Chapter Twenty-eight
Chloe
“Damn, three thousand words already,” I say out loud to no one. Maybe I should get a cat so talking out loud to myself isn’t quite as weird as it is. I double-check that my document saved, close my laptop, and stretch my arms over my head. I’m sitting on my back patio under the shade of an oversized umbrella.
It’s the afternoon, and I spent the last few hours catching up on my social media accounts and writing. I just finished a chapter in record time and now I’m going to treat myself to day-drinking in my pool.
Going inside, I change into an emerald-green bikini and slather myself with sunscreen. As a natural redhead, I burn easily. I’ve yet to hear from Sam, meaning he must be having a really busy day at work again. My plan is to send him some sexy photos of myself in the pool, pushing my personal boundaries of what I consider risqué.
There’s a privacy fence around my little yard, and the two houses next to me are a little lower on the hill. I don’t think anyone can see into my yard, since no nudes have been leaked of me yet and I’ve sunbathed topless more than once.
I spread out a towel on a lounge chair and untie my top, letting it slip down so just a bit of my nipple is showing. I take a photo and double-check that I’m sending it to Sam and not someone else on accident. Smiling, I get into the pool, letting out a breath of relief as the cool water washes over me. I’m settling onto my big unicorn floaty when my phone dings with a text. I have a moment of panic that I didn’t send the photo to Sam and whoever got the image is replying with a giant WTF.
But it is Sam, thank goodness. This is why I've never sent sexy photos to anyone before. It’s too damn stressful.
Sam: You are so fucking beautiful, Chloe. Hot damn.
Setting the phone back on the side of the pool, I look around and make sure no one is peeking through the slats in my fence. I slide off my floaty, sinking underwater just enough to get my hair wet. I take off my top and use my wet hair to cover my nipples. Then I take another photo and send it to Sam.
Sam: I miss you even more now. And I’m fucked…I’m about to go into surgery with you on my mind.
Me: So no more pictures because it’s too distracting??
Sam: I can handle the distractions.
Me: …and I’ll be waiting for my dick pic from you ;-)
Sam: I’m sitting in the hospital cafeteria right now or else I’d whip it out for you.
I laugh, missing him so damn much.
Me: FaceTime me—naked—as soon as you’re home.
Sam: You better be naked too.
Me: Deal. <3
I put my phone down and get back on the floaty, lying back and enjoying my time in the sun. I told myself this would only be a little break since I was on a roll and can easily pick up the momentum and get rolling once again. The warm, dry air of LA is vastly different to the climate my characters are currently dealing with. All I have to do is think about the woods around the lake back home, and I’m there. I can hear the trees rustling, leaves cast in a pale moonlit glow. The smell of the woods surrounds me, and for a second, I’m there—right back in the coven.
Going back did give me the spark of motivation I needed to get my book going, and with the series coming to an end, I feel like it’s only appropriate to finish it in the place that inspired it all.
*
“Hello?” I bring my phone to my ear, unable to keep the grin off my face. I shouldn’t have had that last glass of wine.
“Hey,” Sam says, and his deep voice rattles right through me. “How are you?”
“I’m good.” I swat my friend April away as she leans in, margarita in hand. “Just wrapping up dinner with friends. How was your day?”
There are a few seconds of silence before Sam replies. “Busy. We had a few gunshot victims today along with another bad car accident.”
“Oh, fuck.” His words are sobering. I take another big drink of wine. “I’m so sorry.”
“Nah, it’s fine. It’s what I signed up to do. How was your day?”
“Pretty good, actually. I got to ride Spartan just for like a minute, but then I got a lot of words written and now I’m out with friends. Did you like the photos I sent?” I ask, blushing as my friends all lean in. One glass of wine in and I was telling them everything about Sam, including how I sent him sexy photos today.
“I did. A lot. They kept me going throughout the day.”
“Really?” I sink my teeth into my bottom lip, forgetting for a second that Sam can’t see me. “I’ll be home and alone soon. We can do that naked FaceTime.”
He chuckles. “God, what I’d give to have you naked in bed with me right now, Chloe.”
A rush goes through me just hearing him say my name. “I’ll be back soon.”
“Did you get a time for your meeting yet?”
“I did. Bright and early.” I make a face and take another drink of my wine. “Once it’s over, I’ll find a flight so I can come see you.”
Sam doesn’t say anything. I suck in a breath, thinking maybe he didn’t hear me or something, but he doesn’t ask me to repeat myself. My heart thumps in my chest.
“Yeah,” he finally says. “I’d really like that.”
“Good.” I smile and take another drink. I need it to keep the bad feelings from rising inside of me. “So, do you want me to call you when I get home?”
“Only if you’re naked.”
I laugh and suppress the shiver than runs through me as I remember the way Sam’s body felt on top of mine.
“Deal. It’ll be a half hour or so before I’m home. I’m two hours behind you…you won’t be asleep by then, will you?”
Sam hesitates again. “I can’t make any promises, but I’ll have my phone by me.”
The bad feeling I was trying to ignore comes back full force, making my whole body feel prickly. “Okay, great.” I’m putting on my act like you have your shit together because you’re on live TV classic Chloe act where inside I’m fucking screaming. “I miss you.”
“I miss you, too,” he says before we end the call. I lower my phone and look out at my friends, donning my fake smile that says everything is A-okay. Though really…really, I’m hearing Farisha’s words of warning echoing in my head.
Chapter Twenty-nineSamI set the bag of takeout on my counter and sink down on a barstool. I felt like such a fraud talking to Chloe, smiling, telling her I miss her, acting like everything is fucking peachy. It’s far from it, and I don’t think I’ve quite processed everything yet.I don’t want to, but I know I have no choice.Sighing, I take my food from the bag and stare down at the fried rice and orange chicken. Normally after work, I’d get something healthier than this after swinging by the gym for a quick workout. I’ve strayed from my workout since Chloe has been here, not that I mind at all. My eyes fall shut for a minute, trying to drown out the voices in my head telling me how much I’ve screwed up—again.Yawning, I lean back and roll my neck. My shoulders have been tense and stiff since this morning. Letting out a breath, I eat half my dinner and go into my bedroom, stripping out of my clothes to take a shower, mind on Chloe. I want to talk to her. I want to see her and be wit
Chapter ThirtyChloeMy head hits the pillow as my breath leaves in a huff. I called Sam only fifteen minutes ago and I’ve already come twice. I’ve never had phone sex, let alone FaceTime sex, but nothing was awkward with Sam, and watching him wrap his fingers around his thick cock as I touched my clit was so fucking hot.“I’m tired now,” I pant.“Me too,” he says with a sigh. “And it’s past my bedtime.”“Right.” I turn on my side, pussy still spasming from coming so hard. My vibrator is under the covers with me, and it was the first time I’ve ever let someone watch me use a toy on myself—even if it was via FaceTime. “You’re two hours ahead of me. I should get some sleep too since I have a meeting in the morning.”“Should I call and make sure you’re up?” he teases.“I might actually need the reminder,” I say with a laugh.“I’ll text you when I’m up, and I’ll call at eight your time if I can.”“Mmmhhh,” I groan as I get comfy under my covers. “I miss you.”“I miss you too, Chloe. And…a
Chapter Thirty-oneSamI drum my fingers against the arm of the chair, anxiously waiting for the next group of passengers to emerge from the escalator. Chloe’s flight got delayed, so instead of landing at seven PM, it’s now after eleven. If I wasn’t so damn excited to see her, I’d be tired, yet the thought of holding her in my arms again sends a jolt of electricity through my veins.But there’s a little bit of dread mixed in there too.I haven’t spoken to Stacey since she dropped the bomb on me, and part of me wants to ignore it and pretend it never happened. I’m a logical person, though, and it’s not like me at all to hope getting something out of sight will also get it out of mind. I have to tell Chloe and hope it’s not a dealbreaker for her.I remind myself what Archer and I discussed: I didn’t do anything wrong, not really. Stacey and I hooked up way before I even saw Chloe again. Our relationship was clear-cut the whole time, and we both slept together knowing it was nothing more
Chapter Thirty-twoChloe“Are you hungry?” Sam fishes the keys to his apartment from his pocket.“Starving,” I say as he unlocks the door and pushes it open wide, motioning for me to step in first.“Good, because I might have made dinner. Well, not dinner, but something to eat.”Smiling, I turn and am struck all over again by just how handsome Sam is. Thick brown hair, striking blue eyes, a sharp stubble-covered jaw, and full lips. He’s exactly the type of man I’d write about…or maybe the men I write about look the way they do because of Sam.He’s so much more than his good looks, though. He’s smart and kind and—most importantly—he’s mine.“You cooked for me?”“Cooked is relative.” He chuckles and wheels my suitcase into the foyer, and then closes and locks the door behind us. The apartment is dark, and light from the city below illuminates the corner windows. “So if it’s terrible, don’t hold it against me.”“As much as my dad likes to joke that I’m all prissy, I promise I’m not a pic
Chapter Thirty-threeSamI fasten my fingers around Chloe’s and steal one more glimpse at her as we walk down the busy sidewalk. She takes my breath away every damn time I look at her. My heart jumps in my chest, and when I blink, I get a flash of her naked in my bed, making me want to rush through dinner just so we can get back to my place and fuck again. It’s more than just feeling good. It’s about forgetting everything else and focusing solely on Chloe.As it should be.As I want it to be.“How late are we?” Chloe asks as we step through the door to the restaurant.I look at my watch. “Twelve minutes.”“That’s not too bad.”“I’m never late,” I tell her. “I like to get places a little early, though burying my cock inside of you is as good a reason as ever to run late for anything.”“Sam!” she whisper-yells. “Someone might hear you.”“I don’t care.”Her cheeks redden as she smiles, eyes glinting with the same lust I’m feeling.“Is this dress too much?” She looks down at her breasts,
Chapter Thirty-fourChloe“Tell me what?” I ask, arms around Sam’s waist. The air is cool and he’s nice and warm up against me. I’m a little tipsy, and I’m having a fabulous time tonight.“That I love you,” he rushes out.I laugh. “You told me already.”“I wanted to tell you again.” He pulls me to him, but not before I see the what the fuck look on Archer’s face. “Dinner was nice.”“Yeah. It was. That red wine was really good.” I take Sam’s hand, ignoring the scratchy feeling in my throat. I do not have time for a cold right now.“I’ll find out what it was and will pick up a bottle for you.” Sam puts his arms around me and kisses my forehead. We’re stopped at a street corner, and I rest my head against Sam’s chest, looking out at the city.“Did you come here while writing the series?” Quinn asks, stopping next to Archer. “Kellie and Marcus come to Chicago a lot.”“They do, and I’ve been here for book signings a few times and got to sightsee a bit.”“Ohh, I remember you were here a few
Chapter Thirty-fiveSamChloe: You’re never going to believe thisMy heart actually skips a beat, thinking she found out about the baby. I have to tell her when I get home. There’s no getting around it this time.Me: What am I never going to believe?Chloe: I told my dad we’re coming back to Silver Ridge and he and Wendy are out of town again. He really wants to have dinner with us and lecture you about taking care of his daughter.Me: I’d expect nothing less from him.Chloe: He’ll go easy on you, don’t worry ;-) I already told him we’re both able to travel back and forth to see each other so we can make things work.And now I’m back to feeling like a fuck-up. Because I can’t travel, and it’s more than just that. I’ll be co-parenting with someone I don’t love, and when Chloe does come to see me, there’s a good chance Stacey will be around—for the first few months at least.No matter how much I love Chloe, how much I want her and only her, I know this is going to change the course of o
Chapter Thirty-sixChloeI wrap the blanket tighter around myself and pick up my phone. Sam should be home soon. I’d planned to put on lingerie but I’m so cold I’m shaking and my entire body aches. So instead, I’m camped out on the couch in PJs and one of Sam’s sweatshirts, scrolling through social media.Charles updates his Instagram stories as I’m scrolling, and the ten-second video of him sitting at some sort of pub with a friend has me scrambling to get him on the phone.“Hey,” he answers on the third ring. “You okay? You never call.”“Why does everyone say that?” I grumble, though I know it’s true. “I’m fine, and you know why I’m calling.”“Uh,” he starts, and the sounds of the pub filter through the phone. “You’re pregnant?”“Hah, no, or not that I’m aware of. I saw your story and—I’m not on speaker, am I?”“No.”“Good because I know who you’re out with, and oh my god, are you keeping secrets from me?”Charles laughs. “Hardly, and it was unexpected.” He’s being vague on purpose
EpilogueChloe“Relax,” I tell Sam, trying not to laugh.“I thought they said riding a horse was like riding a bike. Once you learn how to do it, it just comes back to you.”Now I do laugh. I circle Spartan around, clicking my tongue at Drake, an eighteen-year-old horse we recently adopted so Sam can go trail riding with me. Drake is the perfect “husband horse” and has much more whoa than go, and right now is doing everything he can to pull the reins from Sam’s hands so he can graze.“Pull him up,” I tell Sam. “And ask him forward. He’s testing you.”“Come on, buddy,” Sam urges and asks the horse to walk forward. Spartan, who’s ready to race along the dirty trail, speed-walks up ahead, acting as good motivation for Drake to follow us. It’s a rare sixty-five-degree day in early March, and we’re taking advantage of the nice weather while we can.I leave for a month-long tour in Europe in just a few days, and instead of just doing book signings, Charles and are attending panels to talk a
Chapter Forty-nineSamFour months later…I stomp snow off my shoes and enter my apartment building, chilled right down to the bone just from the short walk from my car to the building. It’s been a long day, and work and the snow and cold makes me even more eager to get inside my warm apartment.“Good evening, Dr. Harris,” one of the attendants says.“Good evening. Staying warm?” I pull my gloves off and stuff them in my pocket.“I’m trying,” he replies with a chuckle, pushing the door closed behind me, wanting to seal off the cold air as fast as possible. I quickly grab my mail and then head up, squeezing in the elevator with a few other people.I’m the last to get off and hurry down the hall to my apartment, unlocking the door with haste.“Hey, babe,” I say and step inside, shutting the door behind me. “What are you doing in the dark?”Chloe turns away from the living room window, mug of steaming coffee in her hand. She’s illuminated by the light coming in behind her, so beautiful i
Chapter Forty-eightChloeTurning away from the coffee pot that I was plugging in, I look to see who’s at the door. I don’t remember having any deliveries scheduled for today, but I have a bad habit of buying stuff off of Instagram ads and then forgetting about it. Only delivery drivers and a select few friends know the code to my gate, though that doesn’t mean someone couldn’t have hopped the fence.“Can I help you?” Charles asks right as it hits me that someone could have seen Charles come over and is trying to get a candid photo of him. Which now makes me feel bad for asking him to answer the door, but dammit, I need coffee. I fell asleep early—before I could drink more wine—but I can tell a headache is coming on fast.Eric got up nearly an hour ago and has been out jogging since. Charles and I dragged out butts out of our rooms not all that long ago, both grumbling about being too old to drink like we used to.Unable to see who’s at the door, I sidestep, and Sam’s clear blue eyes
Chapter Forty-sevenSamLooking around the airport, I take a drink of my coffee, waiting for the caffeine rush to kick in. I need it. It’s going to be a long night. There were no direct overnight flights to LA from Chicago tonight, so I’m landing in Texas, changing planes, and will get to LA early in the morning. It’s the fastest way I can get to Chloe, and I cannot fucking wait to pull her into my arms and tell her the good news.I feel a little bad that I didn’t call Chloe when I was leaving the hospital, but I knew I wouldn’t be able to keep this from her, and I know how much she’ll enjoy the surprise. I was able to get the next two days off and then work an overnight shift on the third. As long as I’m able to sleep on the plane, I’ll be fine.I take another drink of coffee and lean back in the uncomfortable chair, fighting off the urge to fall asleep. I’ll close my eyes as soon as I’m on the plane, but I don’t want to take the risk of missing my flight if I fall asleep now.My pho
Chapter Forty-sixChloeI turn on my electric fireplace and grab two wine glasses, joining Charles on the couch. We’re back at my place, and I feel a little better after talking over lunch.“Red or white?” Charles asks, motioning to the wine bottles on the coffee table.“You pick. As long as it gets me tipsy to numb the pain, I’m good.” I grab a blanket and spread it over both our laps. The plan is to drink wine, order junk food later, and just hang out. Charles leaves soon to go overseas to work on a movie, and who knows where I’ll be.“The red then.” He gives me a look and opens the bottle of Merlot, pouring us both a generous amount. “I thought you were feeling better?”“I was.” I take a sip of wine and lean back. “I’m trying to shake the feeling that things aren’t meant to be and I’m struggling.”“Just because something isn’t perfect doesn’t mean it’s not meant to be,” he counters.“I know.” I nod and take another drink of wine, this time setting my glass down so I’m not tempted t
Chapter Forty-fiveSamI grab my phone from my locker and check for missed calls or texts. Chloe called me while I was in surgery, and I immediately call her back. The service in the locker room is shitty, and the call drops before her phone even rings. Quickly changing, I stuff my phone in my pocket, grab my keys and wallet, and head out to get something to eat.I’m on-call and need to stay nearby, but don’t have to stay on the hospital campus. I could go home, though I’ve gotten stuck in traffic, made it into the lobby of my apartment building and then got called back. Sitting through hours of surgery with nothing but granola bars in my stomach isn’t fun, so I pull out my phone to order food as I walk to the car.It rings only seconds after I step into the parking garage. It’s Stacey.“Hello?” I answer.“Hey,” she replies. “Are you busy?”“Not at the moment. I’m on-call and was going to get something to eat.”“Oh, good. I was just saying how hungry I was and I’m near your hospital.
Chapter Forty-fourChloeI drop my bags in the kitchen and walk through my large, empty house, going upstairs to my bedroom. I’m always a little freaked out to come home to an empty house after I’ve been away from a while. I have a top-of-the-line security system, so logically, I know no one could be in the house without setting off the alarm. I can go through the activity log from the last few days too and make sure no doors or windows have been opened, giving myself peace of mind.Though right now, I could use the distraction. I had a lot of time to think on the plane, and I came to the conclusion that while this sucks, I’m being dramatic. Single parents date with no issues. But starting a long-distance relationship while taking care of a newborn is a lot, and I can’t expect Sam, who already works long hours at a highly stressful job, to be able to fly to California for a quick weekend to romp around the set of a TV show with me.And there’s no way he can come visit me in Europe.I
Chapter Forty-threeSam“What?” Chloe asks, and the smile on her face fades away.“My ex says she’s pregnant.” I swallow the vomit rising in my throat. Time slows, and I watch Chloe, heart racing as I wait for her to reply.She pulls her hands from mine. “That is…that is definitely not what I thought you were going to—what?” She shakes her head.“Stacey…my, uh, ex, told me she’s pregnant and I’m the father.” Chloe, clearly stunned, steps back a few paces, dangerously close to the shallow shoreline. She brings a hand to her face and rubs her temples. Seconds tick by, and they feel like years. Say something, Chloe. Please. Anything.Finally, she opens her mouth only to close it again. “Your ex-girlfriend?”“Yeah,” I say, and a weight comes off my shoulders, though judging by the look on Chloe’s face, a heavy weight just landed on hers. “I know it’s a shock. It was for me too.”Chloe closes her eyes, rubbing her forehead. “What?” she repeats. “I…I thought…I thought you were…you’re
Chapter Forty-twoChloe “I have good and bad news.” I set my phone on the patio table and sit back down, pulling the blanket tighter around my shoulders. “Yeah?” Sam settles back into his chair, looking a little uneasy. He keeps flicking his gaze to Mason, who’s giving him a weird, unreadable look back. They’re having some sort of unspoken conversation, something only the two of them can understand. I used to wish I had a sibling solely based on how close all the Harris kids were. They fought like cats and dogs at times, but at the end of the day, they were a family and loved each other. I’ve always considered myself lucky to be part of it, even though I wanted to be part of it in a different way—the way I am now. “My agent was able to negotiate a much better contract with the network. She thinks I’ll like this one a lot more.” “And the bad news?” Mason asks. “The head honchos at the network want to meet with me Tuesday morning, so I’ll have to get