Just before we arrived at her place of home I told myself it would be a quick proposal of what I wanted and then I would leave.
Money was supposed to be the main idea, but then I saw her and I couldn't pass off the opportunity to get her with my ring on her finger.
It was a quick decision I shouldn't have made. I like my life the way it is and I have always said I don't want nor do I need a woman to change that lifestyle.
I assumed with my aura and power radiating everywhere that she would obey and agree but what I didn't expect was for her to not give a rat's ass about her father.
The man raised her if all that he says is correct. We didn't do an extensive search on her background just her details and where she lived just to make sure he wasn't a lying son of a bitch on top of being a thieving bastard.
"Did you manage to get it?" I ask my brother as we get back in the car.
"By get it do you mean her phone and her friend's phone signal to hack into?"
"Yeah that," I say to Max as I mutter to myself on how fucked up my brain went in there.
"What is it exactly you're looking for Antonio?" Dante asks
"I'm trying to figure out their relationship I mean... she couldn't give a fuck about what happens to him yet he claimed she would do anything for him"
After a beat of silence, my brother nudges my shoulder and points to where a chat message has popped up.
"Here. They are texting each other now" Dante says from his laptop.
She sent him a message not 5 minutes after we had left which didn't surprise me but the chat does surprise me.
"What are they saying?" I ask eager to know how fucked up this is and what I have just gotten myself into.
He hands over the laptop and I read the first few messages that have been sent.
Daisy: what have you done?!
Jerry: I was honest. Tell me you will sort it out.
Daisy: Are you joking me right now? You traded MY life for your own? What have I ever done to you?
Jerry: you kept breathing.
I handed over the laptop when minutes ticked by and she didn't reply. She seemed to be able to hold herself well but I could see in her eyes that she was terrified.
Fear is the one thing you learn when you have anything to do with the Mafia.
Some would say fear is a feeling but it's formed as an emotion.
People fear me. They hear the name Rosa and I can tell they know it. They fear it. They avoid the bad side of the name.
We rule New York. We own it and we live for it.
I wouldn't say I hated it growing up, I had a brilliant family and I still did what every other young lad wanted to do which was be the age I was but at some point, I knew I needed to step up and be the man I was being taught to be.
My mother and father have always remained married and happily so. They raised me and my siblings with the same respect and love they hold for each other (granted I never wanted to hear their escapades in the bedroom which was unfortunate for us that we did) but they still loved each and every single one of us the same.
"What changed Ant?" My brother asks from beside me.
"I don't even know. I went in with the intention of draining her bank account and fuck...Did you not see her? She holds herself well under pressure and she doesn't cower away from me either which is new"
"Her friend is hot" Dante says as he glances back to his phone.
"Where will she go if Jerry's daughter does take the marriage and shows up?"
"When. There is no case in if she takes the deal it's when. She knows I'm talking business and her friends...well, fuck knows what she will do but she isn't my problem." I mutter to the men in the car.
"Let's head back home and we can discuss what we want to happen with her father. Also, get Fabio on the task of ordering a new black card. My Soon-To-Be-Wife needs one"
"You're the boss" Max mutters from beside me. Since he got back from Italy he's been in the foulest of moods and I can't understand why.
"Max," I say looking down at my phone.
"Yeah?"
"Change the fucking face you miserable shit"
"Man, do you not know what it's like to spend a week in our home town? I had Savannah chasing me around like not fucking puppy. I actually wanted to just throw her in the river"
"Why is she still throwing herself at you?" I ask
"Because I have money and she's a gold digger" he explains but it doesn't make me understand what's crawled his ass in the last 48 hours since being home.
"But?"
"There aren't any buts. I just hate going there, man"
"Well change the face cause I need my beauty sleep and if I know you're looking like that you'll turn me to stone"
"Ha-Ha very fucking funny" he mutters but there's a hint of a smirk playing at his lips.
"Let's hope she chooses the right path and gets on that jet in 4 weeks time brother."
I don't reply to his comment because I have a feeling she won't show up. I've already advised my staff who are always on call for the plane to alert me when she has boarded and to inform me if anyone gives her grief.
DaisyThe last 3 weeks have gone by quickly. What on earth has my father gotten me into?Week one wasn't so bad.I spent the first few days numb to the idea of becoming someone's wife.Let alone that someone be an asshole and self-absorbed. Then the package showed up on my doorstep a few days later.It was A book on the Mafia which threw me for a loop.Mafia?He's in the Mafia.I wonder what he does for the families.And a singular black rose with the thorns cut off and a note which read:"See you in 3 weeks Princess"I didn't do a lot the first few days after that but I did continuously think about the pros and the cons of this. More cons than anything else.-Week two I had become a nervous wreck.Work was going by quickly which meant the day was nearing an end and my nerves couldn't handle the stress or pressure my father had put me under. So eating has become my favourite thing.C.J. has done nothing but soothe me, making me feel like I have options but I know that deep down I don
Antonio Yesterday was spent waiting for confirmation that Daisy had picked her dress and at the very last minute she had picked a dress.She barely spoke to me on the way to the manor and once we did arrive, she asked where she was sleeping and then made her way over there. I didn't see him at all yesterday which was fine by me.She must be expecting to be sleeping in her own room but as of tonight, my wife will be with me. In our room in bed with me."You ready?" My dad asks me as I stand at the chapel waiting for my bride to head down here to me."It's arranged. It means nothing""Me and your mother were in an arranged marriage and look at us" he says while smirking at me. At his age, he's still a handsome chap and I would say that because I look exactly like him."Jesus. Fuck I didn't know that" I say as I look at the door again."My only bit of advice is to be faithful son. Arranged or not she wasn't in the wrong. It was her father's doing and she's paying a hefty price for it""
Daisy"What happened to your hand?""I had an accident when I was 14. I had to have stitches but my stupid ass went and picked at them which made it scar" I laugh. The memory of itself is pointless. It's hurtful and it reminds me of a time when I couldn't defend myself."What kind of accident?""It doesn't matter. I learnt my lesson after that. Briefly"We travel in silence for the remainder of the drive, his hand stays on my covered thigh and my hand stays on top of his but it still feels awfully heavy with tension.-The night is full of his family dancing and mingling, Antonioni's Nieces and Nephews running around and doing exactly what children love to do.The music stops briefly before the MC comes on to ask for the bride and groom to attend the dance floor for their first dance as Mr and Mrs.Surely he knows it isn't real. This isn't what neither of us wanted and I will be sure to give my father exactly what I think of him tomorrow or whenever I see the sorry excuse for a man."
Daisy"I screamed so loudly that I'm sure our neighbours could hear. They often phoned the police for disputes. They never really saw me because I couldn't attend school much due to injuries and pain when I couldn't walk, so they assumed I was his wife or something. The police would show up and I'd be locked in my room so I try not to use locks if I can help it. They never did anything. I learnt how to stitch up wounds because more often than not, Jerry would come home and would need some form of treatment.I didn't know what else to do with my spare time and when he would split my skin I'd spent countless hours cleaning it and attempting to stitch it but when I'm right-handed and try doing it with my left I could never get it right so I messed up."Grabbing my hand, the same hand he examined earlier, he shakes his head and speaks. Finally."He stabbed you?" Antonio asks while trying to hold some form of rage in."Twice. The second time he was stone-cold sober actually but I'd just co
AntonioAfter hearing her story on how she was basically held a prisoner by her own father and mind, the way she was let down by the system that should have been there for her, protected her and caught on to what was happening, the people she thought she could trust. I knew I needed to let some anger out but I didn't want to take it out on her so I decided to give her something she would like.For some reason, knowing that she was taken care of and happy made me feel at ease. I wanted to do something that might help her.And if that was to go out and buy any books she wanted then so be it. It didn't matter if she picked 3 or 300 I will be having my office sorted tomorrow and I will be having her join me whenever I'm in there.I kept telling myself I didn't want to love or get to know her and I don't deny the obvious lie I'm telling myself but I can't deny the attraction here. Her body was ramrod stiff throughout the wedding day and I couldn't quite put my finger on it. Was it too ma
DaisyMy body aches as I sit in the bath. It's a good ache but my chest feels tight.Hearing him laugh at my expense makes me feel like a complete loser. I didn't tell him that because I felt like it, I told him that because for some reason my body and mind trust him even if my heart doesn't and wouldn't.And then he went and made me look a fool.I can't help the sobs that leave my mouth. I try to cover them by placing my hand there but it doesn't work. I locked the door which I shouldn't have done because I absolutely loathe locks on doors but right now this bathroom is my safe place where I can just be.Right now in here, I can cry in peace and I can laugh in peace.The bath is relaxing, my body settles so easily and my muscles don't feel like they are stiff after what me and Antonio had done but the relaxing place is soon disturbed when the door unlocks and opens."Daisy..." Antonio says as he crouches beside the bath next to me."Yeah?" I ask while facing forward still. Again, I'
Antonio"Bro, what have you done to her?" Dante laughs and I can't help but feel some pride in my wife's reaction to finding Megan touching me."I fucked her good and proper last night. She's been through a lot of shit man. So fucking much" I mention quietly so no one else overhears me talking to my best friend."Like what?""Jerry abused her. She's got scars up her shoulders and down her back and some on her hands from where he hurt her. She was so fucking open about it with me after I overheard her talking to her friend""What are we going to do?""Nothing," I tell him "Why not?""Because we're going to train her to be the best fucking female fighter along with my sister that New York has”"You think she will be okay fighting Antonio? She's not exactly...""I know but she will get there," I tell him before entering the gym. Daisy is a few paces ahead of us and I know she's holding back on going in there so I walk behind her and push her body in with mine. Her ass hitting my groin a
DaisyI've been Mrs Rosa for 10 days already. We've spent a lot of time getting to know each other in those 10 days, stopping in bed after tea and then having sex most of the night but today he seems to be in some form of mood.I don't want to know why and I don't question why either because I have problems of my own to deal with.My period started last night and so did the pain. And sweet Jesus they hurt so bad this month.I look at my phone and see that it's 10:38 am and I'm curled up in bed with a hot water bottle and Chicago Fire playing on the TV in the background.My phone has gone off a few times but I've ignored it and stayed in a curling position.Once again my phone goes off but I ignore it because every time I move my whole body hurts. Cramps are the worst and when I say the worst I mean they hurt so bad that I can't move and I prefer to sleep.The door to our bedroom opens and Antonio's annoyance comes through loud and clear."Do you not know how to answer your phone!" He
Antonio I watch as Clara eats her food. My mind and body are just observing the way she doesn't bother with who is around her but she is quick to watch Daisy's movements. I understand why she did it, why she changed her name and moved and I want to phone my mother and father. Inform them of everything that's happened but my gut is telling me to wait a while so that Daisy can get used to having me around again. Standing at the kitchen Island, I watch her with our daughter...just waiting for her to finish so I can help with bedtime and watch over her so my wife can sleep. Max and C.J. have gone out for the night and he told me he would be booking them into a hotel with some of our men standing guard for protection. "You ready for your bath baby?" Daisy asks Clara as she clears her food away. I don't move, I don't think the shock of everything happening has worn off yet."Dada" she squeals "Dada bath." She says as she sticks her arms out to me. "Hi Princess," I say extending my arms o
DaisyI run like there's no tomorrow. I didn't want to stay in there and watch as my world came crashing down.I remember what my therapist told me the moment I slowed down."Write down your thoughts and feelings. Give yourself a meaning to believe that everything will work out the way you want it to""Good fucking words doc" I cry. The waves crash against the rocks next to the pier. That feeling you get when you feel like your whole world is falling apart just as you get everything together again.I don't blame Antonio for wanting nothing to do with me. I guess his life is changing now and no matter what he wants, he's got to have me a part of it.I guess I could just move into my own place, he can have Clara when he wants but I refuse to give him full custody of her.I may not be stable sometimes and I may need that little bit of help but I am a good mom!I repeat that mantra in my head while I listen and watch as the waves continuously crash against the rocks."I was told I'd find
Antonio"Daze?" I say trying to get a look at what's going on but I can't see anything. I don't even know if I can forgive her right now but the broken look in her eyes makes me want to hold her tightly to me. "I'm okay. I just remembered actually that I need...I need some things from the shop down the road...I, I won't be too long" She says and I can tell it's all bullshit but I won't call her out on it. If she 7#doesn't want to be around me then I will have to try harder soon to get her to see that we are a family and a family will always stick together. "Daisy" C.J. says but Max stops her when the front door closes. "So this is my niece?" Max says as he approaches Clara, taking her little hand in his."It is. This is my princess" I say snuggling myself into her neck and tickling her with my beard which makes her laugh. She's got such a beautiful, carefree laugh that I just can't stop the tears from falling."What's wrong with Daisy?" Max asks and then I remember she left. "I-""
DaisyDaisy: Can you pick Clara up from nursery? I need to start talking now.A moment passes before her text comes through.C.J.: Of course. Go home. Get showered and I'll come home later with her. Be careful okay and take your meds when you get home.I hid my phone when I read her last message, but I knew he'd seen it. It doesn't take a genius to know he's seen it, as the phone seemed to be resting on my lap in full view of the chat."The house is a bit of a mess. I mean-" I try to explain as he pulls out of the beach carpark. I rang Clara's nursery to let them know it would be C.J. picking her up instead of me and they seemed fine with it."Princess it's fine. I want to see where you live for now" he says and I don't mention the fact that I can't go back to New York where I'll be eaten alive by everyone.I let his idea slide as I stand and keep a safe amount of distance between us. It's been nearly 15 months since I have seen him, that's 456 days without him and yes, I know it is m
AntonioI couldn't believe it.I couldn't stay seated throughout the whole flight. I waited on bated breath for my brother to phone back and say it was a mistake. A mistaken identity or some shit but when I showed up at the beach and saw C.J. With barely any colour on her face I knew."You lied! You fucking lied to me!" I shout to her. My brother gets on my way but I don't allow him to get too far in the way."I'm sorry! I'm sorry okay I had to.""No! No, you fucking didn't! I mourned my fucking wife with you and the whole family and you lied to me! You knew she was alive and you kept it from me! From everyone" I shout drawing attention to us."Calm the fuck down, man. Don't speak to her like that!" He says getting into my face and I respect him for protecting her. I managed to shower and shave, get sobered up and have an actual meal on the flight here but the nerves are settling in big time."Where is she?" I ask pinching the bridge of my nose.She points to the woman sitting on the
Daisy (Also known as Katie)"So I'm trying to plan for a party and I need some ideas" C.J. Says as she is most likely pacing in our home. I've just got off the bus to go and pick Clara up with 2 hours to spare so I nip into a shop and pick up the things that we need and then I do my usual routine of sitting on the beach with a decaf cup of tea.I started work a few weeks ago so I wasn't using my best friend's money all the time even though she does mind but I quite enjoy the pace of keeping my mind sort of active.When I had my little girl I went into a spiral of depression, I would only get out of bed to tend to Clara but it only got worse.I gained weight and I became a different person and no matter what tablets I went on I always felt like they weren't working.When she was 5 weeks old I was admitted and sectioned into a hospital with her and placed on evaluation after evaluation to see what was wrong with me.My outbursts, slow mood, stress, changes to my eating and sleeping and
Antonio"Hello there handsome"I don't even look at the sultry, yet screechy voice that sat right next to me.In the last year and a bit, I haven't so much as touched another woman let alone stare after one.My living room in our wing has photos of my wife. It's become a small shrine for her.Some photos of her and her best friend, (I'm sure that they are more for my brother's sake on that one) it consists of some items of hers that I could never get rid of.I'm brought back to the moment when the woman snakes her fingers over my biceps which catches my attention."What?" I snap. I don't intend to but obviously, she doesn't see my wedding band on my finger or she's just a pure bitch with "Marry me money" on her forehead."Wondering if you're up for a good time tonight? I'm in town and it could be a lot of fun" she says touching my arm and running her long, blood-red nails down to where my belt is."I'm married," I say out of habit. Even when good-looking women try to seduce me, I'm ne
Daisy (Also known as Katie)3 days post-surgery."Welcome back Miss White," the hospital's nurse says as she checks my dressings and fluids.I can't remember being transferred to the hospital bed. I can't remember anything from the moment I heard Nino tell me to stay awake. Every part of my body hurts so bad."My...baby" I whisper but my mouth feels like sandpaper."Your baby is perfectly fine honey. I heard you don't want to hear the sex of the baby from your friend who is waiting for you to wake up"I nod my head but the pounding in my head keeps going with the bright lights flickering in the room."Lights. Too-""I got it, honey." She says as she turns down the lights for me and adjusts some of my fluids to make me feel a little energised.A cup of water and a straw appears in front of me with C.J. holding it with tears in her eyes."I stuck to the plan. I managed to pay off the surgeon at the hospital over there to do what we needed to do but I can't stay long okay? I need to get
Daisy (Katie)"Have we got everything sorted?" C.J. asks me as we finish packing my hospital bag.A few weeks before the shooting, I spoke with C.J. and we agreed that if anything ever happened to me but I survived we would move. We would protect our lives and we would move no matter how hard it would be.I would still raise mine and Antonio's baby and I would be a great mom to our little girl or boy but every turn we took we were looking over our shoulders so my light brown hair is now jet black. C.J. who changed her name to Naomi had also changed her blonde hair colour to Brown and also started wearing darker clothing as a disguise but everywhere we planned to go went to shit."That's everything," I say and zip up my hospital bag.Thankfully Antonio gave her my bank cards and everything beforehand to draw money out if she needed and she did. There was a little over 190 thousand dollars in my bank and then the money max transferred to her which I found weird but then I also found out