Ava's POV
I was scared.
Even as I held my ground, staring into those black and silver eyes, I was terrified, and I knew it.
If looks could kill, I was sure Dravin would have killed me by now. His glare was so intense that I almost instinctively took a step back.
But I didn't.
If I backed down now, then I was unsure if I could ever muster up the courage to do this again.
The lingering confidence I could feel from Elora's fading personality was the only thing I could greedily latch on to. It was all that helped me stand my ground.
The head maid’s words, along with Lyanna's lecture, inspired me as well, and I wasn't going to let all of that go to waste by being a coward now.
"Are you trying to dupe me?" he asked, the anger still evident in his tone.
I blinked in surprise at that.
Of all the things I expected him to say, that was the least.
"You want to use the budget as an excuse to run away with a chunk of my money, don't you?"
His eyes were glowing now. A fierce glow that had all of my instincts going haywire, asking me to run away, to put as much distance as possible between me and this beast.
But I met those eyes with an unblinking gaze of my own.
"For someone so smart, you sounded a little dumb just now."
His eyes narrowed at me.
"What?"
"We took a blood oath. I'm pretty sure leaving you would have devastating consequences for me."
I stared at him to gauge his reaction before I added:
"Besides, you would rather pay me off to leave you if I asked for it. There would be no need to go through the slow and arduous process of stealing."
His glare never softened, but the glow of his eyes dimmed. They were still fixed on mine with as much anger, hate, and disgust as a person could fit into a glare.
"I'll tell Soren to come talk to you later. He'll be the one to deliver my decision."
"No," I shook my head. "I am your mate and Luna. I want to hear it from you."
He stared at me.
Thankfully, he didn't glare.
While he still held my gaze, he reached behind me and turned the doorknob behind me.
"Move."
Once again, I could feel the intensity of those words like it was a physical force. He wasn't even staring at me, but it felt like I was under the scrutiny of an indomitable force.
One that would no doubt crush me if I so much as twitched the wrong way.
As it turns out, that was about all the intimidation I could take as I stepped aside to let him through.
He walked to the door and then turned to stare at me again.
This time, he seemed... calculating?
"What are you?" he asked.
That question caught me so off guard that I took a few steps away from him. I knew it would be impossible to outrun him, but it wouldn't hurt to have a head start.
He lifted a brow at my retreat but said nothing more, simply staring at me as he waited for an answer.
"W-What do you mean?" I stuttered, failing to keep the fear out of my voice.
"You heard me," he said. "There's something that's wrong with you. Something unusual. Sometimes, you feel like a different person. Sometimes, you feel almost familiar."
I managed a smirk at that.
"Isn't that something you're supposed to find out on your own?"
"It was," he said with a thoughtful expression. "But I'm running out of the patience to do that on my own. Save me the time and tell me."
"I don't know what it is that you see," I said calmly, regaining a bit of my composure.
He stared calmly at me.
"You know at least some of it. You're scared. There's a secret you're hiding."
"Is this a ploy to reject my proposal?" I asked cautiously. "Because if it is, then I would follow you everywhere. I mean it."
He snorted at that.
"You speak like you could keep up with me."
"I—"
"Also," he cut me off smoothly, "I don't need a reason to deny you anything. If I wanna say no to you, I'd say it and there would be absolutely nothing you can do about it. Is that clear?"
I simply stared at him as I felt there was no point in answering that.
"I hope it is," he added as he walked into his room and closed the door behind him. The click of his door getting locked came next, and then it was silence.
Absolute silence.
I was left standing alone in the hallway, feeling less than pleased about the result but a little expectant for the outcome.
Turning around, I stalked to my room, which was downstairs. Taking the time to observe the hallway and rooms as I walked, I found myself wishing that I had one of the rooms up here.
Unlike my "pink" painted room, most of these rooms were painted white. They were even more extravagant than my room, with golden bedposts and wooden furniture made of very sturdy wood.
Despite having no inhabitants, all of the rooms are immaculately clean, as the maids are required to make sure they remain in perfect condition every day.
All of the extravagance and opulence almost made me giddy with greed. I've never been in the midst of such wealth before. Not even when I was married to Kael.
Willing away the greed, I walked out of the fifth room I have checked today and was met with Lyanna's calm eyes staring at me, startling me.
"Lyanna!" I yelled as I clutched my chest. "What was that for?"
"Nothing," she shrugged. "I watched you walk in, and I waited outside until you were done."
I glared at her as I tried to calm myself.
"Why were you watching me?"
"I wasn't, Luna," she admitted in a flat voice. "I was coming to get you."
I arched a brow at this.
"Get me? For what?"
"The head maid asked me to get you so you could begin your lessons on the household affairs and the running of it."
"Oh, yes," I nodded as I closed the door of the room behind me and walked behind her as she walked in front of me.
It was quite funny now that I think about it.
Lyanna had always walked in front of me since I arrived. At first, I thought she was doing it to keep me from looking like a fool when walking around this massive mansion, but now, I'm not so convinced that it was the case.
She should be walking behind me.
I know this because I was subjected to it by Vera. She never let me walk beside or in front of her. She would make me walk a few steps behind her whenever she felt good enough to let me be associated with her, or when she didn't have a choice.
I've also noticed that Soren never walks in front of Dravin. He was almost always a step behind his Alpha, or beside him occasionally.
Lyanna should know that too.
She has been trained by the head maid, who was quite strict about etiquette. If she wasn't cutting me or her Alpha slack, then I see no reason for her to do that for anyone else.
There was also something about the way she walked.
Even though all of the maids seem to have been trained to always walk with proper posture, Lyanna's was a little straighter than the others.
She walked with a measured gait, and each foot came in front of the other like a rehearsed process rather than an instinctual one.
She doesn't seem to walk in front of me with malicious intent. It was quite the opposite, actually. She seemed to be... protecting me?
"Lyanna," I called, eager to test my theory.
"Yes, Luna," she turned to look at me even as she kept walking forward.
"You're a soldier, aren't you?" I asked, feeling a little pleased as her body froze. "You were—or are—a warrior of the pack. Why are you my maid?"
She stared at me as her tense demeanor disappeared, replaced by the calm, calculating gaze I was used to.
"Because I was ordered to," she said as she turned to stare at me. "The Alpha informed me that he was taking a bride and needed one of his best soldiers as her maid and protector."
"And he chose you?"
She smiled at that.
"I might not look like it, but I was quite a capable soldier. Only few can boast of their abilities like I can."
I gave her a small smile.
"Isn't it boring to be my maid and guard?"
She shook her head in response.
"You're quite an interesting personality, Luna. I believe I'm in for a fun ride."
Vera's POV"Fûck!" I hissed as I tossed the mug I was holding at the wall, spilling its contents and shattering it on the wall.It was a bare second until my mother came running into the room with a frown."What's going on, Vera?" Her voice was quite calm but annoyed as her alarm quickly died down. "Ava is no longer here to clean up your mess. The workers won't be able to get that stain off the wall.""Then, have them fucking repaint it!" I spat as I let myself flop back on my bed."What's wrong?" Mother sighed as she moved to sit beside me. "You've been in quite a terrible mood lately.""Kael is still trying to postpone the announcement that I am his Luna," I complained. "Even worse, he's trying to keep our relationship even more private."I couldn't see her eyes, but her sigh told me all I needed to know about what she thought of my complaint.She thinks I'm throwing a tantrum.This is why I don't enjoy telling her about my problems."He must have a good reason," she said eventually
Dravin's POV Things are getting a little annoying.I stared at the subtle face-off going on in my office right now and couldn't help but sigh.A knock drew all of our attention, and Soren walked in."Alpha, I—"He paused at the sight I have been forced to watch for the past hour now.Seated in the living room section of my office were two ladies staring at each other from the farthest ends of the adjacent couches.One was a chubby, scarred lady, and the other a beauty that can be barely quantified. There are only a few women that I've recognized as a masterpiece of the goddess, considering my high standards, and she was one of them.Soren took a second to stare at me with a question in his eyes.When he got nothing, he cleared his throat uncomfortably."Um, I'll be back later, Alpha."He was out of the door before I could say a word of protest.That bastârd.Both women watched the door for a few seconds even after Soren left, and then turned their attention to each other—one with a c
Ava's POVThey say scars fade with time. But mine? Mine only grew deeper. Like a cruel signature, it adorned my face. _Flashback_ "Oh no, what's that?""Maybe it's black coal?" another child said, staring at my face as I looked down."Come, get away from her," their mother said, dragging them along."Don't you ever look at her again. Unless you want to end up like that," she warned, gesturing toward my face."What's that, Mum?" the youngest of the boys asked."Her face is a canvas, but guess who painted on it? The devil," she joked cruelly.A tear escaped my eyelid."Her face is the devil's canvas, and that scar is his artwork." Her words pierced deep into my soul.Why was I constantly blamed for something I had no control over?Why was I always abused?Did I ask to be born this way? I asked no one but myself.That was three years ago. Nothing much had changed—except the abuse had become more of a routine... like a schedule I followed.SLAP!A slender hand collided with my cheek, sn
Ava's POV I thought my ears heard wrong, as my mother's words rang out."No, Vera. Let's give your sister a chance," she said coolly, as though the years of neglect and hatred never existed.Vera scoffed, storming out of the room with a dramatic swirl of her gown, leaving the door wide open."Come here, sweetheart," Mum called, her arms widely spread apart, waiting to receive me in its tight embrace. Her smile was unfamiliar... too soft, too calculated."Sweetheart," the word sounded strange, foreign. It had never been used on me before.A flicker of hope rose in my chest, stupid and fragile."Mother... I smell," I tried to explain, shame heavy on my tongue."Nonsense, sweetheart, come give mother a hug," her voice dripped with false affection.My feet, once rooted in suspicion, obeyed her call.But just as I reached her—crack.Pain exploded at the back of my head, and my eyes gave way to the dark....I shot my eyes open to the sight of a strange environment.The next memory wasn't
Ava's POV I should have taken the guard’s advice. Worn a mask or veil, to save myself from this humiliation.I blinked. My throat dried, my pulse raised, my palms wet with sweat. No... the moon goddess must be playing tricks on me.This had got to be a mistake.I asked for a mate, not Kael—the Alpha of BloodMoon Pack.The room was silent.So silent, I could hear my own heartbeat, threatening to leap out of my rib cage.All eyes were on us: the ugly, scarred face, and the most powerful man in the kingdom kneeling in front of her.“Mate,” he said again, firmer, his voice like thunder before a storm.I gulped down at his amazing features—blonde hair, grey eyes, and a well-sculpted jawline. He was beautiful... the most beautiful I have laid my eyes on.He stood slowly, his hands still under my chin, and I stood up as well.I waited for it. The time he would utter those words out. I wouldn’t blame him. I wouldn’t accept me also if I was him.So here it was—an even more public humiliation
Ava's POVI shot my eyes open to an unfamiliar sight... My eyes dimmed as the bright light threatened to blind me."Quick, call Her Majesty! Princess Elora is awake!" someone who was fanning over me called out. _Princess Elora?_ What sick game was this?I am not Elora. I am Ava. Ava the scarred omega. The unloved. The betrayed. I tried sitting up, but my limbs felt strange. Heavy. A sharp pain surged through me as I held my head. Sweat clung to my skin. _Wait... skin?_ I blinked again. I wasn't cold. I wasn't bleeding. I was... alive. My hands flew to my chest. _No wound_ My heart thundered in my ears. Then everything came back—my mother, my sister, Vera, Kael... my mate. Their laughter. Betrayal. The pain. The darkness. The death. And yet... Here I was. The moon goddess had granted me a rebirth, and I was sure not going to waste this chance. They would pay. Vera. Kael. Even my mother. They would taste the wrath of my sword. I would make them beg for de
Ava's POV My already heavy body sagged as I was now adorned with jewelry, the weight of gold and stone dragging me.I stared at my reflection, barely recognizing the girl in the mirror.The maid behind me twisted my hair into an elegant knot, her fingers trembling. "You are doomed for sure," she said in a whisper, but I caught her words."Don't scar her," another maid muttered under her breath, brushing a stray curl behind my ear."Quiet. It's time now!" my mother snapped as she strode into the room, her gown shimmering like moonlight. "My baby, beautiful as always," she kissed my forehead. The gesture was warming, a farewell wrapped in affection.She must have truly loved Elora... the real Elora.I swallowed my bitterness and stood, following them down the corridor. The palace was unnecessarily cold, the halls were pure sophistication with their intricate design and large artworks that made me feel small, like I didn't belong.My footsteps dragged behind theirs. This identity wasn't
Ava's POV"Strip," his harsh tone resounded in my ears.My heart thumped erratically in my chest as the silence stretched between us.My fear slowly morphed into a righteous anger at the order. Who the fuck did he think he was?Where did he think he found me?I was an actual princess before he basically forced my family into giving me away based on a betrothal made before I could even talk. He had no right to treat me that way. "I'm not a cheap whore, neither did you pick me up from a brothel." I wanted to say those words. I wanted to show him that it was going to take more than a little intimidation to make me cower. I've done enough of that in my past life.Then, I looked into those cold eyes. Black and silver stared at me, studied me. Like I was prey. My defiance died down as quick as it came.I stood frozen, my heart pounding in my chest so hard that I could hear it.This was the Demon Alpha. The actual devil. I came here to avoid being beheaded. Speaking out of turn would
Dravin's POV Things are getting a little annoying.I stared at the subtle face-off going on in my office right now and couldn't help but sigh.A knock drew all of our attention, and Soren walked in."Alpha, I—"He paused at the sight I have been forced to watch for the past hour now.Seated in the living room section of my office were two ladies staring at each other from the farthest ends of the adjacent couches.One was a chubby, scarred lady, and the other a beauty that can be barely quantified. There are only a few women that I've recognized as a masterpiece of the goddess, considering my high standards, and she was one of them.Soren took a second to stare at me with a question in his eyes.When he got nothing, he cleared his throat uncomfortably."Um, I'll be back later, Alpha."He was out of the door before I could say a word of protest.That bastârd.Both women watched the door for a few seconds even after Soren left, and then turned their attention to each other—one with a c
Vera's POV"Fûck!" I hissed as I tossed the mug I was holding at the wall, spilling its contents and shattering it on the wall.It was a bare second until my mother came running into the room with a frown."What's going on, Vera?" Her voice was quite calm but annoyed as her alarm quickly died down. "Ava is no longer here to clean up your mess. The workers won't be able to get that stain off the wall.""Then, have them fucking repaint it!" I spat as I let myself flop back on my bed."What's wrong?" Mother sighed as she moved to sit beside me. "You've been in quite a terrible mood lately.""Kael is still trying to postpone the announcement that I am his Luna," I complained. "Even worse, he's trying to keep our relationship even more private."I couldn't see her eyes, but her sigh told me all I needed to know about what she thought of my complaint.She thinks I'm throwing a tantrum.This is why I don't enjoy telling her about my problems."He must have a good reason," she said eventually
Ava's POV I was scared.Even as I held my ground, staring into those black and silver eyes, I was terrified, and I knew it. If looks could kill, I was sure Dravin would have killed me by now. His glare was so intense that I almost instinctively took a step back. But I didn't. If I backed down now, then I was unsure if I could ever muster up the courage to do this again. The lingering confidence I could feel from Elora's fading personality was the only thing I could greedily latch on to. It was all that helped me stand my ground. The head maid’s words, along with Lyanna's lecture, inspired me as well, and I wasn't going to let all of that go to waste by being a coward now. "Are you trying to dupe me?" he asked, the anger still evident in his tone. I blinked in surprise at that. Of all the things I expected him to say, that was the least. "You want to use the budget as an excuse to run away with a chunk of my money, don't you?" His eyes were glowing now. A fierce glow that ha
Dravin's POV "I still can't believe we didn't know this," Soren said thoughtfully as he tapped his feet rhythmically on the floor of my office. "I also think it's your fault for not checking in all the years until you claimed her."I resisted the urge to roll my eyes as I perused through a document.It's been a week since the ritual, and Soren still hasn't gotten past the fact that Elora was scarred, fat, and ugly. He always brought it up whenever we saw her, which, for some reason, has been every day for the last three days."You could have checked," I said with evident boredom in my voice. "You are in charge of intelligence.""I'm not the one getting mated to her," he argued.I looked up at him for a few seconds, but he wasn't even looking at me. He was staring at the ceiling like there was something of interest up there.Turning back to my work, I decided it wasn't worth it to reply."It's funny, but I still like her," Soren laughed. "She seems to know how to get on your bad side
Ava's POV Dinner was a quiet affair.True to her words, the head maid made Dravin come down for dinner. He looked sullen at the fact that he was forced downstairs and made a point to stare me down with as much disgust as he could possibly muster without words.All of that was forgotten when I saw what we were having for dinner, though.A full-course meal that had more meat than I'd seen my whole life.Chicken, beef, turkey, pork, venison, just name it.Of course, I knew nothing of the different types of meat except chicken and beef—I used to prepare them for Vera and Mother—it took the head maid presenting every dish verbally to identify them.I didn't care about any of it.All I saw was meat. A lot more than I've ever been allowed to taste. Even when I cooked for Mother and Vera, they almost never let me taste it. Fruits made up most of my diet.I tore into the food with a vengeance. It tasted heavenly against my tongue. Every bit of it was more flavor than I've ever had, and I jus
Ava's POV Those words both scared and excited me.Demon Luna Queen.It only sounded right.If he was the Demon Alpha, it was appropriate that I was his Demon Luna.I don't know if I like being associated with him, but I can't deny the fact that I don't mind the title.The rest of the ritual was quite easier than I imagined.We both cut our palms and let our blood flow into the chalice.Dravin took a drink first, and I took the next.Everyone in the hall, except Dravin, went on one knee to welcome me as their Luna.It was a surreal sight.A little awkward too since I had no idea how a queen or Luna should act.Soren was the one who gave me an out as he mouthed at me:"Ask us to rise."I did just that, and everyone obeyed immediately.Dravin spoke up next, dismissing them and declaring the day as a day of celebration in honor of my presence.A day that will be dedicated to me for my whole life in this pack.That was another feeling I couldn't describe.The rest of the day was long and
Dravin's POVI walked about ten steps before I eventually heard the hesitant footsteps of my bride follow behind me. It took a bit of restraint to resist the urge to roll my eyes as she intentionally trailed a good distance behind me, and I could almost taste her fear. It exuded out of her like an untamed current. My eyes searched across the hall to see the confused look on Soren's face just in time. I hid a smirk at that. I warned him that he was in for an unpleasant surprise. In a few more strides, I reached the massive pool in the middle of the hall and stopped. It was a massive 20 feet on all sides and 20 feet deep. There were no stairs leading into it. All there was to do was jump. I stared at the 20-foot drop and waited until my bride came to stand beside me. Elora. The name truly was a beautiful one. It was a shame that it was wasted on this hideous creature. Turning to stare at her, I could almost feel pride swell in my gut at the work of my workers. The ma
Kael's POVIt's been about two days since Ava's death.Just like we expected, there wasn't much need to tell a convincing story about the disappearance of the scar-faced bitch.Vera has kept her distance since I was supposed to be a mourning widower, but she sneaks in whenever I'm on my own to celebrate our success.Just like right now.I watched the heavy doors of my throne room open, pushed by two of my best guards.Vera strolled in with the grace of a goddess—a stark contrast to her ugly, clumsy sister.It amazes me how these two had come from the same womb.Her beautiful green eyes glimmered in the light like emeralds, and I could feel myself entranced at the sight of them.As I forced myself to look away from those mesmerising eyes lest I get hypnotized, my eyes travelled down to her firm, full chest that seemed a little too big for her bra, as it left a fair bit of cleavage to be admired. Once again, this was a sight I was reluctant to look away from, even as my eyes travelled d
Ava's POV My eyes shut tighter as the sun fell on my face. I tried looking away from it, but it seemed to follow my eyes wherever it went.I couldn't help but feel irritated at the sun itself.It was one thing to unrelentingly disturb my sleep, but did it have to be so focused on my face?It was almost like it was trying to remind me of my scar.Rolling over on the soft bed, I sprang upright with all of the clumsy grace my chubby body could muster.It looked more like erratic flailing.I took a quick look around in a bid to get my bearings, but it was largely unfamiliar.Clearly, it was a bedroom.Elora's room was pretty big, but this was easily twice its size.It had a king-sized bed like in Elora's room, but much more comfortable. It was so soft that I was almost sinking into it.On the right was the window wall that opened up to a beautiful horizon, one I hadn't noticed on my way in here last night. On the left was a dressing table along with a vanity mirror I couldn't bear to loo