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2020-11-30 20:51:00Grisella POV
Lio looked around. Maybe she wanted to confirm Dennis's whereabouts first. Of course, the things we will discuss next are sensitive things for Dennis. Lio asked me not to focus too much on my thoughts because the more I focus on thinking about my feelings, the more I will only feel more tightness in my chest.
"I know you and him are still in the middle of a bond. But I don't understand why you chose that? Does someone else have your heart?" asked Lio suddenly. I wrinkled my forehead confused "okay. Hmm, his name is Jhon. He is a handsome man. I fell in love with his smile the first time I met him. At that time, I was nervous, as if there was an urge that made me meet someone at the edge of the forest. I do not understand. I mean, you know that I already had Dennis and his chest, but my body was like a magnet that was attracted to the other side."
"Ohh, sorry, are we talking about your werewolf no
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