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Chapter 34 - Feelings & Changes
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Alpha's Blind Mate Chapter 34 - Feelings & Changes
|| Ahana|| The strong smell of cold mint hits my nostrils strongly, conferring me the presence of King Nicholas who is closer than I can expect him to be. We'll meet soon until then I want you to trust yourself, it's a goodbye for now. His voice again unnerves my head and I sighed heavily, slowly reaching the grounds I think, to search for him as I could no longer feel him. "Ahana?" I halted after hearing Elijah's voice, he instantly reached me I could hear his footsteps and now he was just behind me. "You okay?" He asked me in his concerned laced tone that thawed my heart but at the same time, it wasn't enough as I wanted more comfort than he could provide me. I am not sure of anything from this moment as everything is damn so complicated yet exemplary at the moment, the more I think of it the more I feel connected to it, werewolves, spirits, and everything supernatural fascinates me. I am not scared instead I want to know everything including the truth about myself. Nicholas
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|| Ajax ||Something was burning inside me, my entire body was fuming with anger but subsiding it, I entered the gym and started running on a treadmill, not caring about my wounds and later quit it."You are hurt, Ajax"I turned to face Flair who is looking annoyed as she was rolling her eyes at me."I can see that"I grumbled, walking towards the window to take a deep breath of fresh air because I am feeling suffocated and lonely.A part of me is unable to understand these strange feelings and another part of me knew what I was feeling but wasn't able to describe it which is making me more anxious than before.I wanted to stay by her side, to let her know that I cared for her that was the sole reason I accepted the duel but couldn't since I can't be selfish when it's about Elijah, he has always been precious to me and can't snatch his happiness when he deserves everything he wishes for and I'll do in everything in my grasp to give him what he wants."Ajax, you have changed"Her voice
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||Elijah||The weather was awfully bad, the clouds were clattering wildly as if a storm is waiting for us but then my thoughts were interrupted by the screeching sound of the cars.My eyes flickered over at Ajax who opened the back door of the car and cradled the girl I was worried about, in his arms protectively before making his way inside without giving a glance which upset me but I suppressed it and went inside after them.Fresh blood was oozing out of Ajax's bicep but he didn't care at all like his eyes were at her, solely worried for her as she remained sleepy in the cage of his arms.Aspen and I joined him in the room where he gently lied her down on the bed and turned to finally look at me.His eyes were blank when looked at me, it felt like his soul has left his body which concerned me but I remained quiet as Aspen was giving a side glance to not ruin it."She's all yours"That was all he said before brushing past me, leaving me dumbfounded.My eyes met Aspen who was silently
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||Ajax||"I wish you lose"Her wish shattered something inside me, making me feel like a pathetic being who just lost something precious that he never wishes to lose in the first place.Her eyes were blank, they were only reflecting her hate towards me that I deserved but at the same time, I wanted her affection but lost it, the moment I said, I don't want her.She left, lending me a disappointed look. Her boldness is another asset of her character that I have been admiring since I met her while pretending that I don't care.Remember, Ajax you're doing this for your brother...With determination, I left and almost moved into someone but balanced myself, and then my eyes locked with icy white ones which were continuously blazing at me."Greetings, Alpha Ajax"King Nicholas Night's lips curved into a mischievous smile as he stares down at me with disdain that I have never witnessed in anyone's eyes before him."Your Grace"I bowed my head in respect and averted my gaze off him to not gi
