My eyes watered with full of tears. I can't holds back the tears that abruptly escaped from my little eyes, so painful.My knees are shaking terribly from the pain I feel. My heart thuds in every beat with pain, catching my breath away.I wished that Lucas will love me back but he can't do it for me. His heart never fall in love with me again. It was so difficult to admit.My love still for him. A love that is honest and kind. That's what I want to make him feel over and over again. But why can't he love me like before? Such the moments when he hugs me as he did as the same? The moments he consoles my feelings when I was felt lonely.I remember back then. When we loved each other full of smiles and happiness. When the time stand still for us.That's the perfect love I'm looking for you Lucas! The love that you promised until the very end! A promise full of love, hope and glimpses.Every smile from yesterday has not faded in my heart. Your hugs that warm my coldest moments! That's wha
I gently rubbed my tears away that easily fell down into my poor face. I can't imagine that I found myself crying again for him.It's really sad! You always hurts me Lucas in every single day. I need your hugs right now but you're not here beside me.I can't let you go Lucas even you're the reason of my heartache. I can't hate you anymore even you're the caused of my sorrows.In every second hour I was looking for your gentle love. Every single day I was lonely without you in my side Lucas.Your love is my happiness. The moments we shared together is always flashing back on my mind.I thought I'm so obsessed with your hugs, with your kiss, with your smiles. I gave myself easily every time your lips touched mine.I remember how crazy you are when you kissed me. I can't escape from your arms when you touched me.I gently rubbed my face as my tears fall down. It's really painful. I feel so sad. It's like killing my heart of this kind of pain.It's hurts! It's really hurts! I can't but I
I'm begging such a poor creature for him just to let me go. I'm begging for his mercy.So far, tears kept escaping my eyes terribly. Maybe I deserve this kind of pain because I love him.I can't hate you Lucas because I badly falling in love with him all the time. It's hurts but I have to accept it all."L-Lucas! It's hurts! Let me go!"Lucas's eyes were filled with anger. He wants to vanish me from his sights."I'm asking you if you have aborted the child Iris? You will hurt if you don't answer me!"His lips curved in anger. His jaw clenched in annoyed. He almost killed me.He holds my arms harshly. I'm hurting even more by what he is doing."L-Lucas! Hmm... I can't do it! I'm sorry but I can't abort the baby! Forgive me please!"Tears are just falling down my cheeks. I just looked up at him. Someone like me is begging for him like a poor creature Lucas abruptly grabbed my hair up. I almost died in pain. I can't breath. He couldn't stops torturing me. He hates me even more."Ahh! It
I can't stop the tears that falling down from the corner of my eyes. I can't stop it from falling apart.It was so painful that when I feel the man I love can hurt me on this way. I feel like I'm being choked by my own feelings."Lucas, have mercy on me! I'm pregnant. I can't abort this child. I'm not a murderer. I'm not as bad as you think Lucas."Lucas abruptly let off my hair. He ruthlessly choked me at my neck with his arm. I grabbed his arms to make him restrained from choking me.Tears were just dropping down my cheeks persistently. My heart hammering of pain. But Lucas doesn't feel that way. Foolishly, my lips trembled down with fear. My heart was thuds hardly, catching my own breath."You will do what I want Iris. You will abort the child whether you like it or not. Do you understand me?" Lucas yelled at me with a monster roars.He was so frustrated. All he want is to abort this baby. He's so ruthless to order it. His eyes stares at me like a monster, so dreadful.He let out
I'm just crying until now. I'm feeling restless because of my worse situation. Tears were just falling down my cheeks persistently.I can't escape from the sadness that my heart's feels. My shoulders feel so heavy right now.I want to scream out and release all the pain in my inside my chest. I want to escape in the midst of suffering. It's really disgusting.Is this all the returns of my love? Is this how I should feel?Sadly, I feel the pain deepen my chest. I want to vanish and disappear in this world. I want to die.My vision got blurry. I don't know what's going on? All I know is that I'm crying and feel the paincand dying inside.Lucas can't love me back! He could not accept the fact that I'm pregnant and he's the father of this child. It's really hurts!Is he totally forgotten the memories we made at night? Is his heart closed for my love?Do I have no chance to love him? Has the cupid's arrow broken for our hearts?Lucas! Don't let your love grow cold! Let me mild your heart w
My heart throbs painfully in my chest. I can't breathe so easily. My sight darken in vision. The man I love faithfully will never feel the same way as the way I love him. My heart tighten in pain, catching my own breathe.I always wanted to see you just to fix everything. I don't care if I'm so desperate to do this thing all over again. I need to do this for the sake of our baby.I can't handled all of this without you in my side. I really need you for the sake our our baby. I'm afraid but my love for you Lucas is still here, never change at all time and never forsake you. I can't run away from you Lucas. You is what my heart is looking for. I can't live without you in this world. My heart yearns to be with you again. Build on what we started. Let's continue our dreams left behind.I can't help myself but shed with tears when I remember you Lucas. Those moments full of cheerfulness. I want us to go back to all the places we've been through. It's very amusing. Your hugs I can't l
I dreadfully rubbed my tears that kept falling down from my small eyes. I just cry all the time.My heart is bleeding a lot because of what Lucas did. He didn't even think about me before he did the sure thing.I burst into tears and turns around, I can't face him. My heart throbs painfully.He really toyed me! He made me fool. He took everything from me after all.It hurts! I can't accept it to myself. It's like my heart was cut off because of what Lucas did."Iris! I'm sorry! I didn't mean to hurt you. I was just carried away by my emotions. But nothing happened to me and Clara." Tears just streamed down my face. My legs were shaking because of what you did Lucas. I gave everything to you! I never failed to love you! I did everything. But why is that? You played with me while I'm loving you? Definitely, you never failed to hurt me. After all, I'm here, I still loving you! Am I missing something? Am I not enough? Am I unacceptable? Am I not worth it? Damn! My tears just kept fal
It's been all along when my tears falling as heavy as rain pours. I can't hold it back from falling apart.I'm having difficulty in breathing because of the so much pain in my chest. My heart hurting so much. I feel so heavy as my shoulders drops down.Sadly, I was very attached to you Lucas. I love you so much more than for who I am! I can't push you away from me.I can't stay away from you Lucas. My heart beats only for you and you are still the one in my heart. I can't throw away my feelings for you.It hurts! Crying foolishly. But I'm still looking for your love Lucas, hoping everything can get back.You are my man and only. You are my everything. I always kept pushing myself to you even you're so ruthless to me. But I don't care. I'm just here for you Lucas.I dreadfully scream into tears. My tears kept sheds. It hurts when the chest pain throbs.I'm suffering at all along because of what you did. Not knowing my tears streamed down my face again."Iris please forgive me. I'm here