Just before we arrived at her place of home I told myself it would be a quick proposal of what I wanted and then I would leave.
Money was supposed to be the main idea, but then I saw her and I couldn't pass off the opportunity to get her with my ring on her finger.
It was a quick decision I shouldn't have made. I like my life the way it is and I have always said I don't want nor do I need a woman to change that lifestyle.
I assumed with my aura and power radiating everywhere that she would obey and agree but what I didn't expect was for her to not give a rat's ass about her father.
The man raised her if all that he says is correct. We didn't do an extensive search on her background just her details and where she lived just to make sure he wasn't a lying son of a bitch on top of being a thieving bastard.
"Did you manage to get it?" I ask my brother as we get back in the car.
"By get it do you mean her phone and her friend's phone signal to hack into?"
"Yeah that," I say to Max as I mutter to myself on how fucked up my brain went in there.
"What is it exactly you're looking for Antonio?" Dante asks
"I'm trying to figure out their relationship I mean... she couldn't give a fuck about what happens to him yet he claimed she would do anything for him"
After a beat of silence, my brother nudges my shoulder and points to where a chat message has popped up.
"Here. They are texting each other now" Dante says from his laptop.
She sent him a message not 5 minutes after we had left which didn't surprise me but the chat does surprise me.
"What are they saying?" I ask eager to know how fucked up this is and what I have just gotten myself into.
He hands over the laptop and I read the first few messages that have been sent.
Daisy: what have you done?!
Jerry: I was honest. Tell me you will sort it out.
Daisy: Are you joking me right now? You traded MY life for your own? What have I ever done to you?
Jerry: you kept breathing.
I handed over the laptop when minutes ticked by and she didn't reply. She seemed to be able to hold herself well but I could see in her eyes that she was terrified.
Fear is the one thing you learn when you have anything to do with the Mafia.
Some would say fear is a feeling but it's formed as an emotion.
People fear me. They hear the name Rosa and I can tell they know it. They fear it. They avoid the bad side of the name.
We rule New York. We own it and we live for it.
I wouldn't say I hated it growing up, I had a brilliant family and I still did what every other young lad wanted to do which was be the age I was but at some point, I knew I needed to step up and be the man I was being taught to be.
My mother and father have always remained married and happily so. They raised me and my siblings with the same respect and love they hold for each other (granted I never wanted to hear their escapades in the bedroom which was unfortunate for us that we did) but they still loved each and every single one of us the same.
"What changed Ant?" My brother asks from beside me.
"I don't even know. I went in with the intention of draining her bank account and fuck...Did you not see her? She holds herself well under pressure and she doesn't cower away from me either which is new"
"Her friend is hot" Dante says as he glances back to his phone.
"Where will she go if Jerry's daughter does take the marriage and shows up?"
"When. There is no case in if she takes the deal it's when. She knows I'm talking business and her friends...well, fuck knows what she will do but she isn't my problem." I mutter to the men in the car.
"Let's head back home and we can discuss what we want to happen with her father. Also, get Fabio on the task of ordering a new black card. My Soon-To-Be-Wife needs one"
"You're the boss" Max mutters from beside me. Since he got back from Italy he's been in the foulest of moods and I can't understand why.
"Max," I say looking down at my phone.
"Yeah?"
"Change the fucking face you miserable shit"
"Man, do you not know what it's like to spend a week in our home town? I had Savannah chasing me around like not fucking puppy. I actually wanted to just throw her in the river"
"Why is she still throwing herself at you?" I ask
"Because I have money and she's a gold digger" he explains but it doesn't make me understand what's crawled his ass in the last 48 hours since being home.
"But?"
"There aren't any buts. I just hate going there, man"
"Well change the face cause I need my beauty sleep and if I know you're looking like that you'll turn me to stone"
"Ha-Ha very fucking funny" he mutters but there's a hint of a smirk playing at his lips.
"Let's hope she chooses the right path and gets on that jet in 4 weeks time brother."
I don't reply to his comment because I have a feeling she won't show up. I've already advised my staff who are always on call for the plane to alert me when she has boarded and to inform me if anyone gives her grief.
DaisyThe last 3 weeks have gone by quickly. What on earth has my father gotten me into?Week one wasn't so bad.I spent the first few days numb to the idea of becoming someone's wife.Let alone that someone be an asshole and self-absorbed. Then the package showed up on my doorstep a few days later.It was A book on the Mafia which threw me for a loop.Mafia?He's in the Mafia.I wonder what he does for the families.And a singular black rose with the thorns cut off and a note which read:"See you in 3 weeks Princess"I didn't do a lot the first few days after that but I did continuously think about the pros and the cons of this. More cons than anything else.-Week two I had become a nervous wreck.Work was going by quickly which meant the day was nearing an end and my nerves couldn't handle the stress or pressure my father had put me under. So eating has become my favourite thing.C.J. has done nothing but soothe me, making me feel like I have options but I know that deep down I don
Antonio Yesterday was spent waiting for confirmation that Daisy had picked her dress and at the very last minute she had picked a dress.She barely spoke to me on the way to the manor and once we did arrive, she asked where she was sleeping and then made her way over there. I didn't see him at all yesterday which was fine by me.She must be expecting to be sleeping in her own room but as of tonight, my wife will be with me. In our room in bed with me."You ready?" My dad asks me as I stand at the chapel waiting for my bride to head down here to me."It's arranged. It means nothing""Me and your mother were in an arranged marriage and look at us" he says while smirking at me. At his age, he's still a handsome chap and I would say that because I look exactly like him."Jesus. Fuck I didn't know that" I say as I look at the door again."My only bit of advice is to be faithful son. Arranged or not she wasn't in the wrong. It was her father's doing and she's paying a hefty price for it""
Daisy"What happened to your hand?""I had an accident when I was 14. I had to have stitches but my stupid ass went and picked at them which made it scar" I laugh. The memory of itself is pointless. It's hurtful and it reminds me of a time when I couldn't defend myself."What kind of accident?""It doesn't matter. I learnt my lesson after that. Briefly"We travel in silence for the remainder of the drive, his hand stays on my covered thigh and my hand stays on top of his but it still feels awfully heavy with tension.-The night is full of his family dancing and mingling, Antonioni's Nieces and Nephews running around and doing exactly what children love to do.The music stops briefly before the MC comes on to ask for the bride and groom to attend the dance floor for their first dance as Mr and Mrs.Surely he knows it isn't real. This isn't what neither of us wanted and I will be sure to give my father exactly what I think of him tomorrow or whenever I see the sorry excuse for a man."
Daisy"I screamed so loudly that I'm sure our neighbours could hear. They often phoned the police for disputes. They never really saw me because I couldn't attend school much due to injuries and pain when I couldn't walk, so they assumed I was his wife or something. The police would show up and I'd be locked in my room so I try not to use locks if I can help it. They never did anything. I learnt how to stitch up wounds because more often than not, Jerry would come home and would need some form of treatment.I didn't know what else to do with my spare time and when he would split my skin I'd spent countless hours cleaning it and attempting to stitch it but when I'm right-handed and try doing it with my left I could never get it right so I messed up."Grabbing my hand, the same hand he examined earlier, he shakes his head and speaks. Finally."He stabbed you?" Antonio asks while trying to hold some form of rage in."Twice. The second time he was stone-cold sober actually but I'd just co
AntonioAfter hearing her story on how she was basically held a prisoner by her own father and mind, the way she was let down by the system that should have been there for her, protected her and caught on to what was happening, the people she thought she could trust. I knew I needed to let some anger out but I didn't want to take it out on her so I decided to give her something she would like.For some reason, knowing that she was taken care of and happy made me feel at ease. I wanted to do something that might help her.And if that was to go out and buy any books she wanted then so be it. It didn't matter if she picked 3 or 300 I will be having my office sorted tomorrow and I will be having her join me whenever I'm in there.I kept telling myself I didn't want to love or get to know her and I don't deny the obvious lie I'm telling myself but I can't deny the attraction here. Her body was ramrod stiff throughout the wedding day and I couldn't quite put my finger on it. Was it too ma
DaisyMy body aches as I sit in the bath. It's a good ache but my chest feels tight.Hearing him laugh at my expense makes me feel like a complete loser. I didn't tell him that because I felt like it, I told him that because for some reason my body and mind trust him even if my heart doesn't and wouldn't.And then he went and made me look a fool.I can't help the sobs that leave my mouth. I try to cover them by placing my hand there but it doesn't work. I locked the door which I shouldn't have done because I absolutely loathe locks on doors but right now this bathroom is my safe place where I can just be.Right now in here, I can cry in peace and I can laugh in peace.The bath is relaxing, my body settles so easily and my muscles don't feel like they are stiff after what me and Antonio had done but the relaxing place is soon disturbed when the door unlocks and opens."Daisy..." Antonio says as he crouches beside the bath next to me."Yeah?" I ask while facing forward still. Again, I'
Antonio"Bro, what have you done to her?" Dante laughs and I can't help but feel some pride in my wife's reaction to finding Megan touching me."I fucked her good and proper last night. She's been through a lot of shit man. So fucking much" I mention quietly so no one else overhears me talking to my best friend."Like what?""Jerry abused her. She's got scars up her shoulders and down her back and some on her hands from where he hurt her. She was so fucking open about it with me after I overheard her talking to her friend""What are we going to do?""Nothing," I tell him "Why not?""Because we're going to train her to be the best fucking female fighter along with my sister that New York has”"You think she will be okay fighting Antonio? She's not exactly...""I know but she will get there," I tell him before entering the gym. Daisy is a few paces ahead of us and I know she's holding back on going in there so I walk behind her and push her body in with mine. Her ass hitting my groin a
DaisyI've been Mrs Rosa for 10 days already. We've spent a lot of time getting to know each other in those 10 days, stopping in bed after tea and then having sex most of the night but today he seems to be in some form of mood.I don't want to know why and I don't question why either because I have problems of my own to deal with.My period started last night and so did the pain. And sweet Jesus they hurt so bad this month.I look at my phone and see that it's 10:38 am and I'm curled up in bed with a hot water bottle and Chicago Fire playing on the TV in the background.My phone has gone off a few times but I've ignored it and stayed in a curling position.Once again my phone goes off but I ignore it because every time I move my whole body hurts. Cramps are the worst and when I say the worst I mean they hurt so bad that I can't move and I prefer to sleep.The door to our bedroom opens and Antonio's annoyance comes through loud and clear."Do you not know how to answer your phone!" He
Daisy"So what's all of this, then?" C.J. asks me as she puts some books to the side. It's all I ever wanted to do. Since I was a little girl, I have wanted to plan my own wedding and be a working wife. I want to live a normal everyday life and give back to people who deserve it.I'm still planning my wedding. It's been 6 weeks since I came back to the manor. Antonio's parents left weeks ago but I still FaceTime his mom who has become another mother figure to me. I don't call them by their names, they started as Mr and Mrs Rosa but now it's just mom and dad. As weird as that sounds, they spoke with Nino about it beforehand and because I had been through quite a lot and coming out of it slowly with their support as well as everyone else here, they assumed I would benefit from having parental relationships with them and I was such an emotional mess when they bought it up."Well, I've been doing my assignments and spending so much time at the park on the grounds with Clara these days whi
Antonio "You look good these days," my mom says as she stands beside me at the kitchen counter. Over the last week, I've managed to get Daisy all packed up in her apartment and settled in here. She's been spending a lot of time doing online classes for mental health, learning new things, and exploring different ways to manage her own issues while trying to get a degree for herself."Yeah. I've actually got something to tell you," I explain. My mother and father are going back to Italy this coming weekend. Now that the new year has passed, I need to explain what will be happening in the next couple of months."Go on?""Me and Daisy are getting Married" I explain as I sift through the cupboards to get Clara her snack. It's currently snowing outside and she has been making snow angels and snow princesses as Daisy called it all morning."I'm- well I hate to break it to you honey but- you're already married" she laughs. When we got back here my mother took it upon herself to take Daisy a
DaisyI submit to him.I let him take me the way I wanted him to take me.I let myself submit to what I know I want, and deep down, everything is perfect at this very moment.I want to believe it will stay like this, but my mind doesn't go to that place. Right now, though, it's gone to a blissful place called 'Orgasm land,' and I can't for the life of me bring myself to care about much else."One more for me princess" "I can't- I""Give me one more Daze! One. Fucking. More" he grunts out as he leans over me and rubs my clit like a man possessed and I can't help it. My body even though it feels spent and achy, gives him another orgasm."Good girl." He whispers in my ear while biting the curve of it. The sensation making me milk his orgasm right out of him."Shot, Nino we didn't use a condom" I gasped out. I don't want to sound like a shitty person but the last time we didn't use a condom I ended up with Clara- and not that I will ever regret my little girl but it took its toll out on
Antonio With the bath running and Daisy holding herself back, I'm tired of wanting her to see what I see, so I take her hand and pull her further in.The bath isn't big enough for both of us, but I want her to enjoy a soak while I find something to make her so we can watch some TV in bed before I go home and watch over my daughter.Our daughter.Once she's in the bath I take myself out of the bathroom so she doesn't feel nervous about undressing in front of me. Not that she should be nervous. She's still my fucking wife. She's still the most beautiful woman I have ever laid eyes on and she will see that by the end of tonight."You good?" I ask through the door.Her contented sigh and a simple "Yes" is what settles my mind. I know she has problems and I know she's had to face such shit since she left New York the last time but this feels like it can be fixed.Not everything is unfixable and not everything is as easy as tossing money to the situation I know but I want her to feel like
Daisy "You gotta help me here Daze," Antonio says as he takes my hand and leads me back to the sofa. The truth is...I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so lost and I've spent every waking moment trying to find myself again, trying to find the person I once was and that's my issue. I'm not that person anymore and I don't think I ever will be. I want to believe that everything happens for a reason and only kind, it does but at the end of the day, I never asked to get shot at. Twice might I add. Thank you. "I want to. I do but it's hard to. I've spent so many months alone even when I have had people around me. I hate it Antonio I hate it" I say, the tears streaming down my cheeks but every time I wipe them more fall and the more that fall the more I realise how I'm on the edge and the only way to get off this edge is to come clean about what's going on with me. I want to so badly to leave it all in the past, leave it where it's supposed to be but this past is following me to my fut
Antonio Christmas Day and there are smiles all around. Everything in me is trying my hardest to smile, I have my daughter here who is happily playing with her toys. She had no idea how hard it was when I assumed she wasn't here. She will never know the extent of how bad my pain was over the last year and I plan to make sure she has a brilliant life.Will want for nothing and will be a happy child having the childhood she deserves."You okay lad?" My dad asks me and I want to say no. I want to say that there is something...or rather someone missing and I know exactly who that someone is but at the end of the day, how do I bring it up with 18 of my family members present at the moment?She wants a divorce. She won't even look me in the eye. She has never been more fragile and lost before and I can't seem to bring myself to admit it. She needs me but I need her more. I need her like my life depends on it. I need to have her with me at all times just so I know she's okay but how do I ad
Daisy"What are we doing for Christmas D?" My best friend asks me from my smallish kitchen. It's been weeks since I stepped on Antonio's home grounds, I told him I didn't want our daughter around those women to which he told me his mother told him about the horrible shit they said to me and about Clara."What do you mean?" I ask. I don't actually want to tell her that I'm not going anywhere because then she would feel obligated to stay here with me when she could be having fun.When we moved back Max insisted on her living with him, again, I was super happy for her.And while I've been sitting here looking at papers that really do need my signature to send to Antonio I can't bear the thought of having someone else's happiness ruined because of me so I reply with everything that it takes to plaster a happy smile on my broken face."I actually have a night planned of watching movies and sorting through Clara's old clothes that don't exactly fit anymore" I laugh avoiding her eyes. I don'
DaisyIt is pretty quiet for a very lost soul right now. Nothing I looked at looked the least bit appetising for me right now. I didn't want to go and get Clara straight away. I didn't want to change myself being seen and stopped by Max or Antonio.I've never been here before and I'm glad I found it. My thoughts come to the surface and I let everything I have been thinking and feeling explode into the tears that I let fall.Getting off the bus here I assumed I'd feel lighter but the heaviness of the situation makes me feel worse. Weighted by all my problems.Sinking in water I didn't even realise was rising or am I drowning? I feel like I have a backpack on.A backpack full of bricks that's making me sink, like I'm struggling to catch the breath I keep gasping for. The water rose above my stomach, then my chest and not but not least my face.All these thoughts and nowhere to scream them out. I'm so in on my thoughts that I don't feel the calloused hand touch my skin. Looking up I fee
Antonio I watched as she walked out of that door. My world walked out scared shitless of me because I didn't even realise I had a hold of her arms. I don't think it was that tight but she refused to let me go with her. Refused to let me be around her in fear and that is something I don't ever want her to feel. "Man...what the fuck!" my brother shouts at me. I haven't had a moment where I can gather my bearings because the moment Daisy left her apartment he forgot who he was speaking to but I guess his mind isn't talking to the don, he's talking to his twin brother who fucked up."What do you want me to say? I fucked up? I don't even remember losing my temper with her. I don't even remember grabbing her. All I remember is coming to the now and having you both shouting at me so back the fuck off" I shout back at him. It isn't until he brings his phone up with a video of her shaking under my hold, tears streaming down her face and trying to pull away from my grip that I realise I must