FEYRE CAMPBELL.
“Freak.” “Witch.” “Disgusting pig!” The masculine voices behind me said and I shuddered, I had thought that I’d done everything I could to avoid them today but I was wrong. Everywhere I turn, they’re there. “Wait, don’t tell me,” the voice I recognized to be Reid’s got louder as the sound of footsteps resounded in my head, causing me to play out all of the terrifying things that could happen to me in just a matter of minutes. “Are you ignoring us?” He questioned as he pulled my hair so tight that my scalp burned as his grip around my hair tightened even more. Reid forcibly turned me around to face him, his eyes were hooded like those of a hawk as he glared at me and my stomach twisted as pain rippled through me. Behind him were his other three brothers and their eyes glistened like a predator at the verge of having the most dangerous fun with their prey. My teeth clattered against each other, these four are the bane to my existence, the very reason I lose sleep because I stay up all night with my body in pain and the only reason I hate myself right now. “W— What— what can I help you with?” I stuttered as I tried to keep fragile control even though my stomach was still clenched tight and there were cold chills running down my spine. “Are you kidding me?” Rhys laughed as he came into sight, “you think we’d ask you for help?” He added and the hallway was filled with a barrage of laughter. I looked around in search of someone to put an end to my misery, someone to come save me but I knew within myself that even if I had someone who could save me, they wouldn’t. Who would want to stand up to the four powerful alpha because of a pitiful being like me? “There’s actually something you can help us with,” Rafael was the one who spoke this time and with that Reid let go of my hand as he took a step back for his brother to take over. Panic like I’d never known before welled in my throat as Rafael bent so that I was staring into his eyes and it was impossible to steady my erratic pulse. I was the one they usually seek out whenever they wanted to have fun and usually, their kind of fun was the kind that make me go to my room with blisters and pain all over me. My throat bobbed as usual and I tried to force down the panic in my throat but before I could bat an eyelash, a loud sound reverberated through me and pain like never before pulsated through my entire being. What just happened? What is this? I knew what it was because not only could I smell it, my palm was soaked with it. My jaw dropped and my mouth fell open as I stared at my blood stained palm. My head felt hazy and light and my vision blurred as I tried to think about what had happened and what I’d done to deserve it. The quadruplet laughed at my misery and I lifted my gaze to see Ronan with a tennis ball and racquet, he had apparently hit my head with the ball and from that range too. I gasped, panting in terror as I stared at my bloody and shaky hands. My blood pounded as it gushed out of my head and the more blood I lost, the more every second felt like torture. “We need to sharpen our tennis skills and we need you to practice on.” Rafael finished and I shuddered inwardly at the thought of what was about to happen to me. He made his way back to his brother, taking the tennis ball and bat from him. Terrible regret assailed me and tears welled up in my eyes. “Stand up, I haven’t done anything yet.” He ordered, his voice resounding in the hallway and making me tremble as I staggered to my feet. I could barely see and my legs could barely hold me up but I knew that disobeying them would be the death of me. Why? Just why do I have to be the only one they have to take their anger out on? My misery was like steel weight and I felt a nauseating sinking of despair as Rafael hit the ball so hard that it sank into my stomach, spiraling for a way out but I knew really well that I dared not move an inch. I swallowed the despair in my throat and forced my brain to think of something else so that it wouldn’t be as painful as it actually is. My throat gave out and before I could stop myself, I spat out blood, my knees weakened and I collapsed on the ground as I held my stomach. I felt a wretchedness of mind I’d never known before and pain engulfed me as my spirit sank even lower, “hey! Hey! What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” Rhys gritted, his voice heavy with anger. “I—” more blood came out of my mouth as I tried to speak and I coughed, “I’m sorry.” I apologized as I sputtered out even more blood. “Quit apologizing, you witch and GET THE HELL ON YOUR FEET!” He snapped and I immediately stood up, positioning myself properly so that they took turns training, using me as the wall they needed. ‘Endure it, Feyre, endure it for just a little while longer.’ My wolf encouraged me but there’s only little I could endure as hot tears trickled down my cheeks. The tennis ball hit vital places on my body and with each hit, I saw my own life flashing right before my eyes as I struggled to remain standing until they were done. ‘Just a little while longer and you’ll be free, you can leave and choose to never come back.’ My wolf added and that was what I needed. I closed my eyes as pain rocked me but it didn’t hurt as much when I remember I’m eighteen already and I was just waiting for the right moment to go to their parents and demand my freedom. At eighteen, every omega gets the choice to leave and become a rogue or remain in the pack but I was more than determined to leave. Being an omega opened the ground for me to be treated as nothing but trash and even trash gets better treatment than I do. Ronan, Rafael, Reid and Rhys have made my life so miserable that one more day in this hell hole and I’m certain I would be dead. “I’m bored.” Ronan’s voice jolted me out of my thoughts and I opened my eyes but there was only little I could see, my entire being and my heart ached with pain as they walked past me. Just some minute to go and I’ll be out of here. I have to endure this. I was silent, too shaken or too hurt to utter a word as they walked. My bones chilled and my blood froze until they were past me already. “Also, I heard you intend to leave the pack?” Rafael asked from behind me and I had no idea if he wanted an answer but I picked the safer option and kept my mouth shut as my fist clenched. “You can’t go anywhere, witch!” Ronan was the one who spoke, the word grinding between his teeth as he retracted his step until he was standing in front of me. “We haven’t even done half of what we intend to do with you, two eyed bitch,” he grinned evilly and I swallowed as inner torment began to gnaw at me. “It’s your own fault for being the way you are,” he continued and he spoke so viciously that I couldn’t look into his eyes out of fear, “blame the game and not the player.” “This is your own designated hell, freak, and trust us to make it unbearable for you.” He finished before walking away. I waited until I couldn’t hear the sound of their footsteps anymore, my entire being was frail but I struggled to get back to my room. Staring at myself in the mirror, I winced at the reflection of myself that I saw. I could barely recognize myself and I was soaked with blood. Managing to clean up myself, I dressed up my injuries and packed my bags before heading to see my Masters, reminding them that I’ve come of age and ready to leave. “WHAT?!” Mara, the quadruplets mother yelled as she stormed out of her seat, “you came here to discuss such a stupid matter?!” She badgered but I couldn’t let that sway me. After-all, like parents, like children. “But the rule—” the way my cheeks sting and the flickers of light I saw before my eyes caused me to swallow the words right up and I looked up to see her eyes clawing at me like talons. “And who are you to tell me about the rules?!” She yelled in anger before turning to her husband for support, “can you believe this wench?!” She added. “Don’t stress yourself because of her, Mara,” Daniel, her husband said, “listen here, witch, rule or not, we don’t care. We own you and until we say you’re ready to go, you’re not going anywhere!” He affirmed. This is doom. This is what Ronan meant when he called this place my designated hell. _________ I ended up doing more chores than I was supposed to do and finally retiring to my room, I curled up like a ball as I let all of the tears out of my eyes. Gulping hard, hot tears slipped down my cheeks and I sobbed until an idea presented itself to me, causing me to sit up at once. I have to run away! Making up my mind, I immediately packed a small bag and for the first time in a long time I felt relief washing over me when I realized how dark and silent everywhere was. Tiptoeing, it was easy to make my way out because I spent basically all my entire life in the mansion and I already knew my way around. Finally, I made it outside and the smell of fresh air was soothing. Shifting, I ran as fast as I could and no matter how tired I was or how much pain I was in, I didn’t stop until I saw the border ahead of me. One more leap would take me past it and I would be forever free from the pack that has haunted me for years. Happily, I took that one leap but the dream of escaping remained but just a dream. No. No. It can’t be. It really can’t be. Forced to shift back, a sickening feeling of threat knotted in my stomach and I looked to see myself surrounded by four wolves. Why? One more leap and I would have made it. They shifted and my jaw dropped, a cold breeze blew and the tip of my ear felt cold as I stared at my nemesis but everything about them was different. “Mate.” I muttered, surprising even myself. It couldn’t be. There’s no way. No. This can’t be happening to me.FEYRE CAMPBELL.My eyes widened at the declaration I’d just made, I couldn’t believe my ears or what I was feeling but my wolf’s excitement was more than enough confirmation.No. No. There’s no way.A sense of urgency drove me as a vaguely sensuous light passed between me and the quadruplets and I felt wrapped in an invisible warmth as my emotions slowly threatened to melt my resolve.I can’t be mated to them. This definitely can’t be real.They closed in on me and a very strange feeling came rushing to me, the kind of feeling that suppresses the hatred I had for them and replaces it with an even stronger feeling.My insides jangled with involuntary excitement and I found myself suddenly conscious of their virile appeal, one I’m too powerless to resist.The very air around us seemed electrified and my heart ached under my breast as I felt a curious swooping pull at my innards.My wolf stirred even more and it wasn’t the usual stir of discomfort whenever they were around, it was someth
FEYRE CAMPBELL.“WHAT?!” Mara and Daniel thundered. I stood there blank, confused and more shaken than usual as I only stared, my tongue tied and my mind conflicted as I looked at Rhys and looked behind me at his brothers.“You must be joking, there’s no way you’re mated to this freak!” Mara was quick to condemn me, an action that didn’t surprise me but it angered me even more than usual.My knees felt weak, flames of anger licked through me and I had no idea where to direct that anger because right now I’m not just mad at everyone in this room, I’m mad at the moon goddess too.I thought the same thing too, I thought that there’s no way the moon goddess would intentionally want me to be mated to the four people that made my life miserable.I’d thought that this was just some sick joke from the moon goddess but I knew it wasn’t.My wolf danced around in happiness, rejoicing that she had finally found her mate or mates. Their scents were also growing stronger by the minutes, so strong t
RONAN FENRIR“If you reject Amber Campbell, you would forever remain mateless and Alphas with no mate can never rule the pack.”The moon goddess’ words resounded in my head more times than I could count and the more I remembered that we could never reject Amber, the angrier I became.All my life, I have harbored no other feeling but hatred for her, my brothers and I have made her life nothing but miserable and now, she’s the only one the moon goddess is binding us to forever.“What are we going to do about this?” Reid’s voice jolted me out of thoughts and I turned to face him, my entire being blazing with anger.“We all had the same dream, we can’t let her go, she’s our only shot.” He added like I didn’t already know that.My stomach clenched tight as I thought of what to do, being the eldest of the quadruplets means I get to make a decision first and the rest could jump on the bandwagon.“Where is she right now?” I asked and felt myself get even more irritated, how could the moon god
AMBER CAMPBELL.The sound of the dungeon gate clinging made me wince, causing me to open my eyes to see the guards already by the opened door.“Do you need us to spell out why we’re here for you?” One of them sneered and I shuddered as I sneezed. My eyes felt heavy and my body ached so badly that it took me more time than usual to get to my feet. My whole body was engulfed in tides of despair and curses fell out of my mouth as I stood to my feet.“The Alphas have come to a conclusion and we’ve been ordered to set you free.” Another of the guards said and I rolled my eyes as my teeth gritted.Anger washed through me even as my head pounded. I could still feel my hatred for them rocking and settling down in the pit of my stomach.If they hadn’t come for me. If the moon goddess hadn’t thought it would be a good idea to get me mated to them, all of this wouldn’t have happened.I would have escaped, I almost made it out. Why did this have to happen? Why did they find me?“Just because you
AMBER CAMPBELL.I watched with blurry vision as Agatha walked away from me, laughing maniacally at her achievement to get me immobilized while still exercising her power.Helping myself up even though it felt like I was going to fall right back down, I bit my tongue so hard that I could taste my own blood and could feel it taking over my mouth.Sickened and with my spirits sunken even lower and my body achy all over, I dragged myself to the kitchen because as much as I wanted to be defiant, I didn’t want to put myself through any of this anymore for today.I’ll just bury myself in my chores like I usually do.My face was still swollen, sore and it hurts but I managed to keep all of the pain swept under the rug as I focused on the chore I needed to do and it didn’t take long for me to finish with the main building before making my way to the kitchen.There were heaps of dishes that I needed to wash and coupled with the pain that I was still feeling because my body was taking its sweet
REID FENRIR.“Amber? Are you okay?” I called, wanting to take another step closer to her but I couldn’t, my legs could barely move as I stared at her.My wolf stirred, anger settling inside my stomach and my blood boiling so hot that all I wanted to do was go to whoever had done these things to her and kill all of them.I watched as she staggered, my internal thoughts were all messed up and conflicted. She’s not the kind of person I want to be involved with, I don’t even want to be near her.But yet—Yet, I couldn’t find it in me to turn away from her. I didn’t want to get dangerously close to her and when I’d called her name earlier too, I only did that because I wanted to tease her and not because I wanted to react to the force of the pull.But seeing those scars on her face and arm, seeing her face looking like life had been drained from her body got me angrier than I wanted to be.Her clothes were drenched with blood that I knew was hers because the scent was so tantalizing that i
AMBER CAMPBELL.“Where am I?” I muttered to myself when I woke up in the unfamiliar room. The comfort of the bed immediately told me what I needed to know and I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me that this wasn’t my room.The Air conditioning was in a good condition and although the lights were dimly-lit, I struggled to get my eyes to adapt to them.My body still aches but all the pain I felt last night was completely gone. Taking in my surroundings, I tried to recall whether I’d stumbled into the wrong room but nothing was coming to me.I could vividly recall that Reid had stopped me when I was going to my room and I’d asked him to stay away from me but anything after that was a total blur.“How did I get in here?” I asked myself like I knew the answer to the question. Wincing, my head still pounded as if I was hungover and I pressed my palm against it as I sat up.I looked around and my eyes landed on the figure sleeping peacefully beside me, the duvet was covering the both of us a
RONAN FENRIR.“What the—” I watched as she ran without even caring about what she had bumped into. She didn’t look back at me and when my eyes followed where she had been running away from, it was Reid’s room.What was Amber doing in Reid’s room?I didn’t want to care but I could feel something crawling under my skin, I could feel my anger mounting and the thought that Reid was hiding something from our brothers and I only angered me more.Trying to shake the thought out of my head, it was difficult to do that because my wolf wouldn’t settle down, something tore at my chest and I hated that I knew what that feeling was.I’d gotten to Reid’s room before I could think, it was almost as if my legs had a mind of their own.“I just saw Amber leaving your room,” I pointed out as I made my way into his room but he didn’t pay me any heed and only went on dressing up.My fist clenched as I tried to bite down my anger even though doing that was difficult because I’ve always hated how unbothered
AMBER CAMPBELL.THE NERVE! THE ACTUAL FUCKING NERVE OF THAT ARROGANT PIECE OF SHIT!My mind was all over the place and even though I’d tried to forget about what almost transpired between Rhys and I, I still couldn’t forget anything.Every single detail was still stark and vivid in my mind, it was as clear as day and it’s so annoying because each time I close my eyes, I’m back in his room, with his body pressing against mine, his lips on mine and his fingers exploring my body.My head felt light, my mind was a total haze and with each remembrance that crossed my mind, my body tingled in response and it’s almost as though I wanted to feel his touch all over me again.“Focus, Amber!” I snapped at myself as I slapped my cheeks as if doing that would help erase the memory or turn back time so I know to avoid that. ‘I want them.’ My wolf’s voice was louder than usual, so loud that it made my ear ring and my head hurts and my eyes widened.This is the first time in a long time that my w
RHYS FENRIR.Closing my eyes, I placed a palm on my forehead as a sardonic smile took over my face while my mind replayed everything that had just happened.If she thinks playing hard to get and making us come for her is going to make us give up then she has another thing coming for her.Come for her? Want her? Not even over my dead body would I want something like her but after the stunt she had just pulled, I couldn’t help getting hard for her.The sound of my door opening jolted me out of my thoughts, bringing me back to the present and I didn’t need to open my eyes to know who it was.I could tell from the way my wolf stirred and the masculine scent that filled my room.“What do you want?” I Ronan before finally opening my eyes and getting out of my bed. He had an eyebrow raised with his fist clenched.I hate that he’s the only one of my brothers that I can’t completely read, his face says one thing and then another thing comes right out of his mouth but it doesn’t stop there.His
RHYS FENRIR.“Wh— What?” I had no idea what to say as confusion gripped me, “what’s the matter, A—”“Don’t you dare say my name.” She cut in before I could finish, her teeth gritted and I still couldn’t wrap my head around what had just happened.What’s the reason behind her sudden change of attitude?Just a few minutes ago she was begging me for more, she was practically throwing herself at me and I would have fucked her if I wanted to but now she wants me to get off of her.“Get the fuck away from me!” She snapped, pushing me away and I didn’t argue as I took a few steps away from her.Her face was so red that one would think she’s been burned by the sun. I watched as she picked up her blouse from the floor.Crimson red face and eyes glinting with tears she was desperately trying to hold back, I didn’t need a saint to tell me that she felt embarrassed.With no words, I watched as she put her blouse back on, covering her clad boobs and depriving me of the pleasure of seeing just how
AMBER CAMPBELL.His blue eyes softened as he gazed into my eyes and I wasn’t expecting what happened next. I wasn’t expecting the kind of reaction my body gave to seeing him like that.My body vibrated intently, I felt my knees going weaker and weaker and the bond that we shared threatened to pull me until I broke or had no more will to fight.My chest heaved as my heart pounded, my head ached and my eyes closed as I tried to regain my strength but nothing I did worked.I felt as though I was going to pass out if I kept standing before him but there was only little I could do. The air around us became excruciatingly thick with tension.The bond got even stronger and I felt it threatening to shatter my resolve. I’m by no means blind to the strength of the bond, I’m not naive to Rhys’ devilish attraction too.Something was going on, he was just standing in front of me, breathing and staring into my eyes but the urge to throw myself at him has never been stronger.My will to push him awa
AMBER CAMPBELL.It’s been four whole days since the hospital incident and my disdain for the brothers remains unchanged. My resentment remained firm, my irritation still persists and my disgust still hasn’t diminished.If anything, I hate them even more and that includes their parents, although the parents' attitude towards me changed since the day I came back from the hospital, I couldn’t possibly allow myself to be swayed by that.They still made sure to show me just how much they hated me whenever their sons weren't home and the bullying by the maids also intensified.My lower back hurts, pain rippled through me, tearing through every part of my being as my eyes rolled and my vision threatened to give out.It was taking all that I had in me to remain standing as I did the dishes, it was as though something happened while I was away and they were waiting for me to come back.They were waiting for me to return so that they could resume making my life hell.“That bitch,” a female voic
AMBER CAMPBELL. I got breathless with rage as anger coursed through my entire being. My stomach was clenched tight and I swallowed, doing nothing to hide the rage that was going through my mind. My resentment grew inside me like a tumour, I burned with rage and shook with fury. I wanted to get out of their midst, I didn’t want to be anywhere near them at all. I hate their pride, everything about them annoyed me and I detested their fucking nerve to think that just because they’ve tendered an half-assed apology then I’m obligated to forgive them. My lips thinned with anger as I shook my head and disappeared into the bathroom since that’s the only place I could actually go to without having them follow me. The nerve to think that after a single apology I’m going to go back to them and forgive them like it’s really that easy. I hate them. All of them. They all looked at me with a sardonic expression that sends my temper soaring every fucking time. Do they see me as some sort
RAFAEL FENRIR.My mouth opened but I couldn’t even let any word out and it was the same for my brothers too as we all stared at each other before looking down as if there was some sort of answer on the floor.“What are we going to do? She just made it clear that she’s never going to forgive us.” I whispered as I leaned into Reid who only sighed and shrugged.“I have no idea what to do now,” Reid responded as he ran his fingers through his hair, ruffling it, “she has to accept this matebond by hook or crook.” He whispered back.We were all conflicted with no idea what to do because we all know that we couldn’t force her, she has to be willing to accept the matebond but that seemed far fetched now.We watched as she staggered, desperately trying to make her way to the bathroom and just before she got there, her legs gave out, causing her to falter.Without a second thoughts, it was as though I had spring in my steps as I rushed towards her and it wasn’t until I got there that I realized
AMBER CAMPBELL.Why am I running away? I shouldn’t run away from them?The words kept ringing in my head and the more it rang, the angrier I became because that was the last thing that I wanted to hear from them.Irritation pricked at me and inwardly I was seething with rage but it didn’t take long for that bit to make itself visible as my teeth gritted.My blood pounded in my temples and I shivered but it wasn’t because I was scared I’d been caught but because I was angry.Rage took over me and I could feel it threatening to push me over the edge because there’s no way in hell that he just said that shouldn’t run away from them.My resentment festered in me and anger coursed through me as my teeth gritted and my fist clenched. I wanted to bite into his arm and run away but I felt weak.My knees were starting to get even weaker and I could barely move. My wolf was dancing with intense joy of being held by her mate and I could feel myself starting to give in.His scent, the muskiness o
AMBER CAMPBELL.“Hmm.” I winced as my eyes fluttered open and the unusual amount of lights hit my face first thing, making it difficult for my eyes to remain open.My head hurts and my temple pounded as I tried again and this time, I was able to force my eyes to get accustomed to the bright lights.Where am I? Where is this place?I looked around, trying my hardest to make sense of the room I woke up in but it didn’t ring any memory. It didn’t look like any room in the Fenrir’s palace and definitely not a room in the maid's quarters.The beeping sound of a machine brought my wonderment to a halt as I looked beside me to see a strange machine plugged to the bed I was laying on.“Oh, I’m at a hospital.” I muttered to myself as I laid back down on the bed and that was when it rang in my head all over again that I really am in a hospital.What?!I rushed up and my head and the rest of my body disagreed with me at once as soon as I shot up. The pain in my head intensified, making me wince