My anger suddenly disappears; seeing what I thought he wanted to do to me, was wrong. I gently bit my lower lip feeling so ashamed.
Christian strips himself naked because he wanted to shift within his wolf form. Seeing how foolish my action was. I wish he were trying to have sex with me instead of feeling this way after all; so stupid.
"Hmmm.," Christian again made a soft sound at me as he turns his furry back; wanting me to climb onto his back.
Immediately I climb onto his back and lower my body; lying onto my belly as I wrap both of my hands around the neck of his large, dark, furry beast. I bury my face into his soft fur, badly a shame. As my foolish action toward him kept on replaying within my head.
Christian runs quickly towards the door and pushes it open. I held onto him quickly; not wanting to fall off. As he carries me, I begin to remember the first time he carries me onto my back to his home. Where it was only us and his maid and now his Luna w
"So, she is the she-wolf who you have the heart for?" I said sadly to Christian. As he carries me to the large bed; covered in a fluffy sheet and two white pillows.Christian said nothing, continuing to carry me."I may not be strong enough, but I can walk on my own to the bed," I told him as I jump from his arms and starts to walk towards the bed."I have no problem carrying you to the bed," Christian told me from behind."I'm fine now," I answer him as I melancholy sat onto the edge of the bed and lower my head, staring at the smooth shiny brown floor.I wanted Christian to leave the room now, I wanted him to, so badly; after seeing the she-wolf he had at his home, looking stress-free and taken care of and too dwelling the life I so badly wanted with him.Staring at the floor for minutes. I slowly moved my head sideways and saw that Christian was still within the room. He stood still not too far from me gazing at me as if he was lost.
I wish I had run to Accalia and choke the hell out of her, but it was not worth it. She seems as heartless as Christian, and they both surely did deserve each other. They didn't care about others feeling."I want to go home," I said softly as I lay on the floor. "Dad," I again said softly; wishing he could come for me and take me away from Spicy Groove.I slowly sat up from the floor, hearing a knock at the door."Go away," I said angrily; knowing it was the maid the bitch called for me.The maid continues to knock on the door refusing to leave."Don't you hear what I said, go the fuck away!" I shouted at the maid.Still, the maid remains to knock, determine to do her job."Don't you hear what I said?!" I again shouted angry as hell as I stand up, staring at the door."It's me, your dad," I heard my father outside of the bedroom I was in.Immediately, I ran towards the door, opening it, and wrap my arms around him, cryin
"Daddy," I call as I sob, placing my head on his shoulder and wrapping my arms around him, melancholy."I know cupcake," dad answers as he places one of his hands around me and gently rubs my back."It's not easy having a broken heart, but with time it will heal," dad said to me softly."It hurts, dad, it hurts," I again cry as my hand around him tightens. "My heart feels like someone is boring a hole within me," I told him.My dad kisses me on my forehead hard, allowing his lips to give off a loud sound and rest his forehead on the top of my head."I know my little girl; in time I promise you that everything will be fine," my dad said to me. "Sometimes, the moon goddess gives us a mate and does not let it work in allowing us to prepare for the one who we were meant to be with.""I want Christian and nobody else," I cry to my dad."If you two were truly meant to be, both of you wouldn't be facing this issue," dad told me."No..
"Is everything fine with her?" I heard my dad's voice over me."She's stress," I heard a familiar voice answer him. "Food, the medication I gave you and a proper rest will allow her to be fine."Slowly, I open my eyes, and there I saw my parents and Dr. Driller. The doctor who once gave me the pills in relieving me from the pain Christian moving on with his life had put me through. Thinking about Christian rejection. I tighten my teeth within my mouth so fucking angry at him and too at myself.I wish I'd never return to his land, I thought angry as ever. I've felt the awful pain he put me through with Accalia and still I went to him begging him and repeatedly he push me away until he decides to fuck me; robbing me of my innocence and throwing me away, I curse myself, terrible inside.Slowly, I begin to sit on the bed; not knowing how to deal with the painful thoughts anymore."You need to lay back down and rest," dad told me as he gently pushes me
Ever since my dad took me away from Spicy Groove and discovering that I wasn't the only one at home with a broken heart. I never once stop thinking about the tears I saw within Christian dark eyes and how trouble he was when dad was taking me away, that I constantly kept thinking that Christian will think hard about his relationship with Accalia and realize that we belong together, not her, and comes running back to me; even though I knew that it was over between us, but deep down I didn't want to accept that it was true. It was hard and painful doing so whenever I try to move on.Though my brother, Ares is just as badly hurt as I was, he made sure he was always there to comfort me, allowing me to take my mind of Christian sometimes. I try doing the same to him even though I didn't know what had happened between him and Natalia when I was within Spicy Groove. Natalia is a kind, loving and helpful she-wolf; hearing that they had parted was very shocking to me. They were a perf
"She's eating now," my mom told dad excitedly.A smile appears on my dad's face, happy that I was."I'm going back to my room now," I told my mom as I got up from around the table."You just leave your room, try to stay downstairs a little or go outside for some fresh air and I will even accompany you," my mom told me; not wanting me to go upstairs."Or you can follow me back to the training house in meeting wolves your age," dad suggested."No, I don't want to leave the house now," I told my parents."It will be good for you Aria," my dad said determine for me to go outside. "You can't continue to lock yourself inside and be unhappy for that piece of shit who hurt you.""I don't want to," I found myself growling at dad; pissed off that he was forcing me to."Aria," my mom called me.I froze right away, again surprised at my action."I'm sorry dad," I apologize to him as I begin to cry."It's okay, dad said
"Aria," I heard my mom shouting at me; wanting me to stop."Aria," she again calls me.I continue to run wanting to be at home, lock within my room away from everyone.Suddenly, I felt a strong hand against my right hand, stopping me from behind."Let me go, I don't want to be here anymore," I said angrily as I turn around to push away the hand against me, and there I saw it was my dad. Seeing it was him, I hugged him and cry like a baby."I want to go, home dad, please take me home now," I cry to him."Okay cupcake," dad answers me as he took me up in his arms and carries me like a baby straight home.The entire time he had me within his arms. I hide my face within his strong shoulder not wanting to see anyone's face."We're home cupcake," dad told me as he gently begins to put me down.Slowly, I moved my face away from his shoulder as he places me down onto the ground. As soon as he did, I immediately push open the doo
"Aria!" my mom shouted my name; As I begin to head downstairs; clueless about where I was going while I cry."Aria, please don't leave, you have nowhere to go!" my mom again shouted, while she begins to chase me.Before I could open the door in leaving the house. I felt my mom's hands against my right hand stopping me."As long as I'm here you're never going to leave this house," my mom said as she pulls me into her arms, hugging me."I'm sorry mom, I'm sorry that I disappointed you and dad," I told her while I cry in her arms; allowing my tears to soak into her light blue blouse."Everyone makes mistakes," my mom told me; trying her best to comfort me."What is she still doing here?" I heard dad coming downstairs; seeing I was still within his house."We can't allow her to leave this house knowing she has nowhere to go," my mom answers dad."I don't care," dad said.I cry even more while I hid my face within my mom's bo