I was starting to regret not meeting Brooke and Christine for dinner. I was starving and the two of them were slow. Walking into the kitchen I pulled the freezer open seeing a watermelon Popsicle. Tearing open the wrapper I frowned as I heard the doorbell ring. Who could that be? I knew Brooke wasn't seriously wanting me to open the door for her.
Walking to the front door I opened it up freezing in place. I was seriously thinking of pinching my self when he spoke, "are you going to invite me in or what?"
I blinked moving to the side as he walked in, Seth Greer was walking into my house. I must be dreaming. I watched as he walked straight to the couch and sat down. "Go get dressed."
Frowning at him I crossed my arms in front of my body, "for what?"
He grabbed the remote turning on the tv, "we are going to get you a new phone, now go on."
Shaking my head I walked in between him and the tv, "What? No, I told you I'm good."
Seth looked up at me, "look I owe you a phone, go get dressed Kennedy."
I opened my mouth to speak but I was too shocked that he knew my name. I started to ask him how he knew my name but it seemed like such a stupid question when he was in my house watching tv liked he belonged there. Of course, he would know my name from my Instagram but still, things like this didn't happen.
Walking to my room I put my makeup on and brushed my hair before pulling on a pair of jeans and a black v neck shirt. Looking in my mirror I frowned wondering if I needed to change into something nicer but I quickly decided that this was fine. For one it was raining and two Seth was in some sweats and a hoodie.
Making my way back to the living room I saw he had turned some ESPN bullshit on. He looked up at me and I looked down feeling like he was studying me. "Look for real, you don't have to do this. I'm not going to make a big deal about what happened and if you want I'll take those pictures off of social media."
Seth stood up, "you want to know why I'm doing this?" I nodded as he walked up to me, "cause you make things difficult when it should be easy and I accepted your challenge."
He was so close to me I couldn't think clearly, taking a step back from him I looked up, "I have a replacement on its way. And you don't even know where the Verizon store is down here?"
Seth shook his head no, "I don't need to know as long as you or google knows."
I made a face at him, "I don't have an upgrade." He turned toward the door, "did I ask you."
I stepped outside locking the door behind me. "Can I talk you out of this?" When he shook his head I sighed, "do you want me to drive?"
He shrugged, "shit it doesn't really matter."
Walking past him I hit the button unlocking my SUV before stepping off the porch in the pouring rain. Once we were both safely in my car I looked over at him, "you picked the worst weather to decide to be heroic in."
Seth pulled his hoodie off his head, "I know I'm going to need a fucking boat to get back to the airport."
Pulling out of the driveway I watched Seth flip through the radio stations, "you're not going to find anything. I usually Bluetooth my music from my phone but ya know."
He cut his eyes up at me, "no what happened?"
I made a face at him causing him to laugh, turning back to the road I grinned thankfully for the rain for keeping my attention off of him.
The store was about 15 minutes from my house and as we pulled up Seth pulled his hoodie up.
Glancing over at him I sighed sitting back, "ok this is your last chance to back out."
Seth cut his eyes at me, "if you don't get your ass out of this car." I bit my lip, maybe I was in a coma, they say you have some weird dreams when you were knocked out.
Watching as he stepped out I met up with him at the door. As he opened it I was afraid of how this whole ordeal was going to turn out, would he be recognized? There was only one lady in the store, she was a middle-aged lady who was currently staring at Seth as if he had grown two heads. I laughed to myself. She didn't know who he was, hell she looked like she was more worried he was about to rob the place.
"How can I help you?" She looked over her glasses at me and I looked back at Seth unsure of what to say. "My girl here broke her phone and we need to get it replaced."
As we sat down at the desk the lady rolled her eyes at me, "are you prepaid or contract." I frowned at her as I told her contract and gave her my information to access my account.
After several seconds the lady looked at me, " you have insurance, you can file a claim online." I hated the insurance word right now and was getting ready to tell her exactly where she could stick her insurance when I felt Seth's hand rest on my knee.
"We won't be doing an insurance claim we are replacing the phone today, whatever the newest one is with the same gig," he looked over at me, "you have enough memory." I nodded yes unable to talk as his hand was now caressing my knee sending my thoughts into a rambling mess.
"That is going to cost a lot of money."
Seth stared at the lady, "ok and..."
The lady stared at him, "we don't take checks," she said as she stood up to go get the phone from the back.
"I'm bout to kick that bitchs ass."
I looked over smiling, "I know I'm giving her a bad review."
He shook his head at me laughing as she came back. It didn't take long to activate my new phone And thankfully all of my info was saved to the cloud.
When she told us the total I looked at Seth shaking my head but he didn't flinch as he swiped his card. I wish I could blow that much money and not bat an eye but hell I stressed over every little penny. As we stood up the lady told us about the survey we would be getting and I couldn't help but laugh watching the look Seth gave her. She was not getting a 10, hell if zero was an option she would get that.
The rain had slacked up as we walked back to the car, cranking it up I looked over at Seth and he grinned, "are you happy now?"
I frowned at him, "you really didn't have to do this, I was never mad at you. Your guard...yes, the delivery guy...yes, the insurance people...yes, but never you."
Seth arched his brow at me and I had to hurry and put the car in reverse to keep from turning completely red. When gave me that look and it had me feeling all types of ways.
"You care if I stop and get a drink at Sonic."
Seth shook his head no pulling his hoodie back up, "no, you are good." I decided it would be faster and safer to just go through the drive-through. There was a car in front of us so I dug in my console for my loose change. Seth was watching me making me nervous, "what," I asked.
He shook his head as I pulled up handing the girl a wad of ones thanking her as she handed us our drinks. As I pulled off Seth tucked money back in my console,
"What are you doing? You are not paying me back for a soda. I mean I owe you, you just bought me a phone."
Seth shrugged at me turning some song that had come on the radio up. I made a face, ok ignore me hell. Turning on my road I saw Brooke had still not made it home. What the hell was she doing. It was awkward as we exited my car. I had no clue if was he leaving, should I invite him in or what?
As we exited the car I ended up not even having to speak to him, he walked to the front porch sitting on the bench texting while I fumbled to but my key in the lock. Once inside I sighed turning on lights as he followed behind me sitting on the couch.
"So is this like your good deed of the year?"
Seth shook his head laughing, "what? Do you think I'm an ass normally?"
I shook my head looking down, " I'm just trying to understand."
Seth leaned back, "so were you just in New York for New Years' or what?"
I rolled my eyes at his change of subject but nodded, "yeah both me and my roommate have birthdays coming up and we are both graduating so our parents surprised us."
He nodded, "did you like New York?"
I shook my head no, "not all, too many people. Brooke is currently trying to talk me into moving up there but I would be stuck in my apartment all day."
He laughed, "you would get used to it, I'm usually there once a month on business."
I looked over at him, "I just can't, that's not me."
I had to look away, the way he was watching me I felt as if I was being graded. "So when is your birthday?"
Looking up I shrugged wondering where that had come from, "February 13."
He nodded, "so you're what 21, 22?"
Nodding I sat back, "yeah turning 21."
Seth arched his brow at me, " you going to turn up or what?"
I laughed before I could stop myself, "me turn up, not likely."
He shook his head, "girl you need to get out more."
Rolling my eyes I made a face at him, "you really should talk to Brooke, ya'll can start a Kennedy is boring club."
My phone vibrated so I glanced down seeing it was done and was just finishing downloading my apps. "I have a concert in Shreveport," Seth said as he scrolled through his phone, "I think it's on Friday the 6th. I'll get you and your friend tickets for yalls birthday."
I started shaking my head and he arched his brow at me, " you need to learn the word yes, or thank you, or something besides no."
I looked down feeling my face flush. I over-analyzed everything and I was trying to decide if he just insulted me or what.
He took a deep breath, "Kennedy chill ok, you're going to make me have to hit a blunt."
I cut my eyes up at him and he grinned at me "I do know the word thank you, and if I haven't told you yet thank you, I don't deserve this. I don't know."
Seth looked at me, "you overthink things, you might need to hit a blunt with me." I shook my head and he laughed, "I just wanted to help you, like I said I like challenges. I don't need it to be easy I just need it to be worth it."
Standing on my porch I watched as Seth's taillights faded into the distance. Instantly I felt a little sad. We had sat and talked for over an hour before he had to leave. Turning around I walked back into the house heading to my room.Brooke had text me telling me they had stopped at another mutual friend's house and that they shouldn't be much longer but I really didn't care at that point. Seth's leaving had left a void that I wasn't sure how to replace. We had exchanged numbers and he had told me he would be calling me soon to get me my tickets to his Shreveport concert. I still wasn't a hundred percent sure that I wasn't dreaming, things like this just didn't happen in real life.Sitting on my bed I looked around the room and wondered what I was going to do after graduation. Seth and I had talked more about Brooke's wild idea of moving to New York and he supported the idea telling me I needed to get out more and assured me he wouldn't let anything happen to us
Walking out the front door I shook my head watching our driver load our bags into the SUV. Seth had insisted that he hire a driver to pick us up and drive us down. His concert was the week before our birthdays so the timing had been close to perfect.I had barely been able to sleep at all the night before and try as I might I was unable to sleep on our ride down. Brooke on the other hand was knocked out. Rolling my eyes I reread the text conversation Seth and I had last night. We were arriving on a Friday, his concert was Saturday, and we would return home Sunday.Pulling out my tablet I started working on an essay for school. I had thought taking my college classes online would be less stressful but instead, I had a huge list of deadlines and little to no instruction. I had wanted to bring my laptop but knew it would have been impracticable although easier to use.A couple of towns over we stopped through McDonalds for breakfast. This woke Brooke up long enough
I woke up the next morning squinting in the harsh morning light. Grabbing my phone I saw it was almost 11. Groaning I headed to the bathroom before walking out to see if Brooke was up.She was indeed up sitting on the couch eating chips. "God I thought you'd never get up, I'm starving."I nodded at her, "I know I couldn't sleep last night. You want room service or are you going to make me go get dressed?"Brooke gave me a look and I already knew her answer. Groaning I turned to head back into the room. I threw some jeans on with a shirt before I brushed my hair. I was not ready to mess with makeup, I would tackle that when we got back. Seth's concert started at 9 but we had to be there at 8 so I had all day to get ready.Walking in the living area Brooke was waiting for me. She had looked up a Chinese place we had wanted to try. The only downfall about not driving was we had to call an uber. I wasn't big on them but Brooke told me I would just have to get
Walking into our room I collapsed on the couch. "I'm tired and crunk all at the same time."Brooke made a face, "I'm about to take a shower, put my pj's on, and lay in the bed watching tv."I nodded at her, "ok, might as well make the most of it before we have to go back tomorrow huh."She laughed, "God I think you are starting to rub off on me."Watching her walk to her room and shut the door I went to my own and changed into some shorts and a tank top before twisting my hair back up in its messy bun. I thought about taking my makeup off but decided against it heading back to the main living room and turning on the tv. Part of me wanted to go watch tv with Brooke but we had opposite ideas of what was good on tv. She was a reality tv junkie where I wasn't a fan.Flipping the channels I stopped on Family Guy knowing Brooke hated it. Stretching out I scanned through Facebook seeing that Brooke had tagged us at the Concert. Shaking m
Monday turned out to be a day straight from hell. Brooke and I worked from the minute we got there until it was time to leave at 5. All I really wanted to do was go home, take a bath, and go to bed. That would never happen. I had several projects due for school and two lectures I was behind on listening to. I had assumed online was at your own pace, I had been sadly mistaken.On the drive home I kept trying to think of how awesome it would be in May when I had my degree. I had a feeling this whole week would be hellish. My birthday was Saturday and Brooke's Monday. We had planned on going out but right now I didn't know if I could make it.Brooke looked over at me sensing my inner frustration. "You stress too much. Call Seth, he always puts a smile on your face."I rolled my eyes at her grinning, "you need new material."She shrugged, "it's true. So have you talk to him since the other night?"I shook my head no. I was tempted to
I awoke to the sound of my door being swung wide open and bouncing off the wall. Groaning I peeked my head out from under the covers, "Brooke what the hell."She completely ignored my reaction climbing in the bed beside me forcing me to scoot over. I knew she hadn't been awake long just from the mere fact her hair was sticking straight up. I tried to squeeze my eyes back closed but her moving was m
Christine and Sarah were the only two reasons I was keeping my calm and not cussing Brooke out as we headed to Dallas. I had decided to sit in the back with Sarah just to give myself some space. Brooke knew I was mad at her but her attitude was better to ask for forgiveness rather than permission. In reality, I knew I would probably end up having fun but right now I felt the car close in around me.
Brooke and I ended up staying up all night talking, she was on cloud nine and I was still in shock myself. In less than three months I had met both Seth Greer and Dutch Creed. My coma theory was looking better and better by the day. The next morning we were all tired as we drove home. As much as Sarah and Christine had enjoyed themselves was as much as they missed their kids, Brooke and I on the other hand found ourselves going home to homework.
With Christmas behind us, the baby's due date was fast approaching. I was miserable now and Seth thought it was hilarious to bring up the fact that I seemed to wobble when I walked. If I thought I had been tired before I obviously didn't know tired.I had never put much thought or belief in the "nesting" stories I had heard friends talk about or read in books. But with two weeks before my due date, I found myself, going into full nesting mode. I organized and refolded or hung up all of the baby's clothes. Organized blankets by colors and patterns. Even the many boxes of diapers had been stacked in the closet by size all facing the same way.Seth had gone out of town for New Year's, he had asked me if I needed him to stay but I told him I would be fine without him and I was. I spent my time decorating rearranging or sleeping. My cravings were gone and now I had almost no appetite. I don't think my stomach had room for anything but the baby. Getting up and down was no easy
December was moving way too fast for my liking. I stood in front of a massive Christmas tree that hadn't been there the day before frowning. I wasn't ready for Christmas, I had no idea what to buy Seth. I mean it's not like he didn't already have every possible thing he could ever want. I had given his assistant a list of things to buy for my family and friends and now I wished that I would have just gone and bought it myself. It took the fun away from Christmas.I understood why Seth didn't want me walking around shopping though, I was huge pregnant and didn't have that much longer to go. Turning the corner to the kitchen I grabbed a cup of coffee and returned to stand back in front of the tree. It was pretty, just not my style, not that I would have told Seth that. I had no idea how I could have managed to sleep through the house being decorated. It was only 9:30 which was early as hell for me to be up. I preferred to sleep till 10:30 or 11.Walking down the hall I w
With the baby shower behind us, I could now appreciate it for what it was. I think my apprehension had been from the disaster of my previous gender reveal. I felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulder and I could now worry about other matters, like spending Thanksgiving with Seth's mom. I had no real reason to worry about that but I didn't know what she thought about me yet.When the time came I was nowhere near ready. I had hoped my doctor would say I wasn't approved for travel but I wasn't so lucky. I knew I needed to be up packing my bags for our trip but I didn't want to get out of bed. I felt like I had just laid down. Seth his bags packed and ready before my feet even touched the ground. He arched his eyebrow at me, "you know if you would start going to bed earlier you wouldn't be so sleepy."I frowned at him, "if you would stay on your side of the bed I wouldn't be up all night."Seth threw my bag up on the bed as I made my way to the bathroom, I ign
At 30 weeks pregnant, I was already over the whole pregnancy thing. My belly was huge and it was hard for me to even get up out of bed anymore. I didn't know if I could go another 10 weeks. I was tired of the "are you sure there is only one baby in there jokes." I was tired of people thinking my stomach was an open invitation to feel for the baby. I was turning out to be grouchy as hell in my last trimesterAlthough nothing had been said I had a feeling the "dinner" Seth was wanting to take me on tonight was actually going to turn into a baby shower. I don't know how I knew but I just did, he had been asking too many questions about things I knew damn well he didn't care about.It wasn't that I didn't want a baby shower, I just didn't want one today. I didn't want to get up, I didn't want to get dressed, I just wanted to lay in bed and sleep. I felt like we had just had the gender reveal and that had turned out to be a huge mess. Brooke and I had cleared the air but things
It had been two weeks since Seth had come back from New York and I was already for him to go back out of town. He had tried to talk to me about what had happened and I had refused to listen. He told me repeatedly that nothing had happened and I told him to stop talking about it.He had been glued to my side. Today was my first time out of the house without him.I couldn't believe I was already 26 weeks but at the same time, I couldn't believe I was only 26 weeks. I felt like I had been pregnant forever. Seth had wanted to come with me but I snapped at him and told him I was more than capable of driving myself. I don't know if he finally realized I'd reached my melting point or if I had just shocked him by going left. I didn't know and didn't care, all I knew was I could finally breathe again.Don't get me wrong he still left and went to the studio, he just never stayed gone long. If he stayed gone more than a couple of hours he would call and if I ignored his call
My flight home had been miserable. I was tired and cranky, my flight had been delayed due to bad weather, and Seth and I had said our goodbyes in anger. Every time I felt better about our relationship something always came along to fuck it up. Was it a sign that we just weren't meant to be?Seth hadn't come back to the hotel till almost 5 am. I had never truly gone into a deep sleep so I heard him when he came into the room. I laid still listening for any signs of his movements or where he was. When the shower came on I grabbed my phone checking the time. I don't know exactly what made me do it but I got on Twitter and searched for Candace.It didn't take me long to find her. I felt my stomach drop and her last tweet, "when he has to leave your bed." It was short and there was no reason for me to think she was talking about Seth but I did. Pulling up Instagram I searched for her again, it was harder to find her but I did, she had the same damn thing posted there but wi
After Seth was gone I laid around most of the day, Brooke had called around lunch and I talked to her for a bit. We mostly talked about Dutch and his Twitter rant he was having for the day. I think she had realized that he still has some major growing up to do. The boy had no filter and no chill mode whatsoever.I ate a pretty basic lunch, a simple club sandwich, and fries had done the job. After googling restaurants I decided to try one called Republique, it was French and I had no idea if I would like it or not but I liked its picture. I figured Seth would veto it out if he didn't like it but when I text him he only responded with and ok.It was around two when Seth came back and I was still in the same exact spot I had been when he left. Walking in he shook his head, "looks like we will be flying out in the morning."I nodded at him as he sat down beside me, "that's fine with me, but what else?"I could see by the look on his face that he had more news
Going to the club when you are pregnant is absolutely no fun. You can't drink, the music aggravates you and the baby, and people stare at you. I hate when people stare at me. I feel as if they are judging me and guess what they are. Now I know being with Seth causes lots of stares and unwanted attention, but being with Seth pregnant in a club brings so much more.Do you think the extra attention bothers him? Do you think he even notices? That answer is a giant no, not until you point it out cause you are uncomfortable and he acts like it's just everyday life, and I guess for him it is.So here I sit at a table beside Seth who is clearly on another level contemplating ways to make him take me back to the hotel. The whole atmosphere just wasn't what I was feeling. I had tried to stay home but Seth put on his sad face and I found myself agreeing like an idiot. Why couldn't he have taken me out to eat, these boneless BBQ wings were good but not what the baby was craving. I h
The first night in LA We just chilled in the hotel which was fine with me. Most of the afternoon had been spent watching tv with a good majority of the time the tv watching Seth. It didn't really bother me, I had finally got my rest and for the first time in a while wasn't overly sleepy.When Seth did wake up he ran out and grabbed us some burgers and Cajun fries. He was in a playful mood and as much as he aggravated me I couldn't stay mad at him. It seemed that was usually the case between us. He constantly found new ways to aggravate me or piss me off but he could smile at me with his goofy ass grin and I found myself smiling right back at him. It drove me crazy but I loved him.The next morning he had left early, when I woke up I ordered breakfast and took a quick shower before it arrived. As I sat and ate I decided to give Brooke a call. She surprised me for picking up after only one ring. I grew a little suspicious when she told me she was in LA. I had thought for s