Chapter 1: surprise

Elena's Pov.

It was my boyfriend Jason's birthday today and I wanted to surprise him and give him the only thing I valued so much; my virginity. 

“You know I have planned for this for months, I don't know if I'd be enough for him and I really don't know how I'd feel with him inside me.” I muttered looking at Maggie, my best-friend's girlfriend.

“I understand when I first had sex I also felt the same but girl you'd do great.” She said with a smile.

“Alright, I better get going before I change my mind.” I said standing up from my bed and Maggie nodded.

It was already late nine p.m. and I hoped Jason was already in his bed. He had texted me early thinking I forgot his birthday.

It took me about twenty minutes to get to Jason's dorm room which was next door to Asher, my bestie who was literally the heartbeat of girls in school. We had grown up together so we practically knew everything about each other.

I could still remember how I met him, my family relocated from California leaving our home and pack to New York. I couldn't get along with anyone because I was just a weird shy girl until I met Asher who became my first friend; only then did I feel like I was home.

As I neared the door, a bundle of nerves shook me.

Asher was not in the dorm, Jason had mentioned he went out and wouldn't be back. Knowing Asher, he wasn't going to be back until morning which I was happy about I wouldn't want my bestie to hear silly noises from Jason's room. That would not only be embarrassing but I didn't think I would be able to face him again.

The pressure in my lower stomach was weighing down heavily and my pulse quickened. I took in as much air as I could take and pushed it out lightly, trying to relax my anxiety.

 The corridor was empty, I expected the emptiness but what I didn't expect was the darkness gosh!

I flushed. I didn't come over with my phone so I had to depend on my eyes, I was still 17 years old so I didn't have my wolf yet.

I got to the door which I think was Jason's but I had no fear even if I got into Asher's room he wasn't going to be there. I took out the spare keys they both gave me, sun i couldn't see I just tried the both keys my trembling hands struggle to push the key in the hole and after a few tries I finally did it without waking up anyone.

The room was completely dark and I contemplate on what to do and decided I needed the darkness. 

I closed the door behind me lightly, seeing the shape of his figure in his bed, covered by his sheets. He was likely lying on a prone position. My heart raced. This was it, I was definitely inside Jason's room. I would finally give him my viginity.

I walked to the bed, taking my time so I'd not trip. I'll just be quick.

With anxiety building in my body, I reach his bed and leaned forward, whispering. " Hey,"

He let out a sound, I wasn't sure what it meant. The sound of my heart was ramming too loudly. He shifted, turning on his back and I quickly straddle him, my breathing coming in short pants.

You can do this Elena. I chanted in my head as I leaned forward and kissed Jason's cheek. I frowned when I felt a slight bit of stubble. He always made sure he look neat was it possible he'd change?

The thoughts flew out quickly when his hands clamped on my hips to keep me on his lap. His hands made me squirm. His touch was lighting up a fire in me. It burned.

I lifted slightly and pushed down the sheets off him and straddle him once more, moaning when I felt him nudge at my opening.

He makes a soft grunt sound again under me and I took this as an invitation to kiss down his chin, rolling my hips in a way I thought would be seductive. It worked because he was so hard as a rock under me, I could feel him pressing against me.

Wow. He felt huge! Was he even going to fit? I wondered.

I nibbled on his chin, making him buck up his hip and of course for his hardness to rub against me. I hurriedly took off the short grown I was putting on Gosh he was so hot. And I was so wet.

"I'm finally going to give you what you've been begging for," I gasp, rolling my hips over him to feel him. He felt so good. It's kind of strange actually, I have straddle him before but it has never urged me to feel so incredible or want more.

At that point I wanted the whole of him to make him mine and mine alone forever.

Whenever he'd try to go further than kissing I would squirm and make an excuse for us to not go further. But tonight, something had changed. There was this burning of desire, a need to have him inside me that I couldn't understand.

All nervousness flew out the window when I felt just how excited he was under me. I press my palm to his chast, surprised by how tone it felt. It's never felt this tone before but perhaps it feels a bit different now.

I push out my tongue, running it along his cheek, an odd need to taste him overcoming me. His fingers dig into my hips and then they sweep over to my bottom, gripping them.

"Ohh," I moaned, surely I was wetting his boxers with my juices. But I didn't care. I was finally going yo be his. Just then I could feel this feel, the question “what if” flew into my mind. What if I'm not good enough?

I needed him. Gosh I needed him.

I could hear his strangled breathing in the room.

“Come on Elena, just do it.” I said to myself.

And I did, in that moment, I let him break through me and bit my tongue by the tight full feeling. My thihs shook and tears prick at the corners of my eyes. “Hel,” he was too big.

I rest my palm on his chast, feeling his heartbeat race as quickly as mine as I lifted slightly, it was so painful yet, pleasurable I took a pace and started moving.

I stopped until the tip alone was inside me and slide back down on his length. He shuddered, pulsing and gripped my waist as I began to move.

This wasn't so bad after all. In fact, it was so so good. What was I do scared of? I could see myself doing this more than once.

I shivered. His hair was brushing against my neck, soft and smelled of mango which was so strange. When does Jason start using using the mango shampoo I made myself for both him and Asher? He never used or liked it.

"Oh please," I moaned. He let out a growl which also surprised me because he hardly shift so how did his wolf take control, it was odd but I was too lost to focus on it or question what I had heard.

Jason growled above me. I noted how the sounds that left his throat. It sounded so possessive, so primal, so beastly. Like he was fighting with him wolf whether or not to mark me.

I didn't know but I felt that way and gosh it felt so damn good to feel overly wanted.

I looked up into his eyes, and my eyes met a pair of red eyes, Red? I clench my eyes tightly as a wave of pleasure rock through me, making me shudder as I scream out. "Jason!"

Jason froze above me, yet his tip shot his warm c*m in me while I squirm and shiver as I come undone under him. I am still riding the after shocks of my pleasure when Jason's groggy voice spoke above me

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"Elena?" It wasn't my boyfriend Jason's, but my best friend Asher's voice.