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20. Secrets
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2021-09-02 23:55:08“Mom, what’s starting? What are you talking about?” I asked.
“Nothing. Get some rest, dear.” she said, fiddling with her fingers and quickly got out of the room.
“Nick, did you hear what mom said?” I asked Nick and he just shrugged and sat near the old wooden window.
What’s starting? What was mom so nervous about? I have never seen her like this before.
I tried to get up from the bed but a blinding pain ripped through my neck. I fell down on the floor, clutching my neck tightly.
“Aiv!” Nick shrieked and sprinted across the floor. “What do you think you’re doing? You’re supposed to rest!” he scolded and gently pulled me up.
“Ow!” I screamed in agony. I couldn’t say anything but yell, the pain was just too much. I slowly laid on the bed and decided to keep my hand there because it was somehow easing my pain.
“Did I fall d
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“Aiv. We … It’s nothing, honey. We were just discussing some stuff. It’s not that important.” mom said and diverted her gaze outside the window. “Mom, if I’m not mistaken, I definitely heard you take my name. And mom, I also heard you tell Kevin not to tell me anything. Wouldn't it be better if you tell me now so I wouldn’t have to find out later?” “It’s nothing like that, Aiv. We will tell you when the time’s correct. But you shouldn’t know of it now. You may get in danger.” Kevin huffed from beside me. He was holding something in his hand, but I couldn’t see it, since his hands are so big it could hide anything that’s placed in his palms. “I agree with him, dear. It’s not the time yet. Let’s end our discussion here.” mom said, leaning against the window and folding her arms across her chest. My mom, she’d always been so assertive. Once she made a decision, we must stick by it. “Does this even make sense? I’m the one who’s supposed to be annoyed here
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I dismissed the weird thoughts circling my mind and asked him to come in. He threw his hat on my bed and turned to face me.“Aiv.” he said gently, grabbing both my shoulders with his huge hands. He took a deep breath in and cleared his throat.“Look, whatever it is we’re dealing with right now. I promise I’ll never break our promise. I came here to assure you that. Alright? We’ll tell you everything when we’re ready. I don’t think you’ll be able to handle it in the current situation. So, please trust us for the time being, Aiv.” he clarified looking through my eyes. He looked genuine. His eyes looked so innocent. His emerald eyes shone in the sunlight coming from the curtains, they almost looked unbelievable. Everything about him seemed so perfect!“I know, Kevin. My mom can never hurt me. I trust you enough for that, too. But, I don’t know where we’re headed. Things have been strange
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“Umm we were out to get some air.” I lied, instantly regretting why I spoke up.“Oooh why would only the two of you leave the party to get some fresh air?” Nick mocked, wriggling his eyebrows. That prick! He’s gonna get it! I rolled my eyes.“Well, we had something to discuss. And it’s definitely none of your business!” I gritted my teeth. The betrayal running fresh on my mind again, making me dizzy all over again.“Hold your horses, Aivy Daivy! No need to get so worked up.” Nick responded, a little scared at my reaction.I shrugged it off and glared at Kevin once more.Dad had a grim look on his face, but he gave me a small smile when he noticed I was looking at him. And mom pressed her lips together, so I simply nodded my head reassuring her that everything was fine.“Nana.” I softly whispered and sat beside her on the bed as she wrapped her arms arou
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