Elijah
Rasping I sat on the edge of the stone nearby the pond that was just behind the villa, blood was oozing down my hand as I was trying not to whimper and waiting patiently for it to heal and the pain to disappear, and within a few minutes I was relaxing, the pain vanished somewhere as much as I wished to but can't.
I picked up a pebble and threw it across the water and faintly smiled at recalling how hard is for me to survive and make my identity in the pack even though when I am the healer and proved my worth thousands of times no matter how hard I tried, it was never enough. It's more like I can't be accepted for being who I am.
"Elijah" My brother's voice forced me to smile as I look at him.
His face turned pale as he squatted beside me, rested his head on my lap, and started caressing his hair just like old times when we were kids and he used to be like this whenever he was troubled.
"What is bothering you?" I asked, peering down at his sulking face.
After a few seconds of silence, he stirred and tilts his eyes up at mine, they were normal blue, sun rays striking through the orbs, causing them to spark I couldn't help but notice, he is getting paler than before which concerned me.
"Ajax?"
I touched his face which was burning wildly so I quickly hauled him up, his heavy body is making it hard for me but somehow I managed to drag him inside the cabin and laid him on my bed, putting several pillows behind his head.
"Ajax, hey" I jerk him but he wasn't responding, too weak to say anything.
Concerned, I went to the villa and came face to face with Grandma who was casually petting her cat and then looked at me with annoyance.
"Ajax is under the effects of my spell, it'll last till tonight and can be longer if he doesn't quit his obduracy," She said not even bothered that his grandson is vulnerable and in pain because of her stupid attitude.
Fisting my hands, I dared to look into her unkind eyes and asked her.
"He is alpha, Grandma. He is the chosen one so just stop treating him like a toddler, whatever you're doing isn't right"
She was unbothered, just rolled her eyes before approaching me and clenching my shoulders, her nails were almost scouring my skin, causing me to grunt in pain but I suppressed it, understating she isn't a fan of weak people.
"You think I am a fool and can't see, what he did? And you were taking the responsibility for his mistakes always," She paused, intensely looking at me, "I am not blind, Elijah. I have eyes and can see that Ajax isn't even worth the title of being an Alpha" She scoffed with such hatred that I can't even imagine, she could despise her grandson this much.
"What should I do to make him normal?" Accepting defeat, I looked away.
She threw a photo at me that I caught immediately and intently stared at a beautiful picture of a young woman with a sunflower in her hand, her smile wasn't reaching her eyes as my eyes couldn't leave her face but then a harsh voice brings me back to the reality.
"I want this girl, here" She decreed and added further, "So, Elijah it'll depend on you if your brother is unharmed and respected by the pack because if you failed, I'll tell every one of your selfless acts of saving your brother".
I nodded, and tucked the photo inside my jacket before turning towards the door because the more I stay here, the more she'll torture me with her bitter tongue.
"Elijah, I have some advice for you"
I paused, didn't turn at her but wanted to hear.
"Even if right now your little brother means everything to you but there will be a time when you will have to choose, the choice will be either way breaking you"
I rolled my eyes, exiting that strangling environment, and inhaled sharply outside. I pulled out her photo and smiled cause I know her.
"Ahana"
•Present•
I was sitting across the window, faintly smiling as my eyes couldn't leave admiring her beautiful face not even for a second. There is certainly something special about her that is intriguing me and I can't control myself.
"Ugh," I heard her groan, stirring in sleep when the door flung open.
My eyes watched the aggravated face of Ajax and an unhappy Avi matching my brother's expressions. They both enter the room and froze at the sight of the girl who is moving back and forth in her sleep.
"Ann" Avi quickly appeared to her side, patting her face as Ajax kept staring at her.
They were the same expressions I had on me a while before he came, confused I get up and went to his side.
"Ajax"
I tapped on his shoulder and he just hummed and went closer to her. The same girl I am supposed to take to Grandma as she has demanded in exchange for securing Ajax's title as Alpha.
I knew Ahana through Avi as he was concerned for his best friend's eyesight and contacted several doctors for curing her condition then a month back, he sent me an email with her file and I refused since I couldn't leave the pack for a long time but now I agreed, so I can take her with me without much fuss.
"Is she okay?" Ajax asked me, his velvety voice dripping with concern.
My eyes broadened at the sudden changes in his behavior as he never took interest in any woman other than Flair.
"She is just unconscious, will be awake anytime," I assured him.
He again turned at her, his eyes intently admiring her sleeping as mine was observing my younger brother who seems to be in a daze.
"Elijah, You stay with her. I'll just inform her father", Avi excused himself.
Before I could comprehend, Ajax took his place and peered closely at her face, his hand reaching towards her face and touching her face as if trying to feel something but unable to, his frustration was visible on his face as the next, he pushed back his chair and hurled it at the wall.
"Ajax?"
I held him, deterring him from doing anything stupid, and waited a while so he can calm down.
"She is not my mate but she has to be," He growled in annoyance as I just stared at him confused.
My eyes looked at Ahana and then at him, unable to understand how can his mate be this far away from him when our werewolf mates aren't supposed to be from foreign countries, it's so rare to have one.
"How are you so sure?" I asked him in return, he leans in and sniffed her neck.
It happened too fast that the next, Ajax was knocked to the floor. Shocked I looked at Ahana who was alert and anxious but not scared, she was ready to pounce at anyone who tries to harm her in any manner.
"Who the fuck are you and how dare you touch me?" She growled, and her eyes held fire.
"Did you just...
I squeezed Ajax's shoulder, attempting to calm him down, and smiled at him.
"We'll talk later, excuse us Ajax" I ordered him.
Reluctantly he nodded but again looked at her and kept staring at her while walking towards the door, even though he didn't want to leave her but left. Now, we were alone and I sat on the chair ignoring every single question that is rising inside my head.
What is it so special about you that even I can't seem to ignore you?
"I apologize on behalf of my brother, Ms. Ahana"
Her face relaxes after hearing my voice she just nodded, her eyes looking at me even when she can't see clearly.
"Look, Doctor. I am not interested in getting my eyes treated so please"
She said coldly, her hopes has died but I have to convince her anyhow because she has to be in Germany.
"I have booked your tickets for Germany as I am leaving tonight but you have a certain time to think and make up your mind, Ms Ahana"
I sighed, about to leave when she said something unexpected that made me feel something weird.
"You must be so handsome 'cause your voice is magnetic," She quickly clamped her mouth, realizing I haven't left yet.
A smile flickered on my lips and it came from my heart that was fluttering uncontrollably as if earned something precious, not just a compliment from a beautiful young woman.
"Even you are very beautiful just like a sunflower"
There was silence as both of us didn't speak a word and kept looking at each other enthralled but the next moment - the door wide opened again and revealed a disturbing face, Avi.
"Ahana, your father has hung himself"
There was a high-pitched voice echoing in the room which belonged to her, her heart was aching as her soul was crushed. Her previous smile has turned into cries which were somehow affecting me. Because I could feel everything she was feeling whether it was her pain, loss, or misery but I shouldn't since I am not supposed to have a mate.
Or can I?
•AHANA• I wasn't bothered at all as I sat in front of my father who has several cords attached to his chest, his neck has been bandaged, it's what the doctor told me, which showed he tried his best to hang himself but fate wasn't with him and he was saved by the neighbor. I was feeling stupid right now for even shedding tears on him as he didn't even think twice before trying to commit suicide because he found it easy to abandon me rather than be there for me. He is such a selfish man who can only think for himself, not his daughter, and I was such a fool, fulfilling every responsibility towards him so I can be his best daughter, so I could earn his affection that has been lost somewhere but now I feel nothing more than hatred towards him. "Ahana" I heard him, looked away realizing he must have opened his eyes, and now looking at me. "What do you want?" I asked coldly, turning away as I heard some footsteps. "I'm sorry, beta," He said in a cracked voice as I just scoffed and get
'Weak' is one word made of four alphabets but has shaken my whole life. Being an alpha wasn't easy for me, it ruined my innocence and made me the cruel man I am today, a heartless and cold-blooded monster who only knows to kill and punish, no love no warmth nothing ever resided in my heart when I possessed the leadership in my hands seven years ago, that day I left a weak and sweet Ajax back and became this.I splashed the water two times on my face to not think like that and become vulnerable but can't help it, whenever Grandma comes she never ceases a chance to remind me that I am unworthy of the title of Alpha, that she is more powerful than me and can do whatever she wishes to."Now, here I am trying to find that fucking mate but can't find her"I growled but then relaxes when I recalled Ahana's face, that human girl who dared to slap the alpha but didn't get punishment just because I didn't even feel angry at her.What is wrong with me?I am so desperate of finding my mate that I
||Elijah|| The feverish sensation of her lips hasn't left mine yet and I am right now staring at her, just her, and couldn't help but feel how beautiful she is, not just from outside but inside as well. I haven't gotten the chance to ask her why did she kiss me but deep down I am aware that the kiss wasn't for me. Sighing, I observed her shifting as her eyes were closed so I assume she is either sleeping or resting. She was sitting in between Ajax and me while Avi and Riya were sitting in front, and the car was moving normally toward the airport. Tonight we are leaving and will reach Bavaria soon. I internally smiled when I look at her because, for the first time in my life, I am feeling happiness something peaceful resulting in my vacant heart and it was lending me the serenity which I have been yearning for since birth. "Elijah" Ajax's voice pulled me back from my thoughts as my eyes latched with his. And then I noticed Ahana clinging to his muscular arm, her head leaning on his
||Ahana|| Scared. Anxious. Troubled. I stood dumbfounded in front of Avi and Riya in complete silence as I can't think of anything that could make her feel better. Avi had already texted me that she is now aware of the sin that I had committed if he hadn't run away and I hadn't pulled Elijah, assuming it was him, and kissed him instead with such a deadly passion. Now I can't even look at him, duh because I have done something unusual that he wasn't even wanting from his new patient. You can't see, Ahana remember? Clearing my throat, I tried to focus to infer which side Riya is standing on and stepped closer to reach out to her but I was harshly shoved back and was about to fall but someone held me tightly in manly strong arms because his biceps were tickling my waist, letting me know it's a man with a muscled giant body which gave me certain goosebumps. "You are such a bitch, Ann. How the fuck do you think you can explain that you were going to kiss my fiance?" The anger was d
AHANA=>>>A big crowd gathered in the square, people screamed with rage as their anger is focused on a still empty pillar.After a while, some girl was brought to the center. Her hands were tied behind her back, and the rope cut into her skin. Blood was dripping down from her wrists, but the witch's face showed indifference as if it didn't concern her.Noticing the accused arriving, the crowd roared and swore. Hatred was growing among the masses.The fire was already lit, enveloping the girl's body in its raging flames. The girl was silent, didn't scream in pain, and looked in the crowd up until the fire started scorching her legs.She finally screamed, and her heartbreaking scream pierced everyone's ears to the bone, it held so much power that the clouds started rambling even louder than before as if submitting to her pain.Her burning lips only whispered a name that was riding through her mind and heart."Zia"I gasped, looked around to understand what was that, and heave a deep sig
||Ajax||I was moving through the woods hastily as soon as I heard about Lavender's disappearance and felt useless for being unable to protect her when she needed me the most I wasn't with her. My paws hastily hit the muddy ground as I overpowered my pack wolves with my authority.We all were linked together, trying to find my niece as soon as possible since it's already been a day since she has been missing and my mind is filling with only worse possibilities.What if the spirits have her and she won't return to us?No, she will return to us neither what will I tell my sister that her brother couldn't even protect his niece, that he is a failure as both Alpha and uncle?"Alpha, we can smell something," Aspen informed as he paces ahead of me.We all pick up on the scent and strode toward the lake and froze at the sight of a young girl floating in midair nearby the lake. The sight horrified me so I quickly jumped up to change into my human form and peered closely at her to make sure sh
||Elijah||Sobbing, A eighth years old version of me was crawling into the corner of my room, trying not to be scared, not to be weak but I can't help it and started shivering terribly."Elijah"I flinched hearing this voice, my mind surveying around to find a way out but I couldn't so, I squinted further into the corner but the wall was failing to suppress me and I was uncovered by him.I covered my ears, not wishing to hear the footsteps approaching me as they were enough to unnerve me but soon I was yanked up, my tiny body meeting a strong one and then I dared to look into his icy eyes which were neutral and had an only disgust in them."Didn't I tell you to turn, Elijah?" His left hand squeezed my face as the other lifted my body into the air.I was scared, my whole body was sweating as I was shivering - wishing to get free but couldn't which brought tears of misery to my eyes. I couldn't understand just, why is he treating me like this?What did I do to deserve this? Why me? I do
||Ahana||My heart was throwing back and forth as my chest was heaving up and down because Ajax's breath was fanning against my neck, causing me to squirm in my place but then I felt his weight getting harsher on me as if he has passed out or something which was slowly unsettling my heart.I was now inefficient to stand barely as my legs were wobbling and I was almost about to fall but didn't want to since he needed help then a hand supported us, a powerful arm wrapping around me, assisting me in holding this iceberg."Ajax has passed out, Ms Ahana" I listen to his voice but was unable to recognise him.But soon the weight of this iceberg left my body and now I could breathe properly."I am Aspen Valentine," He introduces himself while tapping on my hand.Hearing his name, I remembered Elijah has told me about him, that he's the youngest brother of him and now listening to his voice seems so fresh like floating water which is peaceful and remarkable at the same time.I didn't underst
|| Ahana|| The strong smell of cold mint hits my nostrils strongly, conferring me the presence of King Nicholas who is closer than I can expect him to be. We'll meet soon until then I want you to trust yourself, it's a goodbye for now. His voice again unnerves my head and I sighed heavily, slowly reaching the grounds I think, to search for him as I could no longer feel him. "Ahana?" I halted after hearing Elijah's voice, he instantly reached me I could hear his footsteps and now he was just behind me. "You okay?" He asked me in his concerned laced tone that thawed my heart but at the same time, it wasn't enough as I wanted more comfort than he could provide me. I am not sure of anything from this moment as everything is damn so complicated yet exemplary at the moment, the more I think of it the more I feel connected to it, werewolves, spirits, and everything supernatural fascinates me. I am not scared instead I want to know everything including the truth about myself. Nicholas
||Ahana||It was all hazy, vision blurred but soon everything cleared as I discerned myself sitting on the porch stairs but then my eyes expanded and were shocked to glimpse that I was ten years old not twenty-one, my body was lean, hands skinny yet attractive which reminded me of my younger self yet confused me as I could see everything and had no idea how?Is this one of my visions? No, it seems more like a memory."Ann!"I turned my head to see my mom staring at me with an annoyed look on her face as her finger raised to gesture at something behind me."Take him on a walk, now" My eyes flickered at our family dog who was wiggling his tail, "So stop sulking on the stairs as it's almost time for your training, so be fast"I couldn't help but pout at her and stomp my feet before taking dodo with me towards the garden but to my curiosity, I decided to walk further and entered the woods, the stillness of my surroundings was giving me nightmares, my small feet staggering while walking bu
|| Ajax ||It was like my breathing stopped the moment she collapsed on the ground, completely paled and weary. She was shivering as well as her lips were trembling which contorted my heart and wasting no time, I swept her into my arms and ran inside the bedroom.Laying her gently on the bed, I moved away and looked at Elijah who was anxiously looking at her and then glared at me."It's your fault, Ajax"I raised an eyebrow at him, slightly taken by his accusation as he had never talked to me in this tone before."What are you saying?"I rolled my eyes, paying no attention to him as she needed me.I cupped her burning cheek and felt her shudder but soon she relaxed under my warm touch and nuzzled against my palm like a pup that withered my heart in ecstasy."You decided to come here, to leave her alone in the pack just because you wanted to keep a close eye on King Nicholas who didn't do anything wrong by telling her the truth about our existence Still you doubt him"My eyes turned qu
|| Aspen || I returned to the pack after the heated argument after dropping that human girl to her rightful owner. Honestly, I had no personal problems with her as she genuinely deserves respect and regard for being badass for kicking Flair's attitude ass. Still, the sad reality is that she's going to be our Luna sooner or later and it'll be a matter of time when she'll rule us. When I passed the garden, I could feel everyone's eyes on me as I am the coldest of all in the pack, and never showed any affection to anyone except my siblings. "Beta, everything is going well with the ongoing preparation of the mating ceremony" "Okay" I didn't even look at the omega in front of me as I am not used to making any talks and as I am a private person except for the pack matters or it's about our Alpha who is also my lovely big brother Ajax. With a calm gesture, I dismissed him and went inside my den - to see him precisely. When the door is pushed open by me, I saw him curled like a ball and
|| Ahana ||It has been a week since I returned, a week since I had shared an intimate kiss with Elijah and received an unexpected kiss from Ajax.I'm missing them both, don't know why but I feel like there's something wrong since I haven't heard from any of them. They didn't even bother to see me which is unsettling me more.What's wrong with me? I sincerely think caring for Elijah is acceptable but Ajax? Why do I even care for him? He is a narcissistic asshole who deserves my hate not care..."Ann?"I blinked my eyes when I heard a finger-snapping in front of me and realised that I was zoned out."Is something wrong?"I shook my head, not even bothering to answer her and was about to leave when I was unexpectedly shoved to the ground and felt an immense pain driving through my back to my whole body.That hurts...I tried to get up but two hands pressed me to the ground again which made me groan in pain."That hurt, uhh"I heard a chuckle but couldn't defer who is she except for her
|| Ajax ||Something was burning inside me, my entire body was fuming with anger but subsiding it, I entered the gym and started running on a treadmill, not caring about my wounds and later quit it."You are hurt, Ajax"I turned to face Flair who is looking annoyed as she was rolling her eyes at me."I can see that"I grumbled, walking towards the window to take a deep breath of fresh air because I am feeling suffocated and lonely.A part of me is unable to understand these strange feelings and another part of me knew what I was feeling but wasn't able to describe it which is making me more anxious than before.I wanted to stay by her side, to let her know that I cared for her that was the sole reason I accepted the duel but couldn't since I can't be selfish when it's about Elijah, he has always been precious to me and can't snatch his happiness when he deserves everything he wishes for and I'll do in everything in my grasp to give him what he wants."Ajax, you have changed"Her voice
||Elijah||The weather was awfully bad, the clouds were clattering wildly as if a storm is waiting for us but then my thoughts were interrupted by the screeching sound of the cars.My eyes flickered over at Ajax who opened the back door of the car and cradled the girl I was worried about, in his arms protectively before making his way inside without giving a glance which upset me but I suppressed it and went inside after them.Fresh blood was oozing out of Ajax's bicep but he didn't care at all like his eyes were at her, solely worried for her as she remained sleepy in the cage of his arms.Aspen and I joined him in the room where he gently lied her down on the bed and turned to finally look at me.His eyes were blank when looked at me, it felt like his soul has left his body which concerned me but I remained quiet as Aspen was giving a side glance to not ruin it."She's all yours"That was all he said before brushing past me, leaving me dumbfounded.My eyes met Aspen who was silently
||Ahana||I don't know why I am feeling this irritated with him when I was supposed to be glad that he doesn't want me to do anything with him as he can not be ever that man whom I wished to have in my life but he is the one who gives me butterflies whenever he's near me.Why can't I just stop feeling like this and now my self-respect is binding me not to accept my feelings for him?And my life has turned into a maze since I entered this town where I have started questioning my existence because I can feel that I am no longer a human, not even that girl who used to cry about being blind and now not even scared of living among supernatural beings.And Elijah, what about him? Where do my feelings stand for him and where does Ajax stand in my life?Uggh!I am already frustrated for not having these answers and now these illicit sensations towards Ajax are making it hard for me to resist him, even being sightless isn't helping me in ignoring him."Ahana"The King's voice startled me and I
||Ajax||"I wish you lose"Her wish shattered something inside me, making me feel like a pathetic being who just lost something precious that he never wishes to lose in the first place.Her eyes were blank, they were only reflecting her hate towards me that I deserved but at the same time, I wanted her affection but lost it, the moment I said, I don't want her.She left, lending me a disappointed look. Her boldness is another asset of her character that I have been admiring since I met her while pretending that I don't care.Remember, Ajax you're doing this for your brother...With determination, I left and almost moved into someone but balanced myself, and then my eyes locked with icy white ones which were continuously blazing at me."Greetings, Alpha Ajax"King Nicholas Night's lips curved into a mischievous smile as he stares down at me with disdain that I have never witnessed in anyone's eyes before him."Your Grace"I bowed my head in respect and averted my gaze off him to not gi