His shock reaction was short-lived. The emotion in his face is void again, his eyes looking guarded. Like before, i couldn't seem to read him anymore. "Tell me what's going on, Lorcan." I demanded. He remained standing before me, i was trying my best to level his gaze. "You forgot to talk using your tongue again?" I questioned him in sarcasm. His jaw clenched, as if he was controlling himself. It made me want to trigger him more. "What's the meaning of that, huh? Speak, Amadeus!" I pushed his shoulder, he didn't even flinch."I don't know what you're talking about." His voice is controlled. My mouth parted as i looked at him unbelievably."Can you please..." I breathed out, trying to calm myself but failed miserably. "Can you please stop making me stupid here? Just stop because i'm so done with all these craps! I'm tired of being clueless! I just want an explanation! Is it that hard to give?" I burst out.He didn't make a response, he just... looked away and swallowed hard. At least
"Fvck you to the core!" I shouted and forcefully grabbed her amber hair.It feels very satisfying, clutching those strands all around my hands, pulling them by my strength, exerting all my frustrations and hatred. Her cigar fell on the ground. She started screaming while struggling to avoid my attacks but it was too late, i'm not planning on letting go of her hair without ruining the whole of it."Oh damn! Stop it, woman!" I felt Atticus' arms snaking around my waist, trying to pull me away from the lady but i'm too determined to hurt her, too invested to make her feel the glowing rage in me."You're the only elder who doesn't deserve any bits of respect in the world. Always remember that, biatch!" I pulled her hair more. "Argh! Let me go! You're gonna... you're so gonna regret this!" She whimpered angrily while trying to pull my hair, too.Atticus kept on pulling my body, i accidentally kicked his left leg, he groaned. Seconds later, securities came over to interfere. My hair is in
"Who's Kaden?" I heard Atticus ask."My dickhead brother." I answered absentmindedly. I don't understand. Why would he bring a random girl with him and not my friend? I thought they were on the dating stage already and that they were really having a good time in getting to know each other.What happened when i was gone? It's not like it's been months since I disappeared. The wedding just happened a few days ago and they were still sweet as sugar that time. He even french-kissed Sydney while she was picking her gown. So what's happening now?"What's on your ugly small head?" It was a very insulting choice of question from the brute beside me.I obviously glared at him. "Just about my brother. I'm confused. Why would he bring another woman to a freaking hotel when he already has my friend? I mean, my friend is a hottie and last time I checked, they're dating!" A crease slowly formed in my forehead."Maybe he just wants to explore." He shrugged like it's a normal thing for men to act t
Today is the day where i'm about to meet my best girl again, and i couldn't explain the excitement circulating within me. To make it more obvious, i wore my favorite backless baby blue dress whenever we're hanging out and the step in that she presented to me as a gift in my previous birthday. "Edith, if ever Lorcan comes back home..." I trailed off the seconds i saw hesitance in her look."O-of course, Miss! I will definitely tell him that you're finally back." She said in a cheering tone. My lips crafted a small smile."Tell him i'm just meeting my friend and i'll be right back before late afternoon." I told her and gave her shoulder a pat."Noted, Miss." She nodded, smiling.As soon as I was out of the gates, i decided to just rent a cab on my way to the nearest coffee shop where Syd settled our meet-up. God, i really miss Trixy but i still can't get her back because of Lorcan's provided rules and regulations. He doesn't want me to drive simply because he thinks my driving skills a
It was such a blurry momentum of my life where i didn't get to see a clearer version of his handsome face that was close to mine. His body, on top of mine, his chest which is sculpted in perfection sweating, neck reddening, jaw clenching. A very hot and tempting view. The way he slams his body into mine, so rough and claiming that i almost forgot my name in too much ecstasy he was making me feel.I swear, that single night was the best among the nights of my life. Despite the unexpectedness of everything, i still wouldn't regret that it happened and if the universe will give me a chance to rewind that scene, i will definitely still choose him as the man who took my first. It's him or no one. Always."Look who we have here." My thoughts quickly drifted away as soon as a familiar red haired girl stopped in front of us. And by the way, she's showing us her signature smirk. That one was really my pet peeve there."Michelle Andersson." Sydney spoke her name, making her smirks grow wider.
Kaden found me! And he's like a raging beast ready to devour anyone. They exchanged punches, kicks and whacks. The lights went back but the mess still never stopped. It only got worse, party people were desperate enough to get to the exit. Lorcan's men are still fighting with the troublemakers, too. "You're a dead meat!""Kaden, watch out!" My breath hitched as i shouted that. The mad man got his gun back and he's pulling the trigger on my brother!"No!" It happened too fast, Sydney appeared with a whiskey bottle on her hand, she hit it on the man's head. "Gosh! I feel completely sober!" Her eyes moved to me and then, to Kaden who was staring intently at her."Syddy, i thought i was going to lose you!" I forced myself to get up and hugged her. She hugged me back tightly. "Don't you ever do that again, to leave on my watch!" I sobbed on her shoulder."Sorry for making you worried, Tash..." God, I'm so glad she's safe!I faced her afterwards but seconds later, her eyes widened and she
Do you know what makes it more heartbreaking? Seeing his dull eyes, realizing how indifferent it looks to me. So blank. So unfamiliar.I feel betrayed. I feel played. I feel like i'm the most foolish person in the world. He made me become one."What the fuck, Lorcan." Now, his name rolled out my tongue like a venomous acid.I can't even see some guilt on his face. Like he's already expecting this, like he doesn't care about what I would feel. He doesn't give any single fuck, at all."Tell me you're just being drugged." I said in a firm tone. His blank eyes stared into mine."I'm not." It broke me more. How can he even say that without batting an eye? Another batch of tears started falling from my eyes. My knees are about to wobble, this is hilarious. I turned to Violet, she has a victorious smirk on her lips while looking at me, mockingly. Holding the white blanket, covering her body, she looks satisfied. Fuck."H-how can you do this to me? You hate this woman, right?! You loathe he
"Tash, we need to go now."Leaving the place i used to call home is something i never prepared for. It hurts me, knowing i need to leave everything behind. I'm leaving Edith. I told her I would come back but then, i couldn't even bid her goodbye. I feel terrible. I'm such a bitch."I'm counting on you..." I said to Kaden who was holding our baggage to the van."Don't ask for any news from here and just focus on your baby." He reminded me like a dad."Yeah, i will." I made a small smile. Syd clung to me like a koala."I will stay by her side 24/7. Get that!" She rolled my eyes at my brother.His men began taking our remaining things to the van before everything was settled. It's time to go. Syd stepped inside first, i was about to go next to her but Kaden called me. To my surprise, his arms embraced my body and it was warm. He feels genuine. This is the first time he hugged me after all the bickering and hate towards each other."Take care. You need to come back stronger. Braver, Atas