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2024-10-29 19:42:56Grisella POV
My sleep is getting more and more erratic. I am restless and feel uncomfortable with what I am doing. Not to mention that my stomach also felt sore because I was menstruating. If I have a fever, maybe I can still take medicine to heal my body. But what is restless and upset right now is only my feelings, not my physicality.
That day, to improve my mood. Me, Dennis, Hendrik, Claudia, and Maria decided to return to the walk to the waterfall. Just play with water to entertain yourself. Hey, there is a unique incident that I started to feel, who knows since when Hendrik and Claudia became so close. Several times I did hear Maria say Hendrik and Claudia often go out together. But I, who did not focus on facing my problems, chose to ignore my best friend.
It's just that this time it was different. Along the way, Hendrik dared to hold Claudia's wrist. I smiled because maybe it was a good thing, but I wa
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