Marina’s POVOliver frowned at me from afar, already with his partner. That's when I knew I was in deep trouble. Or, maybe I wasn't. I was a fucking racer but still, Varce had never lost a race so maybe he was better than me?I gulped and stared, waiting for the first racers to commence. I didn't even notice there was a referee until he stood at the beginning line with a flag. It was some guy from our team against theirs and with a whistle blown, they began to race.Like the boy, I began to panic and also cheer at our member as he raced. The rush of adrenaline was so thrilling and needed burning, and this was the perfect way to do it; jumping up and screaming.He lost. The one after lost as well. The third person finally won. Imagine my shock when I was picked up by a member behind me in shock due to his excitement. I was so startled and he immediately dropped me down, apologizing. I was so scared, what if he grazed around my chest with his hands? I shifted, a bit uncomfortable even
Marina's POVVarce mounted his bike, and we didn't speak. The hair was heavy, filled with tension and honestly, fear. His silence was scary for some reason.My heart began to beat faster than normal, unsure of what was about to happen. The two leaders were about to have a fight, a serious one. Too bad it wasn't my fight.To crown it all, just when I was thinking about slowing down and letting him win, he spoke to me.“Sergey, be fucking careful.” His voice was thick with emotions, but still controlled.Was he threatened now? Are you kidding me? I said nothing, fully bent on doing anything to make sure I won again. Fuck Varce!The whistle blew and immediately, we sped off with him at the lead. Truly that Harley had some magic in it. It made one win. All my stunts were achievable and I felt like I was on top of the world. This one looked like I was definitely set up with it. My clan mates were such dickheads, they couldn't even support me.They kept yelling ‘Captain’, cheering him on a
Varce’s POVYou know what they say, keep your enemies closer. Honestly, I wanted to let Sergey go that day. How dare he think he can question my orders? It was annoying and daring, but something caught my attention.Those eyes. I had seen them before. They were stuck somewhere in my memories and anytime I would try to rack my head, I would get a splitting headache. I couldn't afford to let it continue but just last night, I fucking caught myself making a sketch, drawing them.Something is up with him, and I'll figure it out. I needed to, and that's why he was coming with me today. I will use him to get my memories back.As I said, it was an early morning trip. Boris hated the idea of letting him come with us for the meeting but I had to remind him that he was the one that let him into the clan anyway. He should've thought of that first.Boris sat with me behind while Sergey sat in front with the driver. He barely said anything except when I spoke to him. I hated that I couldn't stop b
Marina's POVI hate him so much. Tears kept rolling down my cheeks no matter how I tried to stop it. I just couldn't get what he said off my head. He told the rival to kill me. He didn't care for me. If I didn't somehow escape, would I be dead?Is this how he hurt my mom? I took harsh breaths, begging my stupid heart to stop breaking. Why was it breaking? Why was I crying? I should've expected this from someone like this.I tried to man up and be tough but I just wanted to cry. And here I thought we were just starting to be pals.He got in alone and we drove off. I didn't care that Boris wasn't with him. Infact, I didn't care.Actually, he drove the car. I mean, he sat in front of the wheel, while I sat in the passenger seat. I tried to look away the whole time because truly, I couldn't care for him. Even now he refused to apologize. He was such a shitty boss that if I didn't plan to fucking kill him, I would pack up and leave.Soon I began to see civilization. Streets, shops, then pe
Marina's POVI shut my eyes tightly and prayed for a savior and I guess the universe heard. Just when I thought it was over for me, a loud pitched female voice called out to the dog from a distance.“Max! Come here! Come here boy! Come to mummy!” The dog immediately turned around and rushed to the female in question, and I followed its trail. A pretty girl that I'm sure she's about my age. She wore a light pink shirt, barely hiding her large breasts and a black tennis skirt with boots. She looked smoking hot with her long ebony black hair. The second the dog got to her and she picked him up, crouching momentarily, my eyes were blessed with a reasonable amount of her chest.Then I saw all the men ogling at her. Of course they were. She's literally a goddess. They watched the interaction between the girl and the dog while I tried to steady my breathing.Varce approached me. “Are you okay? Is there something foreign you took?” The way he looked at me with concern, it was unusual. His b
Varce’s POVTough rivals called for tough decisions but it didn't have to be so hard today. The stupid ass rival finally gave me what I wanted, after two days. Can you imagine that?Trust me, I disfigured the asshole. What? He deserved it. Everyone that went against the rules deserved consequences for their actions so I didn't regret a thing. He was taken to the hospital while I went around to several gangs quarters and handed them their guns and money. It was a lot, even with Boris by my side. Finally, it was time to get back home.When we arrived, I noticed my sister was all over Sergey. Not like I cared but I just had a tiny feeling that he was hiding something. Could he possibly be gay? Or a woman? There was no way to find that out. I'm sure Boris did a good job in ensuring he let a man in and I didn't want anyone to know that I concerned myself with this because it was plain weird and embarrassing.They were hanging out together. Yes, I have a sister. I know, tough shit. Selena
Marina's POVIt felt so good to be delivering tasks personally. It meant Varce trusted me to a certain extent, and that was more than exciting. I didn't forget everything that happened earlier today and absolutely didn't forgive him, but I guess he was trying to measure up for it.Okay, I like him again, but I'll still kill him when he regains his memories.I didn't need to drive my bike to the downtown bar because although it was a bit far, I just wanted to feel the breeze directly and maybe connect with nature. A certain time for me to be alone by myself.After a good minute, I arrived and met with the owner. He told me the package wasn't for him, and it shocked me.“I don't understand you Sir, my captain, Varce, ordered me to bring this to you.” I said, still standing my ground. I just wanted to do this, have a nice shower, have dinner and have a great sleep. What the hell?“And he told you to wait for further instructions, didn't he?”“Yes he did.” I did remember that.“Good. Wait
Marina's POVSlowly I was getting the hang of things. At least I was past that phase. I confided in Oliver about what happened and he told me it didn't happen to him, but he knew about others it also happened to and that it was a bit normal, except targeted at certain people.I looked at him, knowing fully well that when he joined, if Selena had taken interest in him at that point, Varce would've made him do that too.It was painful, but I let it go. It still didn't mean that I let Varce off the hook, so I kept ignoring him or being in places he wasn't, hoping the stupid crush I had on him would die.It had only been a couple of days and I wondered if Selena would ever keep her promise but as I looked ahead, she was walking towards me with a big ass bag.As always, she looked breathtaking. Jean shorts and a green one shoulder dress. Damn, Varce had such a pretty sister. It was no wonder why he was being so hard towards her. I mean, now I clearly understand.“Hey you!” She beamed the s
Marina's POVIt's been a week. Things have been great, people have been growing either suspicious or jealous. Some believe that Varce is gay and we've been fucking in his room, based on the rumors. While I cared about the rumors, Varce couldn't give a fuck.As for Katerina Ivok, we've settled. She's crazy, but right from the start she meant well, although she had no idea what she was a part of initially.She's still so creepy, and is still giving Varce a hard time in telling him who shot him. Sometimes it's hard to believe she's actually on our side, considering the fact that she told me to my face that she's dying to eat my pussy and I should let her. She's insane. Apparently she's been interested in fucking me for the longest time now, and that explained the way she's been staring at me. Too bad I'm no lesbian so that would never happen. Hell, Varce won't even allow it. She visits once in a while then after, goes to kill. I'm scared to ask her if she has a hand in my mom's death t
Marina's POVFinally we got to the venue even though it was in no way close to the clan.It was a silly event but still, dignitaries were in attendance. I wasn't really used to these things since I was always hiding and my sister used to do all the work but now, I guess I had to face this one for Varce because I'm such a stupid girl in love.People were greeting him and I found out he was even more important than I thought, and that clan was just a tip of the iceberg. I felt his importance that day.They were all delighted to see me but for some reason, he didn't really introduce me to them fully. He just told them my name was Rina, so I went with it. He also told all that was willing to listen that I was his to have, and we were dating. I blushed until my face turned blood red. It was incredible how invested I also was into the relationship when I was supposed to be plotting ways to kill him.One guy approached us, eyeing my fit, staring right at my breasts. When Varce noticed, he i
Marina's POVVarce is such a sweetheart sometimes or when I'm horny. We entered the car swiftly but he still treated me with care. Soon we were on our way.This man had mints and sweets, even chocolate in his car, and it was totally unlike him. “Selena's handwork?” I asked and his lips lifted.“She's initiating me in the worst way as you can see. I got them for you. We'll be driving around very often and I want you to be as comfortable as you need to be.”“I can kiss you right now.” I said moaning in sheer delight, even though I didn't think it through.“Who says you can't? I don't mind.” He literally tapped his laps, telling me to climb on top to kiss him. That's dangerous and reckless!“You're driving. When we get back. No sex, I'm exhausted and I need to rest.”“Fine, but you'll suck my dick, and I'll eat your sore pussy. Such a great snack.”“Varce!”“I bet you're leaking and all wet for me right now. No need to pretend.”He was right. My panties were slowly getting soaked. Yes,
Marina's POVI had a taste of it, and began to want more. Varce really expected me to run away from him, instead of asking for more?It's been four days and I'm incredibly sore beyond measure. I can't do shit myself and for the first time, I didn't care what anyone was thinking. I just wanted to be taken care of by this man, and he passed the vibe check. I was practically living in his room, fucking him day and night. It was primal, ravenous, hot and dangerous but we didn't stop. We only stopped when I passed out or was about to drop dead.I've become such a sex addict and no, I'm not complaining at all. I loved every second of it, his face when he came, the sweat, the way he fucked me like he hated me. Gosh. You've got no idea.Two days later, he shocked me and did something weird. He came in with a sparkling beady blood red dress. It had thin sleeves that could snap at such a tiny pull. He also came in with a new gorgeous black suit.I was lying down with just his shorts on. I didn
Marina's POVVarce was kind enough to host a small lunch catering service for us. Well, he did it because I asked him to. When I complained that the chefs were still doing a horrible job, even after he warned them, he was about to go crazy and sack them all but I pleaded with him to just warn them again and force them to improve. It would kill me if people would lose their jobs because of me, even though they weren't so good at it.It took a while for him to agree, but he did and also organized this one. An all-you-can-eat. The hall was arranged for lunch after Varce announced the lunch party.Things have been going so smoothly, everyone is obviously happy. It was great, until Varce had to join us. What's worse, he sat down beside me. He asked me to scoot over in front of everyone, staring at me like we were alone. It was crazy but I tried to downplay it so people won't get more suspicious than they already were because what have I been doing in his room, disappearing and appearing
Marina's POVIt was past 11am in the morning and when I woke up, I still wanted to be close to Varce, so I began to look for him. It didn't register in my head that I wasn't supposed to be in this room. Actually, I didn't even know what was going on in my head at the time.I rolled to his side of the bed to find it cold and empty. I frowned and rubbed my eyes open.I finally registered my surroundings, and then I went into full panic. “Oh my God! What am I still doing here?” I tried to run out of bed but when I stood up, the excruciating pain made me sit back down.Varce is a beast. Speak of the devil, because right then he walked in with breakfast. Special breakfast, two servings, until the ones I've had to eat, even after we pleaded for improvement.So this is how he ate? Eggs, toast, tea, bacon, fries, everything. I stared at the food greedily, forgetting everything else.“I know you're hungry. Come here, let's eat.”I crawled from my side of the bed to his side. I caught him smi
Marina's POVI eventually woke up late at night. I was incredibly parched and exhausted. My mouth hurt from all the screaming.There was a glass of water by my side of the bed, so I reached out, took a good gulp and dropped the glass back.I tried to move but I noticed that Varce had wrapped his arm around my waist and I was naked. He was also naked, I felt his cock poke my ass. Even after all the sex, he still wanted more? Unbelievable. I shook my head in bewilderment and tried to get out of bed. I needed to sneak back into my bed for the night, so nobody would suspect. I kept trying to remove his arm from me but it didn't work. Still, I refused to give up. When I finally made progress and removed it, the second I got to my feet, I felt incredible pain between my legs and fell back on the bed. Still, I refused to give up.Just before I would stand up again, Varce pushed me down and dragged me back to his side. “Not so fast.”My back was at him, and he kissed my neck and still wante
Marina's POVThe guys walked in and I almost thought I would die of embarrassment but somehow, Varce had shifted uncontrollably and he pretended to be scolding me.I blinked, forgetting how to act. My fear was consuming me. My hair was down, I looked messy. Surely they've gotten a good look?“Oh, Captain is in here.” One of them said and they immediately turned around and left. I heaved a sigh of relief, my anxiety shooting to the roof, trying to overcome my nervousness and trembling fingers.Varce looked down at me and saw how worried I was, then he immediately embraced me. I almost cried because truly, we almost got caught. He kissed my forehead and ran his hands through my hair, trying his best to comfort me.“You're alright. You're alright. Take deep breaths, no one caught you.”I did as he asked but I still wasn't comfortable.“Take me away. I don't want to be here anymore.” I pleaded and he nodded in understanding. I was somewhere in my mind so I didn't know exactly when and ho
Marina’s POVI wanted to die. I felt so suffocated and angry. Everything was definitely not going according to plan, and it seemed like while life went on, I just stayed stagnant with no way forward.The investigator called. Nothing. The man he was targeting that was supposedly different from the rest was just a misunderstanding. There were no leads to anything, and I didn't know what to even look for at this point.I just know everything began to crumble. On top of that Varce was the biggest bastard, and I worked so much. Tom usually engaged me in conversations and Oliver was nice and closer now but it really did nothing. I still felt like shit.I needed a distraction to feel better, so I headed to the general hall, the hall where we organize parties or assemble to take assignments. I wanted to make myself useful and dust the chairs or even mop the fucking walls. Or maybe I just wanted to hide and cry some more. Some of the guys teased me for crying even though they obviously didn't