Chapter 203

Bailey's POV

I sat down quietly with my eyes closed and it felt like a nightmare had begun. In my mind, everything that I had every done wrong began to plague me. All the bad decisions that I had made, all the ways that I had hurt those that were close to me, all the fights I had with Grey replayed in my mind. I felt terribly guilty. I never thought that the hurt could have been buried in me for so long. I saw images of Ryna with Grey whenver they were going on their dates, I felt the hurt that Grey felt everytime I was Miguel. I felt the jealously I always felt, whenever I saw Grey with Ryna. I thought my heart was going to shatter in a milion pieces. I wanted this night mare to be over.

I still kept my eyes closed and focused my thoughts. Despite everything, I was happy now. I wanted to be at peace with myself. Grey had forgiven me and my friends and I were cool. I slowly began to feel the pain and guilt ebbing away and gradually, I could feel my mind becoming calmer and calmer. I s