Nagniningning ang mga mata ko nang makapasok kami sa arcade. I immediately went to the area where I can play basketball.
"Ares! Let's play basketball!" Pag-aaya ko sa kaniya. "Whoever loses will do a dare! Deal?" Paghahamon ko sa kaniya. Tinaas-taas ko pa ang kilay ko habang sinasabi iyon.
"No, thanks. I’m afraid you’ll cry because you’ll lose," mayabang na sambit niya na hindi ko inasahan.
At talagang he looked at me from head to toe ha! Ano naman ngayon kung medyo maliit ako kumpara sa kaniya? Matangkad naman ako basta hindi lang siya ang katabi ko, dahil nagmumukha akong maliit sa tabi niya.
"Ang yabang, ha!" Ngumuso ako.
He chuckled at my remark. Umabot sa mga mata niya ang ngiti niya kaya hindi ko na rin naiwasang mapangiti.
Nakakahawa.
"Whatever. I won't let you win this game, though." I playfully winked at him and flipped my hair.
Bahagya siyang natigilan pero maya-maya rin ay mahina siyang natawa sa ginawa ko.
"Okay, then."
Pinauna ko siyang maglaro. He's damn good at playing basketball! And given that height? It's impossible for him to not to be able to have a high score!
Masyado niya namang sineryoso itong laro namin. Huh.
The time's already over and I was so shocked when he had a high score! Isang beses lang siyang hindi nakapag-shoot ng bola sa ring!
"Damn, what are you? Are you an athlete?" I asked with curiosity.
He nodded, "Way back in high school and freshman year in college, I was a part of the basketball varsity team in my school."
Wow!
Tumango-tango ako pero hindi ako nagpatinag. Alam kong makakaya ko siyang talunin, dahil hindi ako magpapatalo.
"Whatever, I'll make sure I'll score higher than you." I said with conviction.
"Nah. With that height of yours? I bet you can't even shoot one ball into the ring." He teased and smirked.
Halos hambalusin ko siya ng bola dahil sa sinabi niya. Pinagtawanan niya lang ang reaksyon ko. Damn you, Ares!
"Don't underestimate me, pare." I rolled my eyes at him and he just chuckled.
I took deep breaths and calmed myself. You can do it, Athena. You're good at this.
Nang masiguro kong ayos na ako ay agad kong ni-swipe ang card sa hotshot arcade machine at nagsimula na ang laro.
I was too focused on playing ball that I almost forgot I was with Ares and we're in an arcade.
Halos magtatalon ako sa tuwa nang sunod-sunod ang pag-shoot ko ng bola sa ring, walang palya. Sinulyapan ko timer at nakitang malapit nang matapos ang oras. Mas nag-focus ako sa paglalaro at napapadyak sa inis nang hindi ko nai-shoot yung bola at saktong tumunog ang timer, hudyat na naubos na ang oras ko.
"Ano ba 'yan!" Naaasar na bulyaw ko at napapadyak sa inis.
Narinig ko ang mahinang paghalakhak ni Ares kaya mabilis pa sa alas cuatro akong napalingon sa kaniya at binigyan siya ng nakakamatay na tingin.
He held both of his arms up, like he's surrendering.
"Chill, Athena," he said, he can't even contain his low chuckles!
Tuwang-tuwa ang isang 'to sa akin, ah? So ano, happy pill niya na ba ako nito?
"Whatever. We're tie, though." Nasabi ko na lang saka siya inirapan.
"Should we have a tie-breaker, then?"
Mabilis akong umiling. Ayaw ko na, ‘no!
"Huwag na! Tanggapin na lang nating dalawa na pareho tayong talo. We'll both have our fair share of dare since we both lost the game and had a tie score. Fair and square." Ngumisi ako sa naiisip na ideya.
He stared at me for seconds but then sighed afterwards.
"Hmm. Okay. Deal." He said and smirked. "So what's my dare?" He raised a brow.
"Uh.." I trailed off.
Actually, wala pa akong maisip na dare para sa kanya. I mentally slapped myself.
Ang lakas kong mag-aya! Wala naman pala akong plano!
"I'll think about it. Okay, so what's mine?" I asked as I raised a brow at him.
I got to stare at those blue eyes for a while. Hindi ko maiwasang mahugot ang hininga dahil pakiramdam ko ay malulunod ako habang nakatitig sa mala-dagat niyang mga mata.
Nag-iwas siya ng tingin, "Hmm," namewang siya at sandaling tumingala.
Napalunok ako sa nakikita. Fucking Adam's apple waving hello at me.
Kitang-kita ko mula rito sa pwesto ko ang paraan ng paggalaw ng Adam’s apple niya. Tuwing gumagalaw iyon ay napapalunok rin ako.
Why do I notice every bit of him? Simpleng actions niya lang ay napapansin ko na.
Jusmiyo.
"Let's try to date for a month."
Nalaglag ang panga ko sa sinabi niya, hindi makapaniwala sa mga salitang binitawan niya.
Nakita niya ang pagkagulat ko kaya ay mabilis siyang umiling. "Just kidding.. Your boyfriend would probably be mad. Uh.." He trailed off.
"Boyfriend? I don't even have one." Nangunot ang noo ko dahil hindi ko maintindihan ang pinagsasabi niya.
"Huh? How about Harry?" He looked at me with his curious and innocent set of blue eyes.
"Hardin Rye? Nah, he's just a friend. He's like a big brother to me." I chuckled heartily. "Apollo would even get jealous at our closeness. Lagi siyang nagdadrama tuwing sinasabi ko na parang kapatid ko na si Harry. He even said he regret setting up our date." I chuckled when I remembered Apollo's cute sad face whenever he sees me with Harry.
"You guys... dated?" He licked his lower lip and crossed his arms.
"Yep. Apollo set up our date but we both decided to call it a friendly date since we're both not interested to each other. He's also way older than me and he dislikes young girls. Or.. maybe not." Natawa ako nang maalala ang ibinulong niya sa akin kanina.
He said he dislikes young girls but here he is, crushing over my bestfriend who's the same as my age! Palibhasa, he's already in his mid-twenties and Mags and I are still twenty-one!
Ares slowly nodded his head. "You're that close to know each other's interests and such?" He asked, eyes with mixed emotions I couldn't fathom.
Tumango ako, "He's a good friend."
Nakita ko na naman ang bahagyang pag taas-baba ng Adam's apple niya.
"Kung.." Napabuntong-hininga siya. "Kung i-set up ba tayo ni Apollo ng date, papayag ka ba?" He murmured and tore his eyes off me.
Hindi ko narinig iyong tanong niya dahil mahina iyon at sobrang ingay sa loob ng arcade kaya ipinagkibit balikat ko na lang iyon. Maya-maya'y naramdaman ko na lang ang pagpitik niya sa noo ko.
"Hey!" I hissed and touched the part where he hit it. I irritatedly gave him a death glare. Masakit ‘yun ah!
"By the way, you really, really pissed me off. Yesterday, I told you that I'll drive you home, right? But before I could even, you immediately left!" Pinitik niyang muli ang noo ko kaya’t hinampas ko na ang kamay niya.
“Abala ‘yun!”
“You will never be a burden to me, Athena. Now, let me drive you home. I'll walk my way home since it's just a walking distance." He said with finality.
Late na nang makauwi kami. Ihinatid niya nga ako pero sa ospital niya ako hinatid, dahil iyon ang sabi ko. Siya na ang nagmaneho ng sasakyan ko, he insisted. Then, I booked him a cab to bring him home na hindi niya mahindian.
Pagkarating ko sa loob ng ospital ay nagtungo kaagad ako sa nurse station.
"Hello, Nurse Jean. Andito pa ba si Mama?" Tanong ko sa isang nurse na nakita ko.
"Opo, Miss Athena. Medyo marami siyang inaasikasong pasyente ngayon kaya hindi muna siguro siya makakauwi." Pahayag ng nurse.
I sighed as I tap my fingers on the counter. Mama's probably stressed right now. I just can't jusy leave her here with a lot of workload to do.
Nagpaalam na ako kay Nurse Jean bago napagpasiyahang magtungo sa top floor ng ospital kung saan naroon ang office ni Mama na nagmistulang isang sosyal na hotel VIP suite. Or maybe more than that. The interior design of her office made it look like a VIP suite or a penthouse rather than an actual office! Architect Razini, my cousin, surely spoiled my Mama so much. Even her sister, Engineer Gazini, did some wonders in Mama's office, too!
My thoughts were interrupted when my phone rang for Apollo's call. Hindi na ako nagdalawang-isip pa at mabilis na sinagot ang tawag niya.
"He-" Bago pa man ako matapos sa pagsasalita ay pinutol niya na ako.
"POTANGINANG SHET SAAN NA KAYO NAPADPAD NI ARES HA?! HOY ANO NASAAN KA NA!? SINASABI KO SA'YO ATHEEVA NARELLE ALESSANDRIA HA! HUWAG MO MUNANG BIBIGYAN NG APO SI MAMA!"
Napapitlag ako sa bungad na sigaw ni Apollo. Parang tanga naman ang isang 'to.
T’saka ano ba ‘tong pinagsasabi niya? Napaka-dirty minded ng lalaking ‘to, ah!
"Can you please calm down bro or I'm gonna throw your toy car collections away."
"Sabi ko nga manatiling kalmado upang koleksiyon ay hindi itapon sa malayo."
Napabuntong-hininga na lang ako sa kakulitan niya. Mon Dieu, kanino ba nagmana ang kapatid kong ‘to?
"Can't come home today. I'll look after Mama."
"Why?" Sumeryoso na ang boses ng kapatid ko sa kabilang linya. Kapag si Mama na talaga ang usapan, nagkakasundo kaming dalawa dahil magmamature bigla itong si Apollo.
"She's got a workload to do and I'll figure if I could help. I don't want her to be stressed." Paliwanag ko sa kaniya at bahagyang hinilot-hilot ang sentido ko.
Pagod ako pero mas pagod si Mama. Hindi biro ang trabaho niyang halos wala nang tulugan o kahit sandaling pahinga man lang.
"Alright. I'm going there. Wait for me." He said as he hurriedly hung up the call.
Unti-unting sumilay ang isang munting ngiti sa aking mga labi.
When it comes to Mama, nagkakasundo talaga kami kaagad ni Apollo. We both agreed to do everything for our mother who's working hard for our future.
We promised to each other that we'll help Mama no matter what. Siya na lang ang natitirang magulang namin at ayaw naming may malagas pang muli mula sa pamilya namin.
"Napakatagal mo naman. Pagong ka ba?" Nakahalukipkip kong singhal sa kapatid kong halos trenta minuto akong pinaghintay sa may elevator.
Nagkamot siya ng batok at alanganing ngumiti sa akin. His brown doe eyes had a hint of guilt and a little bit of innocence, very opposite to my annoyed expression that is visible in my also brown doe eyes.
"Alam mo naman, sis.. pahirapan sa pagpapaalam sa mga kaibigan natin. Tapos ano.. sinilip ko rin saglit si Ares sa bahay nila.. hehehe,” mahinang sambit niya habang hindi makatingin ng diretso sa mga mata ko.
I massaged the bridge of my nose. Pinipigilan kong mairita dahil paniguradong sasakit lang ng husto ang ulo ko.
"Tara na nga." Aya ko pagkatapos ay pinindot ang open button ng elevator.
“Uy.. sorry na,” kalabit sa akin ni Apollo nang makapasok kami sa loob ng elevator pero hindi ko siya pinansin at nanatiling diretso lamang ang tingin ko.
“Ih,” I can already imagine him pouting his lips. I smiled inwardly. Sarap niya ring asarin, ha.
Lumabas na kami sa elevator pagkatunog nito, hudyat na nasa tamang floor na kami. Hindi na ako kinulit pa ni Apollo at tahimik lang siyang nakasunod sa akin habang binabaybay namin ang opisina ni Mama.
Mama’s office occupied the whole floor so it's quite big. No one else can get inside using the elevator unless they know the passcode of the floor or they have their biometrics logged in. All the De Bonnevies has access to this floor since this has a lot of rooms for people who wants to stay at the hospital. Lalo na kung mayroong na ospital na kapamilya o kakilala tapos ay bawal mag stay doon sa kwarto ng pasyente. Atleast they have a room to stay here.
Separate room ang office ni Mama at nasa corner. Kumatok ako bago binuksan ang pinto.
There we found our mother sleeping soundly on the couch. Nilibot ko ang paningin ko sa buong opisina para maghanap ng kumot para kay Mama.
"I know some medical things. I ain't a licensed doctor so iyong mga hindi masyadong importanteng papeles lang 'yung gagalawin ko. Ikaw na sa kumpanya ni Aunt Belinda." Tumango ako kay Apollo na pumunta sa table ni Mama na maraming nakatambak na papeles.
Sandali akong nagtungo sa ibang kwarto para kumuha ng kumot at nang makahanap ay aga akong bumalik sa opisina at kinumutan si Mama.
Besides being a doctor, she handles another business. Well, hindi talaga sa kaniya iyon. It's her sister, Aunt Belinda's, business. But Aunt Belle’s on leave kasi manganganak ang anak niya. Mama then presented to take care of the business 'cause she's sure their other siblings can't do so.
Kagaya ng De Bonnevie clan, bigatin rin ang Gutierrez clan. They handle a lot of businesses, too. They're rich but not as rich as the De Bonnevies. Mama is the youngest among the Gutierrez siblings and they all think she's got no busy sched since she's the youngest, kaya kay Mama napupunta iyong mga business na hinahandle nila kapag wala sila.
Like hell, a doctor got a busier sched then any of them.
I checked the other paperworks on her table. Binasa ko lahat ng iyon at nagsulat sa malaking notepad, doon ko isinusulat ang kailangang gawin ni Mama na hindi namin pwedeng gawin ni Apollo. All we could to is proofread what's written on the papers and write some notes about it so Mama wouldn't be stressed doing it all.
That's what I wrote on another bullet of my notes for Mama. Nilingon ko si Apollo na nasa lapag at nakasquat. The papers he's reading are on the coffee table. Nakasabunot siya sa buhok niya at nakapatongang siko sa lamesa habang binabasa ang kung anong nakasulat sa papeles.
Tumigil ako sa ginagawa ko rito sa table ni Mama at tinawag ang kapatid ko.
"Apollo, you can rest. I know you're tired. Ako na ang bahala sa iba." I suggested to my brother who's obviously trying to help but tiredness is etched on his handsome face.
He shook his head without looking at me.
"There's no freaking way in hell I'm gonna let you do this alone, Atheeva Narelle Alessandria Gutierrez de Bonnevie."
I rolled my eyes at his remark. Damn, why would he call me by my full name? Hindi ba siya nayayamot sa haba ng pangalan ko?!
"Whatever you say, Apollinaire Lozaro Alessandrio."
Sa huli ay pareho kami ni Apollo na nakatulugan ang ginagawa. We woke up around midnight when Mama woke us up and told us to go to our respective rooms and take a rest. Dala na rin ng pagod, hindi na kami umangal at sumunod sa inuutos niya ng walang pagaalinlangan.
The next day, lumabas ako ng silid ko dahil sa ingay na nagaganap sa sala. There I saw my cousins doing shits so my expression immediately turned sour upon seeing them.
"The heck are you boys doing here?" I hissed at them.
"Ah, sinugod si Daddylo dito kanina dahil inatake na naman. Itong si Lander kasi, kung ano-anong kalokohan ang pinaggagagawa!" Pagpapahayag ni Lars.
Nagulat ako. Our grandfather was rushed here in the hospital? Hindi ko maiwasang mag-alala sa kalusugan ng lolo.
"Hoy, anong ako? Tangina mo, Larson! The prank was your crazy idea!" Lander looked at his brother unbelievably.
I rolled my eyes when both of them started their nonsense banters. Goodness gracious! Why do they have access here in the top floor?! Magkakalat lang ang mga gagong 'to, eh!
T’saka ang mga ‘to kung makaasta ay parang ayos lang na na-ospital si Dad ah?!
"Hi, Ate Athena!" Muntik na akong mapatalon sa gulat nang biglang may humalik sa pisngi ko.
It was Mari, our oldest cousin's younger sister.
Natutop ko ang bibig ko, "Goodness gracious, Amari! Nakauwi ka na pala?!" Naibulalas ko.
She chuckled at my shocked expression.
"Yes, Ate. You see, I got stressed while I was in South Korea! I mean, damn I love that country but their language freaking stressed me a lot! Also, Daddylo's birthday is today, I couldn't miss it! And good thing talaga I came home agad! He really had a heart attack on this birthday and was rushed in the hospital because of Lander's stupid pranks!" Mahabang litanya ng dalaga. She's so talkative and english speaking. Anyway, she's three years younger than me that's why she calls me ate.
"For your information lang, Mari. It was your crazy cousin, Lars’, stupid idea!" Lander's irritated voice filled the room. Pero hindi nagpatalo si Mari. She never does, anyway.
"Whatever, Lander! You and Kuya Lars are brothers so hindi na nakapagtataka na you both are crazy!" She rolled her eyes at our now annoyed cousin.
Nagpipigil na ng tawa ang iba sa mga pinsan namin dahil nagsisimula na ang World War 3000 featuring Lander and Amari de Bonnevie.
"Why don't you even call me kuya?! You call Lars kuya even when we're the same age! You also call Athena ate even when we're both years older than you!" Hindi makapaniwalang bulyaw ni Lander sa pinsan naking nakangisi lang kay Lander.
"Oh, shut it, Lander. Why are you so jealous of me?" Singit ko with matching irap sa kaniya.
"No, I am not! Argh! Bahala na nga kayo d'yan. Pinagtutulungan niyo akong lahat!" Padabog siyang naglakad paalis.
Nagtawanan kaming magpipinsan at kanya-kanya ang reaksyon sa pagdadrama ng isa pang pinsan.
Alright, I may hate Lander for breaking every girls' hearts but my love for him as a cousin will never fade away. He is still family no matter what. I just don't tolerate his wrongdoings. Like an excerpt from my favorite vampire television series, "We are capable of doing terrible things, but we are also capable of forgiveness." Said Rebekah Mikaelson, my favorite character among them all in the series.
Isa pa, nakakatuwa lang ring asarin si Lander dahil sa aming lahat, siya ang pinakamaloko pero mabilis siyang mapikon kapag siya na ang pinaglololoko. How ironic.
I know, De Bonnevie cousins are quite chaotic but trust me, there are a lot of things you'd like to know about us. Because behind that grandé surname that we bring with us each passing day lies the stories and secrets that each and one of us have kept hidden and were never shared to the public. Stories that only the family knows about.
Though most of the time, we never know of the struggles everyone faces everyday. Some of us.. kept them within ourselves. And I know that feeling. That's why I am trying my best to lighten up everyone's mood. A single cheer, joke, or motivation can bring light to a person who feels surrounded by darkness, afterall.
Darkness is the absence of light. And a single light can brighten up the darkness surrounding. A single light means there is still hope. Hope that their lives will not be totally eaten up by darkness.
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"We are capable of doing terrible things, but we are also capable of forgiveness."
— Rebekah Mikaelson, The Originals (The Vampire Diaries spin-off)
Magulo sa top floor. Nagkalat ang mga pinsan ko sa kung saan-saang bahagi ng top floor. Palibhasa, Mama's not here because she's the one attending to Daddylo. Wala pa kaming natatanggap na balita sa kalagayan ni Dad kaya hindi namin maiwasang kabahan. Dinadaan na lang ng mga pinsan ko sa mga kalokohan ang kabang nararamdaman para pagaanin ang loob naming lahat. Magiging ayos din ‘yon si Daddylo. Siya pa ba? Kakayanin niya iyon. "Huwag nga kayong maglilikot masyado!" Asar na bulyaw ng kapatid ko sa mga pinsan naming may kanya-kanyang ginagawa. Halos matawa ako sa kapatid ko dahil isa siya sa pinakamaloko at makulit pero ngayon ay naiirita siya sa kapwa niya maloko at makulit!
Nag-aayos ako ng gamit dahil mamaya na kami lilipat sa manoir. Malapit lang naman dahil nasa iisang village lang naman kami pero nakakapagod lakarin pabalik ang bahay. "Maglalayas ka na ba talaga?" Pagdadrama ni Apollo na biglang sumulpot na parang kabute sa gilid ko. Hindi na ako nagulat dahil nasanay na ako sa biglaan niyang pagsulpot na parang kabute. "Why don’t you start packing your things instead of pestering me, trou du cul." Irap ko sa kaniya. Hindi makapaniwala niya ako tinignan, "You're unbelievable, sister! Everyone knows you for being the prim and proper among the De Bonnevies and yet here you are, cursing me to bits like I am not literally your other half! Minumura mo ak
The next day, I woke up with a pretty bad headache. Ugh! How I despise hangovers. "Ouch," Sinapo ko ang noo ko at sinikap na umupo sa kama. I heard a knock from outside my room's door that made me jump a bit. "Come in!" Sigaw ko. I leaned on the headboard and shut my eyes close. Ang mga kamay ko ay nanatiling sapo ang noo habang ang kabila naman ay nakasabunot sa buhok ko. "Hey," Napamulat ako ng mga mata at nag-angat ng tingin sa lalaking nagsalita. Namilog ang mga mata ko nang makita si Ares na nakatayo sa may pinto at may hawak na tray na puno ng pagkain. Napaayos ako ng upo.
I was never ready for romantic relationships. I was never ready for that kind of love. Yes, I may have wanted the kind of love my grandparents have, but not to the extent of looking for it. I'll wait for it to come. Hindi naman ako nagmamadali, I have set my goals before anything else. Pero kung mayroon mang dumating, aba, hindi naman ako tatanggi sa grasya. Thou shall not reject the grace from God. Ilang araw na ang nakalipas magmula noong pagpapahiwatig niya ng nararamdaman niya sa akin. Up until now, he doesn't know I remember that. Ang akala niya, hindi ko maaalala kasi lasing ako. I was drunk, alright, pero nahimasmasan na ako noong nasa manoir na. So I remembered everything from there. Even my dumbest and hilarious moments. I cannot believe it! &nb
"Happy birthday, Ate Athena and Kuya Apollo!" Pagbati ng mga bata sa amin ng kambal ko.Lumawak ang ngiti ko't kalaunan ay napahalakhak. Bukas pa naman talaga ang kaarawan namin ng kambal kong si Apollo pero ginusto kong magcelebrate ngayon kasama ang mga bata sa ospital na napalapit na rin sa puso ko.Nagpahanda rin ako ng pagkain para sa iba pang mga pasyente sa ospital. Today until tomorrow ay libre ang mga pagkain sa cafeteria, which were not the usual foods there.Narito ngayon si Mama at ang kambal ko, naririto rin ang ibang mga doktor at nars upang saksihan ang katuwaang naisipan ko para sa mga batang naka-confine sa ospital.Kahit kaarawan ko'y ako ang naghanda ng lahat para sa araw na ito. Tinulungan ako ni
The following day, I had to wake up early despite having a headache. Nagwalwal ba naman kami kagabi. Our birthday party went well. It was exclusive only for our relatives and friends. Tanging ang mga kapamilya at kaibigan lamang namin ang naroon. There are no business partners invited. Mayroon namang ibang party para roon, kaya no need na silang imbitahin sa selebrasyon ng kaarawan namin ni Apollo. Though, the business partners that are close to our family are invited. The ones that are trusted by the family. The Mansueto family are all present. Naroon si Tita Solene at Tito Andréz na siyang mga magulang ni Ares. Naroon rin si Ate Astraea Shyline o mas kilalang Ashlyn na nakatatandang kapatid naman ni Ares.
Today’s our second day here in Bantayan. Narito kami sa may beach, kumakain ng agahan."May request ako, Atheeva!" Napatigil ako sa pagnguya ng kinakain ko nang magsalita si Lian."Ano 'yon?" Tanong ko matapos mailunok ang kinakain."May nakita kasi akong video sa Tiktok, napahanga ako! It was a pretty girl I follow on that app and she sang some French song na hindi ko maintindihan but really caught my attention. Kagabi pa ako na-LSS sa kantang iyon, and an idea popped in my pretty little brain." She smirked."What is it?""I want you to do a short cover of Les Champs-Elysées for me! Since I never heard you sing in French. God, alam kong
Weeks had passed since the night I confronted Ares about his feelings for me. And the day I shamelessly told him I don't mind if he'd court me and make me fall for him.True enough, he really did what I said. The day after, he started being more gentle to me. Siguro dahil inaprubahan ko na ang panliligaw niya at dahil nakapag-usap na kami ng maayos kaya naman ay naging kumportable kami sa isa't isa. While he's courting me, we get to know more of each other, too. T'saka hindi naman siya iyong tipo na cheesy kung manligaw. 'Yung chill lang pero ramdam mo ang sinseridad.How did my friends, cousins, family, and brother reacted about it?Well, my friends, as expected, I earned a lot of pinches on my flanks from them. They even tweaked my hair. Mahal na mahal talaga nila ako, &ls
Hindi nangyari ang gusto ko.Nalaman ni Daddylo ang nangyari sa pagitan namin ni Ate Ashlyn kaya't wala na akong nagawa ng inutusan niya ang kambal kong i-uwi ako sa manoir. He was so mad and afraid at the same time that something would happen to me and the baby inside my womb.Mabilis akong inalis ni Apollo sa lugar na iyon kahit na halos mamatay na ako sa pagmamakaawa na payagan akong makita si Ares, pero hindi sila nakinig sa akin.Hindi ko man lang nasilayan si Ares kahit sa huling pagkakataon man lang sana."Athena,"Hindi ko pinansin ang pagtawag sa akin ni Apollo. Wala akong ibang ginawa kun'di ang tahimik ma umiyak habang nakahiga sa kama ko. I heard him sigh.Wala ni isa sa amin ang binigyan ng pagkakataong makita si Ares. Walang De Bonnevie ang pinayagan ni Ate Ashlyn na masilayan ang kapatid niya. I'm hurting but I surely know that Apollo's hurting
“W-What..”Binigyan kami ni Mrs. Lynn Mansueto ng isang mabining ngiti.“Buhay ang kapatid ninyo, Athena. Hindi siya kailanman binawi sa atin ng Diyos.”Natakpan ko ang bibig ko sa gulat. Huwag mong sabihin sa akin na nagsinungaling si Tita Solene sa amin?“I-Imposible po iyan.. Ang sabi sa amin ni Tita Solene ay.. wala na ang kapatid namin..” Umiling-iling ako, hindi makapaniwala sa isiniwalat ng mag-asawa sa harapan namin ng kakambal ko.Umiling naman si Mr. Anton, “Iyon din ang akala niya, Athena. Akala niya ay namatay ang anak niya kay Apollonius. Pero hindi. Dahil ang totoo, buhay na buhay ang anak nila. Sayang nga lang at hindi nalaman ni Solene ang katotohanan bago pa man siya binawian ng buhay..” Malungkot na aniya.“Paano po naging posible iyon? How come she didn't have an idea that her own child
The next few days weren't fine at all. It’s been exactly three weeks since I left the Philippines for a stress-free pregnancy here in France. Walang araw na hindi ko sila namimiss. Araw-araw, gabi-gabi akong nangungulila sa kanila.. lalong lalo na kay Ares.There are nights where I just stare at the ceiling and overthink things. Then I’ll start crying, remembering all that has happened in my life. I can’t help but scroll on my gallery and look for my photos with Ares. Walang kwenta ang pagpunta ko rito sa France para malayo sa stress dahil nas-stress pa rin naman ako.To be honest, things are not going well with me but I am trying my best to be better. I always flash a smile like always, like before. Like I wasn't even affected at all. But deep inside, I am dying. But I am trying to be strong for the people around m
Tahimik lang ako sa buong biyahe papuntang airport. Isang pribadong jet plane na pag-aari ni Uncle Max ang sasakyan namin ni Apollo at Kuya Ryden papuntang France. Kasama namin si Kuya Ry dahil may kailangan siyang asikasuhin sa business ng mommy niya doon sa France. He’ll go on a business trip, I think. Clothing line ang negosyo nila ngunit kahit na lalaki siya at isang abogado, bihasa na siya sa negosyo nilang iyon. Bago pa man siya naging ganap na abogado ay siya na ang minsang naghahandle ng business ni Tita Amora. Pero siguro pagka-graduate ni Mari ay magfofocus na lang siya sa law firm nila, since interesado naman ang dalagitang iyon sa business nilang clothing line. “I’ll stay in France for one to two weeks. Or more, probably. Yes. Send me the details. I may be on a business trip but I can still work on it, Attorney.” Rini
I’m.. what? “Pardon?” Wala sa sariling sambit ko. “You are pregnant, Miss Athena. That is why you should stay healthy and avoid the things that would stress you out, lalo na ngayon na nagdadalang-tao ka. Hindi na lang ang sarili mo ang kailangan mong alagaan because you're bearing your child.” I’m.. pregnant? “Good thing at maaga nating nalaman ang pagbubuntis mo. Sa ngayon, hindi pa visible ang baby bump mo since three weeks pa lang naman. But by ten weeks, magiging halata na ang umbok sa tiyan mo.” She added in a happy tone. “By the first trimester of your pregnancy, you’ll feel nauseous and even vomit, or what we call morning sickness. Other sy
Hindi ko inalintana ang sasabihin ng pamilya ko at kaagad na tumakbo papuntang garahe para magmaneho patungo sa ospital. Shit! This is what I'm saying. Kaya pala kanina pa ako hindi mapakali. I should've listened to my guts. Dapat hindi muna namin sila pinaalis gayong masama ang panahon. Tita Solene, Tito Andréz, Asher, Ares, and Artemia were all inside that car. And I don't know what to do anymore! Ang sabi ng kapatid ko ay kritikal ang kondisyon nilang lahat. Oh my God. This is all our fault. Especially mine, kung sana lang hindi ako nagpadala sa emosyon ko, kung sana lang pinagana ko ang kabutihan ko, I shouldn't have let them leave the village even when the rain is pouring hard. Dapat ay pinakiusapan ko sina Dad na kahit patuluyin muna sila sa kabilang mga bahay tu
Umusbong ang tensyon sa buong dining hall ng manoir. “He got me pregnant.” Parang sirang plaka na nagpaulit-ulit ang mga katagang iyon sa utak ko. Ni-hindi ako makagalaw mula sa kinauupuan ko. Masyado akong nagulat sa rebelasyon ng babaeng.. ina ng boyfriend ko at nabuntis ni Papa. God! I hate to be rude but I couldn't even look at her the same way as before! I couldn't even call her Tita Solene, my boyfriend’s mother! All I can think of is that she is my late father's mistress! Oh my God! My father has a mistress!? Tuluyan na ngang tumulo ang luha ko. Walang nakapagsalita sa amin pagkatapos noong rebelasyon ni Tita. Masyado kaming nagulat at pino
"What took you so long?" Iyan ang bungad na tanong ni Dad sa aming dalawa ni Ares pagkapasok namin sa manoir. Eh, kasi naman. Sa tagal naming gumawa ng milagro roon sa sasakyan niya ay naabutan na kami ng ulan. Samantalang sina Apollo ay kanina pa palang nakarating dito sa bahay. We made them worry. We spent almost an hour in that narrow lane to do something nasty! We were so late for the family lunch. And our family being paranoid and worried, they thought negative things happened while we were on the road. Ginoo, simbako palayo! We were both scolded for taking too much time. Bakit ba ang tagal naming dalawa, e, ang lapit lapit lang naman ng village sa university! I didn't want to lie but I also didn't want
The first thing I felt as soon as I opened my eyes was my soreness down there.Napapikit akong muli nang maalala ko na naman ang mga nangyari kagabi hanggang kaninang madaling araw.In a span of four hours, we did a lot of nasty things. Well, we did have a break. It wasn't a continuous exercise. Everytime we got tired, we would just lay on the bed while lazy kissing and then it would lead us to doing it again.I perfectly remembered how he was gentle at first. Like he’s stopping himself from doing something that would hurt me. But it did hurt the first time his thing went inside of me. He would say