I gently wiped my tears that streaming down from my poor eyes. I want to be more brave on these seconds.It's okay to cry, to feel sad. But I thought everything is over. This is the right time for me to tell him the truth. Lucas needs to know that I am pregnant and he is the father of this child. I closed the door when I entered in his office. Since I came to the company to talk to him."Why didn't you use your fucking hands to knock the door Iris? You disturbed me, huh?" Lucas put the papers he was holding on top of his desk. He let out a deep breath and stood up.He was stressed when he saw my face.He put his hands inside his pocket and faced the window.For a few seconds that he became speechless and coldest. I heard that he was letting out a heavy breath again."Why are you here? What do you need Iris? What the bad winds brought you here?" he is trying to be calm out of frustration.This is the feeling that I'm scared again because of what he says. Can't he talk to me sensibly
I never beg and cry for you Lucas if I don't deserve your love. I am ready to do everything to make you mine.I feel you still so in love me Lucas. You let me hug you because you still have feelings for me. Your heart still beats for me. I know you're not numb Lucas! I know you have a heart and feelings for me. I know you're doing this because you're just hurting.My tears kept falling. I just hugged him the way I wanted. I don't want to let him go. I would rather hug him than to push him away.I felt Lucas holds my hand in front of his abdomen. He suddenly cut out my hands that was wrapped around his waist.My head bowed down in front of him, my tears seemed froze for just a second. I don't care if I'm desperate in his eyes. it's really stupid but I love you Lucas!I can't fake my feelings. My heart is only beats for you.Before I chin up. Lucas was already facing me. He was watching me as cold as an ice.Tears just fall down from my little eyes. I can't stop it from falling. It fal
My eyes watered with full of tears. I can't holds back the tears that abruptly escaped from my little eyes, so painful.My knees are shaking terribly from the pain I feel. My heart thuds in every beat with pain, catching my breath away.I wished that Lucas will love me back but he can't do it for me. His heart never fall in love with me again. It was so difficult to admit.My love still for him. A love that is honest and kind. That's what I want to make him feel over and over again. But why can't he love me like before? Such the moments when he hugs me as he did as the same? The moments he consoles my feelings when I was felt lonely.I remember back then. When we loved each other full of smiles and happiness. When the time stand still for us.That's the perfect love I'm looking for you Lucas! The love that you promised until the very end! A promise full of love, hope and glimpses.Every smile from yesterday has not faded in my heart. Your hugs that warm my coldest moments! That's wha
I gently rubbed my tears away that easily fell down into my poor face. I can't imagine that I found myself crying again for him.It's really sad! You always hurts me Lucas in every single day. I need your hugs right now but you're not here beside me.I can't let you go Lucas even you're the reason of my heartache. I can't hate you anymore even you're the caused of my sorrows.In every second hour I was looking for your gentle love. Every single day I was lonely without you in my side Lucas.Your love is my happiness. The moments we shared together is always flashing back on my mind.I thought I'm so obsessed with your hugs, with your kiss, with your smiles. I gave myself easily every time your lips touched mine.I remember how crazy you are when you kissed me. I can't escape from your arms when you touched me.I gently rubbed my face as my tears fall down. It's really painful. I feel so sad. It's like killing my heart of this kind of pain.It's hurts! It's really hurts! I can't but I
I'm begging such a poor creature for him just to let me go. I'm begging for his mercy.So far, tears kept escaping my eyes terribly. Maybe I deserve this kind of pain because I love him.I can't hate you Lucas because I badly falling in love with him all the time. It's hurts but I have to accept it all."L-Lucas! It's hurts! Let me go!"Lucas's eyes were filled with anger. He wants to vanish me from his sights."I'm asking you if you have aborted the child Iris? You will hurt if you don't answer me!"His lips curved in anger. His jaw clenched in annoyed. He almost killed me.He holds my arms harshly. I'm hurting even more by what he is doing."L-Lucas! Hmm... I can't do it! I'm sorry but I can't abort the baby! Forgive me please!"Tears are just falling down my cheeks. I just looked up at him. Someone like me is begging for him like a poor creature Lucas abruptly grabbed my hair up. I almost died in pain. I can't breath. He couldn't stops torturing me. He hates me even more."Ahh! It
I can't stop the tears that falling down from the corner of my eyes. I can't stop it from falling apart.It was so painful that when I feel the man I love can hurt me on this way. I feel like I'm being choked by my own feelings."Lucas, have mercy on me! I'm pregnant. I can't abort this child. I'm not a murderer. I'm not as bad as you think Lucas."Lucas abruptly let off my hair. He ruthlessly choked me at my neck with his arm. I grabbed his arms to make him restrained from choking me.Tears were just dropping down my cheeks persistently. My heart hammering of pain. But Lucas doesn't feel that way. Foolishly, my lips trembled down with fear. My heart was thuds hardly, catching my own breath."You will do what I want Iris. You will abort the child whether you like it or not. Do you understand me?" Lucas yelled at me with a monster roars.He was so frustrated. All he want is to abort this baby. He's so ruthless to order it. His eyes stares at me like a monster, so dreadful.He let out
I'm just crying until now. I'm feeling restless because of my worse situation. Tears were just falling down my cheeks persistently.I can't escape from the sadness that my heart's feels. My shoulders feel so heavy right now.I want to scream out and release all the pain in my inside my chest. I want to escape in the midst of suffering. It's really disgusting.Is this all the returns of my love? Is this how I should feel?Sadly, I feel the pain deepen my chest. I want to vanish and disappear in this world. I want to die.My vision got blurry. I don't know what's going on? All I know is that I'm crying and feel the paincand dying inside.Lucas can't love me back! He could not accept the fact that I'm pregnant and he's the father of this child. It's really hurts!Is he totally forgotten the memories we made at night? Is his heart closed for my love?Do I have no chance to love him? Has the cupid's arrow broken for our hearts?Lucas! Don't let your love grow cold! Let me mild your heart w
My heart throbs painfully in my chest. I can't breathe so easily. My sight darken in vision. The man I love faithfully will never feel the same way as the way I love him. My heart tighten in pain, catching my own breathe.I always wanted to see you just to fix everything. I don't care if I'm so desperate to do this thing all over again. I need to do this for the sake of our baby.I can't handled all of this without you in my side. I really need you for the sake our our baby. I'm afraid but my love for you Lucas is still here, never change at all time and never forsake you. I can't run away from you Lucas. You is what my heart is looking for. I can't live without you in this world. My heart yearns to be with you again. Build on what we started. Let's continue our dreams left behind.I can't help myself but shed with tears when I remember you Lucas. Those moments full of cheerfulness. I want us to go back to all the places we've been through. It's very amusing. Your hugs I can't l