Aria's P.O.V
My body suddenly jumps frighteningly, finding myself within a weird place. I spin around, petrify, eager to know where I was. It was pointless doing so. In the strange area, I was within, I was completed surrounded by mist; preventing me from seeing where I was.
"Where am I?" I worried, and how did I get here? I worried even more as I remembered being within my apartment. Slowly, I lower my head staring at my feet against the hard, dark, brown ground while tears escape my eyes; recollecting what Jacob told me about Christian and his Luna, leaving the restaurant happily after what he and I did near his cottage. The wonderful kiss we share and too my first kiss with him. I thought he did care about me and too, that things were going to change between us but in the end, he was never going to leave his Luna and take me back within his life as his rightful Luna. Being informed by Jacob about his night out with his Luna and the mood they were in
"Aria," Jacob calls me as he knocks on my bedroom door, before entering. Quickly, I wipe my tears away and sat up, turning towards him. "The egg and bacon are almost through," he told me with a bright smile, while he stands still at the entrance door of my bedroom. "Okay," I nodded. "Do you want me to bring it to you or would you like me to help you to the kitchen to have your breakfast instead?" he inquires me. "I'll have it within the kitchen, but you don't need to help me, I'm fine to leave the bedroom on my own," I told him as I begin to come off the bed. Jacob rush over to me as he did; helping me off the bed. "I'm fine Jacob, I had a good night's rest and I feel much better now," I told him as I gave him a warm smile. Jacob was a good wolf and I appreciate his kindness towards me. "Okay," he answers me as he gently let me go. "I'll meet you within the kitchen," I told him. "Okay," he again
"Hmmm...," I made a soft sound as I continue to lay naked on the hard ground, while I slowly open my eyes.Tears escape my eyes sadly as I did.I ran both of my hands into the soft, dark mud angrily and begin to cry out. I felt so used and felt worthless after what Christian did to me. Having sex with me when he knows that he was never going to take me back. I sink my fingers into the dirt angrily feeling so stupid for allowing him to sex me off."Ha!" I cry out as I roll over quickly from my belly onto my back, staring at the large green trees towering above me and the blue sky heartbroken, while my tears streak across my face, running down my ears. I hated that I allow Christian to take away my virginity. I felt like a fool that I allow him to do so because he was my one true mate. And look what he did to me in the end. He sexes me off and rejects me.I sat up angrily staring at my lower body and scream out infuriated. Piss off at the thought of him rej
"Enough!" I shouted angrily at Christian as he remains to carry me from the building of the cell my evil uncle, and grandmother had carried me.Christian stops the moment I did; still holding me tightly against his warm muscular body, staring into my eyes."I'm not hurt, I can walk on my own," I told him angrily; not wanting to feel his hands against my naked body.As always Christian refuse to listen to me. He ignores me and continues to walk with me; until we no longer could see the old building behind us anymore."Christian, let me go," I kept on telling him along the way; eager for him to put me down.After what he did to me within my apartment. I hated that his hands were once against my naked body. I was so angry with him I wanted to bite him on his shoulder and claw myself freely from him to let me go."Ha!...," I suddenly scream out angrily.I could not take his hands against me anymore. It was too much. His touch kept on reco
"Christian," I call his name softly, as both of my hands touch his hands resting against my cheek.I sadly lower my head as I begin to gently remove his warms hands from me."Please take me to your home," I told him softly as I sob quietly.I was tired of Christian doing this to me; pulling me in as if he wanted to take me back and later pushing me away. I could not take it anymore. It was causing me to become sick."Aria," Christian calls my name gently as I slowly begin to turn away from him, heading towards the front door."Please stop this Christian," I told him as I continue to walk.Suddenly, I stop once again feeling his warms hands from behind, holding me. Immediately, I turn around having enough of his confusing action; quickly holding up my right hand to fist him in his face with all the strength I had in me. My eyes widen as he quickly held my hand, preventing me from hitting him."Ha!...." I screamed out at him as I angril
My anger suddenly disappears; seeing what I thought he wanted to do to me, was wrong. I gently bit my lower lip feeling so ashamed.Christian strips himself naked because he wanted to shift within his wolf form. Seeing how foolish my action was. I wish he were trying to have sex with me instead of feeling this way after all; so stupid."Hmmm.," Christian again made a soft sound at me as he turns his furry back; wanting me to climb onto his back.Immediately I climb onto his back and lower my body; lying onto my belly as I wrap both of my hands around the neck of his large, dark, furry beast. I bury my face into his soft fur, badly a shame. As my foolish action toward him kept on replaying within my head.Christian runs quickly towards the door and pushes it open. I held onto him quickly; not wanting to fall off. As he carries me, I begin to remember the first time he carries me onto my back to his home. Where it was only us and his maid and now his Luna w
"So, she is the she-wolf who you have the heart for?" I said sadly to Christian. As he carries me to the large bed; covered in a fluffy sheet and two white pillows.Christian said nothing, continuing to carry me."I may not be strong enough, but I can walk on my own to the bed," I told him as I jump from his arms and starts to walk towards the bed."I have no problem carrying you to the bed," Christian told me from behind."I'm fine now," I answer him as I melancholy sat onto the edge of the bed and lower my head, staring at the smooth shiny brown floor.I wanted Christian to leave the room now, I wanted him to, so badly; after seeing the she-wolf he had at his home, looking stress-free and taken care of and too dwelling the life I so badly wanted with him.Staring at the floor for minutes. I slowly moved my head sideways and saw that Christian was still within the room. He stood still not too far from me gazing at me as if he was lost.
I wish I had run to Accalia and choke the hell out of her, but it was not worth it. She seems as heartless as Christian, and they both surely did deserve each other. They didn't care about others feeling."I want to go home," I said softly as I lay on the floor. "Dad," I again said softly; wishing he could come for me and take me away from Spicy Groove.I slowly sat up from the floor, hearing a knock at the door."Go away," I said angrily; knowing it was the maid the bitch called for me.The maid continues to knock on the door refusing to leave."Don't you hear what I said, go the fuck away!" I shouted at the maid.Still, the maid remains to knock, determine to do her job."Don't you hear what I said?!" I again shouted angry as hell as I stand up, staring at the door."It's me, your dad," I heard my father outside of the bedroom I was in.Immediately, I ran towards the door, opening it, and wrap my arms around him, cryin
"Daddy," I call as I sob, placing my head on his shoulder and wrapping my arms around him, melancholy."I know cupcake," dad answers as he places one of his hands around me and gently rubs my back."It's not easy having a broken heart, but with time it will heal," dad said to me softly."It hurts, dad, it hurts," I again cry as my hand around him tightens. "My heart feels like someone is boring a hole within me," I told him.My dad kisses me on my forehead hard, allowing his lips to give off a loud sound and rest his forehead on the top of my head."I know my little girl; in time I promise you that everything will be fine," my dad said to me. "Sometimes, the moon goddess gives us a mate and does not let it work in allowing us to prepare for the one who we were meant to be with.""I want Christian and nobody else," I cry to my dad."If you two were truly meant to be, both of you wouldn't be facing this issue," dad told me."No..