Chapter Ten
Quinn
“So, this is my home,” I say, stepping into the loft. I pull my purse off my shoulder and take my laptop from Archer, setting them on the bench next to my door. I traded my heels for comfortable walking shoes before leaving the office, and kick those off, using my foot to push them under the bench.
Archer takes his shoes off as well and moves close behind me, looking around. A fat orange cat trots over, meowing when he sees us.
“This is Neville.” I pick him up and he instantly starts purring. “The half-cat.”
Smiling, Archer holds out his hand for Neville to sniff. Deciding Archer isn’t a threat, Neville rubs his face on Archer’s fingers. “I can see why you don’t want to give him up.”
“He’s a lover. I wasn’t sure how the other cats would react to him, but they get along fine. The other three are all females and boss this fat guy around.” I walk inside, letting Neville jump out of my arms. “They’re all from the same litter. Someone a few floors down found them in the alley and as soon as I saw them, I couldn’t resist.”
A little voice in my head is yelling at me to stop talking about cats.
“They’re easy to take care of and keep me company.”
Why can’t I stop talking?
“And I don’t have to worry about them throughout the day.”
Neville runs into the kitchen and starts meowing, signaling the others to come join him.
“I always feed them when I get home.”
A dark gray and black tabby winds around my ankles, almost tripping me.
“Bellatrix,” I say, bending over to pick her up. She darts forward, jumping onto the large island counter. The living space in the loft is open, with the living room, kitchen, and dining area all melding together. The entire building was renovated not all that long ago, given a crisp, modern appearance that’s a little bit too contemporary for my liking. My decor is mostly bohemian, and the clash of styles works in a weird way.
It’s home, and I love it.
All too aware of Archer’s eyes on me, I get a can of cat food from the pantry and dish it up, feeling very much like a crazy cat lady as I carry the bowls from the counter to the floor, trying not to trip over the four loudly meowing cats snaking around my feet.
When I turn back around, Archer is standing next to the floor-to-ceiling window in the living room, looking out at the city below. He took off his suit jacket and button-up shirt, leaving just his undershirt on. I run my eyes over him, taking in every inch of his tall body. The white fabric of his undershirt is stretched tight over his muscular arms. It’s untucked, hanging unevenly over his belt. I can’t help but notice the nice curve of his ass and the bulge from his cock behind his dress pants.
My lips part and I remember how it felt, just for that short moment, pressed against me as we stood in the kitchen as the storm raged around us. Through his pants, I could tell his cock was big.
His touch was deliberate, meant to get under my skin, but he knew what he was doing. My nerves tingle as I think about it and some of that annoyance comes back. Good. I need to hold onto it, or my resolve will crumble.
Archer runs a hand through his hair, messing it up, and angles his body toward mine. I shift my gaze from his crotch to his face at the last second, but it might have been too late.
“I’m going to get changed. You can watch TV or whatever.” I whirl around and take off so fast I walk right into the counter. Trying to internalize my pain, I press my hand over my hip where it hit the corner and hurry into my room.
I shut my door and lean against it, hand flying to my chest like that will slow my pounding heart. Get it together. Pushing off the door, I pull the hair tie from my ponytail and go into the bathroom, giving myself a hard look-over.
I wear makeup to work most days, nothing crazy, just a little bit of foundation and mascara to make me look put together. I grab my makeup bag and hesitate, not wanting to look like I tried too hard.
This isn’t a date.
Deciding to do my makeup after I agonize about it some more, I plug in my curling iron and quickly run my brush through my hair. While it heats up, I strip out of my clothes and trade my comfy t-shirt bra for an uncomfortable pushup, topping it with a low-cut shirt and tight black pants.
I curl my hair in record time and go with light eyeliner and red lipstick. Just enough to make it look like I tried, but not that I’m trying too hard.
I think?
Maybe?
I roll my eyes at myself and unplug the curling iron. Grabbing a pair of heels, I go back into the living room and find Archer lying on the couch. Neville is curled up on his chest, and Archer’s eyes are shut.
“Archer?” I say quietly. His breathing is slow and rhythmic. He did say he was running on hardly any sleep. Frodo’s voice gets my attention; Archer had turned on Lord of the Rings. Smiling, I pull the blanket off the back of the couch and spread it over Archer.
*
“Morning, sunshine.”
Archer sits up, blinking. “Shit. I fell asleep.” He stretches his arms up over his head, and the hem of his shirt goes up an inch or so, showing off his fit abdomen. My eyes go right to the little trail of hair leading to his big cock. “How long was I out?”
“The movie isn’t over yet, so not that long.”
“You should have woken me up.”
“Nah.” I wave my hand in the air. “It was much more fun to draw all over your face in Sharpie while you were sleeping.”
His eyes narrow ever so slightly. “You wouldn’t.”
I lean in. “Oh, I would. But I didn’t. Not this time. You looked a little too helpless. I knew you were tired.”
“I’d say I’m surprised I fell asleep, but I’m not.”
“That’s why I didn’t want to wake you up. I haven’t worked a hundred-hour week at the office, but I’ve pulled some long nights and know how awful it is when you’re running on no sleep.”
“I’m used to it.”
“That doesn’t mean it’s good for you. We can order takeout and you can go back to sleep if you want.”
“And stay the night here?”
“Don’t get any ideas, Dr. Jones. Your ass will be sleeping on the couch again.”
“The couch? This place is too big to only have one bedroom.”
“True, but that doesn’t mean you can sleep in it.”
He rolls his neck. “You’d really make me sleep on the couch over a comfortable bed?”
“No, I wouldn’t. But I don’t have another comfy bed. The second bedroom is set up—”
“For the cats?” His perfect lips curve into a smartass smirk.
“As a home office.” I cross my arms, wondering if I’d be able to slip the cat-tree into the closet before he walks past. I twirl a curl around my finger. “Want me to order Chinese?”
“No, I said I wanted to take you out.”
“So you do want this to be a date.”
“Would it be a bad thing if it was?”
My body is saying no, it wouldn’t be bad. It’s begging and pleading for me to go, reminding me just how long it’s been since I felt the touch of a man. But my heart…it’s screaming even louder, telling me yes, it would be a very bad thing.
“I don’t know.”
Archer stands, and his cock is right at my eye level. I turn my head up, meeting his eyes.
“What do you have to lose?” he asks.
Everything.
“Fine. Let’s go on a date.”
“Don’t tell Dean.”
I roll my eyes and let out a sharp breath. Of course he has to bring up my brother. “I send selfies from all my dates to my brothers.”
“Really?”
“Yes, for their approval,” I say seriously before shaking my head. “You know what’s kind of crazy?”
“What?”
“I’m my own person and I’m able to function without telling my brothers everything.” I put my hands on the arms of the lounge chair and stand up. “I’m going to get changed.”
“Again?”
“I’m wearing my pajamas. I changed after you passed out on the couch.”
“Oh.” He looks me over. “You look good. I didn’t even notice.”
I will not blush. I will not blush. I will not—dammit. “Well, I think everyone else will notice my pants have little dancing elephants on them. And I’m not wearing a bra.”
“I did notice that.”
“Pig.” I cross my arms over my chest.
“That’s making it worse, Quinn.”
A quick look down tells me crossing my arms just pushed my tits together so they’re almost spilling out of my tank top.
“I’ll be right back.” I clamp my hands over my breasts to cover my nipples and do my best not to run away. Deciding not to go with the sexy outfit I’d previously picked out, I pull a blue dress over my head. I discovered a while ago a cute yet comfy dress can make it look like you put more effort into your outfit than you actually did. Dresses seem to have that effect, fancying-up your appearance simply by not being pants.
“I still think you looked good in the pajamas,” Archer says when I emerge from the bedroom. “But I do like this too.”
“Thanks.” He put his button-up back on and has the sleeves rolled up. I don’t know why that look is so damn sexy, but it is. “The professional look works for you.”
“I prefer my scrubs with a stethoscope hanging around my neck so everyone knows I’m a doctor. But, unfortunately, I didn’t bring them.”
“You’re going to have to pretend to be a lowly peasant like the rest of us.”
“If that’s what it takes to get you to go on a date with me, I’m willing to take one for the team.” He moves to the door and puts on his shoes. “Shall we?”
“Hang on, I need to get my selfie to send to Dean.” I put my arm around him, doing the cheesiest pose I can think of, and snap a picture. “And now to caption it…” I pretend like I’m writing a text message. “Archer is taking me on a hot date tonight. Don’t worry, we’ll use protection.” I flick my eyes to him, smiling. “Sent.”
“Hilarious, Quinn. We both know Dean would try to kill me if he thought I was hooking up with you.”
“He would kill you.”
“He’d try.” Archer hands me my purse. “I could take him.”
The image of Archer’s bulging biceps is seared into my memory. “Yeah, probably.” I punch in the code on my alarm and open the door. “I guess we better not tell him then.”
*
“Now this one is serious,” I say, tipping my head up to look at Archer. We’re slowly making our way along the Riverwalk after getting dinner and drinks. I might be a little buzzed. Whether it’s from the alcohol or the electricity humming between Archer and I, there’s no way to tell.
“I’m ready.” Archer takes my hand, lacing his fingers through mine.
“You’re alone in the car and ‘Living on a Prayer’ comes on. What do you do?”
“I turn that shit up and belt it out. Which I’d do even if I wasn’t alone, just to warn you.” He pulls my hand back, bringing me to him. The wind picks up, and I shiver. Archer lets go of my hand to wrap his arms around me. The feeling he gives me can only be described as butterflies, and I haven’t experienced anything like this in years.
“Did I pass the test?”
“Yes,” I tell him. “But things are about to get more intense. “What if ‘Shake it Off’ comes on next?”
“I’m alone?”
“Totally alone. On a country road.”
“Hmmm.” His hands slide up and down my back. I shiver again, but not from the cold. “That song is catchy. I’ll be singing and dancing.”
I laugh, throwing my head back so the wind doesn’t blow my hair into his face. “Do you even know the words?”
“No. I know what song you’re talking about. I think. Maybe? I don’t want to fail your test.”
Hooking my arms around his shoulders, I shuffle closer until my hips brush his. “There was no test. Mostly because I wasn’t keeping score.”
“You put me through all that for nothing?”
“Guilty. What are you going to do about it?”
In a sudden and swift movement, he scoops me up and turns to the river.
“Archer,” I squeal, clinging to him tighter. “Don’t you dare!” We both laugh and his hands linger over my body as he sets me back down. We stand there, close together, both of our hearts pounding. The wind blows my hair again and Archer gathers it in one hand, moving it to the side of my neck.
“Have you decided yet?” His deep voice cuts through the night. He looks into my eyes when he talks and the confidence is sexy on him. It’s not over the top. It’s not hyped up to over-compensate for something. It’s completely genuine and is doing bad things to me right now.
Bad things that would feel so good.
“On what?”
“On whether you want this to be a date or not.”
I bite my lip. “You have to answer one more question first.”
“If your question is if I put out on the first date, I have been known to.”
Laughing, I bring my hands down from his shoulders, splaying my fingers on his chest. An attractive man who can make me laugh…I need to run far, far away. Because as much as I want this to continue, I know it won’t.
It can’t.
“That’s kind of along the lines of my question.”
He wiggles his eyebrows. “I like where this is going. What’s your question?”
“If this is our first date, will you take me out on a second?”
Chapter ElevenArcher“Yes.” The word leaves my mouth before I have a chance to think about it. Quinn doesn’t say anything, doesn’t react. Her lashes come together in a blink, and she looks at me, almost as if she’s waiting for me to tell her I’m joking.Then she smiles.It’s the most beautiful thing in the world. And right now, with her hands on my chest and my arms locked around her waist, I want to kiss her hard and tell her I’d take her on a thousand dates and it wouldn’t be enough.The moment is over as fast as it started, and I’m sure she’s thinking the same thing I am. She lives in Chicago. I live in Indy. We’re not worlds away, but a four-hour drive makes starting a relationship hard.I don’t know the next time I’ll be able to get away from work long enough to come see her. It could be weeks before I’m able to drive back up north and take her on a second date.My heart starts to ache, even though everything I want is right in front of me for the taking. Quinn slides her hands
Chapter TwelveQuinnMy heart pounds with indignation as anger surges through me. I don’t know who I’m more mad at: myself or Archer. Though right now, with his lips pressed to mine, it’s hard to be anything other than stunned.He moves in, hands landing on my waist. Pushing his tongue into my mouth, he brings me in tight against him. My breasts crush against his chest and heat floods my veins.I’m not stunned anymore.And I’m not pissed.Archer’s lips are soft and full. His kisses are hard and desperate. Together, it’s a recipe for disaster. My resolve is crumbling. I should stop him now before there’s nothing left.But I don’t want to stop him, not when it feels so good.“Quinn,” he pants, pressing his forehead against mine. I bring my arms up around his neck and shuffle closer, parting my legs and pushing my hips into his. Archer has never held me like this before. We’ve never been so close. And he’s certainly never kissed me. Being in his arms is the most familiar new feeling in t
Chapter ThirteenArcherI pull Quinn closer, pressing my lips against the side of her neck. I’m half asleep and fighting it. As much as I need sleep, I want to soak up every minute of this as I can. Who knows what the morning will bring. Or even the moment we get out of bed.I kissed Quinn.Felt Quinn.Touched every inch of her. Fucked her. Finally. After years of wanting and waiting for the time to come, it did. I think back to Sam and what he said about idealizing sleeping with Quinn. How there’s no way the real thing could be as good as what I’ve imagined in my mind.He had a good point. Often, when you want something so bad and it’s so out of reach, you romanticize it, make it seem better than it ever can be. I thought that was the case with Quinn.But it couldn’t be further from the truth.There’s no fucking her out of my system. There’s no spending one night with her and being able to move on with my life. In fact, it’s only making me want her more, because everything was better
Chapter FourteenQuinnI’ve shaved every piece of unwanted hair off my body. I’ve plucked and tweezed, applied makeup only to take it off and do it again, and re-curled my hair three times.But I’m not trying to look good for Archer Jones.He saw me in my natural element yesterday at work wearing office attire and my hair in a ponytail. And then he saw me in all sorts of ways last night, and it’s not like I woke up looking like an Instagram model or something.I take my sunglasses off my head, and my hair gets stuck. Yanking it free, I put them on and pay my fare as I get out of the cab. It’s nice out today, a little breezier than yesterday, but the air is humid and the wind is welcome.Archer texted me not long ago and said the convention was over, but the medical director from a big hospital invited him out for a drink at the hotel bar. He didn’t think it would take long and was too good of an opportunity to pass up. I encouraged him to go, because that hospital happens to be in Chi
Chapter FifteenQuinnTwo weeks later…I stretch my arms out in front of me, slowly rolling my wrist. It’s aching today, and I forgot my wrist brace at home. I remembered my posture brace, at least, and stand for the first time in hours to get it from my bag.My office is warm today from having multiple computers running and my door closed. I found a snag in the software design and have been pulling my hair out all day trying to fix it. I think I’m the only one left in the office. Opening my office door, I twist my hair into a bun and use a pen to secure it on the top of my head. Grabbing the posture brace, I unbutton my blouse and take it off, tossing it in my oversized purse. I’m wearing a sheer white cami underneath, so it’s not like I’m just sitting in here in just a bra. I slip the brace on and sit back at my computer, feeling a bit better to have my shoulders held back into place.As soon as I sit down, the nausea I’ve felt all day hits me hard. I get up to get some water, and a
Chapter SixteenArcher“Do you boys want a second helping?”“Yes, please,” I tell Mrs. Dawson, even though I’m already full from the first plate of chicken potpie I had. But it’s homemade and delicious.“Your interview was pushed to tomorrow?” she asks as she puts another helping on my plate and moves on to give Dean another scoop.“Yeah. The chief surgeon wanted to talk to me as well but couldn’t. There was a nasty car accident and he’s been in surgery all day.”Mrs. Dawson grimaces. “I don’t know how you do it. I’m so thankful you can, of course. We need more good doctors like you in this county.” She gives me a warm smile. “You’re staying here tonight, don’t even try to tell me otherwise.” Mrs. Dawson smiles. “I love to have both my boys back! It’ll be just like college. Except you’re both much more mature,” she adds with a wink. “What about dessert?”“Kara was right,” Dean says and puts a hand on his stomach. “You are trying to fatten me up.”“Oh hush.” Mrs. Dawson opens the fridg
Chapter SeventeenQuinnMy stomach gurgles and my throat feels thick. A telltale sign I’m going to throw up. I pride myself on saying I have an iron stomach and often bring up how I survived the Dawson Family Picnic disaster, over seven years ago, with just a twist of nausea when everyone else was riddled with food poisoning.But right now, there’s no stopping what’s coming up.And also right now, Archer’s hand lands on my cheek, gently cupping my face and turning my chin up to his. He leans in and I know he’s going to kiss me. I want nothing more than to kiss him back, but I can’t.Not right now.I push his hand away and turn, barely making it to the sink before I throw up.“Fuck, Quinn,” Archer says and moves in, grabbing my hair and holding it back. My stomach heaves again, and I shudder. Throwing up is awful. Just fucking awful.I turn on the faucet and rinse my mouth, washing away any vomit that might be on my face. Archer’s hand lands on my back, gently rubbing it, and he’s stil
Chapter EighteenArcherI blink rapidly, eyes needing to readjust to the bright sunlight around us. Everything faded for a moment there.“And Archer. I didn’t know you were in town.” Logan’s eyes go from Quinn to me a few times before he pulls Quinn in for a hug. “I’m guessing this is why Mom’s having us all come over for dinner tonight.”“Yeah. We’re out running errands for her,” she says, shuffling back. Sweat breaks out along my back, both from the heat of the day and almost getting caught. My judgment goes out the window when it comes to Quinn, and she got me going from zero to sixty in three seconds flat.“What’d you buy?” Quinn asks, shifting nervously. She’s worried her brother saw us too.“That thriller that’s being made into a movie. I refuse to see the movie until I’ve read the book.”Out of all her brothers, Quinn and Logan are the most alike. He’s the second youngest, even though Owen is a mere handful of seconds older, and I’ve heard them joke about that bonding them.“Th
Chapter Twenty-EightQuinn“Can you tell?” I smooth my shirt over my stomach and turn to the side.“No.” Marissa shakes her head. “I know you and you’ve always been a skinny bitch, so I guess I’m able to pick up on that slight bump you claim is the baby, but to anyone else, you look like you ate a big meal.”“It’s weird,” I say, wrinkling my nose, and grab my shoes. I take off my heels and put on my running shoes, not caring how silly it looks with my dress pants and blouse. It’s Friday, and we’re leaving work for the week. “I’m almost looking forward to showing.”“Just don’t turn into Bethany.”I widen my eyes and shake my head, showing my horror. “If I do, slap me.” Bethany works with us and had her first baby last year. She made sure everyone knew everything about the pregnancy and complained nonstop about her symptoms. Though I can emphasize now, and after throwing up three times yesterday, I broke down and took an anti-nausea pill this morning.I still feel sick, but I haven’t pu
Chapter Twenty-SevenArcher“All things considered, that went as well as I thought it would.” I put my arm around Quinn and push off the ground, sending the glider back. It’s getting late, and everyone but Weston and Jackson have left already. Wes is working the night shift tonight, so Jackson is staying here with Quinn’s parents.Quinn rests her head on my shoulder and closes her eyes. She looks exhausted. Physically, I know she will be for the rest of the first trimester at least. Emotionally, she’s spent.And I still think she’s one of the fucking strongest people I know.“Yeah. Only my dad and Dean want to take you out back and cut off your testicles. But don’t worry, I won’t let that happen. I happen to like them. Well, more so what they’re attached to.”I laugh and press my lips against the top of Quinn’s head. “Thanks for looking out for my balls.” The sound of katydids and crickets echo through the yard, reverberating off the tall corn that surrounds us. The sounds of a countr
Chapter Twenty-SixQuinnThe air leaves my lungs, and if it weren’t for Archer’s arm around me, I might have fallen over. Mom’s eyebrows pinch together, and she tips her head looking at the images.“Where did you get—” Mom tips her head, eyeing the photos. The blood drains from my face, and I can’t open my mouth to form the words to warn Archer.“This has your name on it, Quinn,” she says quietly. And then it hits her. Her mouth opens, and she lets out a gasp. The ultrasound pictures fall to the table, and Dad picks them up.It doesn’t take him long to come to the same conclusion. He stands up so fast his chair scoots out from behind him and falls over.“You knocked up my daughter?”A hush falls over the room, and I swear even the dogs stopped sniffing around the table to look.“Quinn,” Mom starts, still looking confused. She picks up the chair and reaches up for Dad’s wrist, pulling him back down. “What…when…are you sure?”“Wait a minute,” Owen says, reaching across the table for the
Chapter Twenty-FiveQuinnI need a drink. A big one. With lots and lots of alcohol. I close my eyes in a long blink, praying I misheard Kara.“That’s less than a year away!” Mom exclaims. “Do you think you can get everything ready in time?”March isn’t that far away, she’s right. And there is a lot to do before then, and I’m not thinking about the wedding.“I think we can swing it,” Kara says. “I’ll have to get right to work, I know, and my mom’s already on it.” She looks back at Dean, smiling. “We don’t want anything fancy, anyway.”I bring my hand to my head, subconsciously rubbing the space between my jaw and my ear. It’s been hurting off and on since last weekend, and I knew I should have listened to Archer about a sinus infection lingering for longer than normal now that I’m pregnant.“Are you okay, hun?” Mom asks, and I flick my eyes up to her.“Oh, yeah. I think I have an ear infection, that’s all,” I blurt. I should have made something up, but I’ve never been a good liar and n
Chapter Twenty-FourArcherPanting, I roll to the side, flopping down onto the mattress. My heart is still racing, and sweat covers my brow. Quinn is breathing just as hard, and her bare breasts rise and fall as she gulps in air.I didn’t think it was possible to have better sex that we did the first time, but I feel confident to say we just topped it. Reaching for the water bottle on the nightstand, I take a drink and grab the sheet, pulling it up over us. We’re both hot and sweaty now, but with the ceiling fan going on high, we’ll cool off fast and I don’t want Quinn to get a chill. She’s still fighting a cold and has to be worn out after the marathon sex we just had.I know I am.“That was more than thirty minutes,” she says once she catches her breath and moves onto her side. I wrap her in my arms.“I’m not sorry about that.”“You’ve set a high standard for yourself,” she says with a coy smile.“I always aim to please, babe.”Quinn laughs and runs her fingers through my hair. “You
Chapter Twenty-ThreeQuinnI wake up in Archer’s arms, and for the first time since I found out I’m pregnant, everything feels like it’s going to be okay. He made me dinner last night, and went out and got me more Sour Patch Kids before we went to sleep.I carefully roll over, moving closer to him. It feels so good to have him next to me. Physically, his presence is comforting on its own. But having him here for everything else is almost enough to do me in.We jumped into a relationship and need to take things slow. He said he likes me but held off moving forward out of respect to Dean, but things are bigger than their friendship now. We have less than a week before we drop the bomb on my family, and I’m fairly sure all four of my brothers are going to have a few choice words for Archer.Early morning sun filters through the large windows. I forgot to close the blinds last night, and the light is shining right in on Archer. I reach over and take my phone from the nightstand. My blinds
Chapter Twenty-TwoArcherI missed a call from Quinn today, and I noticed it right before I went into surgery. I’ve never had a hard time clearing my head before, but today, as I wash my hands and have my surgical scrubs put on, it’s all I can think about. She hasn’t called me—ever. What if something is wrong? She didn’t leave a message, and she didn’t text either.I’m sure everything is fine with her and the baby. It has to be. As awful as I feel to admit it, there’s a small part of me that’s glad Quinn is pregnant. The timing couldn’t be worse. Dean is going to hate us both. He’ll forgive Quinn eventually, but the light he holds her in will forever be dimmed.But now that she’s pregnant, we’re talking, and we have a chance. And if anyone was to be the mother of my child, no one is better than Quinn.Sam puts the patient under and we get started. As soon as I make the first cut, I’m back in the game, and the surgical team and I make small talk as we go about treating the patient.An
Chapter Twenty-OneQuinnThe door shuts behind me and I turn around, prepared to tell Archer this is silly. But the second I see the look in his eyes, all the air is sucked out of my lungs.“Quinn,” he pants, voice heavy with desire. A shiver runs down my spine and his hands land on either side of my waist. “Are you sure you want this?”Parting my lips, I hook my arms around his neck. “Yes,” I breathe, telling the honest truth. I do want Archer, and I’m not just talking about sex.I want him to be with me during this pregnancy.I want him there when I give birth.I want him to raise this child with me.I want us. Together.He wastes no time in kissing me, and I slide my hands down his chest, going right to his belt. His hands go around my back and unhooks my bra.And then the door opens.“Motherfucker,” I blurt as Archer and I untangle. The dogs run in ahead of my parents, with Rufus at the rear, limping.“You should really consider going in and having a specialist look at it,” Archer
Chapter TwentyArcherThe bathroom door closes, and I’m still standing there, looking at the white paint until my vision goes blurry. After I reassured her everything will be okay, she smiled and said she was going to take a shower. But I can’t move. Hell, I can hardly breathe.Quinn is pregnant with my baby.I’m trying to let it sink in, but my defenses are up and I can’t think past the fact she’s been feeling sick and it’s partly my fault. Or all my fault? I know it took both of us to create the baby, and it’s not like Quinn wasn’t willing. But…fuck. How could I let this happen?I’m a doctor. I know how the body works. And yet I had sex three times with Quinn within twenty-four hours and only used a condom once. Though it’s not like I brought any with me Friday night. I didn’t expect to hook up with anyone, and when it finally happened with Quinn, I wasn’t thinking straight.Rufus tips his head, listening to Mr. And Mrs. Dawson move around the kitchen. Knowing it’s time for breakfas