Chapter 6 - The Touch

'Weak' is one word made of four alphabets but has shaken my whole life. Being an alpha wasn't easy for me, it ruined my innocence and made me the cruel man I am today, a heartless and cold-blooded monster who only knows to kill and punish, no love no warmth nothing ever resided in my heart when I possessed the leadership in my hands seven years ago, that day I left a weak and sweet Ajax back and became this.

I splashed the water two times on my face to not think like that and become vulnerable but can't help it, whenever Grandma comes she never ceases a chance to remind me that I am unworthy of the title of Alpha, that she is more powerful than me and can do whatever she wishes to.

"Now, here I am trying to find that fucking mate but can't find her"

I growled but then relaxes when I recalled Ahana's face, that human girl who dared to slap the alpha but didn't get punishment just because I didn't even feel angry at her.

What is wrong with me?

I am so desperate of finding my mate that I