Marina's POVVarce mounted his bike, and we didn't speak. The hair was heavy, filled with tension and honestly, fear. His silence was scary for some reason.My heart began to beat faster than normal, unsure of what was about to happen. The two leaders were about to have a fight, a serious one. Too bad it wasn't my fight.To crown it all, just when I was thinking about slowing down and letting him win, he spoke to me.“Sergey, be fucking careful.” His voice was thick with emotions, but still controlled.Was he threatened now? Are you kidding me? I said nothing, fully bent on doing anything to make sure I won again. Fuck Varce!The whistle blew and immediately, we sped off with him at the lead. Truly that Harley had some magic in it. It made one win. All my stunts were achievable and I felt like I was on top of the world. This one looked like I was definitely set up with it. My clan mates were such dickheads, they couldn't even support me.They kept yelling ‘Captain’, cheering him on a
Varce’s POVYou know what they say, keep your enemies closer. Honestly, I wanted to let Sergey go that day. How dare he think he can question my orders? It was annoying and daring, but something caught my attention.Those eyes. I had seen them before. They were stuck somewhere in my memories and anytime I would try to rack my head, I would get a splitting headache. I couldn't afford to let it continue but just last night, I fucking caught myself making a sketch, drawing them.Something is up with him, and I'll figure it out. I needed to, and that's why he was coming with me today. I will use him to get my memories back.As I said, it was an early morning trip. Boris hated the idea of letting him come with us for the meeting but I had to remind him that he was the one that let him into the clan anyway. He should've thought of that first.Boris sat with me behind while Sergey sat in front with the driver. He barely said anything except when I spoke to him. I hated that I couldn't stop b
Marina's POVI hate him so much. Tears kept rolling down my cheeks no matter how I tried to stop it. I just couldn't get what he said off my head. He told the rival to kill me. He didn't care for me. If I didn't somehow escape, would I be dead?Is this how he hurt my mom? I took harsh breaths, begging my stupid heart to stop breaking. Why was it breaking? Why was I crying? I should've expected this from someone like this.I tried to man up and be tough but I just wanted to cry. And here I thought we were just starting to be pals.He got in alone and we drove off. I didn't care that Boris wasn't with him. Infact, I didn't care.Actually, he drove the car. I mean, he sat in front of the wheel, while I sat in the passenger seat. I tried to look away the whole time because truly, I couldn't care for him. Even now he refused to apologize. He was such a shitty boss that if I didn't plan to fucking kill him, I would pack up and leave.Soon I began to see civilization. Streets, shops, then pe
Marina's POVI shut my eyes tightly and prayed for a savior and I guess the universe heard. Just when I thought it was over for me, a loud pitched female voice called out to the dog from a distance.“Max! Come here! Come here boy! Come to mummy!” The dog immediately turned around and rushed to the female in question, and I followed its trail. A pretty girl that I'm sure she's about my age. She wore a light pink shirt, barely hiding her large breasts and a black tennis skirt with boots. She looked smoking hot with her long ebony black hair. The second the dog got to her and she picked him up, crouching momentarily, my eyes were blessed with a reasonable amount of her chest.Then I saw all the men ogling at her. Of course they were. She's literally a goddess. They watched the interaction between the girl and the dog while I tried to steady my breathing.Varce approached me. “Are you okay? Is there something foreign you took?” The way he looked at me with concern, it was unusual. His b
Varce’s POVTough rivals called for tough decisions but it didn't have to be so hard today. The stupid ass rival finally gave me what I wanted, after two days. Can you imagine that?Trust me, I disfigured the asshole. What? He deserved it. Everyone that went against the rules deserved consequences for their actions so I didn't regret a thing. He was taken to the hospital while I went around to several gangs quarters and handed them their guns and money. It was a lot, even with Boris by my side. Finally, it was time to get back home.When we arrived, I noticed my sister was all over Sergey. Not like I cared but I just had a tiny feeling that he was hiding something. Could he possibly be gay? Or a woman? There was no way to find that out. I'm sure Boris did a good job in ensuring he let a man in and I didn't want anyone to know that I concerned myself with this because it was plain weird and embarrassing.They were hanging out together. Yes, I have a sister. I know, tough shit. Selena
Marina's POVIt felt so good to be delivering tasks personally. It meant Varce trusted me to a certain extent, and that was more than exciting. I didn't forget everything that happened earlier today and absolutely didn't forgive him, but I guess he was trying to measure up for it.Okay, I like him again, but I'll still kill him when he regains his memories.I didn't need to drive my bike to the downtown bar because although it was a bit far, I just wanted to feel the breeze directly and maybe connect with nature. A certain time for me to be alone by myself.After a good minute, I arrived and met with the owner. He told me the package wasn't for him, and it shocked me.“I don't understand you Sir, my captain, Varce, ordered me to bring this to you.” I said, still standing my ground. I just wanted to do this, have a nice shower, have dinner and have a great sleep. What the hell?“And he told you to wait for further instructions, didn't he?”“Yes he did.” I did remember that.“Good. Wait
Marina's POVSlowly I was getting the hang of things. At least I was past that phase. I confided in Oliver about what happened and he told me it didn't happen to him, but he knew about others it also happened to and that it was a bit normal, except targeted at certain people.I looked at him, knowing fully well that when he joined, if Selena had taken interest in him at that point, Varce would've made him do that too.It was painful, but I let it go. It still didn't mean that I let Varce off the hook, so I kept ignoring him or being in places he wasn't, hoping the stupid crush I had on him would die.It had only been a couple of days and I wondered if Selena would ever keep her promise but as I looked ahead, she was walking towards me with a big ass bag.As always, she looked breathtaking. Jean shorts and a green one shoulder dress. Damn, Varce had such a pretty sister. It was no wonder why he was being so hard towards her. I mean, now I clearly understand.“Hey you!” She beamed the s
Marina's POVI practically shrunk under his scrutiny and I wanted to run away. For the first time, I was a little bit scared of him. I must've done something. I immediately flew up from my seat just as he reached my table.He was so near. I swallowed.“What do you want with my sister? I don't play with that girl.” He practically glared at me and he seemed like he was even ready to snap my neck. How was he this audacious after what he did to me? It pissed me off. I wanted to just stab him and just kill him off then leave, but I couldn't.“She's just a friend.” I replied with a straight face, not in the mood for his bullshit. I was free for the rest of the day so I just wanted to hang out with my roommates.“I don't care.” He spat.“Is this how you threatened Oliver? Yeah, she told me.” His face tightened so hard it almost looked different. He looked like a panther, ready to pounce on him for talking back, but it only made me want to do it even more.“That little shit- who said you cou
Varce’s POVI've been toyed with. I guess, along the line, I forgot myself. I forgot who the hell I was. I had to show them that I was done playing games. After almost choking that crazy woman, Katerina to death, especially after she thought she could keep playing with me, she told me that one of my men paid her to do everything, but it would be breaking her code of conduct to reveal who it was.Based on what I knew, nobody really knew about our relationship, except Oliver and he wouldn't dare, even though I've been the worst boss.I guess that's why I decided to find solace in my girlfriend, so I made her follow me home, just for a little break, especially after all the blood shed I caused, just because I needed to remind others that I'm a very dangerous man. It would be fine if Marina didn't know that, so I had no reason to tell her, but I tell her everything else because she's so interested in everything I have to say.Something bizarre has also been happening. I've been getting
Marina's POVAfter crying for what felt like hours together, we began to reflect on everything that has led up to this point.“Why did you run away?” I asked, genuinely interested in the answer.She sighed and stared into nothingness for a while, that I even thought that she didn't hear me initially. Just before I would ask her again, she began to speak. She sounded like she was blinded by love, like she's had a taste of it and had no plans to ever leave that feeling.“Love. Love is such a beautiful thing, and it's a strong word. It makes you forget who you are sometimes, but maybe it's okay.”Yup, she is deep down.“Love made you run away? Where did you even meet someone like that, and are you two married?”It almost sounded crazy in my ears but deep down, I had a feeling that I understood her.She nodded her head as a response to my question before she began to explain how everything happened.“Yes, four years ago, we got married. A church, just the two of us, secretive. No one appr
Marina's POVVarce didn't tell me about the party he was hosting in the clan. All he did was keep me in his room, fuck me and bring food to me. At this point it was clear that he was fucking me and that he was gay. At least everyone managed to mind their business, which was great. The only rumors Oliver would bring to me from time to time was that Varce was actually bisexual and he was always hanging out with a woman called Rina. We laughed over it and it was great, Selena came to visit often too. The only issue was that I didn't deserve any of it. I deserve nothing good.I came out to attend the party with them for the first time in a while, and the party was messier than all the other parties. Varce had to be present so he apologized to me and told me to stay put until the party was over.He was killing me with love and sex. At some point, I actually wanted us to get married. It was insane. I nodded my head and he slipped into the crowd.All the gangs were present so I knew Malcol
Marina's POVMalcolm is sly and evil. He has the power to break us off but instead got me wrapped around his finger to do his bidding, while still delaying the inevitable. He wants to suck me dry, waiting for the perfect time to strike.I'm the biggest fool I know. Days ago, Varce asked me to come clean, but I couldn't do it. If I did, I would've accepted every punishment, and then Malcolm wouldn't have made everything so complicated.I tried to stop crying all the way home. Malcolm touched me, kissed my throat and graped me. I hated it so much I begged him to stop, and he did, saying he had all the time in the world. So for how long was he planning to drag this on for?Now I have two boyfriends and I have to spy on one for the other, great.He at least gave me back my clothes and let me go back to being Sergey, then he let me go.I could barely walk, my footsteps unsteady but I finally arrived at the clan. Varce wasn't around, apparently he has some issues in town so he went to deal
Marina's POVI woke up in an unfamiliar room. It wasn't so creepy, but it was unfamiliar alright? I was perfectly tucked on a bed and immediately I woke up, I got out of bed, shocked and trying to get my stressed brain to pick up traces of what happened.Right. I was with Karen, then…Oh shit! I got sedated?Something in the drink, I took major sips.I looked around the room and there was no one in sight, so I hastily headed for the door but when I opened it, I suddenly got pushed so hard I fell into the room again, hard and it hurt.When I raised my head in shock, Malcolm had entered the room and he was smiling maniacally at me. I crawled away from him as he kept stalking closer. I was breathing hard for no reason. Why the hell did he do this to me? His sister wasn't even in sight.“This pretty, gorgeous woman. You know I suspected the first time I met you. And now, it's true. Just take a look at your pretty face behind that dumb male makeup that's not fooling anyone, your gorgeous
Marina's POVIt's been a week. Things have been great, people have been growing either suspicious or jealous. Some believe that Varce is gay and we've been fucking in his room, based on the rumors. While I cared about the rumors, Varce couldn't give a fuck.As for Katerina Ivok, we've settled. She's crazy, but right from the start she meant well, although she had no idea what she was a part of initially.She's still so creepy, and is still giving Varce a hard time in telling him who shot him. Sometimes it's hard to believe she's actually on our side, considering the fact that she told me to my face that she's dying to eat my pussy and I should let her. She's insane. Apparently she's been interested in fucking me for the longest time now, and that explained the way she's been staring at me. Too bad I'm no lesbian so that would never happen. Hell, Varce won't even allow it. She visits once in a while then after, goes to kill. I'm scared to ask her if she has a hand in my mom's death t
Marina's POVFinally we got to the venue even though it was in no way close to the clan.It was a silly event but still, dignitaries were in attendance. I wasn't really used to these things since I was always hiding and my sister used to do all the work but now, I guess I had to face this one for Varce because I'm such a stupid girl in love.People were greeting him and I found out he was even more important than I thought, and that clan was just a tip of the iceberg. I felt his importance that day.They were all delighted to see me but for some reason, he didn't really introduce me to them fully. He just told them my name was Rina, so I went with it. He also told all that was willing to listen that I was his to have, and we were dating. I blushed until my face turned blood red. It was incredible how invested I also was into the relationship when I was supposed to be plotting ways to kill him.One guy approached us, eyeing my fit, staring right at my breasts. When Varce noticed, he i
Marina's POVVarce is such a sweetheart sometimes or when I'm horny. We entered the car swiftly but he still treated me with care. Soon we were on our way.This man had mints and sweets, even chocolate in his car, and it was totally unlike him. “Selena's handwork?” I asked and his lips lifted.“She's initiating me in the worst way as you can see. I got them for you. We'll be driving around very often and I want you to be as comfortable as you need to be.”“I can kiss you right now.” I said moaning in sheer delight, even though I didn't think it through.“Who says you can't? I don't mind.” He literally tapped his laps, telling me to climb on top to kiss him. That's dangerous and reckless!“You're driving. When we get back. No sex, I'm exhausted and I need to rest.”“Fine, but you'll suck my dick, and I'll eat your sore pussy. Such a great snack.”“Varce!”“I bet you're leaking and all wet for me right now. No need to pretend.”He was right. My panties were slowly getting soaked. Yes,
Marina's POVI had a taste of it, and began to want more. Varce really expected me to run away from him, instead of asking for more?It's been four days and I'm incredibly sore beyond measure. I can't do shit myself and for the first time, I didn't care what anyone was thinking. I just wanted to be taken care of by this man, and he passed the vibe check. I was practically living in his room, fucking him day and night. It was primal, ravenous, hot and dangerous but we didn't stop. We only stopped when I passed out or was about to drop dead.I've become such a sex addict and no, I'm not complaining at all. I loved every second of it, his face when he came, the sweat, the way he fucked me like he hated me. Gosh. You've got no idea.Two days later, he shocked me and did something weird. He came in with a sparkling beady blood red dress. It had thin sleeves that could snap at such a tiny pull. He also came in with a new gorgeous black suit.I was lying down with just his shorts on. I didn