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Chapter 9: Im Daisy Rosa

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Daisy

My body aches as I sit in the bath. It's a good ache but my chest feels tight.

Hearing him laugh at my expense makes me feel like a complete loser. I didn't tell him that because I felt like it, I told him that because for some reason my body and mind trust him even if my heart doesn't and wouldn't.

And then he went and made me look a fool.

I can't help the sobs that leave my mouth. I try to cover them by placing my hand there but it doesn't work. I locked the door which I shouldn't have done because I absolutely loathe locks on doors but right now this bathroom is my safe place where I can just be.

Right now in here, I can cry in peace and I can laugh in peace.

The bath is relaxing, my body settles so easily and my muscles don't feel like they are stiff after what me and Antonio had done but the relaxing place is soon disturbed when the door unlocks and opens.

"Daisy..." Antonio says as he crouches beside the bath next to me.

"Yeah?" I ask while facing forward still.

Again, I'
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