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A Journey Has Ended
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2024-10-29 19:42:56…Tyler POV...
Over the past few weeks, I have learned a lot about myself. I thought that being a Sheriff means that you are the strongest man that there can be. Yet, learning about hope and faith, having the will to see that there is always going to be a tomorrow, is a far greater strength than what a man in uniform can bring.
This has by far been the greatest learning experience for me, and even though we might have come through it this far, it does not mean that the battle is not over. I think that only now the true healing will begin. And that I can with almost all certainty say as I am now staring Jenna in eyes that are very much wide open.
And as she nearly leaps in my arms, the flood of emotions, the fear of losing her comes flooding like a raging river from eyes that have grown far puffier than they should be.
With only but a gentle squeeze of my hand instead, she softly whispers to me, “It is good you finally joining us.”
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