The next day, I felt Leigh pulling both of my legs upwards while I am still on my deep slumber. I opened my right eye to look at her and the latter is already bathe and dressed. While groaning, I push her using my feet and she immediately squeal when she fell down on the floor. I chuckled as I turn to look on the other side, wanting to go back to sleep but she smack my legs right after she stands up.
“Stand the f*ck up and don’t mourn inside this room, you b!tch!” She exclaimed.
I frustratedly get up from my bed to sat down, giving my friend an absurd look. “And who says I am mourning?”
Everleigh roll her eyes upwards before she kick me on my legs a little then throw me a towel. “Pick yourself. We will be showing that as$hole that you are fine without him.”
I watch how Everleigh walks towards our wardrobe then she started screaming while ranting how her night was boring last night and on how Nathan pick her off from the crowd. I heave a heavy sigh before shaking my head while picking the towel she threw at me.
“And guess what, he even blackmailed me to show my wasted face in front of my crushes if I won’t treat him for a week, that bastard, how did I even pick that man as my friend when he is a whole pain in the as$! Ugh! I am so frustrated at this early hour of the morning and my wholesome mood got wrecked because of that damn text messages of your friend, tell me, Dionne Fay,”
I look at Everleigh when she slide her head out from our walk in closet, looking at me seriously. “Do you know a country where killing is legal?” She went back inside the closet. “Because seriously, I am willing to spend the rest balance of my bank account just to get rid of that weirdo-“
I closed the door as soon as I went out from my room with my towel over my nape. It is still early in the morning but Leigh is very loud as hell—and I seriously don’t want to listen at her the whole time. Her voice is screaming and sharp, I could not handle it this early. Though living with her for years, that scene is very usual already but come on, not today.
While checking our dining table, I open few trays and notice that she cooked already. I grab a plate to put on some cinnamon roll on my plate before grabbing a box of cereal I can eat for breakfast. While preparing everything, my phone rang so I look around, trying to scan where my phone is.
“Where did I put it last night?” I asked to myself.
Later on, Leigh came running out from my room, raising my phone. “Here!’
I said my thanks to her before she went back inside my room, giving me a wink. I blow a little bangs off my face before sliding my phone to answer Mansrael.
“Man, I still have Levi’s bike with me, wanna come to school with this?”
I can seriously imagine how Rael is wiggling his brows right now with a playful smirk. I look at my room’s door before walking towards the kitchen and a hint of excitement is already visible on my face.
“You seriously can handle Levi, right?” I asked in whisper.
Rael is now laughing from the other lin. I hiss before shaking my head but I can’t deny that a smile is slowly creeping inside my face.
“Not me, but you of course.” He said then right after that, the line went off—leaving me dancing in front of the kitchen top with my box of oats.
“Ah, I miss.”
***
“Yeah!” Rael and I screamed as soon as he parked the bike roughly on the parking lot.
There are students who noticed us but we took off from as if no one is watching us and we are just both enjoying our life. With a wide smile, I remove my black helmet and it automatically released my long and wavy brown hair. I shake my head first to put my hair on place before holding the helmet on my side. Rael just took off from the bike, removing his helmet before we shared a funny high-five.
“That was so high!” He exclaimed, referring to that speed we had a minute ago. Leigh is still maybe driving the car going to the university and I rode with Rael as what have planned. She was even throwing rants at me since she even prepared my clothes to be used for today but since I planned about riding with Rael, I picked my black cropped-top and I put on my leather jacket and black jeans. I decided to wear my Leather Ankle Boats to pair up my style.
“Give me your helmet, let me put it inside my car.”
I gasped. “You left your car here yesterday?”
He give me a little glance with a playful smirk. “As I should.”
I decided to wait for Rael on this place while he is putting our helmets inside his car on the other side of the parking space. I cross both of my arms over my chest while checking my phone, wanting to call Everleigh but two people caught my attention.
Coming inside the university gate are two people both wearing the same smile while holding each other’s hand. I saw how the woman lean on his shoulder as they continued walking and Elric, even though he has scars on his face, is still smiling widely—which I realize, it did not came up like that when we were together. A bitter smile escape from my lips before turning around to wipe the single tear that falls on my left cheek. I sniff sneakily before someone could even saw me but it was all inside me when I saw our literature Professor from yesterday. He is wearing a white button-down polo with books on his arms.
He is looking at me with an obvious furrowed brows. I look away immediately before turning back at where I was looking earlier.
Did he saw me? I thought to myself until Rael came back while circling his key around his finger.
“Let’s go?”
We both walk towards the building where our first class will be held. I look my eyes around, before looking down on my vibrating phone.
“It’s Leigh.” I stated which made Rael stop mid-way.
I swipe my phone to greet her until she does a weird sound from the second line. “Where are you two? I thought you’ll be waiting for me at the parking?”
Rael laugh, hearing Leigh annoyingly states that so I look behind where the parking is, checking if I still can see her. “We are on our way for class! I didn’t know we’ll wait for you!”
Now, I can feel that Everleigh is already rolling her eyes upwards then a heavy sigh comes next. “Whatever. I also just wanted to make sure that Rael took you here safely and I guess you are fine since you left me here, this unfair b!tch. I am not your best friend anymore?” And now her voice shifted dramatically.
Rael grabbed my phone from my hold before he put it on his ear. “Come on, Everleigh Maricar. Don’t be so dramatic.”
“Yah!-“
I wasn’t able to hear Everleigh’s next words when Mansrael dropped down the call already. I laugh, imagining how Everleigh looks like inside the car, furiously mad.
“You know she can roast you later, she was in a bad shape earlier about what Nathan did to her and now you, you guys are bunch of dorks.” I muttered as I walk back.
Rael laugh once again before putting his right arm around my shoulder, pushing me close to him. “You seem to forget that I am a professional Everleigh handler.”
With a little laugh, I shake my head as we head inside the building side by side. There are few guys who greeted Rael and I bet they both came from the same University Club. Rael ushered me to go to our first class first since they are talking about something else so I agreed.
With my black hand bag, I carry it with my right hand until I reach the elevator. Since I am on the first floor, I waited for a little while for it to go down since I am not also in the mood to use the stairs. It opens so I went inside and was about to close it when someone hurriedly push the button from the outside, making the door open once again.
From there, I saw that familiar face from my same class. She is wearing a long earrings and silver-fitted dress that highlights her curves and I smiled inside, thinking she got a nice taste in fashion.
She is busy tapping on her phone now and we are both silently riding the elevator until she screamed. “Yah! I swear, I am not gonna forgive you about what happened with my car. Dad knows it alrea—what? Nikolai, I am not kidding this time, bring it back! You are not ruining my chance to Mister Damian, right?” And now, her voice is about to cry.
I furrow my brows a little. Did she meant that literature Professor?
“Come on, give those papers back, he will need it. No, Nikolai, you are not gonna stop me from him! Ugh! You are the worse brother ever!”
The elevator opened and she immediately went out, leaving me alone inside. She don’t seem to notice me as well so I just shrug my shoulders up before I follow her to our next class. As I open the door, a bag being laid on top of a chair is already in front and a book also being laid on top of the table.
I look around, trying to find Levi and Nathan’s shadows but Nathan is the only one there, sitting alone on their row. He is on his phone so I walk towards him and sat next to him.
“Yo!” I greeted in sassy.
He raise his look at me before he turns his head around, as if he is looking for someone.
“B!tches be out of their minds, did you ruin Levi’s bike?” He asked immediately.
I furrow my brows before I shake my head once. “What? Of course we didn’t!” I exclaimed, pushing him on his shoulder.
I then stand up from the chair to transfer on the place from yesterday—thinking that it was not my place to sit on.
Alaric will probably be there. I thought.
While waiting for the Professor, I grab my phone from my bag. I already bring my things today—not wanting to experience another batch of shame in front of the same people. As I scroll down on my social media, I notice that Elric and I are still connected with each other. I was expecting that he unfriended me already because of what happened yesterday but it surprises me to see him on my feed—but with Mhaureen though.
When it slowly began too much to handle, I look up when someone took the chair next to Nathan and stands there is Levi with a grinning Mansrael.
“Man, look at her, I told you, she started the plan on riding your bike here to scho—“
“What? This piece of egg yolk, you called me first!”
“Hell, nope. You were the one asking me to drive it off!”
I give Rael a wide glare, but the latter is just smiling playfully, making me want to pinch him off hard right now. Levi look at me this time, so I immediately shake my head.
“Trust me, I did not—“
“Good day, everyone.”
Everyone wens talent when the owner of that voice came in with a folder on his left arm. I bit my lip as I watch him piling some papers up inside it before he raises his gaze.
“Can I ask Miss Nicollete to distribute these papers to the respective owners?”
Murmurs started to play from the different women inside this room, envious on how the Professor called Nicollete’s attention. I watch how the latter walk down the center aisle with class before she reached the center table.
They both talk in a low voice so I could not hear what they are talking about. But as Nicollete began to distribute papers, Mister Dawson is thoroughly checking a certain paper from his hand and an obvious annoyance is very visible on his face.
“Can I call for Miss Dionne Fay Laurier?”
I am stunned on my own chair, as I try to roam my eyes around the place. I have seen other students looking at me but what annoys me more is on how my friend’s grin at me instead of getting worried that I failed the test. With a little groan, I raise my right hand slowly before I raises my gaze up to where our Professor is.“Mister?” I asked in a low voice with a little bow.I saw how the Professor raise his right brow a little before he nods his head, motioning to come towards him. With so much of a shame inside me, I walk down the stair aisle towards him.“You got a three out of thirty points quiz from my first quiz yesterday, do you know how a this point will affect your final grade for this semester?”I pout my lips while bowing my head down, feeling so much tension in between him and I. Pairs of eyes are dangling on my back—obviously staring at me who is in a hot seat at the moment. With a heavy sigh, I raise my ey
Waking up with a growling stomach, I look around my room and notice that it is still dark outside. My curtains are still open and the lights from billboards is seen outside. I get up from my bed and notice that the CD player is still there but it a soft melody is being played on it.A smile creeps on my face, realizing that Everleigh did it. She did not bother to get her player back to her room and I really love her for being this soft in terms of my fragility. Since I a famished at this early hour because I did not bother to eat last night, I walk outside my room and notice that it is still 4:19 in the morning. I peek at Leigh’s room first and saw her sleeping soundly so I just smiled and went to the kitchen to make us a breakfast. It just took me maybe half na hour so I ate peacefully in the kitchen while scrolling on my social media account until realization dive down inside.“Goodness, f*ck…” I whispered before I get up from my chair and ra
I can feel how my Professor’s stares dig deeper to my soul as I stare back at him without any hesitations. I am biting my lower lip tightly with my fists all closed, waiting for his response. Even though I may look like fierce and strong in front of him, I could not deny the fact to myself that my knees are both trembling as more seconds passes. The silence that stands in between us is very deafening as if he is thoroughly weighing my emotions—maybe reading if I am freaking serious or not.I must admit that what I am doing is a result of a hasty decision I made just a minute ago but I could not run away from this scenario and act as if nothing happened. And this decision was primarily driven by my rage from what I have saw earlier and his Dad’s wish is one of the reason as well. I love my Dad and Mom; and hearing someone pleading for his one last wish is very painful. These people are so precious and even I could not live without my Mother and Father.
I am watching Everleigh and Nathan fighting over a plate of lasagna then Levi and Rael is just peacefully eating on my side. I blow an air while they kept on tugging the little plate from left to right with look as if their lofe depends on that food.Levi from my right side sighed. “You don’t want to always fight until your last breath, right?”Both of them look at Levi with their brows forming a straight line. "I don't want to die with this man." Everleigh muttered in pure frustration.Nathan hissed this time, releasing his hold from the little plate. "Nor do I. I was even wondering until now how you became part of this circle. You are so annoy–""You know, there is this famous saying from the East that says: the more you hate a person, the more you'll live him/her in no time." Rael said that while chuckling as he dip his fries on the sauce. Both of our friends made a face while looking away from each other and Everleigh even made
While Mister Dawson is discussing in front, someone opened the door oc e again and it shows Alaric who is all sweaty over his face. He is obviously panting and maybe running towards here until he look at our Professor before he apologize.“I am so sorry for being late again, Mister.”I am waiting for Mister Dawson to throw words at him like what he did to me on my first day but he did the opposite. He just motioned Alaric to sit down and the later automatically ran up the stairs going to his seat. Our eyes met but I could not show a smile, knowing that he didn’t got complex by the Professor like what I experienced.I give Mister Dawson a sharp look, not even worried that he will see me. How unfair! I was late before and he automatically judge me in front of the class—saying about his so-called frist impression, and now, he let that Alaric enter the place without even trying.Is he gay? And that’s the reason why he don’t
My lips are both parted from each other hearing Alaric say that all of a sudden. He raise his gaze at me innocently before he smiles as he put down the paper on top of his table. “William simply tells, ‘you are beautiful, I love you’ to someone he loves to the point that he even compared the beauty from a summer. Tone is obviously very in love as well.” He added while nodding his head. “If you would not mind, we can create an online document where we can edit freely the parts we want to edit. Or if you want, we can finish this together as well—““Huh?”Alaric seems taken aback and tilt his head when he realize something. Later on, he chuckle in a cute manner before he bows his head a little. “I am so sorry. I forgot that we just met and I understand that. Anyway, this is only a piece of cake, I know you can even do this with your eyes closed.” He laughed when he said that.I joined him in laughing
I am currently standing inside our condo’s balcony while appreciating the city lights in the background. Tall buildings are being lit up as early as five in the afternoon, and now that it’s seven almost eight already, it became more beautiful, plus the cars from below is wonderful to look out.“I don’t know but your smile sometimes creeps me out.”I look at my right and saw Everleigh standing with me. Both of her hands are hugging herself while also appreciating the view in front. It’s cold anyway, and I wonder why. We are heading to March but the breeze is still cold as if it’s the month of December.“I was not smiling.” I said after a few seconds.Leigh look at me so I return back her stares until she gave me a knowing look then started poking me on my side. “You did something rubbish?”A little chuckle came up from me before shoving her hand away. “Stop it, I did not.”
Everyone started to murmur around the place as Mister Dawson entered the room. His hair is fine and well-comb and from the looks of him, he absolutely looks like fresh and expensive.“Your mouth.” I heard someone spoke from my right.Later did I know, it’s Nathan and I just roll my eyes at him. “Woah, woah, bad mood?”“Talk with Nicollete instead. Don’t talk to me.” I murmured then look back in front to watch Msietr Dawson move his things on top of the table. He arranged his thing first before looking up in thr class, hands both inside his pants now. “Good morning everyone. I notice that some of your blockmates already sent me their files for their Activity. So as you have notice, the passage is all about William Shakespeare this time.” He grab his book from his table before turning raound to face the white board—writing something on it.“The bard.” He said out a loud the
Maybe they are right when it rains on your parade, rainbow will soon to occur after a long journey of heavy rains. I have been wishing for a Prince Charming on a right time with a Cinderella-like love story to pacify my standards. But never thought that I would be no like Cinderella because I was born to create my own story and find my Prince Charming on my own silly way.“Gosh, I don’t feel my make-up today.” I mumbled while watching myself in front of the mirror.Leigh, who is also fixing herself, growled. “Shut up, preggy, you look good already.”I immediately cup my belly after Leigh said that. My baby is six months now, three way to go before we’ll finally see him. And yes, it’s a boy. Damian was so happy after we had our gender reveal celebration last month. I could not help but to chuckle on what my love story looks like. Did not know that being in a total heartbreak can lead a person to another roller-coaster love story that I thought, will fail as well like the usual. Who wou
Did not know why I am back on my hometown alone after spending a day with my friends. Earlier, I was laughing with them to cast all my worries away not until I am finally left alone inside that house. I have never been so empty my life, maybe I was devastated after Elric broke up with me but what Damian did is more painful. I was not expecting a Prince Charmng anymore, contented on how he is to me, but guess I am failed by my own thoughts again. I spent weeks on hiding my pain but this time, I could not take it anymore. Never thought that after hours of good times and laughter, will lead me to this kind of misery. I guess we really should not be too happy or else we’ll be sad longer.I am currently in the same place I was before but this time, I am here because not because I fought with someone but because I failed to love one more time.Earlier, after my friends left, I notice that Damian weren’t at home—even his car. I guess he is out again to wherever he is going. I bent my knees f
Days and weeks passed by so fast. Damian and I maintained the distance, we did not talk like the usual. We just talk about the improvements of the baby, nothing more personal. I have been hiding crying under the sheets for weeks now as well but I woke up feeling a lot better than the previous day. I kept reminding myself to be strong for this little me inside me and that I should continue this damn of a hell-hole.Today, it’s Friday. Leigh and Alaric would be coming here after class so I prepared and ordered foods for us. Damian already said himself that I can definitely treat this house as my own, so inviting my friends would not be a big deal. In fact, he even went to pay Aubrey a visit on their rented unit last day so I think we are both fair towards each other. I cup my belly when my stomach growl. I check for the time and sees it’s almost twelve in the afternoon already so I grab some few slices from the steak I ordered from Denvi’s place. I go on my monthly check up as well and
Like what we really want to do, Alaric and I are now looking at the sandbar from a far. People there are enjoying their little vacation, perhaps some of these are students who just finished their term exam. We are both leaning on his car while we are on the side way. Silence envelopes us for long minutes now, no one is talking. We just enjoyed our company without necessary words to speak. I know that there are lots of question running through his head, even I.Questions like, why? Where did we go wrong? Did I trust him too much? Was I that gullible? And lastly, why is he treating Aubrey unlikely? But the latter seems cool seeing us yesterday—like the first day I saw her. I do not know if was I too stupid not to notice or there is really something going on between Damian and I.A loud sigh escape from my lips before tilting my head. “Aren’t you hungry?” I asked to break the silence, remembering that we never had our lunch still. Well, I was about to. But never thought I would be seeing
It’s already eight in the evening when Alaric sent me home after hours of riding the car near the sea side. After Damian left earlier, Alaric invited me for a drive for me to ease the burden feeling I was dealing with earlier. Unlike what Damian said, I did not wait for him back there. And now, as I head inside the n=entrance of the house, the lights from the living room are already off except upstairs. I took a heavy breath while going towards the kitchen and drink a glass of water. I lean for a few seconds on the counter before removing my blazer as I walk upstairs, burnt out and with a heavy heart.I check the balcony of Damian is there but he wasn’t so I am sure he is inside his room. I turn the knob right and sees him reading a book on his table. He look up at me and sigh before going back to the book he is reading.That’s it. I don’t want bullsh8ts while we share the same sheets.I walk straight towards him and put the test result I had few days ago. I saw him looking at the two
I have been sitting on top of the toilet inside our room for long minutes now. The kit is still inside the box after I tested myself right away I arrived home and now, I am afraid and confuse at the same time on how I am going to react by the result. I take a deep a slow deep breath before closing my eyes as I move the kit out from the box.“Oh my god.” I whispered as I decided to open my eyes.My lips parted at the sight of two red lines being shown and my hands immediately shaken, mind starting to process in haywire.“Fck.” I cussed out of deep breath. I then remain my posture to calm my nerves down before I went out from the comfort room just to sat back down on top of the bed. “Oh my god, it did not change.” I even mumbled, sounding so stupid on how I reacted.“Mommy…” I mumbled once again before tearing up. I then realize why I am crying so I immediately fan my face using my hands. “Heck.” I sniff before looking around.Should I tell Damian immediately? Everleigh? The rest of my
I thought that the supposedly lunch won’t take longer that what I expected but I guess not. Alaric and I are both panting as we head out inside a hunted castle in the amusement park. I do not know what pushes me to invite him here but I just feel like going in here, did not really expect that he’ll go with me.Few seconds passed when I saw him offering me a tumbler of water, moving it to and fro in front of my face. “Here.”My gaze shifted towards him confusedly. “You already drank in here.” I muttered, reminding him that he already used this and I don’t think it’s appropriate for me to use it as well, knowing that he used it first-hand.He chuckled. “Right. It was so stupid of me not to realize that.” He mumbled before looking around the area. “You wait here. I’ll find some stores that sells water.”I am about to stop him and would be the one to look for one but Alaric already walked away. I look around with a smile on my face before putting the tumbler down on my side, giggling upon
The next day, Alaric and I still decided to see each other. We are still in Damian’s place as what Alaric also suggested so that we can ask assistance for Damian today. We are almost done on our Thesis which is an advantage so that we don’t have to worry anymore after finals. “Should I talk with Damian instead? I have just few questions to ask.” Alaric said in the middle of our silence. I look at him and he is seriously typing on his laptop while not looking at me. I then turn around to look upstairs before nodding my head. “Sure, if you want to.” I simply mumbled before I fix few useless papers on the carpet. Alaric just nod my head, not responding anymore. Few more minutes has passed one more time when he stand up. I follow him with my gaze as he started roaming around. “Uh, are you seeing him now?” He shake his head with a smile. “No, I was about to ask if you guys can print out papers here.” I immediately nod my head and stand up. “Of course. Damian has upstairs. He should no
I shake my head a little while biting my lips. I watch him as his throat slowly move up and down while looking shock at the house in front where I told him to park. “This is our Professor’s place. Why are we here?” Oh my god how did he know Damian’s place? “H-Ho—“ I tried as much not to stuttered but the way he reacted made me lost my right mind to think immediately. I watch him as he went out the car so I followed him. “Let’s talk inside, Alaric.” I mumbled in a whisper before I swipe the card key to the small gate. I heard him gasp from behind but I did not turn to look at him or how he reacts because I know for sure he is confused and I am as well. How did he know that this is Damian’s place? “Wait, Dionne---“ I face him just we are about to enter the entrance of the house. I rub my temple as I look for words on how to tell him. A deep sigh came out from me before I finally raise my gaze up at him. “Damian is my boyfriend…” I whispered, looking at him under my eyelids, worri