Chapter 44:Taken advantage of my innocence (Part Two)

"Hmmm...," I made a soft sound as I continue to lay naked on the hard ground, while I slowly open my eyes.

Tears escape my eyes sadly as I did.

I ran both of my hands into the soft, dark mud angrily and begin to cry out. I felt so used and felt worthless after what Christian did to me. Having sex with me when he knows that he was never going to take me back. I sink my fingers into the dirt angrily feeling so stupid for allowing him to sex me off.

"Ha!" I cry out as I roll over quickly from my belly onto my back, staring at the large green trees towering above me and the blue sky heartbroken, while my tears streak across my face, running down my ears. I hated that I allow Christian to take away my virginity. I felt like a fool that I allow him to do so because he was my one true mate. And look what he did to me in the end. He sexes me off and rejects me.

I sat up angrily staring at my lower body and scream out infuriated. Piss off at the thought of him rej