled into the wrong room but nothing was coming to me.I could vividly recall that Reid had stopped me when I was going to my room and I’d asked him to stay away from me but anything after that was a total blur.“How did I get in here?” I asked myself like I knew the answer to the question. Wincing, my head still pounded as if I was hungover and I pressed my palm against it as I sat up.I looked around and my eyes landed on the figure sleeping peacefully beside me, the duvet was covering the both of us a
REID FENRIR.“Amber? Are you okay?” I called, wanting to take another step closer to her but I couldn’t, my legs could barely move as I stared at her.My wolf stirred, anger settling inside my stomach and my blood boiling so hot that all I wanted to do was go to whoever had done these things to her and kill all of them.I watched as she staggered, my internal thoughts were all messed up and conflicted. She’s not the kind of person I want to be involved with, I don’t even want to be near her.But yet—Yet, I couldn’t find it in me to turn away from her. I didn’t want to get dangerously close to her and when I’d called her name earlier too, I only did that because I wanted to tease her and not because I wanted to react to the force of the pull.But seeing those scars on her face and arm, seeing her face looking like life had been drained from her body got me angrier than I wanted to be.Her clothes were drenched with blood that I knew was hers because the scent was so tantalizing that i
AMBER CAMPBELL.I watched with blurry vision as Agatha walked away from me, laughing maniacally at her achievement to get me immobilized while still exercising her power.Helping myself up even though it felt like I was going to fall right back down, I bit my tongue so hard that I could taste my own blood and could feel it taking over my mouth.Sickened and with my spirits sunken even lower and my body achy all over, I dragged myself to the kitchen because as much as I wanted to be defiant, I didn’t want to put myself through any of this anymore for today.I’ll just bury myself in my chores like I usually do.My face was still swollen, sore and it hurts but I managed to keep all of the pain swept under the rug as I focused on the chore I needed to do and it didn’t take long for me to finish with the main building before making my way to the kitchen.There were heaps of dishes that I needed to wash and coupled with the pain that I was still feeling because my body was taking its sweet
AMBER CAMPBELL.The sound of the dungeon gate clinging made me wince, causing me to open my eyes to see the guards already by the opened door.“Do you need us to spell out why we’re here for you?” One of them sneered and I shuddered as I sneezed. My eyes felt heavy and my body ached so badly that it took me more time than usual to get to my feet. My whole body was engulfed in tides of despair and curses fell out of my mouth as I stood to my feet.“The Alphas have come to a conclusion and we’ve been ordered to set you free.” Another of the guards said and I rolled my eyes as my teeth gritted.Anger washed through me even as my head pounded. I could still feel my hatred for them rocking and settling down in the pit of my stomach.If they hadn’t come for me. If the moon goddess hadn’t thought it would be a good idea to get me mated to them, all of this wouldn’t have happened.I would have escaped, I almost made it out. Why did this have to happen? Why did they find me?“Just because you