||Ahana||I don't know why I am feeling this irritated with him when I was supposed to be glad that he doesn't want me to do anything with him as he can not be ever that man whom I wished to have in my life but he is the one who gives me butterflies whenever he's near me.Why can't I just stop feeling like this and now my self-respect is binding me not to accept my feelings for him?And my life has turned into a maze since I entered this town where I have started questioning my existence because I can feel that I am no longer a human, not even that girl who used to cry about being blind and now not even scared of living among supernatural beings.And Elijah, what about him? Where do my feelings stand for him and where does Ajax stand in my life?Uggh!I am already frustrated for not having these answers and now these illicit sensations towards Ajax are making it hard for me to resist him, even being sightless isn't helping me in ignoring him."Ahana"The King's voice startled me and I
||Elijah||The weather was awfully bad, the clouds were clattering wildly as if a storm is waiting for us but then my thoughts were interrupted by the screeching sound of the cars.My eyes flickered over at Ajax who opened the back door of the car and cradled the girl I was worried about, in his arms protectively before making his way inside without giving a glance which upset me but I suppressed it and went inside after them.Fresh blood was oozing out of Ajax's bicep but he didn't care at all like his eyes were at her, solely worried for her as she remained sleepy in the cage of his arms.Aspen and I joined him in the room where he gently lied her down on the bed and turned to finally look at me.His eyes were blank when looked at me, it felt like his soul has left his body which concerned me but I remained quiet as Aspen was giving a side glance to not ruin it."She's all yours"That was all he said before brushing past me, leaving me dumbfounded.My eyes met Aspen who was silently
|| Ajax ||Something was burning inside me, my entire body was fuming with anger but subsiding it, I entered the gym and started running on a treadmill, not caring about my wounds and later quit it."You are hurt, Ajax"I turned to face Flair who is looking annoyed as she was rolling her eyes at me."I can see that"I grumbled, walking towards the window to take a deep breath of fresh air because I am feeling suffocated and lonely.A part of me is unable to understand these strange feelings and another part of me knew what I was feeling but wasn't able to describe it which is making me more anxious than before.I wanted to stay by her side, to let her know that I cared for her that was the sole reason I accepted the duel but couldn't since I can't be selfish when it's about Elijah, he has always been precious to me and can't snatch his happiness when he deserves everything he wishes for and I'll do in everything in my grasp to give him what he wants."Ajax, you have changed"Her voice
|| Ahana ||It has been a week since I returned, a week since I had shared an intimate kiss with Elijah and received an unexpected kiss from Ajax.I'm missing them both, don't know why but I feel like there's something wrong since I haven't heard from any of them. They didn't even bother to see me which is unsettling me more.What's wrong with me? I sincerely think caring for Elijah is acceptable but Ajax? Why do I even care for him? He is a narcissistic asshole who deserves my hate not care..."Ann?"I blinked my eyes when I heard a finger-snapping in front of me and realised that I was zoned out."Is something wrong?"I shook my head, not even bothering to answer her and was about to leave when I was unexpectedly shoved to the ground and felt an immense pain driving through my back to my whole body.That hurts...I tried to get up but two hands pressed me to the ground again which made me groan in pain."That hurt, uhh"I heard a chuckle but couldn't defer who is she except for her
|| Aspen || I returned to the pack after the heated argument after dropping that human girl to her rightful owner. Honestly, I had no personal problems with her as she genuinely deserves respect and regard for being badass for kicking Flair's attitude ass. Still, the sad reality is that she's going to be our Luna sooner or later and it'll be a matter of time when she'll rule us. When I passed the garden, I could feel everyone's eyes on me as I am the coldest of all in the pack, and never showed any affection to anyone except my siblings. "Beta, everything is going well with the ongoing preparation of the mating ceremony" "Okay" I didn't even look at the omega in front of me as I am not used to making any talks and as I am a private person except for the pack matters or it's about our Alpha who is also my lovely big brother Ajax. With a calm gesture, I dismissed him and went inside my den - to see him precisely. When the door is pushed open by me, I saw him curled like a ball and
|| Ajax ||It was like my breathing stopped the moment she collapsed on the ground, completely paled and weary. She was shivering as well as her lips were trembling which contorted my heart and wasting no time, I swept her into my arms and ran inside the bedroom.Laying her gently on the bed, I moved away and looked at Elijah who was anxiously looking at her and then glared at me."It's your fault, Ajax"I raised an eyebrow at him, slightly taken by his accusation as he had never talked to me in this tone before."What are you saying?"I rolled my eyes, paying no attention to him as she needed me.I cupped her burning cheek and felt her shudder but soon she relaxed under my warm touch and nuzzled against my palm like a pup that withered my heart in ecstasy."You decided to come here, to leave her alone in the pack just because you wanted to keep a close eye on King Nicholas who didn't do anything wrong by telling her the truth about our existence Still you doubt him"My eyes turned qu
||Ahana||It was all hazy, vision blurred but soon everything cleared as I discerned myself sitting on the porch stairs but then my eyes expanded and were shocked to glimpse that I was ten years old not twenty-one, my body was lean, hands skinny yet attractive which reminded me of my younger self yet confused me as I could see everything and had no idea how?Is this one of my visions? No, it seems more like a memory."Ann!"I turned my head to see my mom staring at me with an annoyed look on her face as her finger raised to gesture at something behind me."Take him on a walk, now" My eyes flickered at our family dog who was wiggling his tail, "So stop sulking on the stairs as it's almost time for your training, so be fast"I couldn't help but pout at her and stomp my feet before taking dodo with me towards the garden but to my curiosity, I decided to walk further and entered the woods, the stillness of my surroundings was giving me nightmares, my small feet staggering while walking bu
|| Ahana|| The strong smell of cold mint hits my nostrils strongly, conferring me the presence of King Nicholas who is closer than I can expect him to be. We'll meet soon until then I want you to trust yourself, it's a goodbye for now. His voice again unnerves my head and I sighed heavily, slowly reaching the grounds I think, to search for him as I could no longer feel him. "Ahana?" I halted after hearing Elijah's voice, he instantly reached me I could hear his footsteps and now he was just behind me. "You okay?" He asked me in his concerned laced tone that thawed my heart but at the same time, it wasn't enough as I wanted more comfort than he could provide me. I am not sure of anything from this moment as everything is damn so complicated yet exemplary at the moment, the more I think of it the more I feel connected to it, werewolves, spirits, and everything supernatural fascinates me. I am not scared instead I want to know everything including the truth about myself. Nicholas