Chapter Twenty-Six
Quinn
The air leaves my lungs, and if it weren’t for Archer’s arm around me, I might have fallen over. Mom’s eyebrows pinch together, and she tips her head looking at the images.
“Where did you get—” Mom tips her head, eyeing the photos. The blood drains from my face, and I can’t open my mouth to form the words to warn Archer.
“This has your name on it, Quinn,” she says quietly. And then it hits her. Her mouth opens, and she lets out a gasp. The ultrasound pictures fall to the table, and Dad picks them up.
It doesn’t take him long to come to the same conclusion. He stands up so fast his chair scoots out from behind him and falls over.
“You knocked up my daughter?”
A hush falls over the room, and I swear even the dogs stopped sniffing around the table to look.
“Quinn,” Mom starts, still looking confused. She picks up the chair and reaches up for Dad’s wrist, pulling him back down. “What…when…are you sure?”
“Wait a minute,” Owen says, reaching across the table for the ultrasound pictures. “You’re pregnant?”
I cover my face with my hands, unable to deal right now. Archer’s arm tightens around me. Now he’s tense. Stunned silence holds the room in an awkward pause, and the calm before the storm is even worse than one-hundred-mile-per-hour winds.
“Yes,” Archer says, and I don’t know how he’s able to sound so calm and certain. It must come with the territory of being a doctor. He has to deliver bad news and can’t come undone when he talks to patients. “She is.”
“You. Knocked. Up. My. Sister,” Dean says slowly, letting it sink in. And then he jumps up, fists curled. Weston’s faster and stronger and easily shoves Dean back into his chair.
I peel my hands away from my face, heart in my throat. Mom is looking at the ultrasound photos again, but her expression is unreadable. Dad grinds his jaw, eyes narrowed as his gaze shifts back and forth between Archer and me.
“How far along are you?” Kara asks quietly.
“Almost seven weeks,” I reply, having a hard time finding my voice.
“First you date my sister, then you get her pregnant,” Dean says through clenched teeth. “Fuck you, man.”
No one scolds him for his language. Jackson went into the living room anyway, and I can hear him playing with some sort of Mickey Mouse toy.
“Grow up, Dean,” I snap. “It’s not like we did this on purpose.”
Dad shakes his head. “How did this happen?”
“You don’t know how babies are made?” Owen says, trying to lighten the mood. “You have five of them, I thought you’d have figured it out.”
Dad sits back down, finally giving into Mom’s persistent tugging. “Can you explain how the two smartest people I know could do something so stupid.”
“Harold,” Mom scolds. “That’s enough. We didn’t plan our first one either.”
“Seriously?” Weston exclaims, then shakes his head. “That’s not important right now.”
Dad waves his hand at Owen. “Your brother’s slept with half of Eastwood and he’s never knocked anyone up.”
“Not that we know of,” Logan mutters under his breath.
“Quinn,” Dad says, exasperated, and I see it. The worry behind the anger. The questioning of my future, the disappointment. “You’re smart. And Archer,” he practically growls Archer’s name. “You’re a doctor. Don’t you know how the human body works?”
“I do,” Archer replies, still calm. “And I’m aware that Quinn and I didn’t make the best choices, but we can’t go back and now all we can do is focus on moving forward.”
I straighten up, hand going to my mouth. Archer takes his arm from around me and scoots my chair out, knowing I’m about to get sick. He comes with me as I run into the bathroom, gathering my hair into my hand as I crouch down and throw up.
Archer closes the bathroom door and grabs a tissue from the back of the toilet. I wipe my mouth and let out a sigh.
“Besides feeling sick, how are you holding up?” he asks, helping me to my feet. I rinse out my mouth and think I might throw up again.
“This didn’t go as I planned.”
Archer’s lips pull into a small smile and he looks at my stomach. “None of this did.” He closes the distance between us and takes me in his arms. “It’ll be okay.”
“Dean is about ready to rip your head off.”
“Let him try. He won’t succeed, I promise you that.”
I rest my head against his chest. “They all look so disappointed in me.”
“They’re surprised. You can’t blame them for that. And they’re concerned because they care about you.”
He has a point, and I totally get it. Archer and I are both successful, independent adults, but we don’t live together. Even if we’d been dating for a few months, the news of me having his baby would still come as a shock.
We have a lot to do before this baby is born.
“You’re going to have to talk to them eventually. Let’s go back out.”
I take another breath and nod, letting my arms fall away from Archer’s firm body. He smooths back my hair and kisses me on the forehead.
“We’re in this together,” he reminds me, and the knot in my chest loosens a bit. Holding my hand in his, he opens the bathroom door and we step out. A tumult of voices come from the dining room, and everyone stops talking when Archer and I come back into the room.
Mom’s holding the ultrasound photos and is starting to look a little emotional. Phase one might not have happened like we planned, but I might still be able to get her into phase two soon, and she’ll start getting excited about another grandbaby.
“Are you okay?” she asks me, blinking back tears.
“Yeah.” I step closer to Archer. “I’ve been really nauseous this whole time.”
Mom takes in a shaky breath. “I was only sick with you. I bet you’re carrying a girl.”
I haven’t really let myself think too far ahead, but hearing Mom say it makes me emotional. I grip Archer’s hand tighter, imagining him holding our baby wrapped in a little pink blanket.
“Sit down, honey.” Mom rubs her lower eyelid with her knuckle. Yep. She’s getting emotional. Archer pulls out my chair for me, and Dean glowers at us both with his arms crossed. Kara looks annoyed with him, Weston’s holding Jackson, trying to distract him with videos on his phone. Owen and Logan look both concerned and pissed. And Dad won’t even look at me.
“You had the ultrasound almost a week ago.” Mom taps the date on the image. “And you’re just now telling me?”
“We wanted to tell you in person. Together,” Archer says, moving his chair closer to mine.
Mom nods and picks up the images again. “I can understand that.”
“Have you two thought this through?” Dad addresses the question to us both but looks right at Archer. “How are you going to raise this baby?”
“Together,” I tell him.
“How?” Dad fires another question. “You don’t live together. You don’t even live near each other. I take it Archer is going to do the right thing and move to Chicago before the baby is born. Right, Archer?”
“We haven’t talked about it yet,” I say.
“You need to start talking about it.”
“I know.”
“It’s more than just wanting to raise it together.” Dad’s voice gets louder as he keeps talking. “You have to figure out insurance and what are you going to do about work?”
“Dad,” Logan interjects. “Go easy on her.”
“I think I was too easy on her and that’s why this happened.”
“She’s not a kid anymore,” Logan presses and I’m so grateful for my brother right now. “Stop treating her like one.”
“Thanks,” I mouth to Logan when he looks over.
“I’m twenty-six,” I remind my father in case he forgot. “A lot of my friends are married and have kids.”
“Exactly. They’re married. You’re not.”
“Thanks for reminding me. I forgot I never walked down the aisle.”
“Enough,” Mom says, voice tight. “You said it yourself, Harold, Quinn and Archer are smart. I’m sure they’ve discussed everything. It’s overwhelming for us all, and getting worked up isn’t going to help anything, especially with Quinn having morning sickness.”
Jackson looks up from the phone. “You sick, Aunt Winnie?”
“No, I’m okay,” I tell him with a smile. If my kid turns out to be half as sweet as him, we’ll be just fine.
“Why is Papa mad?” he asks, turning around to look at Weston, who doesn’t know how to answer.
“He’s not mad,” Weston finally says. “Why don’t you go play in the living room?”
“Okay,” Jackson says and slides off Weston’s lap. He runs around to Archer. “Play trucks with me?”
“Uh,” Archer starts, knowing he’s in hot water with my family right now. But it’s not like he’s a bad person. We’re equally at fault here.
“Go play,” Mom says with a smile. “Consider it practice.”
Archer gets up, letting Jackson tug him along. I sit back in the chair, arms wrapped around myself. Logan moves into Archer’s spot and puts his hand on my shoulder. He’s always the one I go to first if I need advice or just someone to vent to.
“That’s going to be one smart kid,” he says with a grin. “With a computer genius and a doctor for parents.”
“If it’s a boy, I hope he gets our good looks,” Owen joins in.
I smile and look up. “As long as that’s all he gets from your set of genes.”
Logan leans back, giving me an encouraging nod.
“I have a video from the ultrasound,” I say, flicking my gaze to Mom’s. “You can see the heart beating and everything. I can show you if you want.”
Mom’s eyes light up. “Of course I want to see it.” She turns to Dad. “We want to see it,” she corrects.
Dad sighs and gets up to start clearing the table. Tears fill my eyes and I turn my head down.
“Hey,” Logan says, seeing a fat tear splash onto the table. “Don’t cry. He’ll come around.”
“See what that asshole did,” Dean mumbles to Kara. “He hurt her. Fucking no good piece of shit.”
“Archer didn’t hurt me,” I sniffle.
“You’re crying,” Dean goes on, extending his hand at me.
“Even I’m not that dense,” Owen quips. “Dad’s being an ass about this. And so are you.”
“Are you happy with what he did to her?”
“Stop,” I say, but my voice gets lost in a sob.
“Of course not,” Owen shoots back.
“It takes two,” Kara offers. “I think you are all being unfair to Archer.”
“Thank you,” I say, using my napkin to mop up my tears. “We both had an equal part in this, okay? So just stop. I’m already pregnant and hating me isn’t going to change anything.”
“Nobody hates you, hun,” Mom says.
“Dad does.” This time I know I’m overreacting.
“He doesn’t,” Mom presses.
Owen leans forward. “Dad knows we’re all fuck-ups, but he still thinks you’re little Miss Innocent Quinn. You basically crushed his hopes and dreams for the family, but he doesn’t hate you.”
I look up, giving Owen a glare. He cracks a smile and picks up his fork, digging into what’s left on his plate.
“Honey.” Mom gets up and comes around to me, shooing Logan from the chair. She takes my hands in hers and looks into my eyes. “We all love you. It’s a shock, and having a baby with someone you haven’t been with for a long time can be difficult. But I know you and I know Archer. You’re both responsible, mature adults and will be great parents. I mean, look at him.” She motions to Archer in the living room. He’s on the floor with Jackson, and whatever he’s saying to the kid is making him crack up.
“He’s a natural.”
My hand lands on my stomach without me even thinking about it. Archer is good with Jackson. He’s been excited about this baby since the beginning.
I can only hope we’re natural together too.
Chapter Twenty-SevenArcher“All things considered, that went as well as I thought it would.” I put my arm around Quinn and push off the ground, sending the glider back. It’s getting late, and everyone but Weston and Jackson have left already. Wes is working the night shift tonight, so Jackson is staying here with Quinn’s parents.Quinn rests her head on my shoulder and closes her eyes. She looks exhausted. Physically, I know she will be for the rest of the first trimester at least. Emotionally, she’s spent.And I still think she’s one of the fucking strongest people I know.“Yeah. Only my dad and Dean want to take you out back and cut off your testicles. But don’t worry, I won’t let that happen. I happen to like them. Well, more so what they’re attached to.”I laugh and press my lips against the top of Quinn’s head. “Thanks for looking out for my balls.” The sound of katydids and crickets echo through the yard, reverberating off the tall corn that surrounds us. The sounds of a countr
Chapter Twenty-EightQuinn“Can you tell?” I smooth my shirt over my stomach and turn to the side.“No.” Marissa shakes her head. “I know you and you’ve always been a skinny bitch, so I guess I’m able to pick up on that slight bump you claim is the baby, but to anyone else, you look like you ate a big meal.”“It’s weird,” I say, wrinkling my nose, and grab my shoes. I take off my heels and put on my running shoes, not caring how silly it looks with my dress pants and blouse. It’s Friday, and we’re leaving work for the week. “I’m almost looking forward to showing.”“Just don’t turn into Bethany.”I widen my eyes and shake my head, showing my horror. “If I do, slap me.” Bethany works with us and had her first baby last year. She made sure everyone knew everything about the pregnancy and complained nonstop about her symptoms. Though I can emphasize now, and after throwing up three times yesterday, I broke down and took an anti-nausea pill this morning.I still feel sick, but I haven’t pu
Chapter ThreeQuinnThe air leaves my lungs and I’m left standing there, watching Archer walk up ahead of me. What the hell? Did I say something wrong? One minute we were talking, feeling like the old friends we should be, and the next he’s acting like he can’t get away from me fast enough.It doesn’t matter. More importantly, it shouldn’t matter.He stops at the employee door, needing me to punch in a code to unlock it. I fold the scrubs over my arm, careful not to press them against my wet dress, and take a spot next to him to enter the code. He doesn’t look at me, doesn’t say a damn thing. The tension rolls off him in waves, and as nice as our chat was a minute ago, I cannot wait to get back into the bar and away from him.That’s how Archer Jones has been since the moment I met him. Closed off. Guarded. Letting the walls inch down just enough for me to get a glimpse of the man inside only to bring them up again.A little green light flashes after I punch in the four-digit code and
Cheat CodesBook One in the Dawson Family SeriesCopyright 2018 Emily GoodwinChapter OneQuinnI am a glutton for punishment. Ever since the tender age of fourteen, I knew there was something wrong with me. Because of all the boys in all the world I could go and have a crush on, I fall for him.My older brother’s college roommate. The mysterious boy with the troubled past who could have any girl he wants. The cute boy with the dark hair and deep brown eyes who’s as smart as he is cocky, who somehow managed to both get into med school and win over a lifetime friendship from sports-loving Dean, who only attended the same college because of a basketball scholarship.And those girls? I was never one of them. Not then, and I won’t be again now.I don’t expect to see him here tonight, but if he shows up, I won’t be surprised. Everyone is back in town for Dean’s engagement party, and it’s inevitable we all end up at Getaway, the bar owned by my twin brothers. My heel catches on the toe of m
Chapter TwoArcherBoobs.All I see are boobs. Large. Perky. Round. They’re in my face and I’m having a hard time straightening up to look at the waitress’s eyes. Alcohol drips off her perfect tits, rolling down onto the table and splashing into my lap.“Sorry,” the drunk asshole who bumped into her slurs, stumbling away. Dean, who’s on his way to being just as toasted as that guy, jumps up and takes the waitress by the arm and helps her straighten up. The guy had shoved her forward and she hit the table. In a desperate attempt to save the tray full of shots she brought it closer to her body which resulted in all ten shot glasses and one strawberry margarita sliding down the tray and crashing against her ample chest.I’ve never been jealous of an inanimate object before today. She’s leaning over, alcohol streaming down the tray. A shot glass hits the table and rolls, landing on my lap.“You all right?” Dean asks, brow furrowing. He looks through the crowd for the drunk guy who bumped
Chapter FourQuinnI pour myself a cup of coffee and sit at the kitchen table, phone in hand. Blinking, still too tired to focus on the bright screen of my phone, my finger hovers over the email icon. I have a handful of new emails, and while I can assume a few are junk, I know the others are from work.If I open it and see a problem, I won’t be able to stop thinking about it. And I already have enough on my mind.“Want some eggs, dear?” Mom turns, looking at me over her shoulder as she scrambles a skillet full of eggs.“You know the answer to that, Mom.” I open Facebook instead. The emails can wait. If something was terribly wrong, someone would have called me by now.“What about over easy?” she tries, knowing I detest eggs. “I can make you pancakes instead.”“You don’t have to, Mom, but thanks. I’ll stick to coffee for now.”“You got in late.” She raises her eyebrows and smiles. “Did you have fun at the bar last night?”“I spilled a tray of drinks on myself, but it was all right. Ar
Chapter FiveArcherMy phone rings, startling me awake. I rapidly blink, trying to get my eyes to focus. I’m disoriented, and it takes me a few seconds to realize where I am. It’s been so long since I’ve done anything but work, and on my days off I spend most of my time catching up on the sleep I’ve missed.I feel around on the nightstand for my phone, and have a minor panic attack when I see my mom’s name. Unless it’s my birthday, I always do. And even then, my anxiety goes up every time I see her name on the caller ID.Maybe today is the day the Narcan didn’t work.Maybe today is the day they found him a little too late.“Hello?” I answer, pushing myself up onto my elbows.“Hey, Archie.” Mom’s voice is calm, but that doesn’t mean much. “How’s my favorite doctor?”I let out a breath and realize it’s going on ten o’clock. She’s not waking me up early in the morning with terrible news.“Tired.”“Hang in there, you’re almost done.”“Yeah,” I say, though work wasn’t the reason I’m tired
Chapter SixQuinnI cannot believe I had feelings for that asshole.A mere few hours ago, at that. Am I stupid for reading too much into last night? We talked. We bonded. We felt like friends, and for once I thought Archer looked at me like I was more than just Dean’s little sister, who he puts up with solely out of loyalty to his friend.“Quinn!” Kara squeals, walking through the foyer with open arms. “Thank you again so much for helping today!”“Of course,” I tell her as she hugs me. “It was fun.”And it was, other than the ride home from the grocery store where Archer did his best to act like I wasn’t even there. I don’t get it.And they say women are complicated.“Everything looks great. The food smells amazing and those drinks are to die for!”“I had them at a party in Chicago once. They’re too complicated for me to make, but that’s why we invited Owen and Logan, right?”Kara laughs. She’s had one or two drinks already, I can tell. She was nervous for tonight she admitted while w
Chapter Twenty-EightQuinn“Can you tell?” I smooth my shirt over my stomach and turn to the side.“No.” Marissa shakes her head. “I know you and you’ve always been a skinny bitch, so I guess I’m able to pick up on that slight bump you claim is the baby, but to anyone else, you look like you ate a big meal.”“It’s weird,” I say, wrinkling my nose, and grab my shoes. I take off my heels and put on my running shoes, not caring how silly it looks with my dress pants and blouse. It’s Friday, and we’re leaving work for the week. “I’m almost looking forward to showing.”“Just don’t turn into Bethany.”I widen my eyes and shake my head, showing my horror. “If I do, slap me.” Bethany works with us and had her first baby last year. She made sure everyone knew everything about the pregnancy and complained nonstop about her symptoms. Though I can emphasize now, and after throwing up three times yesterday, I broke down and took an anti-nausea pill this morning.I still feel sick, but I haven’t pu
Chapter Twenty-SevenArcher“All things considered, that went as well as I thought it would.” I put my arm around Quinn and push off the ground, sending the glider back. It’s getting late, and everyone but Weston and Jackson have left already. Wes is working the night shift tonight, so Jackson is staying here with Quinn’s parents.Quinn rests her head on my shoulder and closes her eyes. She looks exhausted. Physically, I know she will be for the rest of the first trimester at least. Emotionally, she’s spent.And I still think she’s one of the fucking strongest people I know.“Yeah. Only my dad and Dean want to take you out back and cut off your testicles. But don’t worry, I won’t let that happen. I happen to like them. Well, more so what they’re attached to.”I laugh and press my lips against the top of Quinn’s head. “Thanks for looking out for my balls.” The sound of katydids and crickets echo through the yard, reverberating off the tall corn that surrounds us. The sounds of a countr
Chapter Twenty-SixQuinnThe air leaves my lungs, and if it weren’t for Archer’s arm around me, I might have fallen over. Mom’s eyebrows pinch together, and she tips her head looking at the images.“Where did you get—” Mom tips her head, eyeing the photos. The blood drains from my face, and I can’t open my mouth to form the words to warn Archer.“This has your name on it, Quinn,” she says quietly. And then it hits her. Her mouth opens, and she lets out a gasp. The ultrasound pictures fall to the table, and Dad picks them up.It doesn’t take him long to come to the same conclusion. He stands up so fast his chair scoots out from behind him and falls over.“You knocked up my daughter?”A hush falls over the room, and I swear even the dogs stopped sniffing around the table to look.“Quinn,” Mom starts, still looking confused. She picks up the chair and reaches up for Dad’s wrist, pulling him back down. “What…when…are you sure?”“Wait a minute,” Owen says, reaching across the table for the
Chapter Twenty-FiveQuinnI need a drink. A big one. With lots and lots of alcohol. I close my eyes in a long blink, praying I misheard Kara.“That’s less than a year away!” Mom exclaims. “Do you think you can get everything ready in time?”March isn’t that far away, she’s right. And there is a lot to do before then, and I’m not thinking about the wedding.“I think we can swing it,” Kara says. “I’ll have to get right to work, I know, and my mom’s already on it.” She looks back at Dean, smiling. “We don’t want anything fancy, anyway.”I bring my hand to my head, subconsciously rubbing the space between my jaw and my ear. It’s been hurting off and on since last weekend, and I knew I should have listened to Archer about a sinus infection lingering for longer than normal now that I’m pregnant.“Are you okay, hun?” Mom asks, and I flick my eyes up to her.“Oh, yeah. I think I have an ear infection, that’s all,” I blurt. I should have made something up, but I’ve never been a good liar and n
Chapter Twenty-FourArcherPanting, I roll to the side, flopping down onto the mattress. My heart is still racing, and sweat covers my brow. Quinn is breathing just as hard, and her bare breasts rise and fall as she gulps in air.I didn’t think it was possible to have better sex that we did the first time, but I feel confident to say we just topped it. Reaching for the water bottle on the nightstand, I take a drink and grab the sheet, pulling it up over us. We’re both hot and sweaty now, but with the ceiling fan going on high, we’ll cool off fast and I don’t want Quinn to get a chill. She’s still fighting a cold and has to be worn out after the marathon sex we just had.I know I am.“That was more than thirty minutes,” she says once she catches her breath and moves onto her side. I wrap her in my arms.“I’m not sorry about that.”“You’ve set a high standard for yourself,” she says with a coy smile.“I always aim to please, babe.”Quinn laughs and runs her fingers through my hair. “You
Chapter Twenty-ThreeQuinnI wake up in Archer’s arms, and for the first time since I found out I’m pregnant, everything feels like it’s going to be okay. He made me dinner last night, and went out and got me more Sour Patch Kids before we went to sleep.I carefully roll over, moving closer to him. It feels so good to have him next to me. Physically, his presence is comforting on its own. But having him here for everything else is almost enough to do me in.We jumped into a relationship and need to take things slow. He said he likes me but held off moving forward out of respect to Dean, but things are bigger than their friendship now. We have less than a week before we drop the bomb on my family, and I’m fairly sure all four of my brothers are going to have a few choice words for Archer.Early morning sun filters through the large windows. I forgot to close the blinds last night, and the light is shining right in on Archer. I reach over and take my phone from the nightstand. My blinds
Chapter Twenty-TwoArcherI missed a call from Quinn today, and I noticed it right before I went into surgery. I’ve never had a hard time clearing my head before, but today, as I wash my hands and have my surgical scrubs put on, it’s all I can think about. She hasn’t called me—ever. What if something is wrong? She didn’t leave a message, and she didn’t text either.I’m sure everything is fine with her and the baby. It has to be. As awful as I feel to admit it, there’s a small part of me that’s glad Quinn is pregnant. The timing couldn’t be worse. Dean is going to hate us both. He’ll forgive Quinn eventually, but the light he holds her in will forever be dimmed.But now that she’s pregnant, we’re talking, and we have a chance. And if anyone was to be the mother of my child, no one is better than Quinn.Sam puts the patient under and we get started. As soon as I make the first cut, I’m back in the game, and the surgical team and I make small talk as we go about treating the patient.An
Chapter Twenty-OneQuinnThe door shuts behind me and I turn around, prepared to tell Archer this is silly. But the second I see the look in his eyes, all the air is sucked out of my lungs.“Quinn,” he pants, voice heavy with desire. A shiver runs down my spine and his hands land on either side of my waist. “Are you sure you want this?”Parting my lips, I hook my arms around his neck. “Yes,” I breathe, telling the honest truth. I do want Archer, and I’m not just talking about sex.I want him to be with me during this pregnancy.I want him there when I give birth.I want him to raise this child with me.I want us. Together.He wastes no time in kissing me, and I slide my hands down his chest, going right to his belt. His hands go around my back and unhooks my bra.And then the door opens.“Motherfucker,” I blurt as Archer and I untangle. The dogs run in ahead of my parents, with Rufus at the rear, limping.“You should really consider going in and having a specialist look at it,” Archer
Chapter TwentyArcherThe bathroom door closes, and I’m still standing there, looking at the white paint until my vision goes blurry. After I reassured her everything will be okay, she smiled and said she was going to take a shower. But I can’t move. Hell, I can hardly breathe.Quinn is pregnant with my baby.I’m trying to let it sink in, but my defenses are up and I can’t think past the fact she’s been feeling sick and it’s partly my fault. Or all my fault? I know it took both of us to create the baby, and it’s not like Quinn wasn’t willing. But…fuck. How could I let this happen?I’m a doctor. I know how the body works. And yet I had sex three times with Quinn within twenty-four hours and only used a condom once. Though it’s not like I brought any with me Friday night. I didn’t expect to hook up with anyone, and when it finally happened with Quinn, I wasn’t thinking straight.Rufus tips his head, listening to Mr. And Mrs. Dawson move around the kitchen. Knowing it’s time for breakfas