Varce’s POV
I had missed this office for the most part. I could tell it just got cleaned and there was a lot of paperwork and business deals waiting for me. Even though Boris had been working in my stead, it was still too much.
Who would have thought, memory issues at this point in my life. Somehow my father died and I got to know only three weeks ago because I woke up from a coma.
Still, I made sure his burial was grand, even though I detested the man for forcing me into this dark life, into his dark reign.
Now I'm back as the Captain.
Boris watched my every move as I went through some of the files that were on my desk. His features softened, like he pitied me for not remembering a lot of things.
The doctor said it was possible I could regain it, but it would take time and I wasn't supposed to stress myself at all, but here I am.
The most painful part is that apart from my father's burial, I still had to deal with the fact that a deal my father planned with another gang had gone south in terms of weapon sharing and unpaid debt.
Everyone watched me, wanting to see how I would handle it and what I would do exactly. The pressure was already weighing me down as I thought of possible solutions the whole ride home.
I wasn't new to this life but with each gang, caution needed to be taken. I needed to be wise with my dealing as I couldn't afford to have any more enemies especially in this dark moment of vulnerability.
“Captain Varce.” Boris lips curled up in a teasing grin as his voice cut through the silence.
Boris had been my best friend and personal assistant for years now so it's no surprise he stepped in for me the whole time I was in the hospital. Now he was just making fun of me.
“Boris, stop trying to make fun of me and just call me Varce. I'm sick, remember?”
He flashed a disapproving glare at my remark.
“Quit whining already. Have you thought of anything concerning that deal? I do have an idea on how to handle it.”
My eyes lit up in anticipation of what he had planned.
“Actually, it's been bothering me. I don't want any bloodshed and at the same time, I would never hesitate if it came to protecting our gang. What do you suggest? After all they are the ones that did the double crossing.” I stated as a matter of fact.
“I will reach out to their leader tomorrow. We'll see if we can come to a reasonable conclusion. If he acts funny, we kill.”
“You do that then.”
Boris tapped me slightly on my shoulder before walking out of my office. The second he did, I dropped the files and sank into my seat, then ran my hands through my face in complete tiredness.
I thought about the sealed envelope in my jacket pocket. It was something I wasn't ready to open. I knew that whatever was in it would shake things up for me and this gang, so I just let it sit there until I was ready. I couldn't even tell Boris about it.
In spite of all of this, realizing I didn't need a new recruit was at the top. Just why did they decide to recruit someone when I was away? I would've never let it happen.
“Igor! Igor!” I always had security, so one of my men came right in by the second call.
“The new recruit. Bring him to my office now.”
I would send this guy away. Now that things were rough, he could be my enemy for crying out loud. How did he even find us? It was awfully suspicious and I didn't care if I was being paranoid.
Igor did as instructed and after a good five minutes of doing absolutely nothing but resting, I got a timid, faint knock. If the office wasn't so quiet, I probably wouldn't have heard it. So he wasn't just petite, but he still had no balls? Knocking like a pussy?
No. He's leaving today.
“Come in.” I said, annoyance and irritation present in my voice. The tiny figure walked in, his face facing the floor instead of upwards to hold my gaze, his hands tightly squeezed at his front. His movement was lazy, but he managed to make it to the centre of the office.
“Sergey.”
“Captain.”
“Look at me when you're talking to me. Don't disrespect me.” I spat out.
He raised his head up and his eyes did nothing to hide his fright. He looked so small and frail. I wondered if he even had muscles under that jacket.
“Remove your jacket.” I ordered.
“Captain?” He jerked, shock spreading across his features within seconds. He was uncomfortable.
“Did you not hear what I said?”
He looked unsure for a second as if he would rather run off than do as I've ordered and just when I had given up, he got rid of his jacket. A black short-sleeved shirt was all he had on under it, so I ordered him to roll the sleeves up to his shoulders.
He did as ordered, his heart thumping in his chest. I grinned upon seeing them. His muscles were the most embarrassing I had ever come across in my entire life. He had the physique of a woman and he had a long way to go, a way I had no time to cater for.
“Look at those lean muscles. I don't even need to do much to send you away now. You're leaving today. Pack your things.”
“Captain! Why?” He cried out, his voice shaky like I just betrayed him.
“Don't question my order. Leave my office now.” I was clearly done with the conversation at this point.
“Please, please. Please let me stay. I'll do anything, I'll work hard. Just don't send me away.” He rubbed his hands together as he begged with all his heart.
“Who are you, and what have you come here for? What do you want?” My suspicion just kept growing.
“I just want to ride bikes and fit in.”
My lips curled up in an amused grin.
“And you think this is the place? In the face of war, can you even defend yourself?”
“Maybe if you let me you'll see. I'm sorry but I can't leave. I love it here.”
I blinked, then let out an incredulous laugh as my eyes scanned the length of this man. How dare he talk to me in such a manner?
“Are you talking back, Sergey?”
“No Captain. Just give me a chance. Just one time, any task.” His voice was throaty and it cracked a little. He really wanted to be here. Too bad we can't have all we want.
I chuckled darkly. He had shot himself in the leg for this. I would task him so hard he would beg to leave by himself and honestly, I have some impossible tasks already.
“Good. You will face your task tomorrow. If you fail it, I hope I won't have to remind you.”
“And if I pass, I get a wish.”
My eyebrows shot up again. Now I was conflicted; amused or annoyed?
“Do I look like Santa Claus?”
“No sir. Thank you, thank you!” He dashed out immediately.
I rubbed my eyes and breathed out, exhausted.
The nerve of this fucking woman.
Marina's POV“Sergey! What were you thinking! You do realize you just gave the captain the upper hand in this situation, right? He'll definitely make you leave. What are you going to do when you just got here?”Oliver's hands flew to his mouth when I told him this morning. The whole of last night, I turned in my sleep and when I managed to dream, beads of sweat would break out when I jerked awake. Nightmares of being caught, my life taken away from me when I've barely started. I tried to steady my breathing, telling myself that if I tricked my heart into believing I wasn't in distress, maybe it wouldn't be, but it didn't work, and Oliver was making it a hundred times worse.Won't tell him shit again, noted.“I'll figure it out. I'm leaving now, he just called me to the garage.” I said, standing up to leave. We just had lunch at the general cafeteria. I absolutely didn't enjoy the sauce that came with the rice. Gosh, I missed home for this one thing. I didn't even have a home anymore
Marina's POVI wanted to kill him more in this moment than I had wished to kill him since I saw him yesterday combined.I looked around me, and laughter filled the air. They were all laughing, some shook their heads like they were so sure that I was leaving, and the asshole in question stood at a corner, watching me, making all the hairs in my body stand. I tried to control my rage as I searched my head for help. I wasn't new to bikes and no one knew that but still, it was pretty long ago. I had this tutor or I'll say friend that I hung around with when I was younger. No we weren't lovers but one day, he kissed me, and I kissed him back, and we made out for hours.That was the end. I never saw him again even though I looked for him. I'm sure my mom had something to do with it. She was always watching and following me around even though she never admitted it. My sister was still with us.“Are you getting to work or not?”Fuck. I really zoned out again?“Or, you can't fix bikes?” He sa
Marina's POVI began to mount the new one back in position. I installed it using the reversal process for the removal. I made sure it was properly seated and it aligned with all the necessary mounting points. I finally reconnected the wires to their respective terminals. I torqued all the bolts and reconnected the battery. When I finished, I rose up and kick-started the ignition. It rumbled to life, but just before I could scream in victory, it made silly noises with wire sparks. My smile faded and I immediately crouched back down. I didn't want to look at Varce’s face but when I did, he was even angrier than he was initially.Damn. I checked for any issues over and over, fixed the minor ones and finally started the engine again.It worked. It fucking worked. No weird noises. I rose to my feet and looked around but they all looked stunned, and I was unclear if it was in a bad way or not. Then I saw Varce approach me and for some reason I took a step back and watched him start the
Marina's POVThe hurdles had only just begun. Truly, this was no place for a woman. These men were delinquents, well some of them.You have no idea what we were up to. My first graffiti project, on an old woman's coffee shop. I swallowed, sure I didn't want to do it, but I had no choice.They were absolutely ridiculous and Oliver was practically the most excited as he dragged me out of bed. His bed was just below mine so he found it pretty easy.I was always on my toes, making sure to never slip. I couldn't even shower with the boys as I had to pack up my breasts properly, it was a whole thing. I couldn't wait for this revenge to be over so I would leave here.Now, we wait. Well, we did wait after all for night time before we struck. What I didn't know was how this night would probably take a turn for the worst for me, just after I had won the hearts of almost all the guys after making them feel small for fixing a bike they couldn't. It was a whole thing.“Finally we get to graffiti
Marina's POV“No no no! No, please wait!” I pleaded as he rose to his feet.“You can't do this! You can't!” I cried out.“I can do whatever the fuck I want. Yes, you fixed my bike, but you're not a good sport. You don't have what it takes to belong here. I warned you not to fuck up, and you couldn't even listen for up to twenty four hours, could you?” His voice was deeper and angrier as the seconds rolled by, and he turned into someone I didn't understand, someone unapproachable.“No, but–”“There's no buts, you're leaving.”Then I took a deep breath, unable to understand what the hell was going on. Why was he supporting such? Destroying an old woman's wall with spray paint? Who does that?He turned away to leave but stopped in his tracks when I raised my voice at him, my mouth running faster than I intended. He then turned back around to face me as he listened, looking like he couldn't believe the words that were spewing out of my mouth.“What kind of a leader are you? You're support
Marina's POVRival gangs? A race? For what?We woke up very early in the morning. We barely even had breakfast and my stomach churned. I couldn't get used to this early enough? I guess there are only some things guys can deal with.No wonder Varce said we had something to do, so this was it? How often did it happen?Times like this, I wanted my bathroom so badly because all the guys were rushing in to have a general bath, but I obviously couldn't join them. At least no one noticed to taunt me with it, even Oliver. When they were done, I snuck in and immediately did what I had to do, luckily I got ready at the nick of time.We ran to the garage like sexually deprived guys going to get some good shit. Everyone mounted their bikes, apparently there was a long journey ahead.I didn't have a bike, so I stood. The one that they gave me a while ago was pretty ugly and so not my style, and I knew there were tons of new ones. Varce came out and I caught him staring at me. Well, caught is a st
Marina’s POVOliver frowned at me from afar, already with his partner. That's when I knew I was in deep trouble. Or, maybe I wasn't. I was a fucking racer but still, Varce had never lost a race so maybe he was better than me?I gulped and stared, waiting for the first racers to commence. I didn't even notice there was a referee until he stood at the beginning line with a flag. It was some guy from our team against theirs and with a whistle blown, they began to race.Like the boy, I began to panic and also cheer at our member as he raced. The rush of adrenaline was so thrilling and needed burning, and this was the perfect way to do it; jumping up and screaming.He lost. The one after lost as well. The third person finally won. Imagine my shock when I was picked up by a member behind me in shock due to his excitement. I was so startled and he immediately dropped me down, apologizing. I was so scared, what if he grazed around my chest with his hands? I shifted, a bit uncomfortable even
Marina's POVVarce mounted his bike, and we didn't speak. The hair was heavy, filled with tension and honestly, fear. His silence was scary for some reason.My heart began to beat faster than normal, unsure of what was about to happen. The two leaders were about to have a fight, a serious one. Too bad it wasn't my fight.To crown it all, just when I was thinking about slowing down and letting him win, he spoke to me.“Sergey, be fucking careful.” His voice was thick with emotions, but still controlled.Was he threatened now? Are you kidding me? I said nothing, fully bent on doing anything to make sure I won again. Fuck Varce!The whistle blew and immediately, we sped off with him at the lead. Truly that Harley had some magic in it. It made one win. All my stunts were achievable and I felt like I was on top of the world. This one looked like I was definitely set up with it. My clan mates were such dickheads, they couldn't even support me.They kept yelling ‘Captain’, cheering him on a
Marina's POVIt's been a week. Things have been great, people have been growing either suspicious or jealous. Some believe that Varce is gay and we've been fucking in his room, based on the rumors. While I cared about the rumors, Varce couldn't give a fuck.As for Katerina Ivok, we've settled. She's crazy, but right from the start she meant well, although she had no idea what she was a part of initially.She's still so creepy, and is still giving Varce a hard time in telling him who shot him. Sometimes it's hard to believe she's actually on our side, considering the fact that she told me to my face that she's dying to eat my pussy and I should let her. She's insane. Apparently she's been interested in fucking me for the longest time now, and that explained the way she's been staring at me. Too bad I'm no lesbian so that would never happen. Hell, Varce won't even allow it. She visits once in a while then after, goes to kill. I'm scared to ask her if she has a hand in my mom's death t
Marina's POVFinally we got to the venue even though it was in no way close to the clan.It was a silly event but still, dignitaries were in attendance. I wasn't really used to these things since I was always hiding and my sister used to do all the work but now, I guess I had to face this one for Varce because I'm such a stupid girl in love.People were greeting him and I found out he was even more important than I thought, and that clan was just a tip of the iceberg. I felt his importance that day.They were all delighted to see me but for some reason, he didn't really introduce me to them fully. He just told them my name was Rina, so I went with it. He also told all that was willing to listen that I was his to have, and we were dating. I blushed until my face turned blood red. It was incredible how invested I also was into the relationship when I was supposed to be plotting ways to kill him.One guy approached us, eyeing my fit, staring right at my breasts. When Varce noticed, he i
Marina's POVVarce is such a sweetheart sometimes or when I'm horny. We entered the car swiftly but he still treated me with care. Soon we were on our way.This man had mints and sweets, even chocolate in his car, and it was totally unlike him. “Selena's handwork?” I asked and his lips lifted.“She's initiating me in the worst way as you can see. I got them for you. We'll be driving around very often and I want you to be as comfortable as you need to be.”“I can kiss you right now.” I said moaning in sheer delight, even though I didn't think it through.“Who says you can't? I don't mind.” He literally tapped his laps, telling me to climb on top to kiss him. That's dangerous and reckless!“You're driving. When we get back. No sex, I'm exhausted and I need to rest.”“Fine, but you'll suck my dick, and I'll eat your sore pussy. Such a great snack.”“Varce!”“I bet you're leaking and all wet for me right now. No need to pretend.”He was right. My panties were slowly getting soaked. Yes,
Marina's POVI had a taste of it, and began to want more. Varce really expected me to run away from him, instead of asking for more?It's been four days and I'm incredibly sore beyond measure. I can't do shit myself and for the first time, I didn't care what anyone was thinking. I just wanted to be taken care of by this man, and he passed the vibe check. I was practically living in his room, fucking him day and night. It was primal, ravenous, hot and dangerous but we didn't stop. We only stopped when I passed out or was about to drop dead.I've become such a sex addict and no, I'm not complaining at all. I loved every second of it, his face when he came, the sweat, the way he fucked me like he hated me. Gosh. You've got no idea.Two days later, he shocked me and did something weird. He came in with a sparkling beady blood red dress. It had thin sleeves that could snap at such a tiny pull. He also came in with a new gorgeous black suit.I was lying down with just his shorts on. I didn
Marina's POVVarce was kind enough to host a small lunch catering service for us. Well, he did it because I asked him to. When I complained that the chefs were still doing a horrible job, even after he warned them, he was about to go crazy and sack them all but I pleaded with him to just warn them again and force them to improve. It would kill me if people would lose their jobs because of me, even though they weren't so good at it.It took a while for him to agree, but he did and also organized this one. An all-you-can-eat. The hall was arranged for lunch after Varce announced the lunch party.Things have been going so smoothly, everyone is obviously happy. It was great, until Varce had to join us. What's worse, he sat down beside me. He asked me to scoot over in front of everyone, staring at me like we were alone. It was crazy but I tried to downplay it so people won't get more suspicious than they already were because what have I been doing in his room, disappearing and appearing
Marina's POVIt was past 11am in the morning and when I woke up, I still wanted to be close to Varce, so I began to look for him. It didn't register in my head that I wasn't supposed to be in this room. Actually, I didn't even know what was going on in my head at the time.I rolled to his side of the bed to find it cold and empty. I frowned and rubbed my eyes open.I finally registered my surroundings, and then I went into full panic. “Oh my God! What am I still doing here?” I tried to run out of bed but when I stood up, the excruciating pain made me sit back down.Varce is a beast. Speak of the devil, because right then he walked in with breakfast. Special breakfast, two servings, until the ones I've had to eat, even after we pleaded for improvement.So this is how he ate? Eggs, toast, tea, bacon, fries, everything. I stared at the food greedily, forgetting everything else.“I know you're hungry. Come here, let's eat.”I crawled from my side of the bed to his side. I caught him smi
Marina's POVI eventually woke up late at night. I was incredibly parched and exhausted. My mouth hurt from all the screaming.There was a glass of water by my side of the bed, so I reached out, took a good gulp and dropped the glass back.I tried to move but I noticed that Varce had wrapped his arm around my waist and I was naked. He was also naked, I felt his cock poke my ass. Even after all the sex, he still wanted more? Unbelievable. I shook my head in bewilderment and tried to get out of bed. I needed to sneak back into my bed for the night, so nobody would suspect. I kept trying to remove his arm from me but it didn't work. Still, I refused to give up. When I finally made progress and removed it, the second I got to my feet, I felt incredible pain between my legs and fell back on the bed. Still, I refused to give up.Just before I would stand up again, Varce pushed me down and dragged me back to his side. “Not so fast.”My back was at him, and he kissed my neck and still wante
Marina's POVThe guys walked in and I almost thought I would die of embarrassment but somehow, Varce had shifted uncontrollably and he pretended to be scolding me.I blinked, forgetting how to act. My fear was consuming me. My hair was down, I looked messy. Surely they've gotten a good look?“Oh, Captain is in here.” One of them said and they immediately turned around and left. I heaved a sigh of relief, my anxiety shooting to the roof, trying to overcome my nervousness and trembling fingers.Varce looked down at me and saw how worried I was, then he immediately embraced me. I almost cried because truly, we almost got caught. He kissed my forehead and ran his hands through my hair, trying his best to comfort me.“You're alright. You're alright. Take deep breaths, no one caught you.”I did as he asked but I still wasn't comfortable.“Take me away. I don't want to be here anymore.” I pleaded and he nodded in understanding. I was somewhere in my mind so I didn't know exactly when and ho
Marina’s POVI wanted to die. I felt so suffocated and angry. Everything was definitely not going according to plan, and it seemed like while life went on, I just stayed stagnant with no way forward.The investigator called. Nothing. The man he was targeting that was supposedly different from the rest was just a misunderstanding. There were no leads to anything, and I didn't know what to even look for at this point.I just know everything began to crumble. On top of that Varce was the biggest bastard, and I worked so much. Tom usually engaged me in conversations and Oliver was nice and closer now but it really did nothing. I still felt like shit.I needed a distraction to feel better, so I headed to the general hall, the hall where we organize parties or assemble to take assignments. I wanted to make myself useful and dust the chairs or even mop the fucking walls. Or maybe I just wanted to hide and cry some more. Some of the guys teased me for crying even though they obviously didn't