LAMIAThe older shifter sits perched in a tree above my head. Her green eyes, which match mine, now hold a cosmic glow, and she has an ethereal look about her.Like a child full of energy, she hops out of the tree, landing in front of me.I suddenly feel sorrow when I realize I will never see my pups jump and play. Never watch them climb a tree or find their mates.Palming my face, Ascena looks at me with pity. “I would say it is good to see you again, but I was hoping I wouldn’t have to. You defeated Aodh but at the cost of your life Lamia. I had hoped things would be different this time. For you and Inanna.”“I would do it again if it helped save our realm.” I bow my head unable to bear the thought that I wouldn’t see my Atman, my friends, my family, ever again. But I meant it. I would do it all over again if it meant a future not just for the realm but for my pups.“Come,” Ascena beckons. I follow her to the edge of the lake where she bends to the dark water's edge, sticking her fin
LAMIAFive years laterCasting my eyes upwards into the blazing sun I smiled to myself upon hearing the sound of children’s laughter as they splashed by the lake. We have come a long way in these short five years. Leneve and Damon had brought the age of technology back to the realm, building more communication towers across both continents. Damon’s family helped the second continent to rebuild by way of bringing materials and educating others on the infrastructure of building homes.Rhett, now king of MacTire until Angelica came of age, along with Leneve, joined forces with our new council headed by My father, Mike's father, Abner Brooks, and Crimson.The Changelings had found their place amongst the council as hunters and advocates for shifters and humans. Every kingdom offered an incentive to humans and shifters, offering a loan to those who started businesses in a bid to boost our economies.Oil refineries were open and thriving, and underworld beasts were still present as were oth
TALA3 months after defeating AodhThe vehicle jolted, jostling me back to reality from where I stared out the window. Slowly I turn my head to glance at Fergus. Rogue, as everyone else calls him, sat quietly. He too staring out the window. Unlike me who was lost in thought, even from this angle I could see his eyes darting from one tree to the next concentrating on eyeing potential threats.For some of us, the battle left us at ease knowing the realm's greatest enemy had been defeated. For others it only strengthened their insecurities, leaving them in a state of constant alert. Like Fergus. I don’t think his mind will ever leave the state of battle. Not just because of facing Aodh and his dark Army but also the past of when he was a slave under the rule of Vargr.Some experiences never leave a person. Though my own are with me constantly, I never let them rule my emotions. Tucking them away as memories and not dwelling on the past.He was mentally scared. Always in a state of high al
LAMIA The night of the blood moon Seneca finally quieted down only when there was quiet. She slept peacefully in my arms as I stood at the window looking out over the rolling landscape of MacTire. I felt indifferent staring at the dark mountains lit only by the glow of the moon and the sporadic sparkle of the stars. A night sky I had dreamed of seeing once more. Now I was gazing upon it, it felt strange. Different and new. It wasn’t how I remembered it. It was more beautiful than I remembered. The soft clicking of boots coming down the hall reached my ears. I didn’t bother to turn when Tawny came into the room. My lips turned up at her scent as she came closer. “Thank you,” I say, for her taking me and Seneca away from the cluster that was happening downstairs. “He’s waiting.” She says lowly, speaking of Mathias. “He can wait just a little longer. I’m not ready yet.” All I dreamed about was being held in my king’s arms once again but, when the time came, we both collapsed to ou
KELLENMy hands shook. I looked at them as if watching would stop them from trembling. It didn’t. I balled them into fists tightly, my jaw set, and teeth clenched. I had woken up several times during the night and now I just sat on the side of the bed not knowing what to do.Tala slept soundlessly on the other side of the plush bed - her soft breathing rhythmic. When I was trapped in the other realm all I could think about some days was reclaiming my Queen. What it would feel like to reconnect with her.Two days later, all we had done was hold each other. She asked me questions, ones I couldn’t answer. Not because I didn’t have an answer, but because I didn’t know how to articulate my words. Putting my feelings into words seemed difficult.I remember everything. Not just from my Life as Kellen Moon, but I also hold Conri’s memories. The way he once felt about Inanna, what happened to him, how he became a spirit animal under the Moon Goddess, and how Inanna had once loved him.The memo
LAMIA We were familiar strangers. The presence of each other seemed foreign. As Lamia, my wolf felt the pull of bonds. The spirit animal easily lets a shifter know there is a connection between two people. I felt that connection and familiarity with Mathias, even without a spirit animal, but it was new and somewhat different. I was different. I wasn’t just Lamia; I was also Inanna. I held her memories and mine too. Her story was clear in my mind, as was my own. It was days like today that I struggled with my identity. Remembering her past and my present. In the other place, I had nothing but time and thought about my life’s journey thus far. I saw the bigger picture so much clearer. Two sets of memories held place in my thoughts. Inanna’s memories played like an old movie in my mind. Flashbacks of another life popped up behind my eyes when something in the present disturbed those once-forgotten thoughts that suddenly came to life like a reminder. I knew it was hers. Mine. As I
LAMIA “Why didn’t you tell me?” I begin questioning Mathias once Kellen and Mike have left, ignoring the scowl on Mathias's face as Kellen walks out holding Seneca. “Mathias!” I snap, gaining his attention. “Why didn’t you tell me?” I question once more, crossing my arms and glaring at my Atman with intensity. “Why would you even attempt…” “What was I supposed to do?” He explodes, his face reddening by the second. “I’m the Alpha of fucking Alphas!” He jabs his chest, stepping over the shattered plates and glasses, avoiding the food that splattered across the floor. “If not me, then who?” “And Finn?” “That was his choice. Aodh needed to be stopped.” “Not at the cost of your life!” I retort, angered by his stupid decision. “You don’t get it, Lamia! You weren’t here. This realm is suffering, ALL kingdoms are under attack, he will destroy this realm. When we failed to bring you back after the first try, it was all that could be done. You do not get to stand there and dictate what I
MATHIASThreading through MacTire’s hallways, making my way down to the main floor, I can’t help but look down at my hands. Turning them over and inspecting the deep lines and rough skin.I felt different this morning. Strong. Complete. There was an exultation in me that hadn’t been there for the last three years. I knew what the answer was, why I was feeling more me than I have in years.It was Lamia.I had felt the anger and rage inside me simmer when I was with her. The defeat and shame had melted away with her touch.She was right. We were stronger together. I could only see that now. Before, when I had idiotically decided to face Aodh and dragged Finn into it, I was deluded by my own mind to think I could defeat him without my queen.Lamia’s absence had weakened me. Not physically as such, but mentally and that weakness smeared itself all over me. This caused me to think just because I was the King of Alpha’s, that I could take on a god.I didn’t have fears. I am the biggest and
TALA3 months after defeating AodhThe vehicle jolted, jostling me back to reality from where I stared out the window. Slowly I turn my head to glance at Fergus. Rogue, as everyone else calls him, sat quietly. He too staring out the window. Unlike me who was lost in thought, even from this angle I could see his eyes darting from one tree to the next concentrating on eyeing potential threats.For some of us, the battle left us at ease knowing the realm's greatest enemy had been defeated. For others it only strengthened their insecurities, leaving them in a state of constant alert. Like Fergus. I don’t think his mind will ever leave the state of battle. Not just because of facing Aodh and his dark Army but also the past of when he was a slave under the rule of Vargr.Some experiences never leave a person. Though my own are with me constantly, I never let them rule my emotions. Tucking them away as memories and not dwelling on the past.He was mentally scared. Always in a state of high al
LAMIAFive years laterCasting my eyes upwards into the blazing sun I smiled to myself upon hearing the sound of children’s laughter as they splashed by the lake. We have come a long way in these short five years. Leneve and Damon had brought the age of technology back to the realm, building more communication towers across both continents. Damon’s family helped the second continent to rebuild by way of bringing materials and educating others on the infrastructure of building homes.Rhett, now king of MacTire until Angelica came of age, along with Leneve, joined forces with our new council headed by My father, Mike's father, Abner Brooks, and Crimson.The Changelings had found their place amongst the council as hunters and advocates for shifters and humans. Every kingdom offered an incentive to humans and shifters, offering a loan to those who started businesses in a bid to boost our economies.Oil refineries were open and thriving, and underworld beasts were still present as were oth
LAMIAThe older shifter sits perched in a tree above my head. Her green eyes, which match mine, now hold a cosmic glow, and she has an ethereal look about her.Like a child full of energy, she hops out of the tree, landing in front of me.I suddenly feel sorrow when I realize I will never see my pups jump and play. Never watch them climb a tree or find their mates.Palming my face, Ascena looks at me with pity. “I would say it is good to see you again, but I was hoping I wouldn’t have to. You defeated Aodh but at the cost of your life Lamia. I had hoped things would be different this time. For you and Inanna.”“I would do it again if it helped save our realm.” I bow my head unable to bear the thought that I wouldn’t see my Atman, my friends, my family, ever again. But I meant it. I would do it all over again if it meant a future not just for the realm but for my pups.“Come,” Ascena beckons. I follow her to the edge of the lake where she bends to the dark water's edge, sticking her fin
TRAVIS/JANUSEven with my newfound godly powers, I wasn’t fast enough. Everything happened in mere seconds, yet those mere seconds were an eternity. Watching what unfolded before my eyes and not being able to reach Lamia was crushing to my soul.Immediately after Ashe and I reached Regis Rock, she saw Mathias and went to his aid. My sights were drawn to Yggdrasil and Leneve battling it out with their magic.When Mathias flew up from the ground and took off at high speed, I was right behind him. I could almost see the fear and panic in his eyes as he rushed towards Aodh to rescue Lamia. By this time, Kellen, Mike, Hunji, and Rhett had already joined the effort to take down Aodh.As I flew towards the fight, I could see the dagger stuck in the underworld god’s chest. Right then I knew what Lamia was going to do, or at least try. It wouldn’t be her if she didn’t do something that could endanger her life.“Lamia no!” I shouted, leaping through the air to reach her, Mathias and I neck and
LAMIAI felt him before I saw him. My Atman rushed to our aide, more powerful than even when we had re-bonded.I felt the god inside him pulsing, his aura emanating from him like waves of authority. When my eyes caught Mathias, the aura of Arcas surrounded him as a brilliant blue hue of light. Like a barrier or shield.Behind him, also running at inhuman speed was Travis. My hope soared at the thought of defeating Aodh. I felt like we suddenly had a chance again.As I swung at the giant god with more gumption than only moments ago, my own aura rising and pushed out as I felt the inner goddess connect and strengthen me. I noticed Mike, Rhett, and Hunji jump in on the action. Each of them wielding their weapons and attacking Aodh with abandon.Hunji pulls Kellen out of the way, giving him the chance to recover and get back on his feet.With the four of us fighting against him, Mathias and Travis coming to aid our efforts, Aodh began to become confused with so many skilled and strong fig
MIKEMy fingers curled tightly as the force of electrocution sparked through my body. I was immobile, rendered useless by my own power Aodh had turned against me.The feeling of being electrocuted over and over was excruciating and I couldn’t break out of it.“Think Mike, think,” I say through the gripping pain with each thrust of electrifying light that sparks across me.This was my gift; how could it be my demise? I shook the thought from my head, I wouldn’t go out like this. Not this way.The sound of snorting and growling from Demon dogs and hellhounds could be heard coming closer. I tried to lift my head, to see just how close they were as all my senses had dulled from the torturous current that flowed through me. High above I could see the outline of large flying birds, circling the battleground. They had their eye on someone, but I couldn’t see who they were going to attack.If I didn’t get out of this hold, I was in, I was going to be dog food. Literally.My eyes shift to my le
TRAVISThe three sisters looked at me inquisitively. Three pairs of beady eyes were trained on me as they stood there rubbing their fat bellies. All are pregnant with Rhett's child.He was going to shit a brick when he found out.Ashe had taken me back to the sanctuary after helping out Tawny and MacTire. But I just couldn’t get Seneca out of my mind. Her tiny face and hands. Her warm touch and the connection I felt with her.“It’s time Janus,” Ashe says breaking my thoughts.My jaw clenches tightly as I turn to look at the old demigod. She had said she had one more left in her. I thought that it was getting me to the battlefield not back to the sanctuary. “Time for what?” I spit out with anger and annoyance. “You brought me back here instead of to Regis Rock! Why?”I should be there by Lamia’s side helping her to defeat Aodh. She needed me and my strength. She alone could not defeat him. We knew this. This is why she had me coming, why I was to aid her in the final stages of the battl
LAMIAWhere the fuck was Travis with his newfound power of the god Janus? It was right about now that I needed him to show up as we had planned.Mathias was across the ravine knocked out holding half the staff in his hand. Finn was nowhere to be seen, while Kellen and I fought against the monstrous god.Large arms move in tandem as they swing the spiked swords at me and Kellen. I duck and roll beneath the heavy hitters, swiping at his legs though they heal almost immediately at every strike and blow we deliver to unprotected flesh.Deep and grating a bellowing chuckle comes from Aodh, “Give it up now and I will take you Inanna, as it should have always been. I shall leave your daughter to live in the new realm I build.”I shudder to think what his new realm would look like. Dark and full of decay crawling with creatures that would feed on the shifters and humans of this realm.I think not.“You couldn’t defeat me before. You can't defeat me now!” He laughs again. “You are mortal, strip
Dear readers,I wanted to update you on what has been going on behind the scenes as I have not posted a chapter in a while.For the past seven weeks, I had been taking care of my mother while she received in-home hospice care. She finally gave up fighting on October 15th. Before this, she was in and out of hospital with one surgery or another. It has been a long road for me and I still have a few miles to go before I reach a junction or turning point. I will return to writing as soon as the family can officially say goodbye to her. She was an avid reader of this app. My only regret is that I couldn’t finish the final chapters of All the Queens Kings before she passed.Please allow me a little more time and as always, I am thankful for your understanding and support during this difficult time.Much love xx