A white folder is placed on top of the table right after he answered a call. The man in front of me who stands six feet tall, wearing a black suit with his two block haircut with bangs, and an eyeglass that makes him look cooler; sat down on his swivel chair before he heaves a deep sigh. I look at his face thoroughly with my close-to-closing eyes, judging if his intent to me is really real and if he wasn’t really kidding around. Mister Dawson looks at me before he raises his left brow when he notices that I’ve been staring at him for a long time now.
“Problem?”
I blink my eyes as I shake my head. “N-none,” I murmured before opening the folder to skim the documents inside it. While going through the papers, my eyes bulge a little before I slowly raise the certain paper I found. He then follows the paper with his gaze before he drops his attention back at me and move the brows upwards as if he is asking me what the problem is.
“HIV Testing?” I asked out aloud.
I saw how the information sank inside him before he twist the side of his lip for a smirk. Mister Dawson then lean over his desk to look at me in the eyes. “Why not? I need to protect myself as well as my child. It would be better than sorry and this is something I need to be a hundred percent sure about. Remember, regret comes at the last part and I do not want that to happen.”
My eyes widen more after I heard him say that. Seriously? “Do I look like I am f*cked by someone to you?!” I exclaimed, gripping the side of his table out of shame and God knows how close we are to each other now. But this man really likes to get on my nerves when he just shrug his shoulder before saying, “Why not? You had a boyfrie-“
“Correction, ex! Ex-boyfriend, Mister Dawson and for your information, I am very clean—never been touch by him! So consider yourself luck-“ I immediately bit my lips after a sudden realization. I arch my back to the chair, looking away while wires of regrets dawned inside me.
My eyes then found his gaze the moment he sound a smirk while his left brow is being raised upward. Without thinking, he speak up. “So, you’re a virgin?”
That earned a sudden hiccup from me before I spit at him absentmindedly. The latter then gasp, spreading both of his arms to look at the saliva on his coat. He raise his gaze back at me and I can clearly read the disgust on his face. “What the hell?” He murmured.
I can feel my nostrils flaming red but I couldn't help but to get annoyed as well. He can't blame me for acting impulsively, knowing that we don't even knew each other and now, he's judging me already just because I had a boyfriend. I am raised and taught by my parents to be a decent woman, sure. And even though I treated my ex-boyfriend as my own Prince Charming, I had never thought about getting laid with him. Not inside that five-month-old relationship, at least. A pervert side of me spoke up and that earned a little secret pinch from me for being a little disgusting of a woman at this time of the day.
That thought alone makes me want to spank myself at the back of my head. So yeah, Dionne Fay, and look who just agreed to carry someone else's child? Ah, a decent woman, indeed. My thoughts plays-in even more; making me want to back-out and walk away from this room.
How did I come this far anyway? I mean, few days ago, my ex-boyfriend broke up with me and now, I agreed to carry our Professor's child. Yes, it's right. This man in front of me is Mister Damian Shane Dawson, 29 year-old, and a literature Professor from the same University. I still can remember how he held me by my wrist after the class ended that day and fired me the most embarrassing score I had right after he had a surprised quiz on the same day when Elric broke up with me. The conversation started decently until few days passed, he called for me inside his office and fired me the most surprising statement I heard in my whole life:
"Carry my child, Miss Laurier."
“Perhaps, the greatest risk any of us will ever take is to be seen as who we really are.” I stated dreamily while holding a medium wand that my father bought for me thirteen years ago. My left foot took a step forward as I smile heartily with both of my hands clasp altogether as I look up in the sky, remembering my favourite fairy tale, Cinderella.My best friend, Everleigh, sighed as she peel off the mask of a tangerine. “You are twenty-one year old with boyfriend who still believes such fairy tales.” She made a tsk sound before taking two slices of tangerine inside her mouth. “Come on girl, we are living in 21st century where people booze up in bars and clubs, butt-party all night, make love and travel from time to time! You do not expect someone to live inside a story book and wait for a Cinderella-like story that your boyfriend could not even
Leigh and I both look at each other with so much confusion visible on our faces. I lick my lower lips before moving a little to cast out the uncomfortable chain that is slowly building inside me before facing Mica once again."W-we just got inside the university a minute ago. Why?" I asked, trying to hide my stutter, but it turned out against my will. I stuttered, for I do not know why."What about Elric and Mhaureen?" My best friend intervened this time with a crease visible on her face. I was about to touch her shoulder to calm her down, but Mica spoke for the second time around."I don't know if I am in the place to say this, but I heard from the Nursing department that they are both dating for a year now."***The wind passes my place as I carry my handbag on my left shoulder while standing on the field, trying to scan for Elric in the middle o
While I am walking on the hallway inside our building, I can't help but to fall a tear from my own eyes, still inside my head on how Elric shakes his head earlier, telling me that he didn't love me a little. That alone makes me want to shout but I contain myself, knowing that I am in the middle of the crowd— students walking to and fro, while I am here, tearing up. I bring my left hand up and bit the side of it, wanting to stop myself from crying hard. My nose is a bit sore now and my muscles are in tension. I could not understand the pain I am currently feeling but one thing is only clear to me...I am hurt.Deeply hurt. I did not expect heartbreak can be this painful. You see, Elric is always been my first love. Who wouldn’t? I mean, he was actually super nice to me. Treat me as if I am that precious, he often calls me sweet names way back when we were just friends. He was always the one who will approach me and ask me out. Lend me his hand alway
CHAPTER 4 My eyes widen in pure shock hearing those words coming out from him. I watch him walk on the other side of his table, now grabbing back his book. I am about to complain but chose not to. Who am I to complain? In fact, my block mates are now groaning from behind after what the Professor announced a minute ago. I can clearly say that I am giving trouble to everybody today—which is new. I walk up the stairs through the center aisle to take the vacant seat while both of my shoulders are down as if I am carrying a heavy baggage behind my back. I gave my friends a meaningful look but the guys just wink and laugh at me while pointing the Professor in front. I then annoyingly sway my bag that I am holding then what happened next shock everyone out again. “Oh, damn it!” I let out a very loud gasp as I look at the man who has spilled coffee on his white shirt and varsity short. His attention is already on his stained clothes and I could
I hurriedly grab my things to follow the three guys going outside the room. Some of our block mates notice how my friends went out fiercely and I can feel how their glares are going deep into our backs. The moment I went out, I only saw Rael's back who is consecutively tapping the elevator's button when it closes already, leaving the two of us behind.My breathing is so heavy the moment I came near him who is now looking down at my face. I am certain how worried flashes over my face, making the latter groan once again before gripping my wrist to get down with him using the stairs. "I seriously can't handle that man when he's mad, you know that. No one can." He whispered as we went down with a sign of hurry.We even almost bump some students but we just apologized and walk back down again. Knowing Levi, amongst these three men, he is closer to me. Aside from Everleigh, I also grew up with him until we finished our grade school. His fami
CHAPTER SIXMy friends took me inside Nathan’s car while I could not understand what I am feeling right now. Rael is consecutively cussing while we were walking to the parking lot and Levi remained silent this time, which made me worry as soon as I met his eyes.“Levi,” I called him but he just turn his back away from me, going behind Nathan’s car so I follow him with my gaze. He simply leans at the back of the car, heaving a sigh until Nathan pick something from his dashboard before throwing it to Levi.“Get sane. We still have our next class.” Nathan muttered seriously, throwing a box of cigarettes to our friend.I could not bring myself to stop them from smoking inside the campus because even my tongue can’t find its way to be useful at this time of my life. God knows how I badly want Everleigh right now but she is still maybe in class, unaware about what happened.Rael is watching my every
The next day, I felt Leigh pulling both of my legs upwards while I am still on my deep slumber. I opened my right eye to look at her and the latter is already bathe and dressed. While groaning, I push her using my feet and she immediately squeal when she fell down on the floor. I chuckled as I turn to look on the other side, wanting to go back to sleep but she smack my legs right after she stands up.“Stand the f*ck up and don’t mourn inside this room, you b!tch!” She exclaimed.I frustratedly get up from my bed to sat down, giving my friend an absurd look. “And who says I am mourning?”Everleigh roll her eyes upwards before she kick me on my legs a little then throw me a towel. “Pick yourself. We will be showing that as$hole that you are fine without him.”I watch how Everleigh walks towards our wardrobe then she started screaming while ranting how her night was boring last night and on how Nathan pick her off fr
I am stunned on my own chair, as I try to roam my eyes around the place. I have seen other students looking at me but what annoys me more is on how my friend’s grin at me instead of getting worried that I failed the test. With a little groan, I raise my right hand slowly before I raises my gaze up to where our Professor is.“Mister?” I asked in a low voice with a little bow.I saw how the Professor raise his right brow a little before he nods his head, motioning to come towards him. With so much of a shame inside me, I walk down the stair aisle towards him.“You got a three out of thirty points quiz from my first quiz yesterday, do you know how a this point will affect your final grade for this semester?”I pout my lips while bowing my head down, feeling so much tension in between him and I. Pairs of eyes are dangling on my back—obviously staring at me who is in a hot seat at the moment. With a heavy sigh, I raise my ey
Maybe they are right when it rains on your parade, rainbow will soon to occur after a long journey of heavy rains. I have been wishing for a Prince Charming on a right time with a Cinderella-like love story to pacify my standards. But never thought that I would be no like Cinderella because I was born to create my own story and find my Prince Charming on my own silly way.“Gosh, I don’t feel my make-up today.” I mumbled while watching myself in front of the mirror.Leigh, who is also fixing herself, growled. “Shut up, preggy, you look good already.”I immediately cup my belly after Leigh said that. My baby is six months now, three way to go before we’ll finally see him. And yes, it’s a boy. Damian was so happy after we had our gender reveal celebration last month. I could not help but to chuckle on what my love story looks like. Did not know that being in a total heartbreak can lead a person to another roller-coaster love story that I thought, will fail as well like the usual. Who wou
Did not know why I am back on my hometown alone after spending a day with my friends. Earlier, I was laughing with them to cast all my worries away not until I am finally left alone inside that house. I have never been so empty my life, maybe I was devastated after Elric broke up with me but what Damian did is more painful. I was not expecting a Prince Charmng anymore, contented on how he is to me, but guess I am failed by my own thoughts again. I spent weeks on hiding my pain but this time, I could not take it anymore. Never thought that after hours of good times and laughter, will lead me to this kind of misery. I guess we really should not be too happy or else we’ll be sad longer.I am currently in the same place I was before but this time, I am here because not because I fought with someone but because I failed to love one more time.Earlier, after my friends left, I notice that Damian weren’t at home—even his car. I guess he is out again to wherever he is going. I bent my knees f
Days and weeks passed by so fast. Damian and I maintained the distance, we did not talk like the usual. We just talk about the improvements of the baby, nothing more personal. I have been hiding crying under the sheets for weeks now as well but I woke up feeling a lot better than the previous day. I kept reminding myself to be strong for this little me inside me and that I should continue this damn of a hell-hole.Today, it’s Friday. Leigh and Alaric would be coming here after class so I prepared and ordered foods for us. Damian already said himself that I can definitely treat this house as my own, so inviting my friends would not be a big deal. In fact, he even went to pay Aubrey a visit on their rented unit last day so I think we are both fair towards each other. I cup my belly when my stomach growl. I check for the time and sees it’s almost twelve in the afternoon already so I grab some few slices from the steak I ordered from Denvi’s place. I go on my monthly check up as well and
Like what we really want to do, Alaric and I are now looking at the sandbar from a far. People there are enjoying their little vacation, perhaps some of these are students who just finished their term exam. We are both leaning on his car while we are on the side way. Silence envelopes us for long minutes now, no one is talking. We just enjoyed our company without necessary words to speak. I know that there are lots of question running through his head, even I.Questions like, why? Where did we go wrong? Did I trust him too much? Was I that gullible? And lastly, why is he treating Aubrey unlikely? But the latter seems cool seeing us yesterday—like the first day I saw her. I do not know if was I too stupid not to notice or there is really something going on between Damian and I.A loud sigh escape from my lips before tilting my head. “Aren’t you hungry?” I asked to break the silence, remembering that we never had our lunch still. Well, I was about to. But never thought I would be seeing
It’s already eight in the evening when Alaric sent me home after hours of riding the car near the sea side. After Damian left earlier, Alaric invited me for a drive for me to ease the burden feeling I was dealing with earlier. Unlike what Damian said, I did not wait for him back there. And now, as I head inside the n=entrance of the house, the lights from the living room are already off except upstairs. I took a heavy breath while going towards the kitchen and drink a glass of water. I lean for a few seconds on the counter before removing my blazer as I walk upstairs, burnt out and with a heavy heart.I check the balcony of Damian is there but he wasn’t so I am sure he is inside his room. I turn the knob right and sees him reading a book on his table. He look up at me and sigh before going back to the book he is reading.That’s it. I don’t want bullsh8ts while we share the same sheets.I walk straight towards him and put the test result I had few days ago. I saw him looking at the two
I have been sitting on top of the toilet inside our room for long minutes now. The kit is still inside the box after I tested myself right away I arrived home and now, I am afraid and confuse at the same time on how I am going to react by the result. I take a deep a slow deep breath before closing my eyes as I move the kit out from the box.“Oh my god.” I whispered as I decided to open my eyes.My lips parted at the sight of two red lines being shown and my hands immediately shaken, mind starting to process in haywire.“Fck.” I cussed out of deep breath. I then remain my posture to calm my nerves down before I went out from the comfort room just to sat back down on top of the bed. “Oh my god, it did not change.” I even mumbled, sounding so stupid on how I reacted.“Mommy…” I mumbled once again before tearing up. I then realize why I am crying so I immediately fan my face using my hands. “Heck.” I sniff before looking around.Should I tell Damian immediately? Everleigh? The rest of my
I thought that the supposedly lunch won’t take longer that what I expected but I guess not. Alaric and I are both panting as we head out inside a hunted castle in the amusement park. I do not know what pushes me to invite him here but I just feel like going in here, did not really expect that he’ll go with me.Few seconds passed when I saw him offering me a tumbler of water, moving it to and fro in front of my face. “Here.”My gaze shifted towards him confusedly. “You already drank in here.” I muttered, reminding him that he already used this and I don’t think it’s appropriate for me to use it as well, knowing that he used it first-hand.He chuckled. “Right. It was so stupid of me not to realize that.” He mumbled before looking around the area. “You wait here. I’ll find some stores that sells water.”I am about to stop him and would be the one to look for one but Alaric already walked away. I look around with a smile on my face before putting the tumbler down on my side, giggling upon
The next day, Alaric and I still decided to see each other. We are still in Damian’s place as what Alaric also suggested so that we can ask assistance for Damian today. We are almost done on our Thesis which is an advantage so that we don’t have to worry anymore after finals. “Should I talk with Damian instead? I have just few questions to ask.” Alaric said in the middle of our silence. I look at him and he is seriously typing on his laptop while not looking at me. I then turn around to look upstairs before nodding my head. “Sure, if you want to.” I simply mumbled before I fix few useless papers on the carpet. Alaric just nod my head, not responding anymore. Few more minutes has passed one more time when he stand up. I follow him with my gaze as he started roaming around. “Uh, are you seeing him now?” He shake his head with a smile. “No, I was about to ask if you guys can print out papers here.” I immediately nod my head and stand up. “Of course. Damian has upstairs. He should no
I shake my head a little while biting my lips. I watch him as his throat slowly move up and down while looking shock at the house in front where I told him to park. “This is our Professor’s place. Why are we here?” Oh my god how did he know Damian’s place? “H-Ho—“ I tried as much not to stuttered but the way he reacted made me lost my right mind to think immediately. I watch him as he went out the car so I followed him. “Let’s talk inside, Alaric.” I mumbled in a whisper before I swipe the card key to the small gate. I heard him gasp from behind but I did not turn to look at him or how he reacts because I know for sure he is confused and I am as well. How did he know that this is Damian’s place? “Wait, Dionne---“ I face him just we are about to enter the entrance of the house. I rub my temple as I look for words on how to tell him. A deep sigh came out from me before I finally raise my gaze up at him. “Damian is my boyfriend…” I whispered, looking at him under my eyelids, worri