Alpha Christian P.O.V
"Ha...," she cries out as she lowers herself.
"Accalia," I call her worriedly; as I swiftly sweep her off the ground and held her tiny body within my arms, bridal style.
She wraps one of her arms around my neck as I did and gently rests her next hand against my strong, broad chest. Her dark brown eyes stare sadly within my eyes as she did. I stood still staring back at her as the moonlight shines brightly down on us. Melancholy, she gently removes her beautiful eyes away from me, staring into the dark. It pains me so bad seeing her so sad and that I was the cause of it.
"I'm used to pain, Christian, you don't need to keep on carrying me," she said sadly to me.
The terrible pain within me grew stronger; hearing what she had said.
"Accalia," I call her softly.
She slowly spins her head towards me, staring sadly back into my eyes.
"I'm sorry," I apologize to her; loathing myself that I had hu
Christian P.O.V cont'dI did as she wanted to; not wanting to hurt her anymore and walked her straight home, silently.Arriving home, I carry her upstairs into the room we shared."No," she stops me at the door."I don't want to lay within that bed that smells like you," she told me. "Please carry me to the next room," she again sadly orders me.I slowly turn around and carry her to the next bedroom that was close to the first bedroom. As I got to the door, I gently push it, opening it."I can manage to help myself," she stops me at the doorway as she starts to remove herself from my hands."Let me carry you to the bed," I told her."No!" she shouted angrily at me as she pushes herself away from me."Accalia," I call her name; trying to calm her down.Infuriated, she shoves me by my chest through the door and shut it angrily."Ha...," I heard her cry out within the room, heartbroken as she
Aria's P.O.VMy body suddenly jumps frighteningly, finding myself within a weird place. I spin around, petrify, eager to know where I was. It was pointless doing so. In the strange area, I was within, I was completed surrounded by mist; preventing me from seeing where I was."Where am I?" I worried, and how did I get here? I worried even more as I remembered being within my apartment. Slowly, I lower my head staring at my feet against the hard, dark, brown ground while tears escape my eyes; recollecting what Jacob told me about Christian and his Luna, leaving the restaurant happily after what he and I did near his cottage. The wonderful kiss we share and too my first kiss with him. I thought he did care about me and too, that things were going to change between us but in the end, he was never going to leave his Luna and take me back within his life as his rightful Luna. Being informed by Jacob about his night out with his Luna and the mood they were in
"Aria," Jacob calls me as he knocks on my bedroom door, before entering. Quickly, I wipe my tears away and sat up, turning towards him. "The egg and bacon are almost through," he told me with a bright smile, while he stands still at the entrance door of my bedroom. "Okay," I nodded. "Do you want me to bring it to you or would you like me to help you to the kitchen to have your breakfast instead?" he inquires me. "I'll have it within the kitchen, but you don't need to help me, I'm fine to leave the bedroom on my own," I told him as I begin to come off the bed. Jacob rush over to me as he did; helping me off the bed. "I'm fine Jacob, I had a good night's rest and I feel much better now," I told him as I gave him a warm smile. Jacob was a good wolf and I appreciate his kindness towards me. "Okay," he answers me as he gently let me go. "I'll meet you within the kitchen," I told him. "Okay," he again
"Hmmm...," I made a soft sound as I continue to lay naked on the hard ground, while I slowly open my eyes.Tears escape my eyes sadly as I did.I ran both of my hands into the soft, dark mud angrily and begin to cry out. I felt so used and felt worthless after what Christian did to me. Having sex with me when he knows that he was never going to take me back. I sink my fingers into the dirt angrily feeling so stupid for allowing him to sex me off."Ha!" I cry out as I roll over quickly from my belly onto my back, staring at the large green trees towering above me and the blue sky heartbroken, while my tears streak across my face, running down my ears. I hated that I allow Christian to take away my virginity. I felt like a fool that I allow him to do so because he was my one true mate. And look what he did to me in the end. He sexes me off and rejects me.I sat up angrily staring at my lower body and scream out infuriated. Piss off at the thought of him rej
"Enough!" I shouted angrily at Christian as he remains to carry me from the building of the cell my evil uncle, and grandmother had carried me.Christian stops the moment I did; still holding me tightly against his warm muscular body, staring into my eyes."I'm not hurt, I can walk on my own," I told him angrily; not wanting to feel his hands against my naked body.As always Christian refuse to listen to me. He ignores me and continues to walk with me; until we no longer could see the old building behind us anymore."Christian, let me go," I kept on telling him along the way; eager for him to put me down.After what he did to me within my apartment. I hated that his hands were once against my naked body. I was so angry with him I wanted to bite him on his shoulder and claw myself freely from him to let me go."Ha!...," I suddenly scream out angrily.I could not take his hands against me anymore. It was too much. His touch kept on reco
"Christian," I call his name softly, as both of my hands touch his hands resting against my cheek.I sadly lower my head as I begin to gently remove his warms hands from me."Please take me to your home," I told him softly as I sob quietly.I was tired of Christian doing this to me; pulling me in as if he wanted to take me back and later pushing me away. I could not take it anymore. It was causing me to become sick."Aria," Christian calls my name gently as I slowly begin to turn away from him, heading towards the front door."Please stop this Christian," I told him as I continue to walk.Suddenly, I stop once again feeling his warms hands from behind, holding me. Immediately, I turn around having enough of his confusing action; quickly holding up my right hand to fist him in his face with all the strength I had in me. My eyes widen as he quickly held my hand, preventing me from hitting him."Ha!...." I screamed out at him as I angril
My anger suddenly disappears; seeing what I thought he wanted to do to me, was wrong. I gently bit my lower lip feeling so ashamed.Christian strips himself naked because he wanted to shift within his wolf form. Seeing how foolish my action was. I wish he were trying to have sex with me instead of feeling this way after all; so stupid."Hmmm.," Christian again made a soft sound at me as he turns his furry back; wanting me to climb onto his back.Immediately I climb onto his back and lower my body; lying onto my belly as I wrap both of my hands around the neck of his large, dark, furry beast. I bury my face into his soft fur, badly a shame. As my foolish action toward him kept on replaying within my head.Christian runs quickly towards the door and pushes it open. I held onto him quickly; not wanting to fall off. As he carries me, I begin to remember the first time he carries me onto my back to his home. Where it was only us and his maid and now his Luna w
"So, she is the she-wolf who you have the heart for?" I said sadly to Christian. As he carries me to the large bed; covered in a fluffy sheet and two white pillows.Christian said nothing, continuing to carry me."I may not be strong enough, but I can walk on my own to the bed," I told him as I jump from his arms and starts to walk towards the bed."I have no problem carrying you to the bed," Christian told me from behind."I'm fine now," I answer him as I melancholy sat onto the edge of the bed and lower my head, staring at the smooth shiny brown floor.I wanted Christian to leave the room now, I wanted him to, so badly; after seeing the she-wolf he had at his home, looking stress-free and taken care of and too dwelling the life I so badly wanted with him.Staring at the floor for minutes. I slowly moved my head sideways and saw that Christian was still within the room. He stood still not too far from me gazing at me as if he was lost.