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Chapter 39:The heart wants what it want (Part Two)
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2021-06-21 06:21:38"Christian," I found myself calling his name softly. As I slowly move my hands to his broad strong shoulder, holding him; supporting my feet that were now weak to stand still.
"Be quiet," he again shuts me up, but softly; preventing me from telling him what I wanted to say to him. As he begins to stare only at my lips.
I stare back at him watching my lips; while my fingers gently and repeatedly press against his hard shoulder, nervously.
I suddenly felt my breathing became heavy as my heart race within my chest; As I saw him begin to move his lips closer to mine; that our lips press against each other. My eyes close immediately enjoying his soft lips against mine and I squeeze his shoulders hard; not wanting his lips to ever leave me. My eyes slowly open not only feeling his lips against me, but his soft warm hands against each side of my face; holding me, while he remains to stare at my lips.
"Why are you holding me like this when you don't love me anymo
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