29
"Then why me? Why not yourself? Didn't that chubby man ask for perfection? If you were still 'perfect,' he would have paid a fantastic price even though you both did it. Don't think I'm a naive child who can be fooled and doesn't know about your past relationship, which has left your room in shambles."
"It's true that I sold myself that night, but I lost all of this not because I needed the money."
"Then?" Cecilia raised her eyebrows.
"All of this happened because of the man you often introduced to me, the one I fell in love with, deeply in love, to the point where I gave my all for him, even in bed. I gave myself entirely, even though we weren't married."
Cecilia was stunned. "So that's why I lost everything. So, what's the point of looking for a difficult job when I have an easier way?"
"Oh my... Indri, you have to realize that what you did was wrong."
"Yes, I know it was wrong, but it's too late, Cecilia. I've lost everything. So, it's better to make use of it than end up as a pitiful and useless woman, because I'm sure no man would accept an imperfect woman like me."
Cecilia sat down, feeling weak as she listened to Indri's confession. She had no idea that the man who had claimed to love Indri sincerely and whom she had helped unite had actually destroyed Indri to her lowest point in life.
"And do you know who taught me to do all this to make instant money? The man himself. He's the one who found clients for me, helped me, and even set the price for me to the point that now I'm actively seeking customers to fund my mother's medical expenses."
"So, if you don't understand what the problem is, don't ever think about sending your sugar daddies to ruin my life, or I'll tell the whole campus that you're now the sugar baby of an old man," Cecilia firmly stated.
"Don't act like you're innocent or holier than thou, Cecilia!" Indri retorted as she reached for her backpack and left Cecilia in the classroom.
Cecilia sighed deeply, rubbing her own face. She couldn't believe that the girl she had always considered good and innocent harbored so much bitterness in her life.
Cecilia even thought that Indri had been able to maintain her dignity despite often being alone with her lover. Now Cecilia also understood why Indri could afford to wear revealing dresses, which were handed over to her. Because that was the dress Indri used to seduce guests and clients.
"Go away, I don't want to talk right now, especially not about our relationship." Cecilia immediately dismissed Revan, who had just entered her classroom. After talking to Indri and uncovering her friend's dark side, Cecilia had no interest in debating with her ex-boyfriend.
Meanwhile, she had already explained in detail that their breakup wasn't because he couldn't come when her father passed away, but because her life had changed from what it used to be. She was no longer the Cecilia he had known, and she was sure their relationship wouldn't progress beyond dating. Instead of wasting time, he should find another girl who could commit to a serious relationship.
"That's not a reason. I still believe you'll be my wife someday, no matter how high the dowry you ask for, I'll discuss it and work it out."
"It's not about the dowry or money or anything like that. It's about me, who..." Cecilia sighed in frustration, searching for the right words to dismiss Revan without revealing her current identity. "I can't say it right now."
Cecilia grabbed her bag and walked past Revan without saying more. She didn't want to talk too much because she was afraid of slipping up and revealing her true identity. Even though Vano already knew that she and Carlos were married, Cecilia still wanted to protect Carlos's dignity from being labeled as a lustful old man marrying a girl as young as his son.
In order to protect Carlos's reputation, Cecilia gracefully walked away from Revan, even though he wasn't accepting it.
"Do you want to ride home together?" Vano offered when Cecilia arrived at the parking lot. His intention to wait for Carlos there seemed to be abandoned since Vano had already come to pick her up.
"Are you going to your dad's office?" Once again, Vano offered to accompany Cecilia.
But Cecilia smiled and shook her head. "No, I can take a taxi or get a ride from Daddy. I don't want your boyfriend to misunderstand if we go home together." She pointed to Celine, who was in front of a classroom. The girl made it very clear that she didn't like Vano being close to Cecilia.
Instead of causing any more misunderstandings, Cecilia walked ahead of Vano. Unbeknownst to her, Vano was somewhat annoyed because Celine seemed to be controlling his life, even though she knew Cecilia was on their side.
So, it wasn't appropriate for Celine to be jealous of Cecilia. Vano had already explained to Celine that his relationship with Cecilia was just cooperation. He needed Cecilia to save their unclear and directionless relationship.
"You're here already? Dad wants to pick you up." Carlos placed the car keys back on the table when he saw Cecilia arrive. He had planned to pick her up after receiving a guest. If only there hadn't been any guests, Carlos would have picked up Cecilia as soon as lunchtime came.
"Daddy took too long. Instead of waiting, I decided to come here." Cecilia hugged Carlos as she finished locking the classroom door. "Daddy," she murmured, burying her face in Carlos's chest.
"Why? Did Indri hurt my wife?" Carlos guided Cecilia to sit on the sofa so they could talk more comfortably.
"I don't know if she hurt me or not. But she did blame everything on me."
"Why? Wasn't she the one who set the trap? Why is she blaming you?"
"I introduced her to her lover. However, I swear I had no idea that the guy was a scumbag who would ruin Indri and sell her, and now she's using it as an excuse for her mistakes. That's why she used me as a scapegoat to make a lot of money. I never expected it to turn out like this."
"It's not your fault. No matter how much of a scumbag that man is, if she wasn't tempted and could control herself, none of these bad things would have happened. For example, like this." Carlos grabbed Cecilia by the nape of her neck and kissed her passionately. "If you don't like it, you can avoid it and refuse it. If you know that doing it before marriage is wrong, then you can leave a man like that, instead of blaming someone else and enjoying it for yourself." He wiped away the moisture from Cecilia's lips.
Cecilia smiled. "Daddy, you giving an example just makes me want more."
"That's what you want."
Cecilia giggled softly. Her cheeks blushed. "Legally dating is fun, huh, Dad? You can do whatever you want. Even though you want to talk and express your grievances, that annoyance can dissipate easily once we're officially husband and wife."
Of course, Carlos couldn't contain his happiness hearing his wife's words. It sounded adorable to his ears.
"Ugh... why are you laughing, Daddy?" She pinched Carlos's waist.
"Oh, dear," Carlos said as he restrained Cecilia from pinching him. Painful fate, but it tickled so Cecilia knew his weakness. The girl became more and more spirited, tickling Carlos until he lay on the sofa.
Taking this opportunity, Cecilia took a position between Carlos' thighs and lay down there. The girl's main target was Carlos's lips which made him subdue. Unable to resist the sweet taste mixed with masculine scent.
"We're going there." Carlos pointed to a door near his desk. When desire can no longer be stopped. There was no need to ask Cecilia for approval, she had already carried and carried the girl there. Taking off the clothes covering Cecilia's upper body. Taking a quick sip at both ends of his wife's circles. Fast and passionate. So Cecilia squeezed her thick hair, venting her pleasure.
In this part, Cecilia really couldn't refuse. In fact, she longed for it and often imagined Carlos' wet mouth greeting her chest. There's a strange tingle down there. Wanted more, but Carlos was too big to enter so Cecilia had to muster all the strength she had.
“Pa…” Cecilia's moan escaped as well. When Carlos sat him at a table. Opened her thighs and buried her face there. This was the most intoxicating thing, it made Cecilia even more longing for Carlos to get to know her more deeply.
No. Not that rubbery thing that's not that long. But it was little Carlos who swelled under the material trousers he was wearing.
“P… I-I…” Carlos hugged Cecilia. Moving on to his open lips. Pressed below, even though he was still clad in black trousers.
"Tonight we try." Carlos pressed his forehead against one of Cecilia's circles. Suppressing desires that can no longer be contained. However, he didn't want to do it in the office. Carlos didn't want Cecilia to ask to stay there, which would arouse Vano and Margareth's suspicions.
Cecilia nodded. Similar to Carlos, he also neutralized his breath. So that her desire would subside and she could put back on all the clothes that Carlos had made scattered on the floor.
"Where were you two at this hour, just getting back? You said you were going to make Vano fall in love with Cecilia, but you ended up wandering around together like this. It's as if both of you are in a special relationship," Margareth immediately scolded Carlos and Cecilia with harsh words when they both arrived in the living room.
Cecilia and Carlos exchanged glances, the man seemed to signal to his wife to deal with Margareth. Because Carlos was in a really good mood today after their flirtatious banter at the office.
"Mom, it's not like that," Cecilia signaled for Carlos to go to the bedroom. She would handle her mother, who was certainly not pleased that they always seemed to be together even though the agreement was to get closer to Vano, not Carlos.
"If it's not like that, then what? You seem more attached to Mom's boyfriend than to your future husband." Margareth stuck to her accusation because the closeness between Cecilia and Carlos was becoming excessive.
Laughing together, walking side by side. They almost even hugged each other when they entered the house. Which lover wouldn't get jealous seeing their partner walking with another woman, especially their own daughter.
Margareth had to warn Cecilia to keep a safe distance. If left unchecked like this, Margareth was afraid her position would be taken over by Cecilia. Moreover, Cecilia was still young, while she was a widow. Of course, if taken anywhere between her and Cecilia, Cecilia would surely be the winner.
"Mom shouldn't have strange thoughts like that. We don't want to offend Daddy Carlos and get kicked out of here. Remember, Mom, the more negative thoughts you have, the more chaotic your heart and feelings will be. I'm afraid that because of the plans I'm working on, Inu might get sick and older. Look, wrinkles are starting to show here, I'm sure Mom's suspicions earlier aren't just this one time." Cecilia touched Margareth's cheek, pointing out the many fine lines and signs of aging.
In fact, what Cecilia was saying was a lie. In her heart, she was guessing how much money Margareth had spent on treatments to keep her skin smooth even though she was over forty-eight years old. Yes, it's true. Margareth was older than Carlos.
That's why Margareth always asked Carlos for a lot of money for treatments at the beauty salon. So that her face could be maintained, and no one would know that she was older than Carlos. Even though it was only a few years, it still made a difference between her and Carlos.
"Plans? What other plans are you working on, Cecilia? Why don't I know about them?" Margareth started to be influenced by Cecilia's words, so she dragged Cecilia into the bedroom.The word "plan" mentioned by Cecilia was indeed a secret that needed to be kept. If it were to be exposed, it could be very dangerous for their positions in that house."Here's the thing, Mom," Cecilia put on a serious face as she explained the lie she had crafted to draw Margareth even deeper into the revenge plan she was playing."I approached Daddy Carlos to gain a position in his company. So, the more I learn about how the company works, the easier it is for me to control both of them. I'll get close to Vano and make him fall in love. Marry him, in line with the plan to take over all the divisions in Daddy's company.That way, Daddy will easily hand over the company to me because Vano is more focused on Daddy's subsidiary. He says he's not very interested in the main company because his knowledge isn't s
31"What's so important that you disturbed my rest?" Carlos hurriedly closed the bedroom door."Cecilia said there are signs of aging here," pointing at her cheek.Carlos squinted, looking at Margareth's index finger. "No, there aren't. It looks normal, and even if there are signs of aging, they're in line with your age. We're getting older every day, so naturally, there will be signs of aging," Carlos explained, distancing himself so that Margareth couldn't get too close.He was afraid that Cecilia might suddenly peek and see what they were doing. It could ruin him if his wife found out that Margareth was clinging to him."You see, Carlos." Margareth grumbled, tapping her foot on the floor. "These are signs of aging. I don't want them.""So, what do you want?""Beauty treatment expenses.""Didn't you just go to the salon earlier? What else?""Why do you question it as if I'm a burden to you?""I'm not questioning it, but reminding you that I've already transferred money to you, and y
32 "M-what about mother?" Finally, Cecilia realized that her mother was out there, when Carlos stopped. Digest what happened, outside the room. Even though his desires are taking over and asking to be satisfied.“Tsk, your mother really is.”"It's okay... Just leave him there, he'll get tired and he'll go by himself." Holding Carlos back from leaving. Cecilia also pushed him to lie down. Without letting go of the union between them.This morning Cecilia will pamper Carlos. Taking over the game so that the man bends his knees to him even more... Don't ask again how to be Carlos. Her face hardened. Her lips kept moaning as Cecilia's hips moved. It was irregular because it was the first time he had done it, but it still made Carlos forget himself. Likewise with him. I can't really do it anymore, but the delicious feeling trumps everything.After going through so much drama when she woke up earlier and finished everything related to the bathroom, now Cecilia was sitting pretty on the edg
33"This, Carlos. Vano said that last night he slept in the same room as Cecilia. I also saw them kissing at the bedroom door." She pointed at Vano, who stopped right in front of Carlos. "Not only that, I also saw Cecilia walking a little funny!"Carlos swallowed hard. He stared at Vano, who shrugged. He passed by without saying a word, without explaining anything. Carlos wasn't asking for an explanation about Cecilia here. It was about the kissing at the bedroom door and why Vano had mentioned that Cecilia slept in his room when it was clear that Cecilia had slept with him last night."Dad, what's wrong?" Cecilia met Carlos, who had just entered her room. This was the first time Carlos had entered her room since she had been living there.Earlier, Carlos had said he was leaving for the office, but suddenly he appeared and stood right in front of her. His face was stern with reddened eyes. He had also locked Cecilia's room when he entered, as if he didn't care about anyone else. Carlo
34"Thank you," Indri whispered. "But this is related to that night."Cecilia remained silent, not interrupting until Indri finished her statement. "I'm begging you, Cecilia. A middle-aged man asked me to meet with you and persuade you to satisfy his desires. He offered 100 million. I'll borrow half of it from you, and I'll repay it every time I get a customer. I need about 55 million for my mother's operation. The surgery must be done tomorrow to save her life.""So, you're asking me to come here just to plead with me to entertain that man, right?"Indri nodded quickly, wiping the tears from her cheeks. She had no other choice; Cecilia was her only hope right now. If only she hadn't satisfied her boyfriend's desires that day, Indri wouldn't have to go through this ordeal."If you hadn't introduced me to that man, I'd still be a virgin and could sell my virginity at a high price for my mother's treatment."Cecilia massaged her temples. She was always blamed for Indri and her boyfriend
35The sound of sighs and groans fills a cheap accommodation room. Shows how hot and passionate the bed game between a pair of human children, of different ages, can be.Who else if not Margareth and her brondong lover, Kevin. They both enjoyed the pleasure without caring that there was no status that allowed them to do so. But Margaret, who had not received spiritual support from Tomas for a long time, nor from her lover, whom she had broken up with, decided to end the relationship because she wanted to focus on Carlos.Now he is addicted to Kevin's touch, so he can never stand not touching the man for long.Therefore, every day Margareth will look for ways to meet Kevin and experience heaven on earth as it is now. Kevin jerked his way into delivering parts of himself into Margareth's body.“Are you still wearing protection?” Kevin asked, as he got off Margareth's body. Don't forget to give a little pinch at the end of one of Margareth's circles."Still, I still don't want to get pre
36Chelsea has also tried to restrain and prevent Vano from ending his relationship with Celine, but the fact remains that this man is already disappointed and often taunted, as earlier. Naturally, Vano is also fed up, allowing Celine to have what she wants."It seems like both of you need some space and time to talk. My class is starting soon, by the way. So, I'll take my leave for now," Celine held Chelsea's wrist."Did you forget that I'm the one teaching your class? Because I'm here, please stay and witness whether Vano is really breaking up with me because of you, a cheap woman like you.""That's enough, Celine!" Vano slammed the table, immediately drawing the attention of some students entering the cafeteria."Isn't it true, you want to say that you changed your mind because of this woman?" Celine's low voice persisted because she was still afraid that her relationship with Vano would end.Vano struggled to contain his anger, ready to unleash all his vulgar words because the gir
37It was beyond Vano's expectations, because now Celine was doing something she had not wanted to do. Vano repeatedly suggested that they go overboard so that there was no reason for Carlos to refuse to give his blessing. Now Celine let go of the blazer that covered her body, leaving a thin underwear that showed how round and solid she was.Vano gulped several times because Celine was really reckless this time. QIt turned out that the agreed parting words had made the girl's eyes dark so she offered something to Vano."I will give myself to you completely, so you are absolutely sure that I will never leave you. I also promised that I would never accept an arranged marriage from my parents." Celine wrapped her arms around Vano's neck.Kissing both of the man's lips, of course Vano didn't completely reject what Celine wanted because this was the kind of proof he had been waiting for. Because he had made so many sacrifices just to get a blessing. This way was all that was left for him
Gibran continued, "As for our divorce, I've already agreed to it. We'll proceed with the legal process, and you'll be free to start a new chapter in your life. I hope you find the happiness you deserve."The conversation between Viska and Gibran marked the beginning of the end of their tumultuous marriage. While their emotions were still raw, they had come to a mutual understanding that it was time to move on and seek happiness elsewhere.Gibran's frustration and pent-up emotions poured out as he defended his actions. He felt betrayed by Viska, who had consistently pushed him away and made unfavorable comparisons with Nicholas. Their relationship had become a battleground of insecurities, and Gibran had sought solace with Shabila.Viska's accusations stung, but Gibran was determined to make her understand the context of his actions. He continued, "Viska, I don't want to justify what I did, but it was a result of our broken marriage. We both contributed to its downfall. I needed someth
190"Also," Bryan paused, kissing Silvi's lips briefly."Don't forget that the night we were together, I can assure you, it's my child."Silvi shook her head. "It's not Devin's child. Do you think after that night, I didn't do anything with other men? Did you really think that night was the only time someone touched me? No, there have been many other nights with so many men because I felt like I wasn't pure anymore. So I was free to do it with anyone since my life was already a mess.""S-so... instead of slightly more ruining myself, and the last time it was done to me was by Devin. That's why he's willing to take responsibility. He's also convinced that this is his child."Bryan let out a bitter laugh, releasing Silvi from his embrace. "Is that so?" He loosened his tie, which had felt suffocating after hearing Silvi's explanation. "Let's prove that what you said is true." He took off the suit jacket that clung to his body.“W-what are you doing?” Silvi stepped back. Hugging her own b
189"No way! I won't leave until I meet Gibran. He has to take responsibility for this child," Shabila insisted, refusing to budge. She held onto Viska and stood her ground."Leave, I said! Go!"Viska couldn't bear Shabila's stubbornness and forcefully pulled her arm, nearly causing Shabila to stumble."What's wrong with you!" Shabila pushed away Viska's hand and fixed her disheveled hair. "Are you afraid your husband's actions will be known to your parents? Or is it that you refuse to accept the truth?" Shabila began to rant."I don't understand what you're saying. Now leave!" Viska demanded."Wait, Viska! Mom wants to ask this woman something." Viska's mother restrained her daughter and turned to Shabila. "Why did you let my granddaughter get pregnant? Don't you know he's already married? What do you want from us? Money?"Shabila seethed with anger. Her dignity felt insulted when the middle-aged woman mentioned money."Do you think I'm a lowly woman who just surrenders her body to a
188Shabila spent the whole day in frustration, angry that she couldn't meet Gibran at his cafe. She paced back and forth in her room, thinking of ways to meet him."Do you think you can avoid me forever? You won't be able to, Gibran. I have to make you take responsibility for the child I'm carrying. You won't be able to escape. Just wait and see."Shabila clenched her fists, planning a thousand ways to meet Gibran. "If I can't find you at the cafe, I'll come to your house. Let's see if you can still avoid me," she muttered to herself.Gibran decided to visit the club where he had met Shabila some time ago. He had a bad feeling about Shabila's visit to his cafe and wanted to find out what had really happened between them that night. Honestly, Gibran didn't remember much because he had been heavily intoxicated that night.Upon arriving at the club, Gibran called one of the waitresses and conveyed his request to meet with the club's owner."I'd like to discuss something important with y
187"What brand would you like, Miss?" The employee asked while displaying several different brands of pregnancy tests.Shabila looked puzzled, which only fueled the employee's suspicions. "Is this your first time buying a pregnancy test?" she guessed with a condescending glance."Y-yes," Shabila replied hesitantly. Seeing the employee looking down on her, Shabila's heart began to boil. "I am already married, just so you know. Here's my ID," she said abruptly, opening her wallet and showing her ID card, which still stated her marital status as MARRIED. Her divorce from Arya was only religious; it wasn't legally recognized yet.Seeing the ID placed on the counter, the pharmacy employee became flustered. She was torn between embarrassment and guilt. "I'm s-sorry, Miss, I didn't mean to—""It's fine, I understand!" Shabila retorted sharply, then pointed towards the pregnancy tests. "So, which one is the best?" she asked.She deliberately didn't want to prolong the issue since she wanted
186Several days had passed, and today was the ceremonial bath event for Silvi. Everything was well-prepared, and the guests were moved by the event, which was expertly guided by the paid organizers, arranged by Silvi's parents. Silvi's large family wore matching light green kebaya, while Devin's family, who were present, wore light blue kebaya. The event was conducted with great solemnity, and Silvi looked beautiful despite wearing makeup that wasn't too flashy.This ceremony included many symbols and motifs that served as lessons or guidelines for the couple, influencing their married life. These symbols or motifs mainly conveyed advice and useful insights for the newlyweds' life together. That's why Mama Silvi insisted on holding the ceremonial bath event, even though Silvi and Devin had been married before.In addition to the food ordered for the guests and relatives, the organizers had prepared specific dishes usually served during this ceremonial bath event. These included tumpe
185Meanwhile, Silvi and Devin listened to the doctor's explanations during the examination. Silvi's pregnancy was already at three weeks. The doctor prescribed vitamins and anti-nausea medication since Silvi mentioned she often felt dizzy and nauseous. Devin didn't ask any questions because it was his first time in a obstetrician's office. He was confused about how to react. Silvi was the one who asked all the questions.Silvi got her next appointment scheduled, and then they left. Devin and Silvi went to the hospital's pharmacy to pick up the prescribed medicines first. Then, Devin asked Silvi where she wanted to go."I don't know. I just feel like lying down in my room.""Why's that? Don't you want to go out together?" Devin asked softly. They were now in the car. "How about having ice cream and buying some new sleepwear for you?""What's the point of buying sleepwear?""Because you're pregnant, and I want you to sleep comfortably. How about it?""I don't want to," Silvi said, maki
184As a father, whose heart wouldn't break upon learning that his daughter is pregnant with no official partner by her side? He felt like a terrible father, willing to do anything as long as the man who impregnated his daughter, Silvi, would take responsibility.Pregnancy is never an easy journey for a woman, especially without a husband by her side. The man Silvi referred to as the father finally decided to find Devin, the man who should be held accountable for what happened to Silvi. He took a taxi to Devin's whereabouts, hoping that he would indeed be there. Impatiently sitting in the taxi, the weary-looking man, no longer in his youth, stared at his phone screen. The journey from the city to the village was quite long, which was why he opted for a taxi. Besides, he didn't want any unpleasant conversations about Silvi if he had brought his driver along.Fortunately, he found out about Silvi's pregnancy before it was too late, or who knows what might have happened. He sighed wearil
183Nicholas didn't want anything to happen to their unborn child. So, he tried his best to grant her wishes. Besides, Alesya's request was relatively easy to fulfill, and it had been quite some time since they had visited her hometown."Are you happy?" Nicholas asked.Alesya turned and nodded. "I've really missed my hometown. As nice as it is to live in the city, the hometown is the number one place to visit," Alesya replied. "Besides, all my childhood memories are buried there."Hearing Alesya's response, Nicholas could only smile. He, who had lived in the city since childhood, never experienced life in the village. So, he didn't fully understand what Alesya meant. In his mind, Alesya might just miss the peaceful atmosphere of the village because the city was quite noisy."Get some rest; I'll wake you up when we arrive," Nicholas said after a moment of silence."Okay."Alesya adjusted her seating position to make herself more comfortable. She also slightly reclined her seat to make