The pain at my chest was still lingered. I feel sad until this very moment.Even though I love him very much. Not knowing that my heart is blooding because of what he made to me. Everything still hurts me."Look! Smile at least once! It's not your job to be sad. You don't deserve it, okay."My eyes widened as I looked into Ann's eyes. She is gorgeous now. She is very well dressed.Actually, the dress she is wearing is horrifying beautiful. She looks such a sophisticated woman in the world, dazzling.Yes it is. I have my dress too. I want Annie to go with to the party. Since she is my personal assistant. We have to attend at Vontrell company event. As said by Mr. Lim. The Director of the Vontrell company. We need to have an event for the unity of the Vontrell company. To continue our association as ones.So Ann and I are here. We will attend to the party. I know by now all the members of the company are ready for the event."Let's go Ann. We have to go. I know they're waiting us ther
My knees are shaking terribly. I took a few steps back from walking. I'm frightened. My heart beat ran faster inside my chest.A man still coughing up? I can't see his face clearly because it's almost dark in his direction.I felt alarmed as I hold my handbag, fear and trepidation are mixed in my heart beat.The man coughing harder. I kept looking in his direction but I'm so scared.My eyes widened as he stood up and staggered towards me.I took a few steps back nervously. My knees were shaking with fear."L...Lacas?" I almost uttered when I saw his face.I hurried just to help him. Lucas still staggering from his walking.Lucas almost buried his face in my chest when he slided down in front of me. When I caught him he fell down into my arms.Shit! I smell his breath with alcohol. My eyes even widened when his gentle face met mine.He nearly kissed my lips. Just one inch gave space before our lips met."Lucas! You're drunk! You... You have to go home. I'll take you right away." I says
Smiles appears on my my lips gladly when I woke up. Another one night stand with Mr. Lucas. A billionaire man. It was a dream for me to have another night with him. My beloved dream husband is now I slept in his arms again.I carefully stood up and I pick up my clothes where scattered on the floor. I can't imagine how this night memorable with him. After I fix myself as pretty as I am. I turned my eyes to him. He was sleeping like a child now. I'm falling in love with this billionaire man.I carefully watched his perfect eyes, jawline. His soft kissable lips, white skin, even his dark eyebrows. He's almost perfect.My eyes widened when he woke up. His eyes also widened when he saw me. He can't believe that I'm exist in his front, fresh and alive?"What the... Shit! I hate your fucking face. What did you do? I hate you!" he curse, widened his eyes I pulled the blanket to cover my face. Lucas hurriedly stood up in front of me in confuse. He was naked."What are you doing here? I hate
"No!" I almost whispered as my feet kept stepping backwards. My knees are weakened with fear."Please! I'm begging you! Have mercy on me!" my tone almost melting.My heart thuds so loud inside my chest. I felt a few tears drops down from the corner of my eyes. My lips are dried with so much fear.Lucas kept walking towards me. I saw him take off his belt from his waist. I shook my head terribly.His lips curved as anger flared in his eyes. After he took off his belt he wrapped it in his knuckles.I know Lucas make me suffer. He was going to torture me with the belt he was holding.As I stepping backwards. My back hits into the wall. I almost fell down on the floor. I want to escape from him but there's no way I can seek.No!My tears kept streaming down into my face terribly. Lucas looking at my direction deadly. I know he will torture me merciless.I knelt in front of him and screams out. My legs were shaking with fear. I crawled towards him like a poor creature. I wrapped my hands
Tears easily fall down from my little eyes. I don't know if I did a right thing? I don't know if I'm ready for this matter?Annie looked at me worriedly. My best friend was so sad because of my expression. I saw the sadness in his eyes.She couldn't believe the pregnancy test I gave to her now. Her eyes widened in surprise. I want to tell her the truth."Is... Is this true? Are you pregnant?" her eyes even widened as she asked me.I know she can't believe that I'm pregnant now. I know everything was a surprise to my best friend."Ann! Hmm... I'm sorry but I'm pregnant! I don't know if this is right? I don't know how to explain everything? I'm so scared!"Nervous and fear are mixed in my heartbeat. This all my fault. I have blame myself.I looked away from Ann. I felt everything was messed and lonely. I was confused. A child was formed in my womb now. I'm bearing a child. I don't know what to do?"Who is the father of this child? Don't say its was Lucas. Don't say there's something hap
I gently wiped my tears that streaming down from my poor eyes. I want to be more brave on these seconds.It's okay to cry, to feel sad. But I thought everything is over. This is the right time for me to tell him the truth. Lucas needs to know that I am pregnant and he is the father of this child. I closed the door when I entered in his office. Since I came to the company to talk to him."Why didn't you use your fucking hands to knock the door Iris? You disturbed me, huh?" Lucas put the papers he was holding on top of his desk. He let out a deep breath and stood up.He was stressed when he saw my face.He put his hands inside his pocket and faced the window.For a few seconds that he became speechless and coldest. I heard that he was letting out a heavy breath again."Why are you here? What do you need Iris? What the bad winds brought you here?" he is trying to be calm out of frustration.This is the feeling that I'm scared again because of what he says. Can't he talk to me sensibly
I never beg and cry for you Lucas if I don't deserve your love. I am ready to do everything to make you mine.I feel you still so in love me Lucas. You let me hug you because you still have feelings for me. Your heart still beats for me. I know you're not numb Lucas! I know you have a heart and feelings for me. I know you're doing this because you're just hurting.My tears kept falling. I just hugged him the way I wanted. I don't want to let him go. I would rather hug him than to push him away.I felt Lucas holds my hand in front of his abdomen. He suddenly cut out my hands that was wrapped around his waist.My head bowed down in front of him, my tears seemed froze for just a second. I don't care if I'm desperate in his eyes. it's really stupid but I love you Lucas!I can't fake my feelings. My heart is only beats for you.Before I chin up. Lucas was already facing me. He was watching me as cold as an ice.Tears just fall down from my little eyes. I can't stop it from falling. It fal
My eyes watered with full of tears. I can't holds back the tears that abruptly escaped from my little eyes, so painful.My knees are shaking terribly from the pain I feel. My heart thuds in every beat with pain, catching my breath away.I wished that Lucas will love me back but he can't do it for me. His heart never fall in love with me again. It was so difficult to admit.My love still for him. A love that is honest and kind. That's what I want to make him feel over and over again. But why can't he love me like before? Such the moments when he hugs me as he did as the same? The moments he consoles my feelings when I was felt lonely.I remember back then. When we loved each other full of smiles and happiness. When the time stand still for us.That's the perfect love I'm looking for you Lucas! The love that you promised until the very end! A promise full of love, hope and glimpses.Every smile from yesterday has not faded in my heart. Your hugs that warm my coldest moments! That's wha