Daisy
Everything seems to go well these days.
My job has been relaxing to a degree. I love the feel of walking down each aisle, running my fingers along the spine of books and feeling like I have the world at my feet.
Some parts of my life I wish would stay hidden which is why I ended up in central London.
It's busy and I more than likely have a higher chance of getting hit by a car than ever seeing my father again which is a disturbing bonus if I might add.
"Daisy doo" C.J. shouts as I head through the door. It's September which in London means the weather is short old. Thankfully we had a good summer but now it seems like the rainy season is about to hit.
Big time.
"Yeah?" I shout back. We share a 2 bedroom place and half all bills which works well for us. C.J. works at the doctors as a mental health nurse whereas I work at our local 3-floor library.
"You have a package. It's a big package today" she says which is still bizarre. Yesterday I received a bracelet in the mail. Expensive and engraved with my name written on it.
"You open it," I tell her. I didn't find it weird yesterday because I was expecting my A****n delivery but then it showed up later that night so today I am feeling weirded out.
"Okay," she says hesitantly.
She opens the box and slides it over to me.
"What is it?" I ask because I daren't look.
"By the looks of it, it's a box of roses?" She says but her answer seems to be more of a question.
I'm looking through the box when our buzzer goes off.
"I'll get it," she says as she walks over to the intercom in our apartment.
I glance down at the box once more and pull one Red rose from the box.
God, I hate red roses.
And there's a whole box of them on my Kitchen counter. I don't drink but right now would be a perfect time for a shot of vodka maybe even whiskey.
Neat.
"Uh- girl, you have a visitor" C.J. states as she comes into the kitchen with 4 massive men.
I raise a single eyebrow, taking in the front man's very expensive suit. His brown hair pulled back in a small man bun, his brown eyes that stare back at me and his hands clasped together in front of him.
"Can I help you?" I ask not showing the nervousness that's sitting on the tip of my tongue.
Show no weakness
Show no fear.
Show both emotions when they leave.
Scrap ideas number 1&2 because idea number 3 is looking to be a very good idea.
Just not yet.
"Are you Daisy?"
"I am," I say and then add on the "Are you the mystery 'Let's be nice and send gifts?' Cause if you are...It's creepy"
"Daisy" C.J. hisses as she stands next to me but the chuckle that leaves one of the men who steps up front.
He's the same height and possibly bulk as the first guy who spoke, he's also got tattoos on his hands as he stands there staring right at me. His hair is shorter than the other man's but they both have the same facial expression, same eye colour and same everything.
Twins.
"Do you not like them?" The second guy asks and I can now tell who is in charge here.
"The bracelet is nice, Thank you for that. Maybe take the roses home with you though. Red roses are bad luck for me."
They are only bad luck for you because of Danny.
Ah. Danny. The cheating Ex who placed a dozen roses on our bed and then slept with another woman.
Not expecting me to be home early either so that was a bonus.
"You don't like roses?"
"I don't like surprises so can you please tell me what the hell 4... okay 5 grown ass men are doing standing in my tiny ass apartment?"
"You don't get to ask questions here Love"
"You're in my home" I retort back. My body now flaming with annoyance.
"You know a Jerry?"
"Oh for Christ's sake. He owes you too?"
His brow raises a bit before smiling down at my 5 foot 4 height.
He has at least a foot on my tiny height.
And more power. Both physical and mental.
"Oh he owes me more than you can imagine but that's why I'm here" he says with a voice so calm and collected it terrifies me.
"I don't have the kind of money you're probably after okay."
"I know. You don't know anything about me, but I know quite a fair bit about you Daisy Harrison. But that's where I come into it. Your father basically sold you. To me. I get to do whatever I see fit with you or he dies" he says in that tone once again.
The shivers run down my spine at the thrill of it. If he thinks I'd save Jerry's ass he can think again.
"And you propose what?" I ask swallowing the lump in my throat.
"A marriage of convenience."
"A what?"
"Your hand in marriage for his life. He assures me you are capable of doing it and helping him out" His Italian accent sends happy goosebumps down my spine I swear.
"He's delusional is what he is. Do what you want to him I don't care"
My admittance throws him back a bit which is bizarre. Surely if he's done his research on me and my father he would realise that I have nothing to do with him and that all the hospital trips I went to were never an accident.
Broken arms.
Fractured leg.
Black eyes.
Dislocated fingers.
Glass shards stuck in random places of my body.
The nightmares I still get at the age of 24.
The hospital f*e I'm still paying for which is still a lot.
The fear of being around a drunk man.
Not so bad anymore because therapy works and most of the techniques I use are resourceful but even the mere thought of being around a drunk person makes me feel sick.
The social worker that took me out of my home only to place me back into it 4 weeks later because the system saw me as too old.
Pieces of my life taken at the hands of him.
"And what's that supposed to mean Daisy?"
"It means, Jerry isn't my responsibility. I don't owe him anything. If he owes you then you go to him and you take it from him by money or whatever it is you do, I don't care" I say as I walk to the sink and place both my hands on it trying to steady my breathing.
Heavy footsteps fall on our wooden floorboards and when I lift my gas I can see his reflection from our kitchen hen window.
"The chapel is booked for four weeks time Daisy. I expect to see you there. My plane will be waiting on the private tarmac 2 days before and I expect to see you with your suitcases and every single belonging you own. If I don't I will come and get you myself"
"I don't want to be held a prisoner for the rest of my life because of him" I mutter quietly. My heart is pounding so heavily that I feel as if it might explode.
"You'll never be a prisoner being my wife. Financially you will have everything you want"
"And emotionally?" I ask because I don't want to feel unloved. I've never been told that someone loves me or misses me. My mother ran off when I was 6 and since then my father has been my enemy and worst nightmare.
"Emotional . . . I will be faithful to you but I won't love you."
I don't say anything as I walk to the front door and hold it open for them. Holding back my tears and my fear until the door is fully shut on the last man.
Just before we arrived at her place of home I told myself it would be a quick proposal of what I wanted and then I would leave.Money was supposed to be the main idea, but then I saw her and I couldn't pass off the opportunity to get her with my ring on her finger. It was a quick decision I shouldn't have made. I like my life the way it is and I have always said I don't want nor do I need a woman to change that lifestyle. I assumed with my aura and power radiating everywhere that she would obey and agree but what I didn't expect was for her to not give a rat's ass about her father.The man raised her if all that he says is correct. We didn't do an extensive search on her background just her details and where she lived just to make sure he wasn't a lying son of a bitch on top of being a thieving bastard. "Did you manage to get it?" I ask my brother as we get back in the car."By get it do you mean her phone and her friend's phone signal to hack into?""Yeah that," I say to Max as I
DaisyThe last 3 weeks have gone by quickly. What on earth has my father gotten me into?Week one wasn't so bad.I spent the first few days numb to the idea of becoming someone's wife.Let alone that someone be an asshole and self-absorbed. Then the package showed up on my doorstep a few days later.It was A book on the Mafia which threw me for a loop.Mafia?He's in the Mafia.I wonder what he does for the families.And a singular black rose with the thorns cut off and a note which read:"See you in 3 weeks Princess"I didn't do a lot the first few days after that but I did continuously think about the pros and the cons of this. More cons than anything else.-Week two I had become a nervous wreck.Work was going by quickly which meant the day was nearing an end and my nerves couldn't handle the stress or pressure my father had put me under. So eating has become my favourite thing.C.J. has done nothing but soothe me, making me feel like I have options but I know that deep down I don
Antonio Yesterday was spent waiting for confirmation that Daisy had picked her dress and at the very last minute she had picked a dress.She barely spoke to me on the way to the manor and once we did arrive, she asked where she was sleeping and then made her way over there. I didn't see him at all yesterday which was fine by me.She must be expecting to be sleeping in her own room but as of tonight, my wife will be with me. In our room in bed with me."You ready?" My dad asks me as I stand at the chapel waiting for my bride to head down here to me."It's arranged. It means nothing""Me and your mother were in an arranged marriage and look at us" he says while smirking at me. At his age, he's still a handsome chap and I would say that because I look exactly like him."Jesus. Fuck I didn't know that" I say as I look at the door again."My only bit of advice is to be faithful son. Arranged or not she wasn't in the wrong. It was her father's doing and she's paying a hefty price for it""
Daisy"What happened to your hand?""I had an accident when I was 14. I had to have stitches but my stupid ass went and picked at them which made it scar" I laugh. The memory of itself is pointless. It's hurtful and it reminds me of a time when I couldn't defend myself."What kind of accident?""It doesn't matter. I learnt my lesson after that. Briefly"We travel in silence for the remainder of the drive, his hand stays on my covered thigh and my hand stays on top of his but it still feels awfully heavy with tension.-The night is full of his family dancing and mingling, Antonioni's Nieces and Nephews running around and doing exactly what children love to do.The music stops briefly before the MC comes on to ask for the bride and groom to attend the dance floor for their first dance as Mr and Mrs.Surely he knows it isn't real. This isn't what neither of us wanted and I will be sure to give my father exactly what I think of him tomorrow or whenever I see the sorry excuse for a man."
Daisy"I screamed so loudly that I'm sure our neighbours could hear. They often phoned the police for disputes. They never really saw me because I couldn't attend school much due to injuries and pain when I couldn't walk, so they assumed I was his wife or something. The police would show up and I'd be locked in my room so I try not to use locks if I can help it. They never did anything. I learnt how to stitch up wounds because more often than not, Jerry would come home and would need some form of treatment.I didn't know what else to do with my spare time and when he would split my skin I'd spent countless hours cleaning it and attempting to stitch it but when I'm right-handed and try doing it with my left I could never get it right so I messed up."Grabbing my hand, the same hand he examined earlier, he shakes his head and speaks. Finally."He stabbed you?" Antonio asks while trying to hold some form of rage in."Twice. The second time he was stone-cold sober actually but I'd just co
Antonio"You know I hate being called in this early" My underboss Xanders says as he sits in the chair across from me."Yeah well, I needed a plan on something and I couldn't ask my brother seems how he's just arrived back from Italy. In a foul mood" I point out."Of course. What's going on?""I've got the casinos usually standard inspection today and I have to be present but I need you to pick a guy up for me""Go on" he says casually sitting in the chair eating a mars bar."Jerry Harrison.""And who is he may I ask?""An idiot with a problem"Jerry Harrison is an addict. Drugs, alcohol and gambling.You name it, he's probably done it. The idiot decided it be best to take a gamble in my casino last night and raked up a good amount of debt. He's been told to not enter unless he knows he can pay after his tab is cleared and yet the CCTV footage showed a clear image of him thinking he can walk away.Not for much fucking longer."What's he done?""He tried to put his hands up 3 waitresse
Daisy"I screamed so loudly that I'm sure our neighbours could hear. They often phoned the police for disputes. They never really saw me because I couldn't attend school much due to injuries and pain when I couldn't walk, so they assumed I was his wife or something. The police would show up and I'd be locked in my room so I try not to use locks if I can help it. They never did anything. I learnt how to stitch up wounds because more often than not, Jerry would come home and would need some form of treatment.I didn't know what else to do with my spare time and when he would split my skin I'd spent countless hours cleaning it and attempting to stitch it but when I'm right-handed and try doing it with my left I could never get it right so I messed up."Grabbing my hand, the same hand he examined earlier, he shakes his head and speaks. Finally."He stabbed you?" Antonio asks while trying to hold some form of rage in."Twice. The second time he was stone-cold sober actually but I'd just co
Daisy"What happened to your hand?""I had an accident when I was 14. I had to have stitches but my stupid ass went and picked at them which made it scar" I laugh. The memory of itself is pointless. It's hurtful and it reminds me of a time when I couldn't defend myself."What kind of accident?""It doesn't matter. I learnt my lesson after that. Briefly"We travel in silence for the remainder of the drive, his hand stays on my covered thigh and my hand stays on top of his but it still feels awfully heavy with tension.-The night is full of his family dancing and mingling, Antonioni's Nieces and Nephews running around and doing exactly what children love to do.The music stops briefly before the MC comes on to ask for the bride and groom to attend the dance floor for their first dance as Mr and Mrs.Surely he knows it isn't real. This isn't what neither of us wanted and I will be sure to give my father exactly what I think of him tomorrow or whenever I see the sorry excuse for a man."
Antonio Yesterday was spent waiting for confirmation that Daisy had picked her dress and at the very last minute she had picked a dress.She barely spoke to me on the way to the manor and once we did arrive, she asked where she was sleeping and then made her way over there. I didn't see him at all yesterday which was fine by me.She must be expecting to be sleeping in her own room but as of tonight, my wife will be with me. In our room in bed with me."You ready?" My dad asks me as I stand at the chapel waiting for my bride to head down here to me."It's arranged. It means nothing""Me and your mother were in an arranged marriage and look at us" he says while smirking at me. At his age, he's still a handsome chap and I would say that because I look exactly like him."Jesus. Fuck I didn't know that" I say as I look at the door again."My only bit of advice is to be faithful son. Arranged or not she wasn't in the wrong. It was her father's doing and she's paying a hefty price for it""
DaisyThe last 3 weeks have gone by quickly. What on earth has my father gotten me into?Week one wasn't so bad.I spent the first few days numb to the idea of becoming someone's wife.Let alone that someone be an asshole and self-absorbed. Then the package showed up on my doorstep a few days later.It was A book on the Mafia which threw me for a loop.Mafia?He's in the Mafia.I wonder what he does for the families.And a singular black rose with the thorns cut off and a note which read:"See you in 3 weeks Princess"I didn't do a lot the first few days after that but I did continuously think about the pros and the cons of this. More cons than anything else.-Week two I had become a nervous wreck.Work was going by quickly which meant the day was nearing an end and my nerves couldn't handle the stress or pressure my father had put me under. So eating has become my favourite thing.C.J. has done nothing but soothe me, making me feel like I have options but I know that deep down I don
Just before we arrived at her place of home I told myself it would be a quick proposal of what I wanted and then I would leave.Money was supposed to be the main idea, but then I saw her and I couldn't pass off the opportunity to get her with my ring on her finger. It was a quick decision I shouldn't have made. I like my life the way it is and I have always said I don't want nor do I need a woman to change that lifestyle. I assumed with my aura and power radiating everywhere that she would obey and agree but what I didn't expect was for her to not give a rat's ass about her father.The man raised her if all that he says is correct. We didn't do an extensive search on her background just her details and where she lived just to make sure he wasn't a lying son of a bitch on top of being a thieving bastard. "Did you manage to get it?" I ask my brother as we get back in the car."By get it do you mean her phone and her friend's phone signal to hack into?""Yeah that," I say to Max as I
DaisyEverything seems to go well these days.My job has been relaxing to a degree. I love the feel of walking down each aisle, running my fingers along the spine of books and feeling like I have the world at my feet.Some parts of my life I wish would stay hidden which is why I ended up in central London.It's busy and I more than likely have a higher chance of getting hit by a car than ever seeing my father again which is a disturbing bonus if I might add."Daisy doo" C.J. shouts as I head through the door. It's September which in London means the weather is short old. Thankfully we had a good summer but now it seems like the rainy season is about to hit.Big time."Yeah?" I shout back. We share a 2 bedroom place and half all bills which works well for us. C.J. works at the doctors as a mental health nurse whereas I work at our local 3-floor library."You have a package. It's a big package today" she says which is still bizarre. Yesterday I received a bracelet in the mail. Expensive
Antonio"You know I hate being called in this early" My underboss Xanders says as he sits in the chair across from me."Yeah well, I needed a plan on something and I couldn't ask my brother seems how he's just arrived back from Italy. In a foul mood" I point out."Of course. What's going on?""I've got the casinos usually standard inspection today and I have to be present but I need you to pick a guy up for me""Go on" he says casually sitting in the chair eating a mars bar."Jerry Harrison.""And who is he may I ask?""An idiot with a problem"Jerry Harrison is an addict. Drugs, alcohol and gambling.You name it, he's probably done it. The idiot decided it be best to take a gamble in my casino last night and raked up a good amount of debt. He's been told to not enter unless he knows he can pay after his tab is cleared and yet the CCTV footage showed a clear image of him thinking he can walk away.Not for much fucking longer."What's he done?""He tried to put his hands up 3 waitresse