When Zoya succumbs to sleep, I silently walk out of the room and see Ashar is sitting at the same chair, scrolling down his phone's screen.
I walk to him and stand in front to get his attention. He looks up at me, placing his phone down on the table, "Did she sleep?"
"Why?"
He lifts up his brows in confusion, rising on his feet.
"Why did you wait for me? Why you stayed in the lockup when you could come out of it?"
"Because," He rubs his temples, "I got angry on one of the cops because he kept provoking me so he got angrier and confiscated my phone and even locked me in a cell with real criminals to punish me."
"What..." I trail off.
"I really had a horrible time there. You've no idea how impatiently I waited for you because you were the only one who knew where I could be." He exhales out a loud breath, "I'm tired now."
I move my face to my side, trying to picture the scenarios that could have happen to him. Those criminals woul
I uncover my mouth and immediately move my butt on the floor. My cheeks heat up in embarrassment.I scratch the side of my forehead, avoiding his eyes, "Um... I...I was going to kitchen to get some water, but then I felt something on the floor and..."He moves his arms out of the quilt and says groggily, "And you fell on my legs, is that so?"I glance back at him with red face. Amusement sparkles in his sleepy eyes. His hairs are dishevelled. His eyes are not fully opened due to drowsiness, look endearing and very tempting. I close my eyes for a second and pull myself out from the senseless enticement."I'm sorry." I say in a low, hesitant voice, touching the strand of my hair.I give him a reason now to pull my leg and I can't even get angry on him because it's my fault."Why are you still awake?" He questions, furrowing his brows."No, I was sleeping. I was feeling thirsty all of a sudden so I just got out of the room." I say, bitin
A week later at my office, Derek and Laila are sitting with me on my desk to discuss the progress of Hobsons's assignment. Almost half of the work is finished and approved by Watson."The content is ready." Derek pronounces, looking at me."That's cool. It means the most difficult task is completed." I muse, nodding my head."Here is the list of all those companies who'll be interested in Hobson's gadget." Laila places the plastic file on my table.I'm about to grab that file, when I feel my phone begins vibrating in my jeans' pocket. I pull it out and see Ashar is calling. I exasperate, cut the call and put it back in my pocket.Since past week, I have been avoiding his calls. He tries to talk to me, but I shut him up through warnings and fury.I can't bear him anymore after his confessions. He can't just do as he pleases. First he annoys me to the highest level then expects me to go easy on him by listening to his mere sorrys."Let'
I remain astounded the whole time. I thought I was no more tied into that marriage, but now I just discovered that I was living in a misunderstanding. All those years I was in the same confused marriage situation with him. And what about those divorce documents? Why Ashar didn't sign on them?He was so impatient for the divorce. I gave him what he wanted, but he didn't accept it and I'm not sure about his reasons behind his refusal. God, my mind will explode soon.It's the weekend and I have decided to attend the Benicio's wedding anniversary party. I have planned to stay there only for an hour because of Zoya. I asked Carol to look after her and I will pick her up after the event.I thought it would be rude not to respond to Benicio's invitation. I reach to the address of party's venue after dropping Zoya at Carol's home. I look down to my knee-length, sea green, lace dress and straighten it. I bought this short-sleeved dress during summer sales. The fabric and
It's not easy. It's not easy to forget my dreadful past and start over. I'm scared, but seeing Ashar like this being generous and sugary has weakened me to be angry on him, to push him away, to tell him to stop his sweet torture on me. And the hurt I observe on his face every time I taunt him or reject him leaves me ashamed, especially when he do not react to my temperament and deal with me patiently, as if he understands my inner battles and fears, as if he can now finally understand my suffering. His love confession took me to another world and forced me to sink deep into the feeling that's once again has erupted in me. But I'm not an impulsive and foolish teenager anymore so I won't take any decision thoughtlessly this time. I'm scared to fall in love again. I'm not certain if I would be able to survive another heartbreak or not. I'm not even sure if I want to try this marriage or not. Ashar and I are worlds apart and what he did to me back then, how
Five hours later I hear that voice, the voice I was longing to hear."Sanaya? Why are you sitting on the floor?" Ashar sits beside me and touches my shoulder.Hearing his comforting voice, make me burst into tears once again, increasing my guilt. I don't deserve to be Zoya mother. I don't deserve to be a mother at all when I don't know how to look after a child."You're giving me creeps." He sounds scared, sitting on his knees, "Tell me, please.""I'm not a good Mom." I sob, burying my face in my palms.He holds my hand, "Look at me."I turn my face in his direction. He looks frightened and exhausted. He also would have felt devastated after hearing the panicky news.He opens his mouth to say further, but stops when he sees doctor passes by. He leaves my hand, stands up and swiftly blocks the doctor's path."Are you treating my daughter? Her name is Zoya."I don't look at them, just hear their conversation. I hug my knee
I'm cooperative, easy and polite boss and look after my employees' needs, still some of them planned to betray me. It staggers me those perpetrators were not happy with me and selling my company's secrets to the Braydens Enterprise. They are our rivalry and competitor. They have bugged us for years through their foolish ways and this time, they crossed the line. They bought my employees and asked them to disclose Hobsons private information to them. Thankfully my staff caught all of the culprits who were working for Braydens. But, still some bits of our information are now in their hands and that's bothersome. I stayed in New York for almost nine days because my company needed them. I couldn't keep my words to Sanaya that I would be back by the end of the week. I hardly got time to eat or sleep. I slept only four hours a day and at times I felt like I had no energy left in my body due to continuously looking after matters at office. Because of my tight
My eyes flutter opened. I turn on my side. Zoya's sleeping figure brings back the memories of last night and takes my sleep away. I caress her cheek and smile to myself, recalling that she's now healthy and with me.I rise to sitting position, cast a glance at the wall-clock. It's seven in the morning. Recalling the argument I had with Ashar last night, I wonder where he could be right now. I have a faint memory that he carried me to my room, but I was feeling too knackered and weak to react.The realization trickles through me that I acted selfish throughout the situation and didn't pay attention to Ashar's pain. Zoya is his daughter too. He loves her too. He also would have been frightened and felt helpless like me, but I was so lost in my own pain that I forgot about his fears.It's all my fault that made all of us suffered and still Ashar didn't complain, didn't allege me for anything instead tried to soothe away my affliction.From now I'll put aside
Next few days Ashar and I remain busy with our own office work. Due to my busy schedule, I get no time to contact him or talk to him and I assumed he is busy as well because he didn't make any effort to see me. However today I'm going to see him. He has called the entire team again to his office to revise the budget of his whole product marketing and he wants to discuss the plan with us.All of the team members decide to go together through a subway so I just follow them. I have planned to take out sometime today after meeting and ask from him about his father. When we reach to his office, he's already sitting in the meeting room, waiting for us.Derek moves forward to greet him. Ashar stands up from his chair and shakes hands with him, "How your meeting was with the Benicio?"Ashar opens his mouth to reply him, but Laila interrupts him, "Hey." She stupidly smiles at him and extends her hand to him.I roll my eyes, feeling furious at her desperate behavio