**ALEX POV**
I had always thought of myself as a worthless being, living for 17 years without my mother with me I felt even more worthless.
My certified drunkard of a father and playboy brother doesn't help matters instead they both continuously make fun of me.
I picked up my phone from the bed after my night time routine and logged into my social media account, scrolling through my news feed when i saw a sponsored post about Killian Lockwood looking for a wife.
I huffed and sipped my yogurt silently. "A wife online?" I thought and shook my head, this rich folks surprises me everyday with their way of living.
I wanted to scroll down from the post since it has nothing to do with me, Killian is a powerful business man who owns tons of business chains around the world, his empire is considered the biggest one on the planet.
I don't even know why I'm still dwelling on this, I have nothing to do with a rich man post.
All my thoughts flew out of the window when I saw the benefit that accompany the title of being his wife for a year.
"I can finally undergo a surgery, I can finally go back to school and mingle with my peers." I thought excitedly.
But the problem was my ugliness. that rich business tycoon will never accept me or want anything to do with me, moreover he is 35 years old!
A whooping 14 years difference. I frowned at the turn of events and held my phone close to my heart.
"What do I do now?" I asked no one in particular.
A hard knock came on the door making me flinch and fall down from the bed thereby hitting my butt hard on the floor.
"Damn it, who the hell is that!" I yelled angrily.
who else if not the man I called my father or my unfilial brother.
"Open this door or I'll pull it down, damn it!" A voice shouted from outside.
I crawl back against the wall and sat down on the ground, hugging my legs to myself.
it is my father, he is drunk again.
when he gets drunk which happens almost everyday I become his ultimate punching bag.
He keep yelling from the outside but I didn't make a sound, it doesn't matter if I make a sound or not, he would come inside and meet me here then do to me as he wishes.
I couldn't hold it any longer so I get up from where I was sitting down and picked up the little knife that I hid under my bed, it was a protection weapon which I finally opt for in order not to get beaten to death.
I hold the knife firmly and slowly made my way to the door, I pulled it open and was immediately pushed back causing me to hit my head on the wall, I cried out in pain from the hard hit.
"it hurts." I mumbled as hers fall from my eyes.
I was exhausted even though I know perfectly well that the torture just started.
"You bitch, I wish you can just die so that I can stop seeing you ugly face." He spats and kicked me hard.
I chuckled Butler and wiped my tears away angrily, I hate the fsct that I couldn't defend myself back then and even today that I thought I can I still can't.
it sucks, I suck!
"You're right, it would have been better if I died. I mean I'm also tired of seeing your drunk self." I replied mockingly.
"You wench," He shouted and slapped me across my face.
"Is that all you got dad? bring it on, hit me more, come on! maybe in the process you can make me pretty." I said to his face, his eyes darkened and he started loosing his belt, my instinct kicked and i fished my knife from the ground and cut his hand then I ran out of the room.
I jumped three steps at a time trying to get as far away as I can.
when I ran out of the house the street was dark, everywhere was calm and it was raining hard.
I feel like the rain should just eat me up, I was tired and still here I am tired up.
I covered my head with my hoodie and started running. I ran and ran and ran letting out my frustration on the street, letting my tears flow freely nonstop.
Who the hell are you to mock my look? who the fuck are you to make mockery of my misery?
Who the hell are you to punish me because I don't look like barbie? I didn't create myself, I don't love my look as well and you know what? the last thing I'm gon' do is to kill myself.
My legs continuously hitting the ground and the sound of my tears echoing along with the thunder makes the night even more scary.
My leg hits a stone and I fall face down on the ground, i lay there crying, i couldn't move.
My feets are sore and if i move a step again then I'm going to fall down for the second time tonight on the street.
"Why are you crying? why are you out here in the dark, on the ground while the rain is this heavy?" A voice asked, I turned my neck around to know whom it is but I couldn't move my neck.
"Let me help you."
She come around and help me up, she pointed her touch light at my leg and i wasn't surprised that my leg feet was bleeding.
"We've got a problem here, you have a bleeding foot, can you at least walk? we can squat at that store down there." She said but I shook my head.
"Who are you?" I asked her. I couldn't view her face properly since it was dark but I felt save with her.
Something about her comfort me.
"Let's just say that I am that girl who ran away from home, your little accomplice." She responded.
My accomplice?
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ALEX POV:"Be careful or you might just reopen the wound on your leg." my savior said. I nodded and rest my back against the wall.I felt her eyes on me, she was staring at me without saying a word which made me extremely nervous."I didn't want to pry on your matter but since I saved you, I have the right to know what's wrong with the girl I just rescued." She told me calmly and sat down beside me, I swallowed deeply and brush away the sudden sweat that formed on my forehead."I...I don't know where to star
ALEX POV:We later found one that matches my skin color and it was worn on my face."Is this me?" I questioned no one in particular after staring at myself in a full-length mirror."That is all you sweetheart, nobody dares call you ugly ever again," Camille said causing me to giggle."So how much did this cost?" I asked her."Don't worry about what it costs, rather let's celebrate your new look." She told me but I shook my head."You have to, I wa
ALEX'S POV:I smiled in joy.Does it mean that I can now go for the interview?I laughed with so much excitement as I thought about it.When the bus came I quickly got in and put coins inside the coin box.I sat down beside the window and rest my head against it. The chilly weather, couple with the scanty bus made everywhere so calm and lonely.When I got to where I'm gon' stop, I quickly got down from the bus and tightened my hand around my bag.
ALEX POV:"Miss Davis, right here is Olivia your tutor." Mr Adonis said as he introduced me to the gorgeous lady."Hi." I waved at her."Hi miss Davis, i'll be your tutor for now, everything is ready so lets go." She said and started walking towards the door."Don't forget about tomorrow afternoon miss Davis, Mr Lockwood doesn't like to be kept waiting." He warned me."Rest assured, I'll be here on time." I told him before walking out of the office.I got to the desk of that blonde and she handed over my jacket."Where are we going exactly?" I asked Olivia.
ALEX POV:While the hair stylist was making my hair I was checking my phone to keep track of the time I don't want to go home late and received another beating that will damage this fake face of mine.“So who are you to Killian Lockwood, are you a sister or girlfriend?” she asked inquisitively.More than any other thing I hate people who put their nose in other people business and I wanted to put her in her place at the moment, which was unlike me but she's making my hair so I wouldn't want to cause any drama.I decided to let it go.“ let's just put it this way I am a very important person to him now continue your job.” I replied and look back down on my phone.
ALEX POV:Why getting ready to go to Lockwood Inc, the dream I had last night was still playing in my head.I don't know that means but I sure am not going to back down from this journey because of a dream.I put on the black dress that I first wore yesterday and did my hair up in a ponytail, and wore the black stilleto heels.After doing all this, I carried the red purse and walk out of my room."Where the hell are you going? And how did you get all those things you're wearing, did you stole them?" My brother asked me."Of course not, I'm going somewhere important that will benefit me." I told him and park a bunch of the potato chips
ALEX POV:I kept staring at the ring on my finger and I just couldn't come to terms about what was happening.I'm wearing a ring worth millions of dollars on my finger and I feel so scared and nervous."So what do I do now?" I asked him after seating in his office for eternity without him talking to me."Do what I told you to do and screw off, you will be contacted." He said and I frowned my face.Treat me like a human at least Mr tycoon.I wrote my digits on the piece of paper infront of me and pick upy bag then stood up."I….I'm leaving now." I mumbled but he didn't ev
ALEX POV:"I….this was given to me by my fiance." I said without thinking.He dropped my hand and laughed so hard before looking back at me."Your fiance you said, who would want to marry an ugly girl like you? Chile he must have thought that youre pretty because of that mask." He mocked me. That really hurts my ego but no."If only you know whom my man is, you won't be talking like this." I said and turned around to leave but he blocked my path."Who is he, I want to meet him." He said and i rolled my eyes."Do you really think tbat you can walk on the same path with him?" I asked and chuckled softly. "Killian Lockwood will hav
It has been two months since Killian left the hospital, he has been very healthy and improved a lot.I stood outside the garden, my eyes fixed at the moon shining brightly at the compound.A hand wrapped around my waist and he pulled my closer to himself, his face buried on my neck."What are you doing here?" He asked me, I smiled and placed my hand on his."I'm very happy Killian, after everything that happened. You're still here with us, I am very happy." I told him. He chuckled and turned me around to look at him."You're very exceptional baby, thank you for not giving up on me." He said, I stared at his face for so long, my eyes slowly getting clouded with tears, he lowered his head and placed his lips on mine, kissing me slowly.He suck on my bottom lip and bite on it gently. I winched and punch his chest playfully.He grabbed my hand and started leading me inside the house. I followed him obediently while he lead the way.
ALEX'S POV:I was sitting on my bed with Junior in my arms, I sat up from the bed and walk towards the door. I pulled it up and walk across the corridor until I got to the staircase."You should have called me to help you ma'am," Amanda said when she saw me climbing down the stairs. I chuckled and waved her off.I'm not a cripple and wouldn't want to be treated as such."What did you make for breakfast?" I asked her as I walk pass her to sit down on the couch."Macaroni and cheese." She responded and walk over to the huge television in front of me and turned it on."Okay, bring me some." I told her and picked up the remote, quietly flipping through the channels.Amanda walk out of the living room while my eyes was glued on the TV, the ongoing Netflix drama totally grabbed my attention. I stopped scrolling and decided to watch it."Where is the food Amanda?" I asked impatiently. I was very hungry. Junior has been sucking m
ALEX'S POV:I opened my eyes slowly, the room has a dim light. I rubbed my eyes with the back of my palm and slowly open it again. My eyes taking in the room I was in, my mind immediately sank as i think of my child."My baby." I muttered and raised myself up from the bed. I heard shuffling at the end of the room and also s sneeze."Alexandria, you're awake." It was Kayla talking to me. She walk up to me and placed the back of her palm against my forehead."Yes.....how is my child?" I asked her. She stepped back and pointed at the crib in front of me. I took a sneak peek inside it and smiled."Thank you for clothing him well." I told her, she waved off her hand and chuckled."What nonsense, he is my nephew. It is my job to take care of him." She said with a smile. I nodded and rest my back against the bed headboard."What time is it?" I asked her. I looked around the room in search of a clock."It is 7:45 PM, you slept for abou
ALEX'S POV:I was inside the bathtub, my back against the cold surface and my eyes closed as I tried to calm my mind.It has been good six months, my husband was yet to wake up. A lot of things had happened in the past six month. Kate ended up confessing that the child she was carrying was someone else's who previously rejected the pregnancy.I had Raymond file a case against her, it was a major disrespect for her to come out and spoke the truth when she already done a lot of damages.The last court appearance was yesterday and as it should be and for the sake of the baby she was carrying, she was to spend ten night in prison and $20,000. I think that was fair for her.I carefully stood up from the bathtub and grabbed towel from where I hunged it, then cleaned my body with it. I walk out of the bathroom and went inside the room, luckily for me, Amanda already picked out my dress for the day, I originally wanted to go to Lockwood Inc and find out ho
ALEX'S POV:I was inside the living room with Raymond. He came to visit me few hours ago and since then we have been discussing and him helping me with some things."I appreciate your visit today Ray, thank you so much." I said gratefully. He smiled and placed the already cut apple on the plate in front of me.Ever since the incidents that happened and hospital after hearing Old Mrs Lookwood's words, I felt reassured, I felt determined and I feel like....I guess I have something to live for. I have people to leave for, people that wants me to be with them, people that can't do without me.I felt like it will be a waste of energy, a waste of time to try and take my own life, when Killian is very much alive, yes he might be in comma now, he might not be able to talk to me for a while but I know that one day he will wake up and I have faith that before the birth of his child he will definitely show me a sign that he at least is still with me and always with
The first ALEX'S POV:I sat before Killian's hospital bed. My hand holding his as I wipe his face with lukewarm water.I have cried a lot and this past week's been hard for me. I couldn't do anything on my own, I have gotten used to Killian doing certain things for me."When will you wake up? I need you, our child needs you," I said, already on the verge of tears.I sunk in my tears and wore a smile on my face.I know that he will be alright, I want to believe that he will be alright.After wiping his face, I wipe his hands as well before carrying the bowl to the bathroom.I came back a few minutes later and return returned to oom. I sat down beside him and cleared my throat."Do you know that I miss you?" I asked calmly while caressing his hand. I look up at the ceiling and smiled bitterly."I miss you so much, I am hurting. My heart is yearning for you." I continue with a smile on my face. "Do you know that I dream of you
Amanda was knocking on the door but no one opens up for her."Mrs. Lockwood, Mrs. Lockwood." She kept calling but no answer. She didn't know what to do, and the door was locked a few minutes ago she saw the news of Killian's accident airing on TV so she rushed to inform Alex, but how was she supposed to inform her when she wasn't opening the door?Amanda ran back downstairs and dashed out of the house, when she saw Kaden she ran up to him."Why are you running?" He questioned her with a stern face."Mrs...... Mrs. Lockwood isn't opening her door, I saw the news of Mr. Lockwood's accident on TV but I couldn't tell madam because her door was locked." She responded. Kaden's eyes widened and he started running inside the house.When he got upstairs, he started knocking heavily on the door but no answer."Mrs. Lockwood, it is me Kaden, please open the door." He begged, still he got no response."Shit, something is wrong." He mumbled and gr
ALEX'S POV:"How do you plan to know who the real father is? We have to wait for about few months before she give birth and a possible DNA test get carried out." I said with a raised eyebrow.Killian led me away from the window and sat me down on the bed. He helped me lay down on the bed and sat down beside me.He told me that he ready told Luciano to find out who the father of the baby Kate was carrying is, I was wondering how he planned to do that but he told me that I shouldn't worry.Why will he tell me not to worry? I have to worry because he is my fucking husband and I have every right to be worried about him."Do you think that will work? I sure know that you have the connection and all but this is a pregnant woman we're talking about, I hope you're not going to do anything silly." I told him. He chuckled and covered me well with the duvet."Don't worry love, I know how to get words out of people like her, she is just a little girl.
ALEX'S POV:I swiped the receive icon and placed it against my ear with a smile on my face."Hey Camille, what is going on?" I asked."Alex, have you logged in on social media today?" Camille questioned me."No, why?" I inquired, she sighed and cleared her throat."There is this video circulating social media about your husband." She said and I looked back to see Killian looking back at me."What is it about?" I asked her, my fingers tugging on my hair."Go online and see for yourself," she said and before I could question her further, she hanged up on me.I shook my head and logged into my Instagram account, I couldn't believe the thousands of tags that I've got."What is going on?" I whispered to myself.I clicked on one of the tags and it led me straight to a video. When I saw that it was Kate, I hissed and was about to scroll away but my hand froze when I heard her say those words."I am pregnant with K