AMBER CAMPBELL.
I watched with blurry vision as Agatha walked away from me, laughing maniacally at her achievement to get me immobilized while still exercising her power. Helping myself up even though it felt like I was going to fall right back down, I bit my tongue so hard that I could taste my own blood and could feel it taking over my mouth. Sickened and with my spirits sunken even lower and my body achy all over, I dragged myself to the kitchen because as much as I wanted to be defiant, I didn’t want to put myself through any of this anymore for today. I’ll just bury myself in my chores like I usually do. My face was still swollen, sore and it hurts but I managed to keep all of the pain swept under the rug as I focused on the chore I needed to do and it didn’t take long for me to finish with the main building before making my way to the kitchen. There were heaps of dishes that I needed to wash and coupled with the pain that I was still feeling because my body was taking its sweet time to heal, I was slow. Humming to myself as I got engrossed with the dishes I was washing, singing was one of the ways I felt I could escape from reality. Music has helped me in so many ways and even right now, my mind was off the unbearable pain coursing through me. Sighing, I wiped off the sweats that had clustered around my forehead and let out a sigh as I cleaned the sink and just when I thought I was done, I turned around to see that the floor I’d taken my time to mop, and the table I’d carefully cleaned were now filthy. What? How did this— “Did you think you were done?” One of Agatha’s minions said and anger settled in my stomach as my teeth gritted and my fist clenched. “Look at what you cleaned, everything is still as filthy as ever,” she added with contempt as she acted as if she was on the verge of vomiting and my chest heaved as I glared at her. I did nothing to hide the anger in my eyes and made sure that my hostile glare conveyed my rage fully well. Trying to swallow down my frustration and anger, she made it difficult for me with the sound of her laughter echoing in the kitchen and fury slowly began to overcome me. “Why are you glaring at me?!” She demanded, snarling at me like she was some sort of wild animal but I didn’t say anything, the remnant of what Agatha had done to me a few hours ago was enough trouble for me to deal with and now this? Another loud shattering sound got my attention and my eyes widened when I saw that one of the lady’s favorite plate was scattered on the ground. “No. No. This can’t happen, how did this happen?” My eyes were wide with terror and the thought of what was going to happen to me if Mara found out about this made tears immediately well up in my eyes. I had no idea I’d been surrounded until I heard a loud laughter and I lifted my gaze to see some group of girls standing around me with the most dangerous look in their eyes. They did this. I’m sure. “Now you’re going to be in more trouble than the one you got out of.” One of them laughed and my stomach clenched tight as I tried to pick up the shards but with my shaky hands, I ended up hurting myself. “Okay, now you’re just being disgusting with your blood spilling everywhere.” Another of the girls retched as she kicked me until my body was pressed into the shards of broken glass. My eyes closed as I tried to tamp down my anger because standing up to all of them at once would do more harm than good to me. I’ll be at a huge disadvantage if I ever thought about fighting back, “Stupid Freak!” The first girl that came in the kitchen bellowed and I shivered. “I mean, why are you still alive when everyone you associate yourself with, you bring them nothing but bad luck.” “Your mother died because of you and only the goddess knows where your wretched father is.” “You should just go back to your room and kill your useless self, no one would miss you.” “Freak.” “Witch. Filthy dog.” Their words tore at me and I could feel the sting from their venomous lashes but there was nothing I could do as I focused on cleaning up the broken plate. “Stupid thing!” Agatha’s minion jibed at me as she kicked me again and it wasn’t until then that I realized just how hard I was hanging on to life. Why am I not dead now? Why am I still alive? All my life, I’ve been doing nothing but desperately trying to live to see the next day because I always held out hope that Mara and Daniel would let me go but I was wrong. They didn’t let me go and so there’s nothing to look forward to but yet, I haven’t found it in me to give up on life yet, I haven’t found it in me to let go of the thread I was hanging onto. “You deserve hell and you’re going to get it.” Another of the girls grunted and I watched as they all walked away through the veil that my blood and tears had made on my eyes. My life has always been hell but ever since what happened last night, the fire of the hell I live in seems to burn even hotter. Everything seemed to intensify. The brothers. It has to be them. I’ll never forgive them. Having no other choice and making peace with the fact that I’ve always been so pathetic that I don’t want to die, I continued with my chore as sluggishly as I could and after hours, I was done. My stomach growled again, hunger pang biting at my stomach but not only was it late now, I was also too tired to go back to the kitchen for my portion. I shivered, my teeth clattering as I made my way to the maid’s quarters but still, I could barely walk and even though I knew how close the quarter was, it felt so far away. My day had three whole days of hell infused into it and I knew that the quadruplets were definitely involved. They were the one who ordered the maids to make my life more of a living hell like the hell I went through wasn’t enough. I had no idea what ended their meeting but I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me that they were trying to use force so that I would have no other choice but to accept them. “Amber?!” A familiar voice called my name and I stopped in my tracks as cold chills ran down my spine and the chill spread across my entire body. The tenderness of that voice was unfamiliar, hearing my name like that sent a tingling sensation surging through me and I hated it. Turning to look at which of the brothers had called my name, I looked at Reid with lazy eyes and I watched as his eyes slowly grew wide with underlying anger. The fucking audacity to look so shocked. Faster than my eyes could catch, Reid rushed towards me and just when he was about to touch me, I instinctively moved away from him. I’d rather die than have his filthy hands on me. “Don’t. Touch. Me.” I forced the words out of my mouth carefully, one after the other as I fought against the pull. I knew what would happen if I let him touch me and I hate it. I hate that I have no power against this stupid matebond. “Who did this to you?” He asked in a disturbingly low tone, his eyes brimming with anger and flaming with rage as he looked up at me. “It’s none of your business.” I muttered a reply as I turned to continue my walk to my room. I just need to make it there, I just need to lay on my bed and rest for a while. I’m fine. I’m going to be fine. My spirit might be broken but I know I’ll find a way through all of this. “IT IS MY BUSINESS!” Reid yelled, making me stop in my tracks, his voice was thunderous and it echoed more times in my head than I cared to admit. I turned to look at Reid and what I saw when I looked into his eyes chilled me to my bones. His eyes were glowing with fury and it was so scary that it sent chills down my spine. “I won’t ask you one more time, Amber, WHO. THE. FUCK. DID. THIS. TO. YOU?” Each of his words were punctuated by the gritting of his teeth after each word. Does he really not know? Also, why does he even care? “Again, it’s none of your fucking business!” I spat, “and I don’t know what game you’re trying to play but I will never accept any of you as my mate.” “Not even over my dead body will I agree to this stupid matebond and with that said, LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!” I retorted, desperate to not let him in. I turned to leave, attempting to run but that was my own undoing. My legs could barely move as I stood impaled to the spot while everything before me seemed all jumbled up. My heart raced and my pulse pounded, I couldn’t see properly and no matter how hard I tried it still looked like I was standing upside down. What is this? What is happening to me? Anxiety cooled my thoughts and fear swept through me as I tried to move but it felt like there was a force holding my legs down, making it impossible to move. I couldn’t move. “H— Help. Someone. Help me.”REID FENRIR.“Amber? Are you okay?” I called, wanting to take another step closer to her but I couldn’t, my legs could barely move as I stared at her.My wolf stirred, anger settling inside my stomach and my blood boiling so hot that all I wanted to do was go to whoever had done these things to her and kill all of them.I watched as she staggered, my internal thoughts were all messed up and conflicted. She’s not the kind of person I want to be involved with, I don’t even want to be near her.But yet—Yet, I couldn’t find it in me to turn away from her. I didn’t want to get dangerously close to her and when I’d called her name earlier too, I only did that because I wanted to tease her and not because I wanted to react to the force of the pull.But seeing those scars on her face and arm, seeing her face looking like life had been drained from her body got me angrier than I wanted to be.Her clothes were drenched with blood that I knew was hers because the scent was so tantalizing that i
AMBER CAMPBELL.“Where am I?” I muttered to myself when I woke up in the unfamiliar room. The comfort of the bed immediately told me what I needed to know and I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me that this wasn’t my room.The Air conditioning was in a good condition and although the lights were dimly-lit, I struggled to get my eyes to adapt to them.My body still aches but all the pain I felt last night was completely gone. Taking in my surroundings, I tried to recall whether I’d stumbled into the wrong room but nothing was coming to me.I could vividly recall that Reid had stopped me when I was going to my room and I’d asked him to stay away from me but anything after that was a total blur.“How did I get in here?” I asked myself like I knew the answer to the question. Wincing, my head still pounded as if I was hungover and I pressed my palm against it as I sat up.I looked around and my eyes landed on the figure sleeping peacefully beside me, the duvet was covering the both of us a
RONAN FENRIR.“What the—” I watched as she ran without even caring about what she had bumped into. She didn’t look back at me and when my eyes followed where she had been running away from, it was Reid’s room.What was Amber doing in Reid’s room?I didn’t want to care but I could feel something crawling under my skin, I could feel my anger mounting and the thought that Reid was hiding something from our brothers and I only angered me more.Trying to shake the thought out of my head, it was difficult to do that because my wolf wouldn’t settle down, something tore at my chest and I hated that I knew what that feeling was.I’d gotten to Reid’s room before I could think, it was almost as if my legs had a mind of their own.“I just saw Amber leaving your room,” I pointed out as I made my way into his room but he didn’t pay me any heed and only went on dressing up.My fist clenched as I tried to bite down my anger even though doing that was difficult because I’ve always hated how unbothered
AMBER CAMPBELL.“Shouldn’t we just kill her?” A voice asked and it rang incessantly in my head as I prayed for them to kill me, to relieve me of this pain but they weren’t doing anything.“Her being alive causes so much problem for us.” Another voice said and I shuddered internally.My being alive doesn’t only cause problems for them but it causes problems for me too. I do things and immediately end up on the blacklist of people I try to impress.It hurts so much.My throat hurts so much that I couldn’t breathe and it felt as if air was draining out of my lungs. I tried to fight back but my body wasn’t willing. I was weak and they all knew that.I breathed in shallow, quick gasps and even as I did so, it still hurt so bad that it felt as though I was about to die. I felt like I was staying in the doorway between life and death.My body shook violently and my teeth gritted as my heart thumped loudly. My body was engulfed in tides of weariness and I’d lost the will to want to stay alive
REID FENRIR.Rage ran red through my brain when I saw the situation that Amber was in. Fury overtook me and my wolf as I rushed towards her before I could even think about it.How long has this been going on for? I know we started it but who told them they could treat her like this without hearing anything from us.My claws had already gotten elongated already and my fangs were out as my wolf was dying to take control and turn this place to a bloodbath.“Alpha Rei—” I rushed towards the maid with a knife before she could talk and for the first time in a really long time, I didn’t care about the fact that any of them were women.Who the fuck gave them the audacity to do this to Amber?!“HOW. DARE. YOU?!” I gritted as my hand fisted into her hair and grabbed her head. I pushed her head to the side and hit it against the wall before I could think.My breathing paced and my wolf was out, I knew that he wouldn’t calm down until all of them who had dared to hurt Amber were dead.Resentment
RONAN FENRIR.“S— She dies? What do you mean she dies?” I asked, my body shaking and my muscles felt like they were in spasm as I stared at the doctor and awaited an answer.The thought of Amber dying was more terrifying than I thought it would ever be and when the realization settled, my stomach was clenched tight.A feeling like I’ve never felt before settled within me and it was as if I was scared which is stupid because fear is the one thing I haven’t felt ever since I was smart enough to put words on my feelings.Even when my father had locked us up in a den with multiple wild animals, my brothers and I didn’t feel anything as flimsy as fear so how come?How come I’m scared of Amber dying? How come seeing her in that state, not moving a single muscle, unable to say a single word and her body paler than a paper was scaring me?We’ve done worse things to her, we’ve bullied her because of her condition, Heterochromia, and my brothers and I are the reason she wouldn’t look anyone in
RHYS FENRIR.“Alright, let’s do this.” Rafael said. He was the one who carried Amber this time, walking around the house silently at night to keep our parents from knowing about any of this was hard but we did it.We were able to discreetly make our way out of the mansion but Ronan did most of the work from threatening every guard and maids we came across, to sending his most trusted guard to check around.Driving out of the building with all of us in the jeep, I knew that our parents would probably hear us but it’s not the first time we’d go out of the house at night except this time we weren’t going to the club.We were taking Amber to the hospital.The tension in the car thickened, neither of us said a word to each other and the doctor knew better than to try and start up a conversation.It was a silent ride and soon we got to the hospital where three nurses came to help us because the doctor had already paged them.We followed the doctor and nurses until they got to the ward and w
AMBER CAMPBELL.“Hmm.” I winced as my eyes fluttered open and the unusual amount of lights hit my face first thing, making it difficult for my eyes to remain open.My head hurts and my temple pounded as I tried again and this time, I was able to force my eyes to get accustomed to the bright lights.Where am I? Where is this place?I looked around, trying my hardest to make sense of the room I woke up in but it didn’t ring any memory. It didn’t look like any room in the Fenrir’s palace and definitely not a room in the maid's quarters.The beeping sound of a machine brought my wonderment to a halt as I looked beside me to see a strange machine plugged to the bed I was laying on.“Oh, I’m at a hospital.” I muttered to myself as I laid back down on the bed and that was when it rang in my head all over again that I really am in a hospital.What?!I rushed up and my head and the rest of my body disagreed with me at once as soon as I shot up. The pain in my head intensified, making me wince
AMBER CAMPBELL.THE NERVE! THE ACTUAL FUCKING NERVE OF THAT ARROGANT PIECE OF SHIT!My mind was all over the place and even though I’d tried to forget about what almost transpired between Rhys and I, I still couldn’t forget anything.Every single detail was still stark and vivid in my mind, it was as clear as day and it’s so annoying because each time I close my eyes, I’m back in his room, with his body pressing against mine, his lips on mine and his fingers exploring my body.My head felt light, my mind was a total haze and with each remembrance that crossed my mind, my body tingled in response and it’s almost as though I wanted to feel his touch all over me again.“Focus, Amber!” I snapped at myself as I slapped my cheeks as if doing that would help erase the memory or turn back time so I know to avoid that. ‘I want them.’ My wolf’s voice was louder than usual, so loud that it made my ear ring and my head hurts and my eyes widened.This is the first time in a long time that my w
RHYS FENRIR.Closing my eyes, I placed a palm on my forehead as a sardonic smile took over my face while my mind replayed everything that had just happened.If she thinks playing hard to get and making us come for her is going to make us give up then she has another thing coming for her.Come for her? Want her? Not even over my dead body would I want something like her but after the stunt she had just pulled, I couldn’t help getting hard for her.The sound of my door opening jolted me out of my thoughts, bringing me back to the present and I didn’t need to open my eyes to know who it was.I could tell from the way my wolf stirred and the masculine scent that filled my room.“What do you want?” I Ronan before finally opening my eyes and getting out of my bed. He had an eyebrow raised with his fist clenched.I hate that he’s the only one of my brothers that I can’t completely read, his face says one thing and then another thing comes right out of his mouth but it doesn’t stop there.His
RHYS FENRIR.“Wh— What?” I had no idea what to say as confusion gripped me, “what’s the matter, A—”“Don’t you dare say my name.” She cut in before I could finish, her teeth gritted and I still couldn’t wrap my head around what had just happened.What’s the reason behind her sudden change of attitude?Just a few minutes ago she was begging me for more, she was practically throwing herself at me and I would have fucked her if I wanted to but now she wants me to get off of her.“Get the fuck away from me!” She snapped, pushing me away and I didn’t argue as I took a few steps away from her.Her face was so red that one would think she’s been burned by the sun. I watched as she picked up her blouse from the floor.Crimson red face and eyes glinting with tears she was desperately trying to hold back, I didn’t need a saint to tell me that she felt embarrassed.With no words, I watched as she put her blouse back on, covering her clad boobs and depriving me of the pleasure of seeing just how
AMBER CAMPBELL.His blue eyes softened as he gazed into my eyes and I wasn’t expecting what happened next. I wasn’t expecting the kind of reaction my body gave to seeing him like that.My body vibrated intently, I felt my knees going weaker and weaker and the bond that we shared threatened to pull me until I broke or had no more will to fight.My chest heaved as my heart pounded, my head ached and my eyes closed as I tried to regain my strength but nothing I did worked.I felt as though I was going to pass out if I kept standing before him but there was only little I could do. The air around us became excruciatingly thick with tension.The bond got even stronger and I felt it threatening to shatter my resolve. I’m by no means blind to the strength of the bond, I’m not naive to Rhys’ devilish attraction too.Something was going on, he was just standing in front of me, breathing and staring into my eyes but the urge to throw myself at him has never been stronger.My will to push him awa
AMBER CAMPBELL.It’s been four whole days since the hospital incident and my disdain for the brothers remains unchanged. My resentment remained firm, my irritation still persists and my disgust still hasn’t diminished.If anything, I hate them even more and that includes their parents, although the parents' attitude towards me changed since the day I came back from the hospital, I couldn’t possibly allow myself to be swayed by that.They still made sure to show me just how much they hated me whenever their sons weren't home and the bullying by the maids also intensified.My lower back hurts, pain rippled through me, tearing through every part of my being as my eyes rolled and my vision threatened to give out.It was taking all that I had in me to remain standing as I did the dishes, it was as though something happened while I was away and they were waiting for me to come back.They were waiting for me to return so that they could resume making my life hell.“That bitch,” a female voic
AMBER CAMPBELL. I got breathless with rage as anger coursed through my entire being. My stomach was clenched tight and I swallowed, doing nothing to hide the rage that was going through my mind. My resentment grew inside me like a tumour, I burned with rage and shook with fury. I wanted to get out of their midst, I didn’t want to be anywhere near them at all. I hate their pride, everything about them annoyed me and I detested their fucking nerve to think that just because they’ve tendered an half-assed apology then I’m obligated to forgive them. My lips thinned with anger as I shook my head and disappeared into the bathroom since that’s the only place I could actually go to without having them follow me. The nerve to think that after a single apology I’m going to go back to them and forgive them like it’s really that easy. I hate them. All of them. They all looked at me with a sardonic expression that sends my temper soaring every fucking time. Do they see me as some sort
RAFAEL FENRIR.My mouth opened but I couldn’t even let any word out and it was the same for my brothers too as we all stared at each other before looking down as if there was some sort of answer on the floor.“What are we going to do? She just made it clear that she’s never going to forgive us.” I whispered as I leaned into Reid who only sighed and shrugged.“I have no idea what to do now,” Reid responded as he ran his fingers through his hair, ruffling it, “she has to accept this matebond by hook or crook.” He whispered back.We were all conflicted with no idea what to do because we all know that we couldn’t force her, she has to be willing to accept the matebond but that seemed far fetched now.We watched as she staggered, desperately trying to make her way to the bathroom and just before she got there, her legs gave out, causing her to falter.Without a second thoughts, it was as though I had spring in my steps as I rushed towards her and it wasn’t until I got there that I realized
AMBER CAMPBELL.Why am I running away? I shouldn’t run away from them?The words kept ringing in my head and the more it rang, the angrier I became because that was the last thing that I wanted to hear from them.Irritation pricked at me and inwardly I was seething with rage but it didn’t take long for that bit to make itself visible as my teeth gritted.My blood pounded in my temples and I shivered but it wasn’t because I was scared I’d been caught but because I was angry.Rage took over me and I could feel it threatening to push me over the edge because there’s no way in hell that he just said that shouldn’t run away from them.My resentment festered in me and anger coursed through me as my teeth gritted and my fist clenched. I wanted to bite into his arm and run away but I felt weak.My knees were starting to get even weaker and I could barely move. My wolf was dancing with intense joy of being held by her mate and I could feel myself starting to give in.His scent, the muskiness o
AMBER CAMPBELL.“Hmm.” I winced as my eyes fluttered open and the unusual amount of lights hit my face first thing, making it difficult for my eyes to remain open.My head hurts and my temple pounded as I tried again and this time, I was able to force my eyes to get accustomed to the bright lights.Where am I? Where is this place?I looked around, trying my hardest to make sense of the room I woke up in but it didn’t ring any memory. It didn’t look like any room in the Fenrir’s palace and definitely not a room in the maid's quarters.The beeping sound of a machine brought my wonderment to a halt as I looked beside me to see a strange machine plugged to the bed I was laying on.“Oh, I’m at a hospital.” I muttered to myself as I laid back down on the bed and that was when it rang in my head all over again that I really am in a hospital.What?!I rushed up and my head and the rest of my body disagreed with me at once as soon as I shot up. The pain in my head intensified, making me wince