Chapter 21

My eyes watered with full of tears. I can't holds back the tears that abruptly escaped from my little eyes, so painful.

My knees are shaking terribly from the pain I feel. My heart thuds in every beat with pain, catching my breath away.

I wished that Lucas will love me back but he can't do it for me. His heart never fall in love with me again. It was so difficult to admit.

My love still for him. A love that is honest and kind. That's what I want to make him feel over and over again.

But why can't he love me like before? Such the moments when he hugs me as he did as the same? The moments he consoles my feelings when I was felt lonely.

I remember back then. When we loved each other full of smiles and happiness. When the time stand still for us.

That's the perfect love I'm looking for you Lucas! The love that you promised until the very end! A promise full of love, hope and glimpses.

Every smile from yesterday has not faded in my heart. Your hugs that warm my coldest moments! That's wha