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Chapter 26

Author: Bon_Racel
last update Last Updated: 2024-07-24 13:35:02

My heart throbs painfully in my chest. I can't breathe so easily. My sight darken in vision.

The man I love faithfully will never feel the same way as the way I love him. My heart tighten in pain, catching my own breathe.

I always wanted to see you just to fix everything. I don't care if I'm so desperate to do this thing all over again. I need to do this for the sake of our baby.

I can't handled all of this without you in my side. I really need you for the sake our our baby.

I'm afraid but my love for you Lucas is still here, never change at all time and never forsake you.

I can't run away from you Lucas. You is what my heart is looking for. I can't live without you in this world.

My heart yearns to be with you again. Build on what we started. Let's continue our dreams left behind.

I can't help myself but shed with tears when I remember you Lucas. Those moments full of cheerfulness.

I want us to go back to all the places we've been through. It's very amusing.

Your hugs I can't l
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