Smiles appears on my my lips gladly when I woke up. Another one night stand with Mr. Lucas. A billionaire man. It was a dream for me to have another night with him. My beloved dream husband is now I slept in his arms again.I carefully stood up and I pick up my clothes where scattered on the floor. I can't imagine how this night memorable with him. After I fix myself as pretty as I am. I turned my eyes to him. He was sleeping like a child now. I'm falling in love with this billionaire man.I carefully watched his perfect eyes, jawline. His soft kissable lips, white skin, even his dark eyebrows. He's almost perfect.My eyes widened when he woke up. His eyes also widened when he saw me. He can't believe that I'm exist in his front, fresh and alive?"What the... Shit! I hate your fucking face. What did you do? I hate you!" he curse, widened his eyes I pulled the blanket to cover my face. Lucas hurriedly stood up in front of me in confuse. He was naked."What are you doing here? I hate
"No!" I almost whispered as my feet kept stepping backwards. My knees are weakened with fear."Please! I'm begging you! Have mercy on me!" my tone almost melting.My heart thuds so loud inside my chest. I felt a few tears drops down from the corner of my eyes. My lips are dried with so much fear.Lucas kept walking towards me. I saw him take off his belt from his waist. I shook my head terribly.His lips curved as anger flared in his eyes. After he took off his belt he wrapped it in his knuckles.I know Lucas make me suffer. He was going to torture me with the belt he was holding.As I stepping backwards. My back hits into the wall. I almost fell down on the floor. I want to escape from him but there's no way I can seek.No!My tears kept streaming down into my face terribly. Lucas looking at my direction deadly. I know he will torture me merciless.I knelt in front of him and screams out. My legs were shaking with fear. I crawled towards him like a poor creature. I wrapped my hands
Tears easily fall down from my little eyes. I don't know if I did a right thing? I don't know if I'm ready for this matter?Annie looked at me worriedly. My best friend was so sad because of my expression. I saw the sadness in his eyes.She couldn't believe the pregnancy test I gave to her now. Her eyes widened in surprise. I want to tell her the truth."Is... Is this true? Are you pregnant?" her eyes even widened as she asked me.I know she can't believe that I'm pregnant now. I know everything was a surprise to my best friend."Ann! Hmm... I'm sorry but I'm pregnant! I don't know if this is right? I don't know how to explain everything? I'm so scared!"Nervous and fear are mixed in my heartbeat. This all my fault. I have blame myself.I looked away from Ann. I felt everything was messed and lonely. I was confused. A child was formed in my womb now. I'm bearing a child. I don't know what to do?"Who is the father of this child? Don't say its was Lucas. Don't say there's something hap
I gently wiped my tears that streaming down from my poor eyes. I want to be more brave on these seconds.It's okay to cry, to feel sad. But I thought everything is over. This is the right time for me to tell him the truth. Lucas needs to know that I am pregnant and he is the father of this child. I closed the door when I entered in his office. Since I came to the company to talk to him."Why didn't you use your fucking hands to knock the door Iris? You disturbed me, huh?" Lucas put the papers he was holding on top of his desk. He let out a deep breath and stood up.He was stressed when he saw my face.He put his hands inside his pocket and faced the window.For a few seconds that he became speechless and coldest. I heard that he was letting out a heavy breath again."Why are you here? What do you need Iris? What the bad winds brought you here?" he is trying to be calm out of frustration.This is the feeling that I'm scared again because of what he says. Can't he talk to me sensibly
I never beg and cry for you Lucas if I don't deserve your love. I am ready to do everything to make you mine.I feel you still so in love me Lucas. You let me hug you because you still have feelings for me. Your heart still beats for me. I know you're not numb Lucas! I know you have a heart and feelings for me. I know you're doing this because you're just hurting.My tears kept falling. I just hugged him the way I wanted. I don't want to let him go. I would rather hug him than to push him away.I felt Lucas holds my hand in front of his abdomen. He suddenly cut out my hands that was wrapped around his waist.My head bowed down in front of him, my tears seemed froze for just a second. I don't care if I'm desperate in his eyes. it's really stupid but I love you Lucas!I can't fake my feelings. My heart is only beats for you.Before I chin up. Lucas was already facing me. He was watching me as cold as an ice.Tears just fall down from my little eyes. I can't stop it from falling. It fal
My eyes watered with full of tears. I can't holds back the tears that abruptly escaped from my little eyes, so painful.My knees are shaking terribly from the pain I feel. My heart thuds in every beat with pain, catching my breath away.I wished that Lucas will love me back but he can't do it for me. His heart never fall in love with me again. It was so difficult to admit.My love still for him. A love that is honest and kind. That's what I want to make him feel over and over again. But why can't he love me like before? Such the moments when he hugs me as he did as the same? The moments he consoles my feelings when I was felt lonely.I remember back then. When we loved each other full of smiles and happiness. When the time stand still for us.That's the perfect love I'm looking for you Lucas! The love that you promised until the very end! A promise full of love, hope and glimpses.Every smile from yesterday has not faded in my heart. Your hugs that warm my coldest moments! That's wha
I gently rubbed my tears away that easily fell down into my poor face. I can't imagine that I found myself crying again for him.It's really sad! You always hurts me Lucas in every single day. I need your hugs right now but you're not here beside me.I can't let you go Lucas even you're the reason of my heartache. I can't hate you anymore even you're the caused of my sorrows.In every second hour I was looking for your gentle love. Every single day I was lonely without you in my side Lucas.Your love is my happiness. The moments we shared together is always flashing back on my mind.I thought I'm so obsessed with your hugs, with your kiss, with your smiles. I gave myself easily every time your lips touched mine.I remember how crazy you are when you kissed me. I can't escape from your arms when you touched me.I gently rubbed my face as my tears fall down. It's really painful. I feel so sad. It's like killing my heart of this kind of pain.It's hurts! It's really hurts! I can't but I
I'm begging such a poor creature for him just to let me go. I'm begging for his mercy.So far, tears kept escaping my eyes terribly. Maybe I deserve this kind of pain because I love him.I can't hate you Lucas because I badly falling in love with him all the time. It's hurts but I have to accept it all."L-Lucas! It's hurts! Let me go!"Lucas's eyes were filled with anger. He wants to vanish me from his sights."I'm asking you if you have aborted the child Iris? You will hurt if you don't answer me!"His lips curved in anger. His jaw clenched in annoyed. He almost killed me.He holds my arms harshly. I'm hurting even more by what he is doing."L-Lucas! Hmm... I can't do it! I'm sorry but I can't abort the baby! Forgive me please!"Tears are just falling down my cheeks. I just looked up at him. Someone like me is begging for him like a poor creature Lucas abruptly grabbed my hair up. I almost died in pain. I can't breath. He couldn't stops torturing me. He hates me even more."Ahh! It