Lillian's POVI can taste the liquor in his mouth.I should pushed him away.This is wrong. He is drunk and he has no idea what he is doing. I shouldn't take advantage of him.I should push him...but I did the opposite.I responded to the intensity of his kisses. His hands start to wander around my body."Marcus." I moaned his name when his hand started rubbing my sensitive part. "T-This is wrong," I uttered.Marcus stopped what he was doing and stared at my face intently.I thought he would stop there but he touched me again. "Don't you want this Lillian?" he asked breathily not breaking off the eye contact."Marcus...please," It was meant to be a plea not for him to continue but for to him stop whatever he is doing but it turned into a moan.I saw lust in his eyes and I know it reflects mine. I could feel my heart beat faster than usual when I felt his finger inside me."Just say you want me back Lillian...and I'll willingly risk everything again...take me back please," He sound
Marcus's POVI saw how her gaze shifted to the ring on Alice's finger.She stared at it for quite some time and when she turned her head at me I saw pain cross her eyes but she hid it by smiling."Congratulations," she said.I felt my chest tightened while looking at her.She must have felt betrayed.After confessing what I truly felt about her last night here I am engaged to Alice.I don't know what's happening to me but I want to explain my side and tell her what happened last night.~Flashback~I drive at full speed filled with rage and pain.Why I am still stuck on her?I should hate her but the more I force myself to hate Lillian the more I am being drawn to her.For five years I tried convincing myself that Lillian didn't love me at all and I should forget her but those fucking five years vanished in thin air when I saw her again.I harshly wiped the tears that fell from my eyes before stepping out of my car.I walked towards my unit and the moment I opened the door I saw Alice
Lillian's POVLosing my daughter is my biggest fear.That will be my death."Mommy where are we going?" Amari curiously asked while watching me pack our things.I stopped what I was doing and looked at her. She looked confused so I smiled at her and gently caressed her face. "Somewhere far Amari,"Her forehead creased and became even more confused. "How about Daddy?" I saw sadness cross her face when she remembered her father. I don't want to do this either but I have to.I know Marcus can easily get Amari's custody because he has money and power. I can't compete with him."I'm sorry my love," Carrying a bag filled with clothes and a small amount of money I stepped out of the room with Amari, ready to leave.But upon opening the main door of our apartment I saw Marcus standing outside.His gaze lingered on me and Amari then shifted to the bag I was carrying."You're leaving?" his voice broke upon asking that question. I looked away. I can't look at him especially when he looks at m
Marcus's POVI turned my head and there I saw Lillian leaning against the door while watching us.When our eyes met she immediately wiped something on her face and smiled at me."Dinner's ready," she said.I nod my head and turn to Alice and Amari who are still occupied in playing. "Let's go, dinner's ready," I said.I carried Amari in my arms while Alice snaked her arms into mine like she always does.When we reached the door I saw Lillian's face. She's smiling but she can't hide the sadness in her eyes."I'll carry Amari," She tried taking Amari from me but I didn't let her. "It's fine, I'll carry her,"She let out a deep breath and nodded her head.She leads the way towards the kitchen.I watched her as she prepared the table.I was about to stand up to help her when Alice held my hand. "I'll help her," she said standing up and started helping Lillian.After that, we settled on the dining table.Lillian is sitting beside Amari, across from me and Alice."I'm not a good cook. I'm n
Lillian's POVI felt his warm hands wander my body.My mind tells me to push him but my body reacts differently.I gave in to his kisses.I gave in to his touches."Marcus," I moaned when he touched me down there.When his calloused palm rubbed against my sensitive part I grabbed his hair and held it tightly as if my life depended on it."Marcus please," I begged when he inserted his finger on mine."You want this Lillian?"His warm breath touches my neck and it adds to the heat I am feeling."Please Marcus...," I pleaded while catching my breath.His movement became faster. I felt something inside me was about to explode.Few more thrusts of his finger inside I felt a hot liquid gushing from my legs."Shit," I cursed as my head fell on the pillow.I watched him as he licked the liquid on his finger. "You taste sweet," he said looking at me directly in the eyes.This is wrong but I felt happy.I felt alive once again.Marcus gently caressed my face and when I felt his warm hand I rest
Lillian's POVI can feel my hands getting cold as I look at Alice.She smiled at me but I couldn't smile back.I fell silent because guilt washed over me."Mommy I'm done!" Our silence broke off when Amari stepped out of the bathroom."Hi Mommy Alice," she happily called Alice.Alice smiled at Amari then opened her arms widely asking for a hug.Amari ran towards Alice and hugged her tightly.I just stood there and watched them being sweet to each other."I brought you something," Alice happily uttered while looking at Amari.I saw how my daughter's eyes glistened with happiness. She looks happy and excited."What is it Mommy Alice?" she politely asked.Alice stood up and then held Amari's hand as she guided my daughter towards the bed.When Amari's eyes landed on the paper bag she looked at Alice with a huge smile plastered on her face. "Is that for me?" Alice chuckled and then nodded her head."Yeah those are for you," she said.Amari excitedly climbed to our bed. I watched her as
Lillian's POVHe tried to hold me but I took a step back.I saw how pain crossed his eyes when I avoided his touch.He clenched his jaw and balled his fist."Who harassed you?" he asked his voice filled with rage.I didn't respond but Mrs. Jones's shout became his answer."Someone help me! Call the police!" she shouted.After a while the man that sexually harassed me stepped out of the coffee shop but before he could even run away Marcus chased him and pinned him on the floor."Do you want to stay?" Lucas asked getting all my attention.I turned my head on him and shook my head. "I want to leave," I said.Lucas opened the door for me and held me as I stepped inside the car.Before he could even shut the door I saw Marcus's gaze directed at me.Lucas's car is tinted so I freely look at him without his knowing.His gaze lingered even when we had already driven off.When I could no longer see Marcus I shifted my gaze in front.I fixated my eyes on the road not saying anything.I can feel
Lillian's POVI want to disappear.I want to run away...somewhere far from here.I want to escape this place because the way they look at me is killing me inside.They hate me."Alice, are you okay?" The guilt that I was feeling doubled when I saw Alice lose consciousness.Did I slap her that hard for her to pass out?"Mommy Alice!" Amari shouted filled with worry when Alice fell into Marcus' arms.I just stood there frozen as I watched Marcus carry Alice in his arms.Amari ran after him and I should stop her but I just stood there frozen in place."Goddamnit Lillian! Take Amari!" Marcus' shout pulled me back to my senses.I immediately held Amari even though she was pushing me away.I held her even tighter and carried her towards our room."I hate you, Mommy! I hate you!" she keeps on shouting.I made her sit on the bed and kneel in front of her making our eyes level.She was crying and I felt my chest tighten as I watched her cry."I'm sorry," I held her small hands and looked at