Chapter 1

Chapter 1

...Keith...

Have you ever made one huge mistake that changed the course of your life?, well, you are not alone.

My name is Keith Brown and this was the beginning of my disaster or blessing, whatever you might call it.

It was April 12th three years ago, i remember every moment of that day because it was the day i lost my grandmother.

I had woken up staring around my old room wondering how I got here when I noticed I wasn't alone in the room,

Saul Madison sat an itch from me on my bed looking at my face as if he could see the pain i was feeling, i had just lost my beloved grandmother

"How, how did I get here?" I had  asked, see, it wasn't everyday I woke up in my old room with Saul, this was infact the first time i was alone with him and I couldn't help feeling a bit nervous,

"You passed out, your mom asked me to keep you here until the buriel is taking place" he had answered.  I wasn't supposed to feel excited about that but i just couldn't help thinking i was with Saul Madison in the house alone, A lot could happen after all, he wasn't called a playboy for nothing

"Are you okay?" he had asked moving closer to me touching my forehead lightly trying to know if I had a fever or not, I slowly nodded my eyes never leaving his, 

The next second, Saul Madison Tuckerd a stray hair that was on my face behind my ear, I could feel my heart beat increase and my gaze dropped to his soft lips, I felt like I was in a romcom at that moment,

'Lord help me' I prayed silently,

I had always wondered how his lips would feel on mine, how i would feel when his tongue dived into my month tongue fucking me after all, he was experienced and every woman's crush and I was no exception.

Those where unholy thoughts coming from a girl like me and especially under the circumstance we were in but at that moment, I didn't care about anything, all i wanted was a kiss from him to let me forget the pain I had been feeling that moment.

I had always dreamed of kissing Saul since the first day I laid my eyes on him three years ago, One kiss wouldn't hurt would it?

As if reading my thoughts, Saul's soft lips where kissing me tenderly and with so much passion that it instantly filled me with a raging desire for him

At that moment, I didn't Care that this was the famous billionaire's heir Saul Madison, I didn't care that this was the man who changed women like clothes according to  rumors, I didnt care that i had a boyfriend whom i loved, heck I didn't care that we were in my former bedroom while my grandmother was being buried a few yards away and Neither did I care  that this was my bestfriend's older brother whom she seriously warned me never to get involved with.

The man kissing me passionatly on my bed was Saul Madison, everyone's favourite playboy and he was kissing me of all people. This had to be the best and worst day of my life and I didnt even know if to feel excited or ashamed of myself.

Saul was now laying on top of me when his hands made their way inside my dress rubbing my inner thighs slowly, I knew things where geting out of hand but I let out a moan enjoying every bit of it and couldn't bring my self to stop him.

He went further between my legs rubbing my most sencetive part softing his lips never leaving mine,

He pulled his member from his trousers with his free hand sliding my panties aside, he began pushing it deep into my already soaked p**y without warning

He gasped and i groaned as he pushed deeper and deeper inside of me and began thrusting in and out of me like their was no tomorrow.

After the hot sex, he had zipped up his trousers while i straightend my dress, he sat on the edge of the bed busy with his phone and didn't look or talk to me until my family and Sofia had come back, I didn't care though, the only thing my mind screamed was that I had Saul Madison all to myself, which was every woman's dream and all it took was the death of my grandmother.

After the funeral of my grandmother was over, Saul and Sofia had gone back home in Australia but two weeks later, I discovered i was pregnant, I was only 22 and fresh out of university with no decent job despite my degree in business mangement. I thought about the mess I was in for days and was depressed until I decided I was going to keep the baby.

I didn't know what to do, I knew then and there that the baby was Saul's, when I had gathered enough courage, I had called my boyfriend of six years Simon to the little apartment i was renting.

He took one glance at me and knew something was wrong, we had been together for what felt like forever which made me nervous about his reaction to my betrayal.

"Are you going to tell me?" he had asked sitting next to me in the small living room,

I sat quietly for sometime thinking every word through before bursting the bubble

"Am pregnant" I had said feeling soo ashamed of myself, I wondered what my Christian parents would think of me when they found out i was going to have a child out of wedlock something none of my three elder sisters had done.

I didn't miss the shocked expression on Simon's face though

"Oh God keith, Have you being sleeping around?", that was the first thing he said, I felt hurt by his sudden outburst, I had never cheated to Simon except that one time and  expected him to at least think he was the father until i explained to him the whole truth.

I am a black american and so was s

 simon so sooner or later, everyone would know the child was not his when it would be born of mixed race so accusing him of the pregnancy was out of question.

"Look here Keith, I don't know what you have in mind but in case you didn't know, I have a problem with my health, I don't have a single sperm that is strong enough to impregnate someone" He had bursted out,

I haf looked at him in surprise.

"What!, and you didn't tell me this before?, Simon incase you forgot, we have planned our life together, how can you keep something like that from me" I had asked outraged sightly forgetting the situation I was in right that moment.

"I was going to tell you when the time was right, I just didn't know how you would react but tell me, who is responsible for that pregnancy?" 

And that's when all the lies began, I couldn't possibly tell him it was Sophia's older brother when he had come to the funeral of my grandmother so instead, I broke down crying and telling him i had no idea who it was.

The act had looked so convincing that he had believed everything and vowed to find out who the guy was and make him pay

"I had been drugged on graduation day, the next day, I woke up naked with no one beside me, I hadn't even taken everything serious until yesterday when i took a pregnance test" I Lied while crying, while explaining all this to him, deep down i was proud of myself for having being a bad girl once in my life,

I further on told him i didn't want anything to do with the child's father whoever it was but I was going to keep it.

I didnt know how i was going to survive through all this, I had decided Saul was out of the picture the moment i knew i was pregnant for him,

After all not only was he the son of the richest family in Australia but he was a playboy who hooked up with every presentable woman weather old or young, I couldn't just call him and tell him i was pregnant for him,

He would have thought I just wanted to trap him because of his money and to make matters worse, he knew I had been in a relationship with Simon since i was a teen.

For all i knew, He might have even forgotten that he had had slept with me already,  it was probably just a moment of pleasure for him while it had been the best unforgettable moment of my life.

Simon was understanding and we both agreed to break up. 

Since i didn't have a decent job and only worked as a waitress in a small restaurant at the time, I had began working on my paintings, Though I never went to art school, I spent my spare time painting as it was my passion and began to look for someone to buy the paintings before i would come up with another plan on how i was going to raise my baby.

fortunatly, After two months, I had found someone whom i made a contract with of $1000 dollars for each painting and put all my focus on new paintings.

I moved out of the little apartment I rented and hid myself from the world, I never left the house when my baby bump had began to show, my parents and sisters had no idea as I avoided visiting them, they only found out I was pregnant when i was due in 2 weeks the time i ran into my young sister Risa when I went for my last checkup at the hospital,

Of course I had gone with the same lie of being drugged and probably raped since it was a more easier explanation, they all proved to be supportive after hearing me out and though Dad was keen on reporting the issue to the police, I managed to convince everyone i didn't want that.

Sophia and I on the other hand where always in touch, she had heard the news of me being pregnant from my sister sara who had accidentally slipped it out on one of their conversations and again, I went with the same lie,

No way was I going to let her know the child was her brother's, Sofia was very supportive and though we were miles apart, we kept in touch as much as we could.

Three years later, I made a living through my paintings since I didn't have time to look for work with my son Max now around, I looked at his cute chubby face, I was glad i kept him and he didn't look anything like Saul, he did look pure American in every way possible, he had the colour of his father with not even a trace of black on him.

It was even difficult for some people to believe he was my son when we walked in public But he still looked nothing like Saul and that made me feel a bit at ease.

Now here is where my perfect life took a turn, two days ago, I found out Saul was getting married in a week and he wanted me to attend his wedding, well not Techinacally him, my best friend Sofia wanted me to attend the wedding.

I would have entertained that idea if it wasn't for little max laying beside me on the bed, the forbidden product of that unforgettable morning.

I had mangered to keep everyone from knowing the truth about his father for three years now I just couldn't help thinking I would somehow get caught.

On the bright side, This was the only chance i would get to visit Australia and I knew deep down, Max had to meet his father even  once even though they would be total strangers, I owed him that.

I placed my lips on his forehead and smiled brightly,

"We might just be  going to attend Saul's wedding after all"i whispered to him as he slept soundly.