Sitting on the edge of the bed I pulled my boots on and grabbed my jacket. "Brooke come on. I swear to God you have to be the slowest person on the entire planet."
Glancing up I saw her stick her hand out the bathroom door and flip me off. Sighing I laid sideways across the bed. I was still sleepy and would have much rather been warm and comfy in the hotel bed. Brooke and I had been best friends from birth, our birthdays were only two days apart and we had been next-door neighbors our entire life. This year our parents had surprised us with tickets to fly to NYC for New Year's Eve, something I would have never thought they would do in a million years.
Brooke rounded the corner, "so here is an idea. Why don't we move up here after this last semester?" I frowned at her "uh, no way. I am not a city girl."
Rolling her eyes Brooke dug through her bags pulling out her shoes, "come on. We both graduate in May. You can start your masters here. I can get a kick-ass job, and best of all we can be roomies."
Sitting up I cut my eyes at her like she was crazy, "I hate to break it you but we have been roomies since we graduated high school."
Brooke frowned at me, "Kennedy you are such a buzz kill."
Shrugging my shoulders I watched Brooke plop down on the bed opposite of me and begun lacing her shoes. We might have been best friends for almost 21 years now but we were complete opposites in almost every area. Brooke was tall and athletic, her warm mocha skin tone was set off by her shoulder-length curly hair. I on the other hand was short and curvy. My white skin begged me to get out in some sun and get it some color. My long brown hair was the result of me being lazy and not going to get it cut even though I constantly complained about it. It was hard to straighten as long as it was and ended up in a messy bun most of the time. As outgoing as Brooke was made me seem almost antisocial. Sometimes I wondered how we managed to get along so well but we made it work.
New York was a madhouse of people, it seemed as if the entire world had traveled here to watch the ball drop and had yet to leave. Last night had been an unforgettable experience, we had gotten to see some of our favorite performers live and had even managed to be seen by our friends and family on tv. As tired as we both were from staying up way too late last night we were determined to go out and have fun our last day in the Big Apple.
Brooke was known as the google queen and had found us what she said was the perfect spot to eat lunch. The restaurant was close enough to our hotel that we decided to walk. The place she had picked was more upscale than I had imagined and as we were seated I could only imagine the bill we would be receiving when we were done. As the waitress placed our lemon water down and handed us our menu I thanked her waiting until she had turned around before kicking Brooke under the table.
"What the hell, our damn water alone is probably 10 bucks. I mean check out this menu."
Brooke looked up from her menu, "Kennedy, relax damn. You need a man in your life. You've been a little too high strung these last few months."
After giving her my best death glare I studied my menu in great detail until I found something I thought I would enjoy. After our order was taken Brooke tilted her head at me, "come on don't be mad at me. We are about to be 21. We need to start having fun. We have been so focused on our schooling that we, well you have become boring."
I shrugged ignoring her, I mean she wasn't entirely off base. We both had taken as many classes each semester that we could fit in and still work full time. Of course, we both worked at her dad's insurance office making at least that aspect of our lives easy. All we were responsible for was greeting walk-ins and answering the phone. Right after graduating from high school, our parents had found us a cute duplex to move into and it was cheap enough that we didn't spend all of our money on bills and rent.
Plates in front of us I pushed my salmon with my fork. "I can't believe you are moving away from me this summer."
Brooke looked up frowning, "not if we moved up here together, besides it's not like you couldn't move with me."
She was planning on moving out of our little hometown 3 hours to what I referred to as the big city. Taking a bite of my food I closed my eyes, "oh my God, this is heaven."
Brooke let out a breath, "fine ignore me." Taking a bite of her own food she looked up, "see if we moved up here we could eat this shit every day."
I snorted, "we would go broke." Brooke shook her head, "Your momma should have named you Debbie. You know as in Debbie Downer."
I laughed at her, "you sound like a freaking grandma."
Our check had been expensive but not as bad as I had originally imagined. We left heading to some type of gathering we had heard about last night. It was several blocks over but once we got there I was amazed at all the street vendors. Walking closer I heard a familiar song being sung from a band that was on a little make-shift stage. "Ok well, I guess this could be cool. We can do all of our souvenir shopping here."
Brooke nodded as we waited for the light to turn so we could walk across the street. "I know, maybe we should have eaten here, that food cart smelled pretty damn good."
An SUV passed in front of us pausing with the crowded traffic. The dark tent windows were down only a crack but before it lurched forward I caught a glimpse of the inside. "OMG, Seth Greer was in that car."
Brooke frowned at me, "what? I seriously doubt that."
I gave her a look, "he was in the car and he did perform last night so he is in town."
Brooke shrugged, "I guess."
I rolled my eyes, "I know Seth Greer, and that was Seth Greer."
Brooke shook her head, "you do not know Seth Greer."
Once across the street, I let Brooke drag me around from vendor to vendor. I even bought a couple of shirts for my family and myself. The place was crowded with people and I was quickly beginning to feel suffocated. When Brooke had finally decided it was time to go I was beyond relieved. A crowd had formed in front of us blocking our path so we decided to squeeze between two vendors. Brooke stopped only after a couple of steps, "I have to go to that booth, look they have those little spoony thingies my Granny collects."
I sighed, "Brooke, so does the freaking airport."
She cocked her head, "yeah for double the price, just wait here ok I'll be right back promise."
As she walked off I decided to walk in the opposite direction where fewer and fewer people were. Rounding a corner I saw a small group of people and Seth Greer was smack dab in the middle signing a shirt for a fan. I blinked making positive it was him. He looked up seeing me as he handed the girl back her shirt. "If you want me to sign something come on I need to go."
I quickly nodded, "yeah umm can I get a picture with you instead?"
He shrugged his shoulders, "yeah, give him your camera to him and come here."
I nodded handing my phone to a huge guy that I could only imagine being one of his bodyguards. "Thank you," I said as I turned back around to where Seth was. He quickly threw his arm around me pulling me into him and before I knew it I could hear my phone start taking pictures.
"Ok, I'm out," he said as he walked away leaving me as dumbfounded as I was when I first walked into him. I held my hand out to get my phone and the bodyguard began to hand it to me. Suddenly he gripped my phone so hard I thought he would break the screen. I tried to quickly grab it but before I could he threw it down on the concrete laughing as he turned around and walked off.
I stood in shock for a couple of seconds, "Wow what an ass!" A girl beside me said.
I looked down at my phone face down on the concrete and tried to keep calm as I leaned down to pick it up. The front was completely shattered and I prayed it was just my glass screen protector and not my actual screen. Slowly I pulled my screen protector off and most of the cracks were indeed just the screen protector but I had one crack on my phone from top to bottom running straight through the middle of my phone. Swipping my phone it didn't' respond, my touch screen had been damaged.
Brooke came up behind me, "Oh damn, what happened did you drop it?"
I shook my head in disbelief, "no I met Seth Greer and well his bitch ass bodyguard threw my phone down."
Brooke frowned, "What! Are you sure? Did you trip and hit your head? I mean you're serious?"
I shoved her, "yes I'm for real, my damn phone is broke isn't it?"
Brooke pulled her phone out of her pocket, "what an ass, come on you can use my phone to get your insurance claim started."
By the time I was off the phone with the insurance company I was even more upset. My insurance deductible had been over 200 dollars and it wouldn't be delivered until tomorrow to my duplex in Texas. I only hoped I beat the Fed Ex truck home because he would leave shit anywhere.
Brooke and I were both silent the entire way back to the hotel.
Once in the room, I pulled my boots off. "I think this has been my worst vacation ever."
Brooke sat down beside me, "Nah, I mean we were in NYC for freaking New Years', you met Seth Greer, and you have pictures to prove it.
I rolled my eyes, "fuck Seth Greer."
She busted out laughing, "he would probably let you!"
I was quickly beginning to think that meeting Seth Greer was just quite possibly the worst thing that had ever happened to me. As soon as we had made it back to the hotel I changed right back into my pj's and crawled in the bed. Brooke had turned on the tv so I grabbed my earbuds putting on my music just loud enough to drown her out and tried my best to fall asleep.I couldn't get Seth out of my head and I couldn't figure out why his bodyguard went all psycho on me. Pulling the cover completely over my head I closed my eyes lost in my own thoughts."Kennedy! Kennedy Claire Rogers, I know you hear me."I jerked my head up pulling the covers down as I sat up. "Brooke...damn what is it, " I said pulling my one remaining earbud out of my ear and stopping my music on my phone."Let's go downstairs to the Jacuzzi."I made a face, "really Brooke, you woke me up for that."She shrugged, "yes, now get your ass in the bathroom and cha
It had been two days since we had made it back from New York, I was sitting at my desk at work wishing Brooke would hurry up and come back from running her errands. Today had been dead, I think the phone might have rung once all day and all I wanted to do was just go home.Yawning I got up and grabbed my iPad out of my bag, not having a phone was beginning to annoy me. I was close to taking my dad up on his offer of letting me use his old Motorola. Powering it on I ran to the bathroom before a customer walked in or the phone rang. Sitting back down I swiped my iPad open. I had a couple of messages but nothing that really interested me.After checking my Facebook messages I scrolled through my newsfeed. Exiting Facebook I saw I had some notifications on my Instagram. Opening my app I saw it was because I had a new follower, @sethgreer had followed me. My mouth fell open. Seeing I had a message I wondered who it could be from. Opening it up I about choked on the air itse
I was starting to regret not meeting Brooke and Christine for dinner. I was starving and the two of them were slow. Walking into the kitchen I pulled the freezer open seeing a watermelon Popsicle. Tearing open the wrapper I frowned as I heard the doorbell ring. Who could that be? I knew Brooke wasn't seriously wanting me to open the door for her.Walking to the front door I opened it up freezing in place. I was seriously thinking of pinching my self when he spoke, "are you going to invite me in or what?"I blinked moving to the side as he walked in, Seth Greer was walking into my house. I must be dreaming. I watched as he walked straight to the couch and sat down. "Go get dressed."Frowning at him I crossed my arms in front of my body, "for what?"He grabbed the remote turning on the tv, "we are going to get you a new phone, now go on."Shaking my head I walked in between him and the tv, "What? No, I told you I'm good."
Standing on my porch I watched as Seth's taillights faded into the distance. Instantly I felt a little sad. We had sat and talked for over an hour before he had to leave. Turning around I walked back into the house heading to my room.Brooke had text me telling me they had stopped at another mutual friend's house and that they shouldn't be much longer but I really didn't care at that point. Seth's leaving had left a void that I wasn't sure how to replace. We had exchanged numbers and he had told me he would be calling me soon to get me my tickets to his Shreveport concert. I still wasn't a hundred percent sure that I wasn't dreaming, things like this just didn't happen in real life.Sitting on my bed I looked around the room and wondered what I was going to do after graduation. Seth and I had talked more about Brooke's wild idea of moving to New York and he supported the idea telling me I needed to get out more and assured me he wouldn't let anything happen to us
Walking out the front door I shook my head watching our driver load our bags into the SUV. Seth had insisted that he hire a driver to pick us up and drive us down. His concert was the week before our birthdays so the timing had been close to perfect.I had barely been able to sleep at all the night before and try as I might I was unable to sleep on our ride down. Brooke on the other hand was knocked out. Rolling my eyes I reread the text conversation Seth and I had last night. We were arriving on a Friday, his concert was Saturday, and we would return home Sunday.Pulling out my tablet I started working on an essay for school. I had thought taking my college classes online would be less stressful but instead, I had a huge list of deadlines and little to no instruction. I had wanted to bring my laptop but knew it would have been impracticable although easier to use.A couple of towns over we stopped through McDonalds for breakfast. This woke Brooke up long enough
I woke up the next morning squinting in the harsh morning light. Grabbing my phone I saw it was almost 11. Groaning I headed to the bathroom before walking out to see if Brooke was up.She was indeed up sitting on the couch eating chips. "God I thought you'd never get up, I'm starving."I nodded at her, "I know I couldn't sleep last night. You want room service or are you going to make me go get dressed?"Brooke gave me a look and I already knew her answer. Groaning I turned to head back into the room. I threw some jeans on with a shirt before I brushed my hair. I was not ready to mess with makeup, I would tackle that when we got back. Seth's concert started at 9 but we had to be there at 8 so I had all day to get ready.Walking in the living area Brooke was waiting for me. She had looked up a Chinese place we had wanted to try. The only downfall about not driving was we had to call an uber. I wasn't big on them but Brooke told me I would just have to get
Walking into our room I collapsed on the couch. "I'm tired and crunk all at the same time."Brooke made a face, "I'm about to take a shower, put my pj's on, and lay in the bed watching tv."I nodded at her, "ok, might as well make the most of it before we have to go back tomorrow huh."She laughed, "God I think you are starting to rub off on me."Watching her walk to her room and shut the door I went to my own and changed into some shorts and a tank top before twisting my hair back up in its messy bun. I thought about taking my makeup off but decided against it heading back to the main living room and turning on the tv. Part of me wanted to go watch tv with Brooke but we had opposite ideas of what was good on tv. She was a reality tv junkie where I wasn't a fan.Flipping the channels I stopped on Family Guy knowing Brooke hated it. Stretching out I scanned through Facebook seeing that Brooke had tagged us at the Concert. Shaking m
Monday turned out to be a day straight from hell. Brooke and I worked from the minute we got there until it was time to leave at 5. All I really wanted to do was go home, take a bath, and go to bed. That would never happen. I had several projects due for school and two lectures I was behind on listening to. I had assumed online was at your own pace, I had been sadly mistaken.On the drive home I kept trying to think of how awesome it would be in May when I had my degree. I had a feeling this whole week would be hellish. My birthday was Saturday and Brooke's Monday. We had planned on going out but right now I didn't know if I could make it.Brooke looked over at me sensing my inner frustration. "You stress too much. Call Seth, he always puts a smile on your face."I rolled my eyes at her grinning, "you need new material."She shrugged, "it's true. So have you talk to him since the other night?"I shook my head no. I was tempted to
With Christmas behind us, the baby's due date was fast approaching. I was miserable now and Seth thought it was hilarious to bring up the fact that I seemed to wobble when I walked. If I thought I had been tired before I obviously didn't know tired.I had never put much thought or belief in the "nesting" stories I had heard friends talk about or read in books. But with two weeks before my due date, I found myself, going into full nesting mode. I organized and refolded or hung up all of the baby's clothes. Organized blankets by colors and patterns. Even the many boxes of diapers had been stacked in the closet by size all facing the same way.Seth had gone out of town for New Year's, he had asked me if I needed him to stay but I told him I would be fine without him and I was. I spent my time decorating rearranging or sleeping. My cravings were gone and now I had almost no appetite. I don't think my stomach had room for anything but the baby. Getting up and down was no easy
December was moving way too fast for my liking. I stood in front of a massive Christmas tree that hadn't been there the day before frowning. I wasn't ready for Christmas, I had no idea what to buy Seth. I mean it's not like he didn't already have every possible thing he could ever want. I had given his assistant a list of things to buy for my family and friends and now I wished that I would have just gone and bought it myself. It took the fun away from Christmas.I understood why Seth didn't want me walking around shopping though, I was huge pregnant and didn't have that much longer to go. Turning the corner to the kitchen I grabbed a cup of coffee and returned to stand back in front of the tree. It was pretty, just not my style, not that I would have told Seth that. I had no idea how I could have managed to sleep through the house being decorated. It was only 9:30 which was early as hell for me to be up. I preferred to sleep till 10:30 or 11.Walking down the hall I w
With the baby shower behind us, I could now appreciate it for what it was. I think my apprehension had been from the disaster of my previous gender reveal. I felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulder and I could now worry about other matters, like spending Thanksgiving with Seth's mom. I had no real reason to worry about that but I didn't know what she thought about me yet.When the time came I was nowhere near ready. I had hoped my doctor would say I wasn't approved for travel but I wasn't so lucky. I knew I needed to be up packing my bags for our trip but I didn't want to get out of bed. I felt like I had just laid down. Seth his bags packed and ready before my feet even touched the ground. He arched his eyebrow at me, "you know if you would start going to bed earlier you wouldn't be so sleepy."I frowned at him, "if you would stay on your side of the bed I wouldn't be up all night."Seth threw my bag up on the bed as I made my way to the bathroom, I ign
At 30 weeks pregnant, I was already over the whole pregnancy thing. My belly was huge and it was hard for me to even get up out of bed anymore. I didn't know if I could go another 10 weeks. I was tired of the "are you sure there is only one baby in there jokes." I was tired of people thinking my stomach was an open invitation to feel for the baby. I was turning out to be grouchy as hell in my last trimesterAlthough nothing had been said I had a feeling the "dinner" Seth was wanting to take me on tonight was actually going to turn into a baby shower. I don't know how I knew but I just did, he had been asking too many questions about things I knew damn well he didn't care about.It wasn't that I didn't want a baby shower, I just didn't want one today. I didn't want to get up, I didn't want to get dressed, I just wanted to lay in bed and sleep. I felt like we had just had the gender reveal and that had turned out to be a huge mess. Brooke and I had cleared the air but things
It had been two weeks since Seth had come back from New York and I was already for him to go back out of town. He had tried to talk to me about what had happened and I had refused to listen. He told me repeatedly that nothing had happened and I told him to stop talking about it.He had been glued to my side. Today was my first time out of the house without him.I couldn't believe I was already 26 weeks but at the same time, I couldn't believe I was only 26 weeks. I felt like I had been pregnant forever. Seth had wanted to come with me but I snapped at him and told him I was more than capable of driving myself. I don't know if he finally realized I'd reached my melting point or if I had just shocked him by going left. I didn't know and didn't care, all I knew was I could finally breathe again.Don't get me wrong he still left and went to the studio, he just never stayed gone long. If he stayed gone more than a couple of hours he would call and if I ignored his call
My flight home had been miserable. I was tired and cranky, my flight had been delayed due to bad weather, and Seth and I had said our goodbyes in anger. Every time I felt better about our relationship something always came along to fuck it up. Was it a sign that we just weren't meant to be?Seth hadn't come back to the hotel till almost 5 am. I had never truly gone into a deep sleep so I heard him when he came into the room. I laid still listening for any signs of his movements or where he was. When the shower came on I grabbed my phone checking the time. I don't know exactly what made me do it but I got on Twitter and searched for Candace.It didn't take me long to find her. I felt my stomach drop and her last tweet, "when he has to leave your bed." It was short and there was no reason for me to think she was talking about Seth but I did. Pulling up Instagram I searched for her again, it was harder to find her but I did, she had the same damn thing posted there but wi
After Seth was gone I laid around most of the day, Brooke had called around lunch and I talked to her for a bit. We mostly talked about Dutch and his Twitter rant he was having for the day. I think she had realized that he still has some major growing up to do. The boy had no filter and no chill mode whatsoever.I ate a pretty basic lunch, a simple club sandwich, and fries had done the job. After googling restaurants I decided to try one called Republique, it was French and I had no idea if I would like it or not but I liked its picture. I figured Seth would veto it out if he didn't like it but when I text him he only responded with and ok.It was around two when Seth came back and I was still in the same exact spot I had been when he left. Walking in he shook his head, "looks like we will be flying out in the morning."I nodded at him as he sat down beside me, "that's fine with me, but what else?"I could see by the look on his face that he had more news
Going to the club when you are pregnant is absolutely no fun. You can't drink, the music aggravates you and the baby, and people stare at you. I hate when people stare at me. I feel as if they are judging me and guess what they are. Now I know being with Seth causes lots of stares and unwanted attention, but being with Seth pregnant in a club brings so much more.Do you think the extra attention bothers him? Do you think he even notices? That answer is a giant no, not until you point it out cause you are uncomfortable and he acts like it's just everyday life, and I guess for him it is.So here I sit at a table beside Seth who is clearly on another level contemplating ways to make him take me back to the hotel. The whole atmosphere just wasn't what I was feeling. I had tried to stay home but Seth put on his sad face and I found myself agreeing like an idiot. Why couldn't he have taken me out to eat, these boneless BBQ wings were good but not what the baby was craving. I h
The first night in LA We just chilled in the hotel which was fine with me. Most of the afternoon had been spent watching tv with a good majority of the time the tv watching Seth. It didn't really bother me, I had finally got my rest and for the first time in a while wasn't overly sleepy.When Seth did wake up he ran out and grabbed us some burgers and Cajun fries. He was in a playful mood and as much as he aggravated me I couldn't stay mad at him. It seemed that was usually the case between us. He constantly found new ways to aggravate me or piss me off but he could smile at me with his goofy ass grin and I found myself smiling right back at him. It drove me crazy but I loved him.The next morning he had left early, when I woke up I ordered breakfast and took a quick shower before it arrived. As I sat and ate I decided to give Brooke a call. She surprised me for picking up after only one ring. I grew a little suspicious when she told me she was in LA. I had thought for s